A Way To Your Heart - Chapter 47: Chapter 47
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                    Taehyung stared at his own reflection on the bathroom mirror while water ran down the sink which he cared less to close the tap— yet again lost in his own thoughts.
He let out a sigh as he finally closed it, the running water stopped. Wished he could stop his thoughts easily just like closing the tap.
Yeah, he haven't told Jungkook about his job and what he decided to do with it yet and it has already been over a week since Jimin told him to.
Yeah, time passes so quickly without him even realizing he has been keeping this to himself for this long, but he just couldn't bring himself to tell him. He wasn't ready yet, wasn't ready for Jungkook's reaction to his decision.
He took a deep breath before opening the washroom door, desperately hoping Jungkook would fall asleep so he can excuse himself for another reason why he didn't tell him yet.
Sometimes people just use bad timing as an excuse for something they don't wanna do or they can't do. And that's exactly what he has been doing for the past few days.
But everything has a limit, so as for his excuses too. And guess what? Now seems to be where his limit is, because when he opened the door, Jungkook was holding his letter on his hand and looking at him.
Where did he get that from? He's pretty sure he hide it well. But that's not the problem here, it's how he should tell everything- for the job, as well as for the reason why he hide them.
But whatever it is, he was so ready to apologize so Jungkook doesn't get misunderstood, but-
"Tae! Oh my god! Congratulations!"
But he was welcomed with a warm hug, congratulating him with a voice and smile filled with excitement.
"Is this supposed to be a surprise for me? I'm so happy for you."
Surprise for him? Not actually, but guess somehow it turned out that way.
"When did you get this letter btw?"
Taehyung paused at that, "over a week ago."
Jungkook loosen his arms around Taehyung to look at him at the answer.
"That long? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Did you really plan to surprise me or something? Did I ruin it? Is that why you're sulking?"
Taehyung stared at him, Jungkook's eyes looked so excited. It's been long since he saw excitement in his eyes. He missed it, and he was so relieved Jungkook finally smiled so brightly after so many days.
He could just lie and say Jungkook's right so he can make the smile stay for longer, but that's not it. He shouldn't hold it back anymore. He gotta tell him his decision right now.
"Well... No. It wasn't a surprise. I wasn't going to tell you about it. I tried so hard to hide it but you found it anyway."
Yeah that's what he decided to do.
And Jungkook's reaction was as he expected- upset, and confused.
"Why?"
Yeah, that's the word he was scared of the most. Because it asks for an answer. But he had to.
"I wasn't planning to take that job anyway. So I thought I would just-"
"Wait," Jungkook interrupted, and Taehyung could clearly tell he's bothered by the answer. "What do you mean? Why won't you take the job?"
Taehyung wanted to tell him why he wouldn't take job, but he didn't want Jungkook to misunderstand.
"I just... I can do it some times later. I want to stay here, there're so many beautiful places here as well. It's not like I've travel every corner of our country. I can just do what I want here and-"
"Is it because of me?"
Taehyung paused. He never wanted to put it that way. Logically, yes. It's because he didn't want to leave him. But he didn't mean for Jungkook to think of it like a blame on himself like that.
"No, it's not. I just... I just don't want to leave you. I want to stay here with you. I don't-"
"But that was your dream, Taehyung. How can you just-"
"I know. I know that's my dream. But I can still stay with you and continue doing it here like I've always did. I don't really have to go that far away from you just to do that."
Jungkook sighed as he covered his face with his hands as he sat down by the edge of the bed.
"Have you forgotten why we got married? Why we had to make the deal?"
Jungkook's voice sounded frustrated and upset.
Taehyung bite down the lump in his throat to answer, "I didn't."
"Then why?" Jungkook lifted his head to look at Taehyung, "Why, Taehyung? You were even willing to marry a complete stranger like me just to get to your dream. So why? Why are backing away when you're almost there? Isn't it obvious that you're doing it because of me?"
Taehyung really, really never wanted Jungkook to feel that way. Before the other start blaming himself for more, he wanted to make sure that it's not his fault.
He took a step towards Jungkook to hold his hand gently, eyes on those galazy eyes that almost turned red, "I told you it's not because of you. In fact, it's... it's because of me. It's me who doesn't want to leave, it's me who wants to stay here."
"Tae," Jungkook put on a faint smile as he called his name. "I know. I know you don't want to leave me. I know you want to stay here, with me. And I also know you're doing it for me."
He put his other hand over Taehyung's that was holding his, "but I don't want to be the reason for your regrets. You might want to stay here and be my side, which of course I would love it too. But you'll regret it later. You'll regret not going after your dream when it was right before you. We might be happy together, yeah, but your life will be full of regrets and resentments later because of the one decision you made now. And I don't want to be the reason why you made that decision."
Taehyung tried to hold his sob back with a gulp swallowing down his tears as he looked at their hands.
He knew what Jungkook said was right. He knew he'll regret later. But he still didn't want to let go of that hand.
"Do you remember what I said? That I don't wanna fall in love?" He then trailed his eyes up till it land on Jungkook's red teary eyes, and with a faint smile,
"It's because I know myself well that... if I ever fall in love with someone, I might love them a little too much and I was scared that I would do it. But guess I ended up actually doing it, and maybe a little more too much than I even knew myself."
He still wore the faint smile on his face as he locked their fingers together.
"Yeah, maybe I ended up loving you a little more too much, too much that I was even willing to leave everything I wanted and have you by my side instead, because you've become the 'everything' that I wanted, and somehow, you've become someone I need the most."
As he brought their locking hands up to touch his lips for a kiss on Jungkook's knuckles, "I really don't want you think like you're the reason for any of my regrets, because I chose this myself. It was me who wanted to be with you."
Jungkook just stared at him with smile as he listened to Taehyung, realizing for the nth time how much Taehyung loves him.
Yeah, he does remember how Taehyung used to tell him if he love something or someone, he do it with all his heart too much, and he also remember how he said he's scared to do it and that's why he avoided such feelings.
But he's scared that Taehyung, for the love he has for him, would sacrifice his first love— his dream, his love for photography, his love for traveling.
Maybe that shows the love Taehyung has for him is way more than his love for his dream.
Jungkook, with deep breath, looked up to meet Taehyung's eyes and smiled.
"Tae, y'know what? Ever since I met you for the first time, I've never had a day where I felt lonely, or sad. You've made my life so colorful and entertaining, so fun and happy that I always hope to wake up for another great day with you, to enjoy every single second with you. And I can't thank you enough for bringing so much joy to my life, for making me happy."
He tightened his grip on Taehyung's hand as the other smiled through tears that are fighting to escape from the eyes.
"I know you're doing this because you love me. And I love you too, so much that I can't dare to take away the things that'll make you happy when you gave me so much happiness. I can't take your dreams away from you. I can't let you live your life with regrets when you filled my life with colors."
And that was their last straw for trapping their fighting tears and let them fall freely.
Both knows what they're trying to mean.
Both knows what they're going to do.
But none of them was ready to say it out loud as they kept staring at each other with smiles, a smile that both ensured each other they're doing the right thing.
"So let's–"
Taehyung clutched to the cotton fabric of Jungkook's shirt as he pulled him for a kiss before the other completing his words.
It was short yet with so much emotions that were pricking him for the past few days, as if it poured down all this feelings.
"Just... for one last time?" Taehyung pulled up a silly smile as they pull away from the kiss, "I wanted to kiss you so bad. I missed you."
Jungkook smiled as he caressed Taehyung's face before going for another kiss, a longer yet soft and he deepened it as he leaned more.
"I missed you too."
They stared at each other, still wearing the smile on each other's lips.
"So..."
Taehyung took in a deep breath when Jungkook started speaking, preparing his heart and himself for the words he's about to hear from Jungkook's mouth.
He let his hand hold Jungkook's, assuring him that it's gonna be okay, he's gonna be okay, they're gonna be okay, and that he's ready for it.
"So... our deal... We successfully exceeded our three months deal. We did it together. And now it's time for you to do why you did it. So..."
Taehyung felt his heart heavier as Jungkook continued, scared to hear the remaining words but he tightened their grip on each other's hands.
But his heart dropped when he heard the next word. He knew it was coming. He knew it will hurt.
But never knew the pain from hearing the word from Jungkook would sting his whole body.
The word that he would never want to hear again,
"Taehyung, let's take a break."
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3 years later:
"Taehyung! Are you done? Namjoon is waiting for you."
Taehyung quickly grabbed his cap before rushing to the door when he heard Jin calling him from the front door.
"COMING!!"
He shouted back as he opened the door only to rush back to his room again to take his phone which he forgot to take.
"Sorry," he grinned into a silly boxy smile when he saw Jin frowning at him who ended up shaking his head.
"Do you know what time is it now? Your flight is in few minutes. Didn't I tell you since yesterday to wake up early?"
"Few minutes? There's literally 45 minutes."
"That's also a few minutes. What if you miss the flight? You can't be so sure there won't be traffics. You need to do things–"
"Ok, I gotta go. Bye Hyung," Taehyung just ignored whatever Jin was nagging and went for a hug which the elder just accepted with a few pats on his back.
"Hurry up. Go. Namjoon has been waiting inside the car for 10 minutes already."
"Oh please, your boyfriend won't die for sitting inside the car for 10 minutes," Taehyung blepped as he ran away before Jin could hit him.
"Done?"
Taehyung turned to see Namjoon smiling at him as he put on his seatbelt.
He breathed in as he smiled back, "Yeah."
"Let's get going then. We're actually late."
They both laughed as they head towards the airport.
The bright sunlight readily peeking in soon after Taehyung rolled down the window glass as if it was reaching out to get a glimpse of his beauty. But his black sunglasses were doing a good job in keeping away his eyes from the bright sunlight while the wind seemed to be enjoying playing with his newly permed long hair.
He smiled while looking out the window. The car speed was fast but he could still take in whatever he saw on his way.
It's been 3 years since he came to New York, but so many things felt familiar, yet one thing still was foriegn to him.
The streets, the buildings, the road, the air— that's what felt familiar by the time.
And the feeling of absence of someone, the emptied occupied space in his heart is what still felt so foriegn to him.
3 years, and he's still not used to not having Jungkook by his side anymore.
In 3 years, so many things happened, so many things changed in his life.
He got so many opportunities to travel to different places in these two years. His vlog became the most influential channel in just 10 months, gaining popularity with millions of followers and likes on his social media pages of his photographs.
He did whatever he dreamed to, he achieved more than he imagined. Yet his heart still ached whenever he looked at the ring on his finger.
Yeah, he still has his wedding ring wrapped his finger. His heart ached but it was the only thing that could make him smile. Because it always reminds him of someone he used to bicker and complain about anything all the time, someone who used to annoy him just to tease him, someone who used to look at him with so much love in his eyes, someone who used to hold him so dearly, someone he loved so much.
"How many days will you stay in Philippines?"
Taehyung was brought back to reality when Namjoon asked him while his eyes are still on the road.
"Oh... for one week."
Yeah, he's now going to Philippines for his work.
"Well, actually, my work will be over by 5 days but I just wanted to explore for 2 more days so..."
"Oh. That's great. You should enjoy. I should've tagged along with you if I had no works to finish here. I want to visit their National Museum so bad."
Taehyung laughed at that. He already expected Namjoon would say it and he literally did. He know how much Namjoon loves visiting museums, so it's not even surprising anymore. And he knew Namjoon wasn't lying when he said he would've tagged along if had no work because he would've actually do it if not for his work.
"2 days is actually too short to enjoy and explore Philippines. But you're still gonna visit to many tourist place for your work anyway. So that's fine. But you could've stayed there for one more week if we didn't have to go back to Seoul in 10 days."
Seoul.
Yeah. He's gonna go back to Seoul just after he wrapped his works in Philippines.
They're going back because Jin's father finally approved his relationship with Namjoon and Kim family business is gonna given to both of them while Taehyung's parents offered to open Taehyung's own photo art gallery in Seoul and he must be there for the vernissage.
Yeah. Everything is going well. But he still felt the missing pieces in his heart which can only be filled by one particular person. And him going back means...
"We're here," Namjoon said as pulled the car over. "Have a safe flight. And enjoy."
Taehyung thanked him and smiled before heading inside the airport.
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"Are you ready? Are you nervous?"
Jimin said as he held Taehyung's hand tightly.
It's the day for his vernissage.
Taehyung, with a sigh, looked at Jimin and Yoongi who was standing beside.
Yeah, the two has been dating for two years now. It was obviously coming tho, they were already so into each other and Taehyung's happy his bestfriend finally got to be happy again.
"Well, I'm kinda nervous. But I'll be ok."
He gave them an assuring smile before turning to Jimin, "but why do you look more nervous than me?"
"Shut up," Jimin rolled his eyes.
"Of course he'll be alright. He already attended so many events more bigger than this before. Besides, it's a vernissage anyway. Only few of us will be here," Yoongi added and it made Jimin to let out a sigh.
"I know. But... that... y'know..." Jimin gave Yoongi a quick wink which Yoongi just nodded as if he understood what he was trying to say.
"You guys are being suspicious."
Both of them snapped their heads together at Taehyung.
"What suspicious?" They said simultaneously but that made Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows at them instead.
But before he could say anything,
"Well. Well. Look who's here."
"Yoonji?!" Taehyung turned to see Yoonji walking towards him. "I thought you're not coming? You said you're busy."
"Well. My entrance was supposed to be a surprise."
"It wasn't surprising at all tho?" Taehyung snickered.
"You did look like you were surprised to see me just now."
"I wasn't. I was just shocked to see you here."
"Well, I did think of not showing up but I felt bad because not having a pretty lady like me in this kind of event is such a loss for you so?"
Taehyung and Jimin scoffed at her while she just rolled her eyes at them.
"I'm serious tho? I mean... how can you not take a single picture of my pretty face to exhibit in your gallery?"
"Yeah, she's right. If he put my face up in his gallery, I bet he'll gain 50% more visitors. I don't know why he always ignored such beauties here."
All of them bursted out into laughter when Jin added just as he stepped inside while Namjoon tried to hide his face behind his palm out of embarrassment.
"Alright everyone. It's time. Let's focus to the main event," Mr. Kim came up to them to bring their attention back while Mrs. Kim smiled and gave gentle pats to her son's back when Mr. Kim held the mic.
"I won't be so formal since my son insisted me not to since yesterday so..."
And everyone chuckled at that when Taehyung laughed while shaking his head at his father.
"It's a very special day for my son, Kim Taehyung. First of all, congratulations on opening your gallery. And also, welcome back to Korea."
Taehyung smiled as he bowed 90° dramatically to his father and then to the others in the room while Jimin and Yoonji bowed back at him dramatically in the same way he did.
"Well, can I take this opportunity of speaking here to do some ranting here? I've been keeping this for a long time but can you imagine our own son refused to come back to see us for three whole years? The only way to bring him back to Korea is opening this gallery for him. So congratulations to me and my wife for successfully succeeding in bringing our son back. Yeah!!"
Everyone laughed again when Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim lift their glass of drink up together for cheers.
"I know it might've been tough for you too. But I'm glad you finally decided to come back. And... I, your mom, everyone here is so happy and proud of you, and we support whatever you do. I hope you know that. And I hope you're just as happy as us to be back here."
Taehyung smiled while mouthing "I am" to his father with teary eyes as his mother held his shoulder from the side with gentle rubs over his arms.
His parents supporting him in whatever he do, them being proud of him, that is what he'd always wanted.
"I hope you like the gallery. Do you want for any changes? Or are you already satisfied with what we prepared for you? If you do, we can proceed to formal opening very soon."
Taehyung smiled at how considerate his father was.
"No. I love it. I'm surprised how you guys know what I want. I mean... it's just perfect and it's exactly how I wanted it to be. I didn't know you know me so well?"
"That's because it was me who suggested them how it should be."
Taehyung froze at the voice coming from his back unannounced, the familiar voice that he missed to hear.
He turned back to see the face he has been dying to see with the smile that could shine his world.
Yeah. Jungkook is here, looking at him, smiling at him.
He finally got to see him after three whole years. What more he can ask for now?
His heart speeding its beats with each steps Jungkook took towards until it almost burst when he's only a few inches from the other.
"You're late."
Taehyung crossed his arms as if to hold back his heart from dropping down from his chest with a smirky face to hold back his smile.
"I know. I'm sorry," Jungkook grinned.
"Is that an apology?"
"Yeah?"
"I won't take that as an apology."
"I already know you won't take it."
"Then why did you do it."
"That's why I prepared something else."
"What?"
"Will you marry me?"
Taehyung was about to bicker back until he realized what he just heard.
"Huh?"
And just then, the bright lights in the room turned dimmed leaving only the dim light bulbs hanging down the ceiling.
Taehyung tried to suppress his smile as he looked around the room with lights and decorations before he brought his eyes back to Jungkook.
"Is this what you prepared?"
Without answering Taehyung who was fascinated by the beautiful lights, Jungkook smiled widely before going on his knees with a ring and stared up at Taehyung who was almost in tears.
"Kim Taehyung, will you marry me? Again? Without any deals, without faking it. As lovers, as someone who's ready to do anything to make you happy, I want to spend my life with you, not only for three months but for the rest of my life, and if possible, for every universe if there was any. So... will you let me be yours?"
Taehyung smiled as he wiped his tears from his face, but still wearing the little smirk.
"What makes you think that I would say yes?"
Jungkook smirked back, not matching very well with his teary red eyes.
"Because I know you love me."
Taehyung raised his eyebrows as he bend down a bit, "I hate you."
And Jungkook scrunched his nose to broke into a wide grin.
"I know. And I love you too."
Both giggled staring at each other, longingly with so much adoration for each other.
They both knew nothing was gonna separate them, not even by distance or by time.
And Taehyung, even if he was scared to be far away from Jungkook, already knew 3 years ago that Jungkook was never going away from him when he said–
"Taehyung, let's take a break."
Taehyung hitched his breath as he shut his eyes tight, unable to even look at Jungkook, because he knew if he do, he might want to just drop everything and hold him tight so he won't go away.
"Tae, please look at me," Jungkook caressed Taehyung face before lifting it to make him look at him in the eye.
"How was my performance for being your husband?"
Taehyung frowned in between his sobs, "is this time for your jokes?"
"Why do you think my question is a joke? I'm serious." Jungkook tilted his head as he wiped Taehyung's tears for him with his thumb, "yeah, now, tell me. Do you like my performance?"
Taehyung just sighed, "tsk, I don't know why you're doing this right now but–" he stared at Jungkook's eyes, "yeah. You're so good at being my husband. You're the best husband one could ever had. So yeah, I like it... so much."
And that made Jungkook to smile widely.
"Remember you promised me to give me rewards if you like my performance? You haven't give me any of the two yet."
Taehyung left his mouth agape at that, giving the other a 'seriously?' look— he didn't expect that, specially at a moment like this.
"Two? When did it become two?"
"What? First, for being your boyfriend, and second, for being your husband. Don't tell me you already forgot about it."
Taehyung scoffed but ended up smiling. It was such a sad scene just a few minutes before, he was even crying. When did it turn out this way?
"Alright," Taehyung sighed, "what do you want?"
Jungkook smiled as he held Taehyung's hand while his eyes never left the other's.
"First reward, promise me you'll go and do whatever you always dreamed of. Promise me you won't worry about me and focus only on yourself. I know it'll be hard but let's not meet each other until we fix everything for ourselves."
Taehyung curled up into a faint smile as he stared at Jungkook.
"Alright. I promise. But I don't know about not worrying about you tho."
"Hey, it's alright to be selfish sometimes if that's for your own good. I know you won't be able to focus on yourself and your work if you keep worrying about me. And–" Jungkook smiled as he moved his head a little forward to touch Taehyung forehead, "give me some time to get done with my work issues fast so I can focus on you soon, yeah? I always get distracted whenever I see you."
"You–" Taehyung swung his hand to slap Jungkook arm, "are you blaming me? Who told you to get distracted?"
"Isn't it better than blaming yourself for something you didn't do at all?"
"Huh?"
"You think I didn't know?" Jungkook let out a sigh, "I don't want you to blame yourself for my problems just like you don't want me to blame myself for your decision."
Taehyung nodded. Jungkook was right anyway, both of them never wanted each other to blame themselves. But he still had the 'no one can stop me from worrying about you' face.
"Ok, I get it."
Jungkook pulled out a slight smirk as he flick Taehyung's chin, "but who wouldn't get distracted when someone so gorgeous is beside me hmm? You always make me want to drop everything and just cuddle with you all day."
"Shut up," Taehyung glared at the other to hide his shy smile uncontrollably curling up that couldn't be hide behind the glare anymore.
"Ok. Now, my second reward."
Jungkook smiled as Taehyung looked at him with anticipation in his eyes, waiting for Jungkook to ask for his reward.
"During the time we live far from each other, no matter how much time we take, just allow me love you always, allow me to always miss you, allow me to cheer for you from afar, allow me to think you're still here by my side. And when the time comes for both of us to be ready to meet again, as a better version of us, take me as yours once again and let me be yours forever."
Yeah. That was when Taehyung realized that THIS is for forever, they're for forever.
And now, he's staring at the man on his knees with a ring in his hand, asking for their forever to last forever– just like they promised to each other 3 years ago.
He still remember how Jimin told him that he met Jungkook by the door on the day he came to his house and that he already got to know about the job thing since that day but Jungkook asked him not to tell Taehyung that he already heard everything he said.
Yeah, Jungkook heard everything on that day but still waited for Taehyung to tell him. He wanted Taehyung to be ready enough to tell him by himself but when he realized Taehyung was gonna give up his dream for him, he couldn't help but do something so he could make him change his mind and go after his dreams, even if it takes him to let go of him for some time.
Taehyung was ready to sacrifice his dream for the love he has for Jungkook while Jungkook was ready to sacrifice his love so Taehyung could go after his dream and be happy with his own life— all for the love they had for each other and the happiness for each other.
Both of them wanted the best for each other and they did, by giving each other own time for themselves to grow so they could continue their forever.
Taehyung smiled at how Jungkook was looking at him with his eyes desperate for his answer to his proposal.
"I could've given you my finger and let you be mine but what to do? My ring finger is not empty enough for your new ring," he smirked as he showed off his hand with their old wedding ring still on his finger.
Jungkook chuckled, "well, I still have mine as well," and showed his finger with the old ring and they both ended up laughing at each other.
"YAH YOU TWO! I'M TIRED OF HOLDING THIS DAMN THING! MY HANDS ARE ABOUT TO BREAK WHILE WAITING FOR YOU TO WEAR THE RING. AND YOU! TAEHYUNG!!STOP WASTING TIME AND JUST SAY YES YOU IDIOT!!"
Jin shouted while holding a big party popper with his hands up ready to blast it making everyone face palmed themselves for ruining the moment.
"Hyung, let them have some romantic moment. It's a wedding proposal afterall," Namjoon tried to calm his boyfriend down with his face turned pink from embarrassment.
"Besides, no one told you to hold that thing up for that long tho?" He murmured, and he's just glad that Jin didn't hear the last line properly.
"You call that romantic? They're literally out here showing off how many rings they have," Jin rolled his eyes playfully.
"That's because they're already married and they're marrying again," Namjoon cleared.
"As real lovers this time btw," Yoonji added Namjoon who gave her a thumbs up.
"And for the rings, just wear both on each hand. No one will bother anyway," Jimin said and it made the others laugh and put their thumbs up altogether with cheers in agreement.
"Alright then," Taehyung grinned and lent out his hand for Jungkook who smiled widely as he put the ring on Taehyung's long slender finger.
"Thank you," Jungkook bent a bit to land a kiss on Taehyung's finger elegantly adorned by the beautiful diamond ring before standing up on his feet to kiss Taehyung's forehead while Jin finally blast his party popper out loud as heart shaped red confetti showering over the two.
Jungkook took out a red heart shaped confetti from Taehyung's hair, and funny how the simple act like this was enough to make them chuckle together with the happiest smile of their face while their eyes never leave each other's before they embraced other into a tight yet so warm and gentle hug. They closed their eyes when they finally feel other's warmth that they longed for three years.
The dim lights, the flying confetti, the warm hand holding his, their smile, their warmth, their feelings, their racing heartbeat, everything felt so right and perfect and yet again, still so fresh and beautiful even after all these years.
Distance, or time, nothing really does matter when their hearts were already holding onto each other with the strongest thread– love.
Taehyung was scared of that distance at first, but the more the time passes, he realized this distance was the reason for him to love the other even more, this distance was the one who showed him how strong and beautiful his feelings and his love he has for Jungkook was.
In those three months of being together, and in those three years of being apart far from each other, the way they treated each other, cared for each other, their words, their smile, the way their eyes look at each other, the way their hearts beat for each other, the trust they have for each other's feelings— a never ending million different ways finally guided them towards the way to each other's heart.
A way to the heart where they both gonna make every flower bloom.
A way to the heart where they both gonna cherish the butterflies.
A way to the heart where they both got lost forever in the love, for the forever.
                
            
        He let out a sigh as he finally closed it, the running water stopped. Wished he could stop his thoughts easily just like closing the tap.
Yeah, he haven't told Jungkook about his job and what he decided to do with it yet and it has already been over a week since Jimin told him to.
Yeah, time passes so quickly without him even realizing he has been keeping this to himself for this long, but he just couldn't bring himself to tell him. He wasn't ready yet, wasn't ready for Jungkook's reaction to his decision.
He took a deep breath before opening the washroom door, desperately hoping Jungkook would fall asleep so he can excuse himself for another reason why he didn't tell him yet.
Sometimes people just use bad timing as an excuse for something they don't wanna do or they can't do. And that's exactly what he has been doing for the past few days.
But everything has a limit, so as for his excuses too. And guess what? Now seems to be where his limit is, because when he opened the door, Jungkook was holding his letter on his hand and looking at him.
Where did he get that from? He's pretty sure he hide it well. But that's not the problem here, it's how he should tell everything- for the job, as well as for the reason why he hide them.
But whatever it is, he was so ready to apologize so Jungkook doesn't get misunderstood, but-
"Tae! Oh my god! Congratulations!"
But he was welcomed with a warm hug, congratulating him with a voice and smile filled with excitement.
"Is this supposed to be a surprise for me? I'm so happy for you."
Surprise for him? Not actually, but guess somehow it turned out that way.
"When did you get this letter btw?"
Taehyung paused at that, "over a week ago."
Jungkook loosen his arms around Taehyung to look at him at the answer.
"That long? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Did you really plan to surprise me or something? Did I ruin it? Is that why you're sulking?"
Taehyung stared at him, Jungkook's eyes looked so excited. It's been long since he saw excitement in his eyes. He missed it, and he was so relieved Jungkook finally smiled so brightly after so many days.
He could just lie and say Jungkook's right so he can make the smile stay for longer, but that's not it. He shouldn't hold it back anymore. He gotta tell him his decision right now.
"Well... No. It wasn't a surprise. I wasn't going to tell you about it. I tried so hard to hide it but you found it anyway."
Yeah that's what he decided to do.
And Jungkook's reaction was as he expected- upset, and confused.
"Why?"
Yeah, that's the word he was scared of the most. Because it asks for an answer. But he had to.
"I wasn't planning to take that job anyway. So I thought I would just-"
"Wait," Jungkook interrupted, and Taehyung could clearly tell he's bothered by the answer. "What do you mean? Why won't you take the job?"
Taehyung wanted to tell him why he wouldn't take job, but he didn't want Jungkook to misunderstand.
"I just... I can do it some times later. I want to stay here, there're so many beautiful places here as well. It's not like I've travel every corner of our country. I can just do what I want here and-"
"Is it because of me?"
Taehyung paused. He never wanted to put it that way. Logically, yes. It's because he didn't want to leave him. But he didn't mean for Jungkook to think of it like a blame on himself like that.
"No, it's not. I just... I just don't want to leave you. I want to stay here with you. I don't-"
"But that was your dream, Taehyung. How can you just-"
"I know. I know that's my dream. But I can still stay with you and continue doing it here like I've always did. I don't really have to go that far away from you just to do that."
Jungkook sighed as he covered his face with his hands as he sat down by the edge of the bed.
"Have you forgotten why we got married? Why we had to make the deal?"
Jungkook's voice sounded frustrated and upset.
Taehyung bite down the lump in his throat to answer, "I didn't."
"Then why?" Jungkook lifted his head to look at Taehyung, "Why, Taehyung? You were even willing to marry a complete stranger like me just to get to your dream. So why? Why are backing away when you're almost there? Isn't it obvious that you're doing it because of me?"
Taehyung really, really never wanted Jungkook to feel that way. Before the other start blaming himself for more, he wanted to make sure that it's not his fault.
He took a step towards Jungkook to hold his hand gently, eyes on those galazy eyes that almost turned red, "I told you it's not because of you. In fact, it's... it's because of me. It's me who doesn't want to leave, it's me who wants to stay here."
"Tae," Jungkook put on a faint smile as he called his name. "I know. I know you don't want to leave me. I know you want to stay here, with me. And I also know you're doing it for me."
He put his other hand over Taehyung's that was holding his, "but I don't want to be the reason for your regrets. You might want to stay here and be my side, which of course I would love it too. But you'll regret it later. You'll regret not going after your dream when it was right before you. We might be happy together, yeah, but your life will be full of regrets and resentments later because of the one decision you made now. And I don't want to be the reason why you made that decision."
Taehyung tried to hold his sob back with a gulp swallowing down his tears as he looked at their hands.
He knew what Jungkook said was right. He knew he'll regret later. But he still didn't want to let go of that hand.
"Do you remember what I said? That I don't wanna fall in love?" He then trailed his eyes up till it land on Jungkook's red teary eyes, and with a faint smile,
"It's because I know myself well that... if I ever fall in love with someone, I might love them a little too much and I was scared that I would do it. But guess I ended up actually doing it, and maybe a little more too much than I even knew myself."
He still wore the faint smile on his face as he locked their fingers together.
"Yeah, maybe I ended up loving you a little more too much, too much that I was even willing to leave everything I wanted and have you by my side instead, because you've become the 'everything' that I wanted, and somehow, you've become someone I need the most."
As he brought their locking hands up to touch his lips for a kiss on Jungkook's knuckles, "I really don't want you think like you're the reason for any of my regrets, because I chose this myself. It was me who wanted to be with you."
Jungkook just stared at him with smile as he listened to Taehyung, realizing for the nth time how much Taehyung loves him.
Yeah, he does remember how Taehyung used to tell him if he love something or someone, he do it with all his heart too much, and he also remember how he said he's scared to do it and that's why he avoided such feelings.
But he's scared that Taehyung, for the love he has for him, would sacrifice his first love— his dream, his love for photography, his love for traveling.
Maybe that shows the love Taehyung has for him is way more than his love for his dream.
Jungkook, with deep breath, looked up to meet Taehyung's eyes and smiled.
"Tae, y'know what? Ever since I met you for the first time, I've never had a day where I felt lonely, or sad. You've made my life so colorful and entertaining, so fun and happy that I always hope to wake up for another great day with you, to enjoy every single second with you. And I can't thank you enough for bringing so much joy to my life, for making me happy."
He tightened his grip on Taehyung's hand as the other smiled through tears that are fighting to escape from the eyes.
"I know you're doing this because you love me. And I love you too, so much that I can't dare to take away the things that'll make you happy when you gave me so much happiness. I can't take your dreams away from you. I can't let you live your life with regrets when you filled my life with colors."
And that was their last straw for trapping their fighting tears and let them fall freely.
Both knows what they're trying to mean.
Both knows what they're going to do.
But none of them was ready to say it out loud as they kept staring at each other with smiles, a smile that both ensured each other they're doing the right thing.
"So let's–"
Taehyung clutched to the cotton fabric of Jungkook's shirt as he pulled him for a kiss before the other completing his words.
It was short yet with so much emotions that were pricking him for the past few days, as if it poured down all this feelings.
"Just... for one last time?" Taehyung pulled up a silly smile as they pull away from the kiss, "I wanted to kiss you so bad. I missed you."
Jungkook smiled as he caressed Taehyung's face before going for another kiss, a longer yet soft and he deepened it as he leaned more.
"I missed you too."
They stared at each other, still wearing the smile on each other's lips.
"So..."
Taehyung took in a deep breath when Jungkook started speaking, preparing his heart and himself for the words he's about to hear from Jungkook's mouth.
He let his hand hold Jungkook's, assuring him that it's gonna be okay, he's gonna be okay, they're gonna be okay, and that he's ready for it.
"So... our deal... We successfully exceeded our three months deal. We did it together. And now it's time for you to do why you did it. So..."
Taehyung felt his heart heavier as Jungkook continued, scared to hear the remaining words but he tightened their grip on each other's hands.
But his heart dropped when he heard the next word. He knew it was coming. He knew it will hurt.
But never knew the pain from hearing the word from Jungkook would sting his whole body.
The word that he would never want to hear again,
"Taehyung, let's take a break."
‐‐‐
3 years later:
"Taehyung! Are you done? Namjoon is waiting for you."
Taehyung quickly grabbed his cap before rushing to the door when he heard Jin calling him from the front door.
"COMING!!"
He shouted back as he opened the door only to rush back to his room again to take his phone which he forgot to take.
"Sorry," he grinned into a silly boxy smile when he saw Jin frowning at him who ended up shaking his head.
"Do you know what time is it now? Your flight is in few minutes. Didn't I tell you since yesterday to wake up early?"
"Few minutes? There's literally 45 minutes."
"That's also a few minutes. What if you miss the flight? You can't be so sure there won't be traffics. You need to do things–"
"Ok, I gotta go. Bye Hyung," Taehyung just ignored whatever Jin was nagging and went for a hug which the elder just accepted with a few pats on his back.
"Hurry up. Go. Namjoon has been waiting inside the car for 10 minutes already."
"Oh please, your boyfriend won't die for sitting inside the car for 10 minutes," Taehyung blepped as he ran away before Jin could hit him.
"Done?"
Taehyung turned to see Namjoon smiling at him as he put on his seatbelt.
He breathed in as he smiled back, "Yeah."
"Let's get going then. We're actually late."
They both laughed as they head towards the airport.
The bright sunlight readily peeking in soon after Taehyung rolled down the window glass as if it was reaching out to get a glimpse of his beauty. But his black sunglasses were doing a good job in keeping away his eyes from the bright sunlight while the wind seemed to be enjoying playing with his newly permed long hair.
He smiled while looking out the window. The car speed was fast but he could still take in whatever he saw on his way.
It's been 3 years since he came to New York, but so many things felt familiar, yet one thing still was foriegn to him.
The streets, the buildings, the road, the air— that's what felt familiar by the time.
And the feeling of absence of someone, the emptied occupied space in his heart is what still felt so foriegn to him.
3 years, and he's still not used to not having Jungkook by his side anymore.
In 3 years, so many things happened, so many things changed in his life.
He got so many opportunities to travel to different places in these two years. His vlog became the most influential channel in just 10 months, gaining popularity with millions of followers and likes on his social media pages of his photographs.
He did whatever he dreamed to, he achieved more than he imagined. Yet his heart still ached whenever he looked at the ring on his finger.
Yeah, he still has his wedding ring wrapped his finger. His heart ached but it was the only thing that could make him smile. Because it always reminds him of someone he used to bicker and complain about anything all the time, someone who used to annoy him just to tease him, someone who used to look at him with so much love in his eyes, someone who used to hold him so dearly, someone he loved so much.
"How many days will you stay in Philippines?"
Taehyung was brought back to reality when Namjoon asked him while his eyes are still on the road.
"Oh... for one week."
Yeah, he's now going to Philippines for his work.
"Well, actually, my work will be over by 5 days but I just wanted to explore for 2 more days so..."
"Oh. That's great. You should enjoy. I should've tagged along with you if I had no works to finish here. I want to visit their National Museum so bad."
Taehyung laughed at that. He already expected Namjoon would say it and he literally did. He know how much Namjoon loves visiting museums, so it's not even surprising anymore. And he knew Namjoon wasn't lying when he said he would've tagged along if had no work because he would've actually do it if not for his work.
"2 days is actually too short to enjoy and explore Philippines. But you're still gonna visit to many tourist place for your work anyway. So that's fine. But you could've stayed there for one more week if we didn't have to go back to Seoul in 10 days."
Seoul.
Yeah. He's gonna go back to Seoul just after he wrapped his works in Philippines.
They're going back because Jin's father finally approved his relationship with Namjoon and Kim family business is gonna given to both of them while Taehyung's parents offered to open Taehyung's own photo art gallery in Seoul and he must be there for the vernissage.
Yeah. Everything is going well. But he still felt the missing pieces in his heart which can only be filled by one particular person. And him going back means...
"We're here," Namjoon said as pulled the car over. "Have a safe flight. And enjoy."
Taehyung thanked him and smiled before heading inside the airport.
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"Are you ready? Are you nervous?"
Jimin said as he held Taehyung's hand tightly.
It's the day for his vernissage.
Taehyung, with a sigh, looked at Jimin and Yoongi who was standing beside.
Yeah, the two has been dating for two years now. It was obviously coming tho, they were already so into each other and Taehyung's happy his bestfriend finally got to be happy again.
"Well, I'm kinda nervous. But I'll be ok."
He gave them an assuring smile before turning to Jimin, "but why do you look more nervous than me?"
"Shut up," Jimin rolled his eyes.
"Of course he'll be alright. He already attended so many events more bigger than this before. Besides, it's a vernissage anyway. Only few of us will be here," Yoongi added and it made Jimin to let out a sigh.
"I know. But... that... y'know..." Jimin gave Yoongi a quick wink which Yoongi just nodded as if he understood what he was trying to say.
"You guys are being suspicious."
Both of them snapped their heads together at Taehyung.
"What suspicious?" They said simultaneously but that made Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows at them instead.
But before he could say anything,
"Well. Well. Look who's here."
"Yoonji?!" Taehyung turned to see Yoonji walking towards him. "I thought you're not coming? You said you're busy."
"Well. My entrance was supposed to be a surprise."
"It wasn't surprising at all tho?" Taehyung snickered.
"You did look like you were surprised to see me just now."
"I wasn't. I was just shocked to see you here."
"Well, I did think of not showing up but I felt bad because not having a pretty lady like me in this kind of event is such a loss for you so?"
Taehyung and Jimin scoffed at her while she just rolled her eyes at them.
"I'm serious tho? I mean... how can you not take a single picture of my pretty face to exhibit in your gallery?"
"Yeah, she's right. If he put my face up in his gallery, I bet he'll gain 50% more visitors. I don't know why he always ignored such beauties here."
All of them bursted out into laughter when Jin added just as he stepped inside while Namjoon tried to hide his face behind his palm out of embarrassment.
"Alright everyone. It's time. Let's focus to the main event," Mr. Kim came up to them to bring their attention back while Mrs. Kim smiled and gave gentle pats to her son's back when Mr. Kim held the mic.
"I won't be so formal since my son insisted me not to since yesterday so..."
And everyone chuckled at that when Taehyung laughed while shaking his head at his father.
"It's a very special day for my son, Kim Taehyung. First of all, congratulations on opening your gallery. And also, welcome back to Korea."
Taehyung smiled as he bowed 90° dramatically to his father and then to the others in the room while Jimin and Yoonji bowed back at him dramatically in the same way he did.
"Well, can I take this opportunity of speaking here to do some ranting here? I've been keeping this for a long time but can you imagine our own son refused to come back to see us for three whole years? The only way to bring him back to Korea is opening this gallery for him. So congratulations to me and my wife for successfully succeeding in bringing our son back. Yeah!!"
Everyone laughed again when Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim lift their glass of drink up together for cheers.
"I know it might've been tough for you too. But I'm glad you finally decided to come back. And... I, your mom, everyone here is so happy and proud of you, and we support whatever you do. I hope you know that. And I hope you're just as happy as us to be back here."
Taehyung smiled while mouthing "I am" to his father with teary eyes as his mother held his shoulder from the side with gentle rubs over his arms.
His parents supporting him in whatever he do, them being proud of him, that is what he'd always wanted.
"I hope you like the gallery. Do you want for any changes? Or are you already satisfied with what we prepared for you? If you do, we can proceed to formal opening very soon."
Taehyung smiled at how considerate his father was.
"No. I love it. I'm surprised how you guys know what I want. I mean... it's just perfect and it's exactly how I wanted it to be. I didn't know you know me so well?"
"That's because it was me who suggested them how it should be."
Taehyung froze at the voice coming from his back unannounced, the familiar voice that he missed to hear.
He turned back to see the face he has been dying to see with the smile that could shine his world.
Yeah. Jungkook is here, looking at him, smiling at him.
He finally got to see him after three whole years. What more he can ask for now?
His heart speeding its beats with each steps Jungkook took towards until it almost burst when he's only a few inches from the other.
"You're late."
Taehyung crossed his arms as if to hold back his heart from dropping down from his chest with a smirky face to hold back his smile.
"I know. I'm sorry," Jungkook grinned.
"Is that an apology?"
"Yeah?"
"I won't take that as an apology."
"I already know you won't take it."
"Then why did you do it."
"That's why I prepared something else."
"What?"
"Will you marry me?"
Taehyung was about to bicker back until he realized what he just heard.
"Huh?"
And just then, the bright lights in the room turned dimmed leaving only the dim light bulbs hanging down the ceiling.
Taehyung tried to suppress his smile as he looked around the room with lights and decorations before he brought his eyes back to Jungkook.
"Is this what you prepared?"
Without answering Taehyung who was fascinated by the beautiful lights, Jungkook smiled widely before going on his knees with a ring and stared up at Taehyung who was almost in tears.
"Kim Taehyung, will you marry me? Again? Without any deals, without faking it. As lovers, as someone who's ready to do anything to make you happy, I want to spend my life with you, not only for three months but for the rest of my life, and if possible, for every universe if there was any. So... will you let me be yours?"
Taehyung smiled as he wiped his tears from his face, but still wearing the little smirk.
"What makes you think that I would say yes?"
Jungkook smirked back, not matching very well with his teary red eyes.
"Because I know you love me."
Taehyung raised his eyebrows as he bend down a bit, "I hate you."
And Jungkook scrunched his nose to broke into a wide grin.
"I know. And I love you too."
Both giggled staring at each other, longingly with so much adoration for each other.
They both knew nothing was gonna separate them, not even by distance or by time.
And Taehyung, even if he was scared to be far away from Jungkook, already knew 3 years ago that Jungkook was never going away from him when he said–
"Taehyung, let's take a break."
Taehyung hitched his breath as he shut his eyes tight, unable to even look at Jungkook, because he knew if he do, he might want to just drop everything and hold him tight so he won't go away.
"Tae, please look at me," Jungkook caressed Taehyung face before lifting it to make him look at him in the eye.
"How was my performance for being your husband?"
Taehyung frowned in between his sobs, "is this time for your jokes?"
"Why do you think my question is a joke? I'm serious." Jungkook tilted his head as he wiped Taehyung's tears for him with his thumb, "yeah, now, tell me. Do you like my performance?"
Taehyung just sighed, "tsk, I don't know why you're doing this right now but–" he stared at Jungkook's eyes, "yeah. You're so good at being my husband. You're the best husband one could ever had. So yeah, I like it... so much."
And that made Jungkook to smile widely.
"Remember you promised me to give me rewards if you like my performance? You haven't give me any of the two yet."
Taehyung left his mouth agape at that, giving the other a 'seriously?' look— he didn't expect that, specially at a moment like this.
"Two? When did it become two?"
"What? First, for being your boyfriend, and second, for being your husband. Don't tell me you already forgot about it."
Taehyung scoffed but ended up smiling. It was such a sad scene just a few minutes before, he was even crying. When did it turn out this way?
"Alright," Taehyung sighed, "what do you want?"
Jungkook smiled as he held Taehyung's hand while his eyes never left the other's.
"First reward, promise me you'll go and do whatever you always dreamed of. Promise me you won't worry about me and focus only on yourself. I know it'll be hard but let's not meet each other until we fix everything for ourselves."
Taehyung curled up into a faint smile as he stared at Jungkook.
"Alright. I promise. But I don't know about not worrying about you tho."
"Hey, it's alright to be selfish sometimes if that's for your own good. I know you won't be able to focus on yourself and your work if you keep worrying about me. And–" Jungkook smiled as he moved his head a little forward to touch Taehyung forehead, "give me some time to get done with my work issues fast so I can focus on you soon, yeah? I always get distracted whenever I see you."
"You–" Taehyung swung his hand to slap Jungkook arm, "are you blaming me? Who told you to get distracted?"
"Isn't it better than blaming yourself for something you didn't do at all?"
"Huh?"
"You think I didn't know?" Jungkook let out a sigh, "I don't want you to blame yourself for my problems just like you don't want me to blame myself for your decision."
Taehyung nodded. Jungkook was right anyway, both of them never wanted each other to blame themselves. But he still had the 'no one can stop me from worrying about you' face.
"Ok, I get it."
Jungkook pulled out a slight smirk as he flick Taehyung's chin, "but who wouldn't get distracted when someone so gorgeous is beside me hmm? You always make me want to drop everything and just cuddle with you all day."
"Shut up," Taehyung glared at the other to hide his shy smile uncontrollably curling up that couldn't be hide behind the glare anymore.
"Ok. Now, my second reward."
Jungkook smiled as Taehyung looked at him with anticipation in his eyes, waiting for Jungkook to ask for his reward.
"During the time we live far from each other, no matter how much time we take, just allow me love you always, allow me to always miss you, allow me to cheer for you from afar, allow me to think you're still here by my side. And when the time comes for both of us to be ready to meet again, as a better version of us, take me as yours once again and let me be yours forever."
Yeah. That was when Taehyung realized that THIS is for forever, they're for forever.
And now, he's staring at the man on his knees with a ring in his hand, asking for their forever to last forever– just like they promised to each other 3 years ago.
He still remember how Jimin told him that he met Jungkook by the door on the day he came to his house and that he already got to know about the job thing since that day but Jungkook asked him not to tell Taehyung that he already heard everything he said.
Yeah, Jungkook heard everything on that day but still waited for Taehyung to tell him. He wanted Taehyung to be ready enough to tell him by himself but when he realized Taehyung was gonna give up his dream for him, he couldn't help but do something so he could make him change his mind and go after his dreams, even if it takes him to let go of him for some time.
Taehyung was ready to sacrifice his dream for the love he has for Jungkook while Jungkook was ready to sacrifice his love so Taehyung could go after his dream and be happy with his own life— all for the love they had for each other and the happiness for each other.
Both of them wanted the best for each other and they did, by giving each other own time for themselves to grow so they could continue their forever.
Taehyung smiled at how Jungkook was looking at him with his eyes desperate for his answer to his proposal.
"I could've given you my finger and let you be mine but what to do? My ring finger is not empty enough for your new ring," he smirked as he showed off his hand with their old wedding ring still on his finger.
Jungkook chuckled, "well, I still have mine as well," and showed his finger with the old ring and they both ended up laughing at each other.
"YAH YOU TWO! I'M TIRED OF HOLDING THIS DAMN THING! MY HANDS ARE ABOUT TO BREAK WHILE WAITING FOR YOU TO WEAR THE RING. AND YOU! TAEHYUNG!!STOP WASTING TIME AND JUST SAY YES YOU IDIOT!!"
Jin shouted while holding a big party popper with his hands up ready to blast it making everyone face palmed themselves for ruining the moment.
"Hyung, let them have some romantic moment. It's a wedding proposal afterall," Namjoon tried to calm his boyfriend down with his face turned pink from embarrassment.
"Besides, no one told you to hold that thing up for that long tho?" He murmured, and he's just glad that Jin didn't hear the last line properly.
"You call that romantic? They're literally out here showing off how many rings they have," Jin rolled his eyes playfully.
"That's because they're already married and they're marrying again," Namjoon cleared.
"As real lovers this time btw," Yoonji added Namjoon who gave her a thumbs up.
"And for the rings, just wear both on each hand. No one will bother anyway," Jimin said and it made the others laugh and put their thumbs up altogether with cheers in agreement.
"Alright then," Taehyung grinned and lent out his hand for Jungkook who smiled widely as he put the ring on Taehyung's long slender finger.
"Thank you," Jungkook bent a bit to land a kiss on Taehyung's finger elegantly adorned by the beautiful diamond ring before standing up on his feet to kiss Taehyung's forehead while Jin finally blast his party popper out loud as heart shaped red confetti showering over the two.
Jungkook took out a red heart shaped confetti from Taehyung's hair, and funny how the simple act like this was enough to make them chuckle together with the happiest smile of their face while their eyes never leave each other's before they embraced other into a tight yet so warm and gentle hug. They closed their eyes when they finally feel other's warmth that they longed for three years.
The dim lights, the flying confetti, the warm hand holding his, their smile, their warmth, their feelings, their racing heartbeat, everything felt so right and perfect and yet again, still so fresh and beautiful even after all these years.
Distance, or time, nothing really does matter when their hearts were already holding onto each other with the strongest thread– love.
Taehyung was scared of that distance at first, but the more the time passes, he realized this distance was the reason for him to love the other even more, this distance was the one who showed him how strong and beautiful his feelings and his love he has for Jungkook was.
In those three months of being together, and in those three years of being apart far from each other, the way they treated each other, cared for each other, their words, their smile, the way their eyes look at each other, the way their hearts beat for each other, the trust they have for each other's feelings— a never ending million different ways finally guided them towards the way to each other's heart.
A way to the heart where they both gonna make every flower bloom.
A way to the heart where they both gonna cherish the butterflies.
A way to the heart where they both got lost forever in the love, for the forever.
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