ALPHA JASON'S MATE - Chapter 14: Chapter 14

Bella POV
Ever since the incident last three weeks, I haven't seen Jason. Maybe he didn't want me to know that he is the Alpha.
Although, I wasn't feeling complaining, I felt sad a bit and my wolf hasn't spoken to me. She felt sad that we couldn't see our mate. I felt the urge to do something just to get to Alpha Jason. My wolf wasn't only sad about the situation but was depressed and I needed to find a way to activate her spirit.
Today, I plan on looking for him. If I find him that will help a bit. Her mood would lighten. My wolf is my priority and I was going to do anything in my power to make her active.
People had began to reference me and I didn't like it at first knowing whose Luna I was. There was nothing I could do about it. The goddess has paired us together so I have to accept it although it got me worried that I am fated to Alpha Jason, the feared Alpha among all.
According to one of the elders, the Alpha told her to train me so she has been training me and I have greatly improved. I could now control my power but whenever I remembered what happened in the kitchen on my first week here, I always laugh.
I could have killed myself then. If I wasn't given another chance then maybe I would be six feet under the ground.
I picked a dress that was on my bed with a smile on my face and looked at Catherine who was also smiling at me. Jason made sure that I didn't lack anything though it felt like he didn't want to see me. He had such a nice behavior but wasn't nice to me.
Wearing the dress, I had a smirk on my face. It looks perfect. The dress was beautiful and I was proud of myself to have chosen this type of dress.
It was a type that I haven't worn ever in my life but it caught my attention and it was so beautiful. It wasn't too tight and was neither short or long but it showed my shape.
The thought of the cheap clothes I was made to wear after my adopted mother died kept flowing in. My adopted mother also didn't have money for top grade clothes so she got me low grade beautiful clothes but none could be compared to the ones here.
"I shouldn't remember such negative things," I told myself waving the thought off.
It was my new beginning and nothing should stand on the way of my happiness.
I stared at my reflection on the mirror and it was so beautiful. I said beautiful words to myself then went to wear a shoe.
After wearing my shoe, I remembered that I didn't know what to say to him so I walked back to the mirror to practice what I would say when I get to his front.
"I haven't seen you," I said and shook my head.
"My wolf needs you," Again I shook my head.
"Can we talk?" I let out a grunt.
I wasn't sure of what to say to my mate and it's made me annoyed. Catherine was no longer in the room instead I would have asked her to help.
"What are you doing??" My wolf asked. "If you want to see our mate then go to him and speak."
I smiled at my wolf words. Why would she not say that? Afterall, I was the one going there. Does she think that it is easy?
The thought of Jason not looking for me filled my heart. Is it a must to go to him since it seems like he doesn't want me? Can't I just leave him alone? Let him be? Maybe it would be best to leave. Am I chasing him?
No.
I rolled my eyes as I remembered that it won't be easy for me to leave him. Yes, I could leave him but I may never see any mate again unless the moon goddess shows her mercy on me. Moreover Jason isn't just my chosen mate but my destined mate. I am to spend my eternity with him.
Catherine walked into the room with a smile on her face then asked, "What's going on in your mind and what are you doing?"
I looked at the mirror again and smiled. Catherine has always cared for me since like her sister.
Turning around, I looked at her and took in a deep breath.
"Thank God that you came," I said and she looked confused. "Do you have any idea where Jason is?"
She wore a smile then asked me if I was looking for my mate.
"Yes, I am," I said and she winked at me then smiled.
Her smile turned to a confused look and she touched her head.
"He hasn't been to the pack house since and I am not sure of where he left to. I thought he might be busy with his work and left after telling you goodbye," she said and I shook my head. "The only thing I can think of is..."
She raised her hand up and pointed at me before asking, "Did you reject each other?"
My heart beat hastened and I shook my head.
"No, no. We didn't reject each other," I said shaking.
"Since you haven't rejected him and you are looking for him, he might be in a place he goes to relax," she said.
"Where is that? Can you take me there?" I asked.
Catherine's eyes went to my gown then to my shoe and to the way I packed my hair. A smile appeared on her face and she nodded her head.
"Is that the reason you dressed like this?" She asked.
I shook my head and told her that I didn't dress up for him.
"The truth is that I just want to see him," I said and she smiled nodding her head.