ALPHA JASON'S MATE - Chapter 19: Chapter 19

Bella POV
I couldn't take it anymore and I felt used. Used by Alpha Jason. He could have left me when I was on heat. Why did he have to lead me on just to break my heart?
When Catherine came to me, I gave her a piece of my mind.
Right now, I was sitting on the bed with my hands folded.
"Bella," Catherine called walking in. "I have relayed your message to him."
"Right!" I said pouting my lips.
"Hopefully, he should come," she said.
I rolled my eyes as I didn't believe what she said. Only the goddess knows if that cold-hearted Alpha would come to me.
I didn't believe that he would come. He would just watch me leave this place. I was grieving but didn't let it show.
"Do you want to do anything?" Catherine asked.
I looked around and smiled. If there is anything that I want to do today, it would be to spend the day doing something that would make me feel happy. After all, this could be my last day here.
My wolf cried and told me never to think of that but I knew what I was thinking.
Taking a deep breath, I stretched my hands to Catherine.
"Let's go out," I said.
We walked out together and spoke about different things that I didn't know when I bumped into a man. After apologizing, I left with Catherine.
I felt my mood lighten up. Mattie no longer cried and I guess that she has accepted the fact that I will be leaving this place if the Alpha doesn't apologize to me.
Catherine cleared her throat and held my hand tight making me look at her.
"Jason may be stubborn, but I am going to do everything in my power to bring him to you," she said.
I frowned at her words and told her not to force him but he should come on his own accord.
"It can be like waiting forever," she said and I nodded.
I had my mind made up, and I can't be a mate to someone who despises me or maybe despises my existence. I don't care about whatever might have happened. Jason made me feel less. He made me feel irritated and I won't allow that to continue.
"Don't leave us," Catherine said and I furrowed my brow.
"It depends on your Alpha," I said.
There was silence for some minutes then Catherine touched my hair and pulled me close to herself. We found a place to sit and could feel the cool breeze.
"I like it here," I said trying not to think about Jason.
An hour later, we returned home and I walked immediately into my room. I closed the door immediately after I got in, not allowing Catherine in, and broke down.
Memories of what I heard about mates and their bonds, but why wasn't it happening with me? Jason doesn't want to see any of us.
I felt uneasy and began to touch my hand so that I could calm down. Tears began to roll down my eyes and I slid down the door.
Minutes later, I got up from the floor and walked to my wardrobe. I took down my bag and began to put in a few clothes.
My door flew open and Catherine walked in. She gave a surprised expression and walked to me.
"Stop it," she said but I didn't answer her.
I continued packing. All Catherine's efforts to stop me were a waste. She could only watch me packing.
"I won't leave now," I said. "There is still time for him to come and apologize."
Catherine wiped her face and was about to leave but I held her back. I didn't say that she should call him.
"Bella, the few days you have spent here have been wonderful," she said.
Was she trying not to cry?
"That's from you but from Jason, it seems like I am trouble," I said. "Maybe the moon goddess made a mistake of pairing us together."
Catherine gave a shocked expression as I made an end to my statement.
"No, you can't say that," she said.
I shook my head as I tried to control my tears.
After placing the last dress, I pulled up the zip. I was ready and the only thing remaining was time.
"Bella," Catherine called and I looked at her but didn't speak. "Don't be childish."
I nodded my head when I heard this but I didn't speak.
What female would like to be denied by her mate?
My eyes went to the wall clock and I began to stamp my foot.
"There is still some time," I said.
My heart was heavy, but what could I do? He doesn't want me so I don't want him.
The time went and soon it was evening. I let out a laugh, and Catherine, who was at a corner, looked at me.
"It's time," I said.
"What?" Catherine asked.
I didn't want to make her sad but it would be good for me to leave. If Catherine didn't forget about me in a month, she would still forget about me.
"Catherine, I am sorry. I think Alpha Jason can never accept our bond. I am an orphan who escaped her land," I said.
"You can't say that," Catherine tried to hold my bag but I didn't allow.
I looked around the room and thought of how much I would miss this place. I spent a few days here, but it felt like forever, and I didn't know where I was heading to.
Dragging my bag, I approached the door but Catherine immediately stood by the path.
"If you really like me, then you will let me go," I said and she moved.
I carried my bag down the stairs and Catherine rushed to my front.
"No, Bella," she said.
I didn't look back, but she caught up with me at an increased pace.
"Think about the pack. Think about me," she said and I hugged her.