Awakened Love With Triplets Alphas - Chapter 26: Chapter 26

Arielle’S POV
Looking at Elijah who kept on rumbling and kept on repeating the words that I said about how I hated the triplets before to the point that I didn’t even want to breathe the same air with them.
My cheeks heat up whenever he brings it up and I couldn’t help but let out a shallow laugh while pinching his cheeks.
Argus made an aggrieved look. “You clearly hated them before but look at you now, you are even willing to wait for them. Tsk, you should take good care of your heart, or else you will experience pain if they hurt you. From what I read in the book, love could make someone become a fool so I’m hoping you won’t be a fool when it comes to love.”
When I heard him nag, acting like a mature middle age man who was lecturing someone like me, made me chuckle. He looked cute acting like this.
“I know, I know. I would watch out for my heart and make sure to protect it so that no one can hurt it.” I softly said while rubbing his head.
After he heard my words, he let out a relieved sigh and nodded his head in solemnity. Just when he was about to open his mouth and continue to give me some of his nags when we heard such a familiar voice.
“What do you mean by watch out for your heart? What are you watching for?”
When we looked back, it was none other than Lawrence who was smiling gently like a Holy Father, and his smiles were filled with brilliance which almost blinded us with the halo light he emits.
Elijah and I, both have the fake smile that appeared on our lips as we rolled our eyes, didn’t even dare to continue looking at this Holy Father, or else we would be blinded by his smiles.
Hearing his question, I cleared my throat and answered, “It was nothing. We were just joking while waiting for the three of you to arrive. But now that you are already here, let’s go now!”
I deliberately made my voice higher so that they could hear the words that I said which were deprived of the original topic which is what I originally intended to do otherwise they would continue to ask about what my heart was watching out for. Anyway, it would be embarrassing to tell them about it especially since they don’t even say that they like me even though they sleep with me.
I don’t want to be delusional just because they were sweet and kind towards me especially since I could still remember how they rejected me as their Luna. I don’t want to raise my hopes high because I know that I would just be disappointed. The more I put my hopes high, the more cruel and painful it is when I fall.
I can’t deny that I like them. That I love them. But I still prefer to grit my teeth and bite my lips so that I won’t utter those words that my heart has been rejoicing and wanting to say to them.
I don’t want to get disappointed.
Besides, I know that if I would confess my feelings to them, they might reject me again the same way that they rejected me as their Luna. I don’t want us to be awkward with each other and I want them to be with me just like what they are doing right now.
Confessing to them would only lead to our relationship right now being awkward and distant.
I don’t want that to happen. That’s why I decided to keep these feelings hidden inside of my heart and pretend that I don’t like them and only like them as a friend.
I raised my head and looked at Lawrence who was looking at me with curiosity.
“It was nothing. What are you looking at me like that for? Anyway, we will enjoy our day today! Our destination is the amusement park!” I enthusiastically said while looking at them full of smiles.
When Elijah heard the word amusement park, his eyes sparkled as he made a little jump while looking at us with excitement.
“Let’s go! Go! Go! Go!” He kept on chanting while eagerly looking at us.
Even Lawrence and the others who seemed to want to ask something couldn’t help but feel helpless against the enthusiastic Elijah who kept on urging them to go to the Amusement Park right now.
Drake helplessly nodded his head and gestured for us to go inside their van.
“Let’s go now,” Drake said while looking at Elijah then he also glanced at me, making me flinch as I could hear the thump of my heart.
Yet I still gave him a calm smile and tried to act as if nothing happened. Act as if I didn’t hear the turmoil of my heart.
Elijah and I went inside their van and it was Ishid who was driving the van.
While we were inside the van, I saw Elijah who was humming and his legs were swaying while he was full of smiles. He was excited and couldn’t wait to go and play in the amusement park.
Seeing him in a good mood, I couldn’t help but be chuckled and the corner of my mouth had been raised.
“Good mood?” Drake asked in a low tone while looking at me.
Hearing this, I turned my head and looked at him. I gave him my sweetest smile which almost took him back. “Of course, I am. My brother is in a good mood so I am too.”
Lawrence also chuckled. “It was a good thing that you are happy. After all, we are also happy if you are happy.”
My heart thumped even faster upon hearing his soft voice next to my ear which made me ticklish. I felt my blood rise from my cheeks upon the way he said those words as if he was whispering to his lover.
Lover…
It was such a pleasant thing to name as their lover… but maybe I could only experience being their lover in my illusion.
The illusion of them accepting me as their Luna.
Although I loved them and was willing to be with them but just like what Elijah said, I don’t want to become a fool just because of love. I won’t make myself desperate just to get their attention and use tactic tricks to make them mine. I don’t want that.
I would much rather them look at me like a friend or just a stranger rather than let them look at me with disgust or hate.
After all, love can’t be forced. We can’t force someone to like us back just as the way we can’t force ourselves to love someone whom we can’t give our love.
Although I wanted to become their Luna badly, I don’t want to ruin the relationship that we have now just because of my feelings.
I looked at Lawrence and gave him my sweetest smile. “Then I’ll make sure that I will be happy every day so that you would also be happy.”
Lawrence stared at me for a minute before he averted his gaze. He hummed and softly touched the back of my head, carefully rubbing my hair and patting it.
“Yeah, you should remember it.” His voice sounded hoarse when he answered.
The whole van sounded silent, only Elijah’s hum could be heard.
I don’t know why but I suddenly have a bad premonition in my heart.
I looked at them and raised my brows. “Why do the three of you seem so weird?”
The three of them who heard my words immediately shook their heads in answer.
“It was nothing. Anyway, let’s enjoy this day!” Ishid tried to make his voice hyper, which made me frown.
The way that they were acting now sounded so weird and too confusing. I couldn’t help but doubt them but after hearing that we should enjoy the day today, I let go of my doubts for now.
Anyway, today’s day is precious so I have to set aside my doubts for them for now and enjoy this day.
When the van stopped moving, Elijah’s eyes lit up as he looked at me with excitement while his fingers were pointing at the colorful Amusement Park that was on the outside.
“Amusement Park!” Elijah excitedly said the two words, making me chuckle as I helped him open the sliding door of the van and we both got out along with Lawrence and Drake. Only Ishid was left in the van because he still need to park the van and he will catch up later.
Although this was Elijah’s first time going into the Amusement Park all of my life, it was also the same with me. After all, I was either locked in Cilda’s house or working in rt-time. There were no days that I was free to do whatever I want without being watched by her.
Now seeing the Amusement Park was also like healing my inner child.
Elijah excitedly held my hand as he dragged me to the stoll then we roamed around together the triplets while holding cotton candy in our hands that we bought earlier because of Elijah’s enthusiastic words.
After that, the five of us decided to give the roller coaster a try and before we entered, the trio looked at us with hesitant.
“Are you sure you want to go?” They looked at us with worry, making me look at them with t teasing gaze, thinking that they might be afraid and reluctant to ride the rollercoaster.
I patted their shoulder and looked at them with a smile while my eyes were telling them ‘I understand’ as I opened my mouth to console them.
“No worries, I won’t tell anyone that the three of you were afraid to ride the rollercoaster. Why don’t you three just wait for us to come back?” I said while carefully looking at their expression, after all for sure that these Alphas don’t want to lose their face so I said those words carefully and softly without looking down at them.
After all, we have our capacities as well as weaknesses. It is already part of our nature.
However, the three of them had stoic expressions and they looked petrified after hearing my words. The three of them looked at me before they decisively shook their head.
“No! We are not afraid of that rollercoaster thing! We are just afraid that you might feel scared or unwell!” They explained, making me look at them with suspicion.
Seeing me looking at them like that, they sighed helplessly.
“Fine, fine, let’s go and ride that damn thing! We will prove to you that not even a war could shake us!” The three of them solemnly said as they went inside the rollercoaster.
Of course, we and Elijah followed.
A FEW MOMENTS LATER
*Blurg* ‘f**k’, ‘Hell’, ‘s**t’, and so on was the only thing that I could hear from their mouth as I watch them vomit.
The so-called Alphas were pale after they ride the rollercoaster. From time to time, their stomach would churn up whenever they remember the feeling of going circle, going up and down in the air earlier, which made them vomit their insides.
Watching them like this, I felt helpless and even brought them hot water. Each one of them immediately accepts before they could drink it in one gulp, I stopped them.
“Drink slowly, that’s hot.” I reminded them while looking at the pale face of the three.
I feel slightly distressed seeing them like this. After all, they looked determined and confident when they entered the rollercoaster, they even boasted that nothing can shake this but look at these Alphas now, they looked tired and fragile.
When I look at Elijah who seemed to be enthusiastic and still want to play, I looked at the three and hesitantly said to them.
“Why not the three of you wait here on the bench while I take Elijah around the Amusement Park to have his fun?” I said, making them tiredly raise their head and shook.
“No, we will be fine. Just let us sit for a few minutes and we will be good to go.” They said, then they looked at Elijah as if they were asking for his permission, “Can we?”
Hearing this, Elijah was hesitant at first but after seeing their pale faces, he sighed and nodded his head. “Fine then. I’ll just eat while waiting for the three of you to be fine, Alphas.”
The three of them couldn’t help but feel embarrassed after Elijah let them remember their title.
While waiting for them, I couldn’t help but let out a sigh. Who would have thought that they were really weak when it comes to rollercoasters?
As expected, there was no such thing as perfect in the world.
Anyway, I will still love them even if they have flaws.