Betrayed from Birth – Alpha’s Unvalued Daughter - Chapter 107: Chapter 155

Cheryl’s POV
I gave them both a tight smile and sat down on the bed to put the shoes on. “I am sorry to dampen the excitement of the night.
I wanted to thank you both for all the help, all these clothes you gave me, and your friendship most of all. I have never looked so nice in my life and you two have made that possible.
I cannot thank you enough for making this date tonight as special as it is.
I don’t think that I have ever been so excited or anticipated something so much as I have this date” I stood up and they both smiled at me like mother hens.
“We went ahead and got you ready for tonight,” Raven said as she went to the living room area of my apartment and opened the doors to my little balcony.
A small table and two chairs were sitting out there and it looked like a little bistro. “It is still warm, although you won’t be able to stay out there for too long.
It will get cold after the sun goes down. But we thought this was cute, and I hope you have the very best time tonight. But I still want the pictures, and we upped the patrols for the night.
You will be safe with Anton. I know for a fact that he held back during the fight today. I think that he may have been scared to show you how effective he is at fighting.
Plus, he won’t want to “read” you and he doesn’t know if you and Blake are completely over or not, so he didn’t want to hurt him,” Raven told me.
I was honestly surprised because Blake was fighting, he was going hard to try to beat Anton. Blake was not pulling punches, and I am even more impressed with Anton than I was.
I didn’t think it was possible, as I already thought a lot about him, but knowing that he was just toying with Blake really has me even more interested in him.
It gives me an increased feeling of safety that Anton can protect me from Blake.
Raven had me stand near the French doors leading to the balcony to take a few pictures, she made sure for me to face the setting sun, and she was super excited about how I looked in them.
She then had me go to the mirror on the dresser in my bedroom.
She instructed me on how to stand, and I stood and did as she asked, got a little bored and daydreamed about Anton a little bit, and the next thing I knew there was a knock at the door.
Raven and Stella, nodded to me and motioned for me to stand back so he would only see me when he stepped into the living room.
I wanted to immediately see him, but I did as they asked as I wanted to see his face when he first saw me. Raven stood near me, and Stella went to answer the door for me.
Brandon was there, with the rolling cart, and he winked at me when he entered the room. I was already anxious about how Anton was going to react to seeing me and my heart was already in my throat.
The wink calmed me down as it was nice of him to give me a nod to my appearance. Anton had obviously been instructed to wait in the hallway until Brandon got the rolling cart clear.
I heard him ask, “Now?” before he suddenly entered the living room. He stopped short at seeing me and the sound he made when he saw me standing there made my smile even bigger.
It wasn’t quite a growl, but he wasn’t a werewolf either. But it was a very husky sign of approval and I guess a snarl was the best way to define it. He made it to me quickly.
He took me in his arms, hugged me to him, leaned down to my ear, and said, “You look good enough to eat” and that did it.
I have never wanted another man, as much as I wanted this one holding me tight.
The room was filling up with the scent of my arousal, and everyone took that time to hurridly excuse themselves from the room.
Raven was the last one out and she said, “Just put the cart outside the door when you are done with your dinner. I will send you the pictures I took of you.
I will ask Brandon before I go to punish Blake with the knowledge of what he lost today. I just don’t think I will be able to stop myself from doing it.
I hope you two have a wonderful night.”
Anton was smiling down at me, and he looked gorgeous too. He was wearing a nice suit, and it was clear that it had been made for him.
His holding me close like this made me want to ditch dinner, and just start making out with him, but I wanted to have a meal together, while it was warm, and have a nice talk while we ate our meal together.
I know all of my emotions crossed my face as I tried to decide what to do, and I could tell that he was feeling it too.
He slowly let me go and said, “I guess we can eat first, but you look stunning, Cheryl.
You were beautiful before, but you are taking my breath away tonight.” He gave me a slow turn for him to get the full effect, and he gave another low snarl like he was enjoying his view.
That sound pleased me very much, even more so when he led me to the balcony to take several photos of us together, with the sunset starting to show its glory in the sky behind us.
It made me happy that he was proud to show me off. He started to help me put the items on the table and I waved him off.
It was my pleasure to do it, and it was just the two trays, our drinks, and a candle in a glass jar, so the wind wouldn’t put it out.
I see Raven is much more effective at planning than I ever gave her credit for. She thought of everything, and it was completely perfect. He was surprised at his meal and smiled at me.
He knew either I asked, or someone researched it, but it showed consideration for him, and he was happy to see what his meal was. I had the same, just not a raw steak.
Mine was just medium, and it looked delicious. I had a salad as a side. I saw the smoothie sitting there on the cart and smiled as I put it in the mini-fridge.
I saw three bags of blood already in there, and it made me happy that he was planning on staying with me for a little while.
We ate and had a good time on the balcony, and before I knew it, it was dark, and I had a little chill. Anton instantly got up and put his coat on me to warm me up.
It did, and I enjoyed taking in his scent. I heard a growl in the distance but didn’t think anything of it, that happened a lot during sparring, or an argument.
It happens at all packs, and I was not going to let anything take away from this night. We have taken turns asking questions to get to know each other better.
Anton took my hand in his when he went to ask his next question. “I have received approval to build a home here on Black Adder packland. I am coming here to live, so I can be with you.
I would like you to have some input as to how it is built. I was speaking to Brandon earlier, and he had been keeping the secret of my coming here, to live.
It was the reason that he told you to give it some thought on your building you home. I want you and Kevin to live with me, to stay with me.
I want you to make the house how you want it because I want my home to be your home. Whatever you want in it, however many bedrooms, all of it. I want your hand in all of the planning for it.
What I am asking you, Cheryl is that I want you to be with me, not just tonight, but always. For me to claim you as my own, and for you to belong to me from now on.
I won’t pressure you for an answer right now. I know that this is a really big decision and commitment for you. Tonight can just be tonight with no pressure or any strings attached.
But I want you to know that I am in it for eternity, with you. I won’t just be going away tomorrow, no matter what happens tonight. I love you and I want to take care of you.
If what I saw earlier in the sparring ring is what I think it is, you love me too. I want to show you what you have been missing. A man that is willing to put his life down, to protect you.
I want all of you, I want to mark you as mine, so everyone knows who you belong to. Vampires take that seriously, more so than even your kind does. I want the whole world to know that you are mine.
I want you to mark me as well. I want to give you time to decide if you want to proceed like that. But even if you decide that you don’t want me to mark you as being mine, I want you.
I want your love, your time, and your affection. Whatever you are willing to give me, is what I want.
I want to prove to you that I will always love and care for you, no matter what you decide to do” Anton told me, and my eyes pooled up with tears.
I have waited my whole life to hear someone tell me something like that.
I know that I am going to look like a hot mess right now, but he stood up and took a step toward me to carefully wipe my tears away.
I stood up and hugged him tightly and knew without a shadow of a doubt that I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life too. I couldn’t help but tell him that too.
I was not going to leave him hanging after his declaration of love. I wanted him to know I felt the same way. “I do love you, Anton, and I want to be with you very much.
I just want to tell Kevin first. I can mark you tonight if you want. I know Kevin likes you, and he will be happy about this.
He wanted to stay here anyway, and I know that he will be fine with us being together. He is your biggest fan. I just wanted to tell him and see how he felt about it, but it is a formality.
He already told me to give you a chance. He is a smart boy, and older than his years, I feel terrible that he had to grow up as fast as he did. But Blake is not in my heart at all, only you.
I just didn’t realize you like me, you have been more than patient with me and I found myself again. I would love to help you design our home. But, I only have $20,000 to put towards the house.
Thankfully that was the cost of what I was planning on building, for a three-bedroom home. Brandon was giving me some help as he knew I haven’t taken a job yet.
I didn’t want to become a warrior just in case something happened to me, and that would leave Kevin an orphan. But I will be glad to take another job here, probably in the kitchen, as I like to cook.
I am looking forward to us getting to live together here. I know that Kevin will be just as happy about us living together too. If you want you can stay in here with us, while our home is being built.
I enjoy having you with me. You make me feel calm and safe, I have never felt more protected than when I am with you” I told him and the care that is in his eyes are my undoing.
I am full-on crying with the happiness that I am getting my happily ever after. I am trying not to ruin my makeup, but I know that I can hang that up. Anton lowers his head to give me a thorough kiss.
It was even better than the one this afternoon, which I thought could not be topped.
I want to hop up and wrap my legs around him as I could not get close enough to him right now, I want more, and I was a little embarrassed to admit it to him, as he had been so patient with me, but I was not giving him the same courtesy.
I could feel his reluctance at breaking the kiss, but he spoke in a hoarse voice to me, “Before we go any further, I wanted to show you something. I wasn’t intending on going too far tonight.
I wasn’t sure how you felt about me. I didn’t want to disrespect you by searching your mind.
But I know that I won’t show you if we stay here in this room, and I just wanted you to see what I was thinking first.”
“OK, whatever you want, I will go with you.
We are staying here in the packland though, right? I know that Blake is probably out there waiting on us to leave for our date.
I am not going to give him the opportunity to take me, or hurt you” I asked him.
“No it is here, a short walk away, but it won’t take long, plus I want to see you in the moonlight,” he told me, and I already know that I must look a mess from my crying.
But I would go anywhere with him. We headed out and strolled for about 20 minutes into the forest. I should have changed shoes, but I didn’t know we were coming out here this far.
I have to say that they do make my legs look really good. I will just take them off when we get back to my room, or at least inside the packhouse.
Anton was looking at me with eyes that were filled with affection, and I wondered how I didn’t see it before. He is just as smitten with me, as I am with him.
He has a protective arm around me as he leads me through the woods. I heard the water before I saw it.
There was a little bridge across it that was so charming, and I saw that the land was already cleared for a home and a large home at that. The woods surrounded it, and it was a nice and quiet area.
Separate from where most of the homes were built, it was kind of private and seemed like it was just for us. I looked around in surprise and told him, “This is really nice.
I love the spot, but can we afford to build here? I am sure that this land is going to be more expensive than what he has quoted me.
This place is lovely, and I would love to live here, but I don’t know how much it will be. I can probably go up to $25,000 as Brandon was pricing it at cost for me.
But until I can get a job here, I am scared to pay too much. I need to try to make sure that I can cover it. I don’t need all the bells and whistles.
I just want to stay with you and Kevin, and be happy” I told him. The look of surprise on his face is funny to me. I am serious, I would be happy wherever he is, no matter what we were living in.
We will be fine, I know he can’t stay out for long in the sun so this location is perfect for him. I know he is a great fighter, but we usually train in the sun.
The gym would have to be set up for him to be able to really train others during the day. he is limited in what he can do, so I do not mind carrying this load for us. I know he has limitations.
I am fine with it. I just cannot wait for him to claim me as his. I am already trying to figure out if he marks me, will it automatically let Blake’s mark disappear?
Or will Blake have to accept my rejection before that can happen? Blake will not willingly let me go, he has had ample opportunity to do it but insists on keeping me bound to him.
He will dig in even more now that he knows that we have accepted each other. But I will not give up on Anton. I want him, and I will make sure I drill that into Blake’s pea size brain if I have to.
I heard a chuckle and I felt Anton’s fingers lift my face up from where I am trying to figure out what all needs to be done for Blake to see that we are through.
His smile lights up his face, and he dips his head down to give me another kiss.
He did just like this afternoon with his hands gently cupping my jaw, and when he pulled my hair again, my moan let him know how much I wanted him.
He gave that snarly sound again, and he backed me up until a tree braced me, and he ravaged my mouth. That was the only way to describe it.
He took possession of it, and I never wanted our kiss to end. I wrapped my arms around his neck again because I was never going to let him stop.
I wanted this so much, and I hear the snarl again as he lifted me up from the ground, and allowed my legs to wrap around his waist.
Goddess I grew even more excited at feeling his excitement, the proof of which was currently pressing into me. I had to keep myself from grinding down on him. It has been a long time.
I haven’t slept with Blake for over 18 months now, it has almost been two years for me without s*x.
I thought that I was done, an old maid at 38 years old, but here I was in the forest with a vampire and I couldn’t get enough of him.
He braced me against the tree with his body and then used his arm to support me, as he shifted me to run his hand up my thigh to my panties.
He kept the kiss going as he slid my panties over and used a finger to give me a rub.
He immediately found my c******s and I was glad the tree wasn’t directly behind me anymore as my head fell back to break the kiss and allow my moan to rise into the air.
He smiled at me and then used two fingers to work magic on me.
I don’t know if it is the fact that he is a vampire, or the fact that I was in desperate need of a release, or because my need for him is great, but I have never reached an o****m so quickly before in my life.
It is like he knew my body better than I did, and played me like an instrument. I screamed out my pleasure into the forest.
Before I could come back down, he brought my sensitive clit right back up to where he left off. I came again a short time later again screaming out his name as the waves crashed over me.
I am struggling to catch my breath. My legs are shaking and I know that I cannot stand right now. I am panting and all I want now is to rest.
I am thankful that he was the one literally holding me up in his arm, as I cannot stand on my own.
He gave me a smirk as I was about to ask him how he was so good, when he answered me in my head, “You forget I can read minds, and speak into minds.
It comes in handy for so much more than seeing if someone is lying to you or not.”
I could not control my blush. I lowered my head and he nudged it back up and claimed my mouth again.
I wanted this man, I want him more than I have ever wanted anyone else in my life. I got caught up in the kiss again when I felt the pressure of a mindlink.
I had closed off as I just wanted to be with Anton and give him my full attention, but it was Raven.
I didn’t know if it was about Kevin or not, so I broke off the kiss and grudgingly told him I had a mindlink that I had to answer.
He let me slide down his body, and I smiled at him and straightened my clothes as I answered her, “Raven, is Kevin OK?”
“He is, but we have a problem at the gate.
Apparently, Blake is here, and he is pissed. He is insisting on speaking with you right now, or he and his men will find a way into our pack lands.
He is serious about it, and we don’t want anyone to get hurt, so we told him that we would have you come to speak to him. So I told him that we would get you, are you in your room?
We are going to go down to the gate with you” Raven told me. “No, I am not in my room, we took a walk after dinner, and Anton was showing me where he wanted to build his home.
It is beautiful out here, so we will start walking to the gate now, give us a few minutes” I linked her back. “We will pick you up on the way to the gate, Brandon knows exactly where you are.
We will drive the SUV up to the gate. I don’t know what he is up to and frankly, I just don’t trust him at all” Raven replied back. I already know that the problem is, he felt it when I orgasmed.
We didn’t go all the way, but I have never c*m twice with Brandon in one session in all the years we were together.
I suddenly felt sad about that, because that showed me his lack of care, right there. So this little meeting he wants may have something to do with me getting off.
I wonder what that felt like for him. I will be sure to ask him when I see him. Chapter 156
Chery’s POV
Sure enough, the SUV was waiting for us when we exited the woods.
Brandon and Justin were in the front seats and tried not to look at us, but Anton got in and then pulled me into his lap.
It wasn’t a long ride, but I cuddled into him, as he is a comfort to me, and I know that this a*****e at the gate is going to try to ruin my night. I have got news for Blake.
I am not going to stop now, I am going to sleep with Anton tonight, no matter what Blake has to say about it. He can go kick Graham’s a*s if he needs someone, besides himself, to blame for it.
I was taking in deep breaths from Anton’s neck and then nuzzled his neck and he shuddered at what I was doing. Raven looked like she had never been happier, over the two of us getting along so well.
The trip was way too quick and I almost wanted to whine in disappointment at having to get off his lap and go to the gate.
I can see that they opened the secondary gate just a little bit, as Brandon was having all security on alert tonight.
There was about a 5-foot wide spot there in the middle of the main gate that allowed you to see who was there, outside the gates.
All the security precautions had been taken tonight because they knew that Anton and I could possibly be starting our relationship tonight.
They all knew how Blake was, so Brandon was not taking any chances. I let out a sigh, I could see him standing there, right in the center of the opening with fury radiating off of him.
I reluctantly got out of the SUV and I was glad that Anton got out of the SUV right behind me. He took my hand in his and walked with me to the gate.
Anton had no fear at all in him, he radiated calm to me, and I needed it. It wasn’t that I was fearful of Blake, I just knew that he was going to go off, and I really didn’t want to hear it.
I heard the doors of the SUV open behind us. They all got out and stood behind us in a show of support, but none of us spoke.
Blake was fuming, and then ground out, “Cheryl, you need to go get your s**t, and come home with me right now before you do something that I can’t forgive you for.”
“I am not coming back to Black Moon.
I have told you that I refuse to return. Plus, according to what you told the whole pack, I have already done it. So, I am just keeping you from being a liar right now.
Just accept my rejection, or else I can guarantee you that you are going to have a really bad night” I shot back at him. I was not scared with Anton by my side.
Anton looked down at me and kissed the top of my head, and then moved to stand right behind me to wrap both of his arms around me, and put his head on my shoulder. It had the desired effect.
Blake lost his mind. “You piece of s**t blood demon. Don’t you dare touch her. She is my mate. She doesn’t belong to you.
She is just mad at what I did, she will eventually forgive me, she just needs time to get over it. Do not put one hand on her again. I know you are trying to charm her.
I saw you on the balcony with her, you need to remember that she belongs to me. You are not to put one finger on her” Blake yelled at Anton, and shook the gate in his frustration.
Anton didn’t say a word, just lifted one hand and ran a finger down my arm from my shoulder to my wrist.
He then lifted my hand up and leaned over to give it a light kiss, and then wrapped his arms right back around me. His intention was clear, and I couldn’t hide my smile from Blake.
Blake roared out in fury at the disrespect and tried to reach through the gate to try to grab me, but I was over 5 feet away from him. I was not going to get within arms reach of him.
I know him well, and I am not stupid, but I couldn’t control myself as I reached up and cupped Anton’s cheek and turned his face towards mine. I am going to enjoy this.
Anton knew what I wanted and he gave me a thorough kiss right in front of Blake, who was literally stunned that I would do that right in front of him. “You are becoming a slut, Cheryl.
You do not need to cheat on your mate. What are you thinking? And with him? Why are you lowering yourself to get with a disgusting leech? He is not worth it.
If you return now with me, I will forgive you for messing around with him. I am sorry that you felt like he was a good option for you to be with. I know that I hurt you badly with my actions.
I was out of my mind, and the only reason that I was even with them, was because they drugged me. I couldn’t resist. It was not my fault. I still wanted you. You know that.
They were not good enough, and I still needed you when I got back to our room. Please, I will do anything you ask, just please come back to me” Blake begged and went down on his knees again.
“Blake, I am sorry but I will not return. You do not love me, and honestly, I don’t think you ever did. You didn’t mention love in what you said at all.
You just want me back to try to force me to do what you want again. You liked the fact that I submitted to your power, and did what you wanted me to, just to keep the peace.
You like the fact that I was an effective Luna. But you never really cared about me. You were glad that I have only been with you, you did love that, but I am just an accessory to you.
Something to be used when needed, not something that needed to be loved or cared for. It was your lack of love for me that resulted in you being led against me.
I love you, and I shot down Graham when he approached me. But you were only too happy to oblige him. Accepting his lies for truth, and willing to hurt me so badly just based on his word.
You never stopped to think for yourself, or even try to sit down and talk to me” I replied to him. “Baby, I am sorry. I swear to the Goddess that things will be different.
I will treat you like you should have been treated this whole time. I do love you, you should already know that.
I have not slept with anyone for over a year, because I am waiting for you to forgive me. I only want you. I had made a lot of mistakes, and I am paying for them.
It hurts my heart that you are not there leading the pack with me. I am weaker than before because you are not by my side. I need you, the pack needs you, and our children need you.
Please, just give me a chance to prove to you how much you mean to me” Blake asked and kept trying to reach for me through the gate like his words are going to make me overcome with guilt at what I have done to him.
Right, what I have done to him. This man is a master manipulator. “Blake, you act like it was my fault it happened. This is my point, you do not listen to what others say to you.
I just told you that Graham tried his bullshit on me first, and I shot him down. Because I knew what betrayal felt like. You still don’t.
I have only been around Anton a little while over the last year. He never fails to show me care and compassion. He treats me so much better than you did on your best day.
I had to submit myself to countless acts of anger and violence towards me over the years, and I got used to it. I should never have had to get used to it, Blake.
I should have mattered enough to you that you would care about what you did to me, but you never did, and you still don’t. Countless memories stay with me on a daily basis.
Like today, I got made up and got my hair and nails done, I felt so special just with that, but then I was also given this dress.
I have never looked more beautiful in my life” I told him and was interrupted mid-sentence. “You do look beautiful, but you should have done this for me. You never did anything like this for me.
Why would you do it for him?” Blake spits out and gives a disgusted look at Anton who now has his hands threaded through mine to anchor me with comfort for us to go through this.
They are like night and day from each other. They are totally different men. “He is not your mate, I am.
Yet, you didn’t even try to look nice for me.”
“I did try to look nice for you, but let me point out that I was not allowed to go and get a Luna dress, or be able to have my hair and makeup done.
I don’t know who you asked to get the dress but it was hideous and way too large, I was swallowed up in it and I did not look my best. How was that my fault when you had someone else in charge of it?
You know I didn’t leave the pack for several years because I was scared of the council finding me. Someone who clearly had it out for me had to have picked out the dress, probably an old girlfriend.
At the time I didn’t care, because I loved you and was happy for us to officially start our lives together. To become your Luna, and there is no higher title for a woman than that.
But you probably pawned it off on someone who didn’t like me, like one of your ranked wolves, to get it done. It didn’t matter that it looked like it was put together by a 10-year-old with no taste.
I was still so proud to become your Luna. I put up with too much in our 15-plus years together. Some things you put me through, I will never be able to get over. But I am so done now, I gave up.
I do not care if you take another, because I have found my forever after. Anton will be the man that I grow old with.
The man that I choose to give my heart, and my body to” I told Blake, and he growled when I mentioned that I was going to give my body to Anton. “Do NOT sleep with him,” Blake growled out at me.
He glared at our entwined hands and got up from his begging position. “Kara” Anton said in my ear, and Blake froze. “You put Kara, who hated me, in charge of my Luna ceremony?
No wonder it was horrible. So many times things went wrong, things that I didn’t do, that you personally blamed me for.
Things that I always suspected that she did, and you have no problem at all taking it out on me, every single time. You disgust me, Blake.
You probably knew it too, but you didn’t want it to get out how you really are, under the cover of civility. Well, I won’t be taking it anymore. I will not be leaving here with you.
You can forget my number, you can stop visiting, you can just give up. I am done playing along with you.
You have hurt me more than anyone else in my life has, and you have met my father, so you know what a douche he is. I am glad that Reagan reached out.
I will be forever glad for it because I got to meet the man of my dreams because of it. I know he is Goddess sent to me, as a reward for all that I have gone through and suffered in my life.
We will build our home together, and live here as a family. Don’t bother coming back here Blake.
I will figure out how to get rid of your mark on my own because Anton’s mark will be residing there very soon. Spoiler alert, I will be marking him back.
You can just keep your perverted eyes peeled on my balcony if you want because you are about to get an eyeful” I told him, and I am pissed.
It just hit me that the growl I heard when Anton put his jacket on me, was him watching us, just like a creeper. He is a sick bastard, and he needs to leave me alone.
I already know he was probably out here with binoculars watching us. I was just joking about the eyeful, but Raven’s laugh about it, and Anton giving me a squeeze with his arms made me feel good.
He got excited with me talking a bunch of crap to Blake. He was letting me know he has me, in whatever I want to do.
I will not in fact be doing anything risqué out there on the balcony, but we can surely make out some, just for my little Peeping Tom here.
“I will never allow that to f*****g happen, Cheryl, this piece of s**t cannot have you. I refuse to allow it. You belong to me, and I have clearly been way too lenient on you for far too long.
I will get you to come back to Black Moon. You have made your point, but I know that this pack will not want to be involved in a war with us, over you and our son.
We are a family, and I will not just let you go over some trivial s**t that we should just be able to talk out. Don’t just throw away 16 years of our being mated on this fanged demon.
He is already dead, he cannot give you his heart because he doesn’t have one. Stop being led to do this, and make the right choice. You belong with me, so stop right now and come back to me.
I am clearly the better choice here. I love you, and we have a bond together. Don’t ruin that by being a petty b***h” Blake told me. There he is, the Blake that I know so well.
His “I have changed” completely out the window because I wasn’t going to fall for it like he thought I would. The speed with which he changed up was amazing.
He was just on his knees begging me 2 minutes ago. My head is spinning with how fast he changed up with this, but at least he is showing his true colors. “You can just go now, Blake.
You have said your piece, and so has Cheryl. She is staying here, with me, and we will build a nice home together.
She doesn’t need you coming around to force her into doing what you want her to or tear her down anymore. I will be the one to take care of her from now on. She no longer requires anything from you.
She only needs me, and Kevin in her life, not you.
I will make sure that our home has enough room for her other children to visit if they wanted to, but I know that you are paying Casey to come here, it is only Roberts that likes to come to visit.
I will make our home exactly how she wants it to be. Her happiness is my priority, and I plan on making her very happy. You may already be aware of that.
I am sure you have been out here a while now, so I am also sure you heard her screams of pleasure calling my name out a little while ago.
Just as sure as I am that you have been blowing her old phone up to try to get her to stop. She left it in the room, you haven’t stopped anything from happening with your childish behavior.
You had to resort to calling Brandon or Raven to reach out. Let me let you in on a secret Blake. You didn’t stop anything, you just postponed it for a short time. Feel free to stay parked out here.
I will see if I can coax a few more screams of pleasure from her, as it will be the last time you get to hear it coming from her lips.
Accept her rejection, now, or you can deal with the same consequences of pain that you gave her over and over.
If I remember correctly, you then had the nerve to tell her that she was weak and that was why it hurt her so much.
Well, I guess you are about to find out for yourself now, aren’t you, Blake,” Anton said with confidence, and I couldn’t stop the shudder that ran through me at the thought of getting another o****m or two tonight.
That really pissed Blake off and he started to climb over the fence.
Brandon told the gate guards to start shutting the secondary gate and then called over the fence, “Blake, I have been more than patient with you.
I have allowed you on my packland and treated you as a guest. That was all despite the disrespect you, and your Gamma Travis, had shown us here in our own pack. Please think carefully right now.
I will not be scared or intimidated by you. If it is a war that you want, you WILL get it, and you will be the one to lose.
You put Cheryl through enough pain, just let her go, and move forward with your life. It sounded like you have had no problems replacing her at Black Moon.
It seems the women are just lining up to be with you, so start looking for a new Luna for your pack with that group of women.
I would suggest that you accept her rejection now, it sounds like you are in for a very painful night if you refuse.”
I could see Blake at the top of the fence.
He looked like he was contemplating jumping from it to the next fence to come onto our land. I knew I needed to stop him. He was going to get himself killed, for no reason. “Blake, use your head.
If you come over that gate, you will be at war with us. I guarantee you that Anton will kill you if you try to take me or harm me. Just leave, but go ahead and reject me first.
You spent so much time telling me just how much I disgusted you, on so many occasions before. I wasn’t pretty enough, I wasn’t strong enough, and I didn’t dress nicely enough.
But you forget I cooked, cleaned, and helped all around the pack. The list goes on, you hated to do anything for me, yet I did everything for you.
I kept hoping against hope that each day when I woke up, it would be the day that you would realize what a mistake you made and correct it.
But you never did, you never stopped to think about what the alleged charge against me was. Yea, it hit you after the fact. After I pointed it out for the thousandth time.
You were only able to realize it AFTER I was gone. But what about the 100’s of times I said it to you while I was still there? Do not try to do this now.
This desperate show of “I love you” is not working, no one on this side of the gate believes it. It is just your hurt pride, you don’t really want me, you just hate that I ran away from you.
You gave me too little, too late. I am absolutely over it now, Blake. I learned the lesson that you were making sure that I got. I didn’t matter to you then, so you need to just go away now.
Before you get injured, because I can assure you that I will attack you if you drop down here on Black Adder packland. I believe that Brandon said that he would consider it an act of war.
Are you sure you are willing to do this all alone? Who will run your pack? You need to put more thought into this before you make a really stupid decision here” I told him.
I wanted him to calm down and think because Anton was ready to pounce the moment Blake landed on this side of the fence.
“I won’t lose you, Cheryl” Blake said looking down at me, and he looked like a beaten man. His shoulders are down, and he looks crushed by what I said to him. I had to be harsh.
He is making a stupid choice. He should have put some thought into what he was doing this whole time. Not just after he crushed me into bits, and then decided that he didn’t actually want to lose me.
It is far too late for him to make that decision. “You already have, Blake,” I told him gently and turned away to walk back to the SUV.
Raven got in the backseat with us, while Brandon and Justin walked up to give orders to the men at the gate. We all watched the final barrier being put up into place.
I could still hear Blake calling out to me begging me to come back home with him, but he failed to realize that I was home. This is my home, and I will not be going anywhere with him.
I was relieved when Brandon and Justin got in the SUV and we turned around to go back to the packhouse. No one spoke. Enough had been said at the gate.
I didn’t want them to go to war over me, but it was nice that Brandon told Blake in no uncertain terms that he would not hesitate to defend both me and his pack.
I need to shake this off because I am still on the best date that I have ever had in my life. I want it to end on a good note, and not with Blake’s final plea for me to forgive him ringing in my ears.
He knew I wasn’t coming back, this desperate attempt at the gate was just for show, he wanted to act like he tried and tried, but he knew as well as I did that I was done when I rejected him a year ago.
He was just too prideful to acknowledge the fact that I left him. I did it for a reason, as I was backed into a corner. I had to make a choice, and I chose to leave him to save our son.
I would make the same choice over again. Chapter 157
Cheryl’s POV
I thanked Brandon, Justin, and Raven as we rode up in the elevator. Brandon was very gracious to say what he had said to Blake.
I wanted to make sure that he knew how thankful I was for the extent of protection that he was willing to provide for me, and my son.
Anton stayed wrapped around me, and I was glad for it, as I know I was far from calm after all that happened at the gate.
Blake thinks nothing of reminding me of all the reasons why I should have left him sooner. But it all worked out how it should have.
It was perfect timing and I would not have this wonderful man holding me now if it had not happened exactly the way it played out.
I entered the room first, and it was silent for a minute before I turned to him and apologized to him too. “Why are you apologizing to me? I knew that a*****e was going to be here.
I saw his two SUVs on the side of the highway when I got here. I knew that he was laying in wait for us to leave. That was why I was so happy that you decided to stay here.
I didn’t know he was watching us quite like that though. That seems like he took it a bit too far, but I am totally fine with giving him a show. He will be sorry to see it though.
Because he will realize right at that time just how much of an upgrade you got by accepting me” Anton told me, and he stepped toward me as he spoke.
He was on the balcony when he let go of my hand and moved the table back a little bit towards my chair.
The next thing I knew he was sitting back in his pub chair at our table and holding his hand out toward me. I stepped up to him, trusting him with whatever he wanted to do.
He picked me up and set me down straddling him, with my skirt now riding up to just under my underwear with how far my legs were spread apart.
I didn’t have time to even blush as he raised my face to look at him, and he said, “My beautiful angel. I have waited so long to tell you how much I love you.
I am happy that I finally get to show you tonight.”
He lowered his head and gave me a gentle kiss on my lips.
He got more intense a few moments later and I wrapped my arms around his neck as I could just not get close enough to him.
I am swept up in the kiss and he gave a smirk against my lips as he ended it, and then slid his jacket off of me, and started to stroke his fingers down my back, and then back up again as he started to kiss me again.
Slower, and more through this time, as opposed to the passionate ones that he had given me before. I loved it, he knew exactly where to touch me as his hands roamed everywhere on me.
He toyed with my thighs again as I was open to him I couldn’t be shy now. I couldn’t have closed my legs to him even if I wanted to, which I didn’t want him to ever stop.
He let a fingernail slide out, and I was stunned to see it was almost as sharp as a knife. He cut the side of my underwear on both sides and then let them drop to the floor.
I was bared to him and I could not stop the shiver of anticipation I felt as I waited for him to continue on with his exploration.
The dress I was wearing left little to the imagination and I felt his thumb slide into the side of the dress as he broke the kiss.
Anton then kissed me on my neck before he rubbed his thumbs on my n*****s. I arched back and braced my back on the table to let him continue to do what he wanted with me tonight.
I wanted him to use his hands on me, and I was willing to help him out along the way. I could care less that we were providing a show or not to whoever looked up here.
Hell, the guards heard what Anton had said, but they were pretty far away. I don’t know if they had binoculars or not.
I did know that Blake had some, and he was clearly going to get an eyeful right now. Blake stroked my n*****s until they were hard and aching.
My breasts were wanting to be held in his palm, but Anton wanted me to be covered as he teased me. He wasn’t willing to show my body off to anyone else.
They might know what he is doing, but they are not seeing what he is doing. his hands are inside my clothes and that leaves a lot to the imagination.
He smiled at me as if he were very happy with my reaction to his touch. He spread his legs further apart to get mine spread further too, and he kept using both hands to work me this time.
His thumb of one hand worked on my clit, and the other was using two fingers inside of me.
I groaned at the fullness of his fingers, as he had only used one earlier, and I haven’t been with anyone for a while. He was perfect.
He would work me up to where I thought I was about to go over and then still his hands and allow me to come down.
He kept working me to my peak, before denying me the pleasure of allowing me to crash over the edge.
Anton added a third finger now, and I was uncomfortably full for a minute until he started rubbing my clit again, and then all thoughts of discomfort went away.
He was like a maestro as he played my body in the very best way.
I was helpless to not respond to him, and he murmured, “So perfect my sweet Cheryl” as he took me over the edge and I screamed out his name again.
I was too weak to sit up, and he lazily licked his fingers clean of my liquids. “I knew you would taste delicious,” he told me as he helped me sit up on his lap and kissed me again.
I could taste myself on his tongue, but it only excited me more about what was going to happen next.
I could feel his c**k under me when he raised me back up on his lap and I couldn’t stop myself from grinding down on it. That was what I wanted, and I needed him, in the worst way.
I have enjoyed what he has done for me so far tonight, and he has really knocked the edge off, as it had been a while for me. But I know that it has been even longer for him.
I continued to grind on him, and His snarl of approval was turning me on. I could hear a growl in the distance coming from Blake about what we are doing.
If he thinks that is bad, I cannot wait for what is about to happen to him next, as I need more, I need Anton inside me, and that is what I shall have.
I could not care less about Blake, I refuse to care about him again. I needed Anton in the worst way, and I needed him now. Anton lifts me up off his lap and carried me bridal style into the bedroom.
He left the French doors open and placed me down on the floor, next to the bed. He walked over to the lights and turned them off, but he did not go to close the doors. I didn’t care.
There are a lot of couples that chose to mate in both forms out in the forest. Or even just inside the tree line, as getting caught spices it up for some.
I didn’t care if Blake wanted to stay here to try to pressure me to comply with his will again. It was not going to happen for him this time.
I smiled as Anton walked back to me, and reached down to pull my dress up and over my head. I stood there in just the heels, and I felt a little uncomfortable with being bared to him.
I cross one arm across my breasts, and the other moved down to cover my lower area as Blake has been the only man to see me naked.
Blake seemed to love my body at first, but with each child, he started to critique me, telling me where I needed to improve myself. He never realized how much that hurt when he did it.
My confidence which had gone up today was crashing back down hard right now at just the memories that I was having. I was never going to be good enough for Blake, and I finally realized that now.
“You are stunning, Cheryl. I think you are perfect right now. I know what a toll on you that Blake made. But I want you to know that in my eyes you are absolutely perfect. No matter what size you are.
I am in love with YOU, not your body. I know the real you, and everything about her interests me. So no matter what size you are, my love will continue. Please, never hide from me.
You are, and will always be perfect in my eyes” Anton told me, and he is melting my heart all over the place. It is hard to overcome some things in your life, like ugly words that tear you down.
When you had someone that tears you down so far, you can no longer see your value it is rough. For it to be someone that you love and care for that says those words to you, is even worse.
But every time Anton speaks to me like this, he builds my heart, patching all the previous hurt right along with it. I need him with me like I need the next breath that I take.
I started to unbutton his shirt and he stood there and watched me as I undid every button, seemingly confident in all my actions.
I wasn’t, my heart was racing and I was trying to act bold, but in reality, this was the first time I have done this.
I stopped when I got his shirt fully undone, but I stopped because I have never undressed Blake in my life.
This felt like a sexy moment to me, and I had a hunch that I was failing at it because I didn’t know how to proceed.
I was unsure of what to do next, I was just too embarrassed to say those words aloud. Doubt was clouding my mind, and I was starting to get upset at my lack of knowledge on this.
I feel like I should have maybe asked for some tips from the women earlier. I am sure that Raven and Stella would have had some helpful hints for me.
Blake always stripped his clothes off as he crossed the room, and had me take mine off myself. We never helped each other undress.
The only other option I knew of was when Blake just came from a shower and he just threw the towel off to come and get me. Blake was always down to have s*x, as he always enjoyed s*x with me.
There was no teasing me with touches, or kissing me very much, actually, there was not much foreplay with him. There was no real connection there, other than s*x between us.
Anton was patient and his voice came out husky as he said, “You can take my shirt off. I know this is different for you. But this is us, there is no normal yet. I want you to touch me too.
I want your hands on me, just like I want to put my hands on you. There is no right or wrong here. Just relax Cheryl, and we will enjoy our first night together. Don’t worry about what I will think.
I think I am the luckiest man alive right now. I am happy to be here with you, even if we just decide to go to sleep now, it is still perfect for me.
You have no idea how long I have waited for this very moment.”
His words bolster me and I slide the shirt off his broad shoulders. I let it drop to the floor and I finally get to touch him.
His muscles flinch and jump as my hands glide over his body showing me that he is just as excited as he just said he was.
I am glad and I continue to explore his body as I got bolder and leaned forward to lick his n****e.
I shudder at hearing his low growl, as he is visibly trying to hold back from dropping me on the bed and taking me now.
I get even bolder in my actions and kiss my way across his chest to his other n****e and give it a lick as well. His reactions are reinforcing my decision that Anton will be an ideal mate for me.
He does love me, and that is all I ever wanted. It gives me the encouragement to go even further. The night air is around me, and my n*****s are hard from the chill and my excitement.
I cannot resist but rise up on my heels and pull his head down to me.
I made sure that I was rubbing my n*****s on his chest as I kissed him with all the passion I felt for him right now wrapping my arms around his neck to hold him down to me.
I didn’t have to hold him in place, he was hungry for the kiss, and I moaned in his mouth.
The rumble in his chest was telling me that he was enjoying what I was doing which gave me the encouragement to undo his pants as I kept kissing him.
The moment I touched him his arms pulled me even closer to him. He did that growly snarl into my mouth and I couldn’t stop the next moan that slipped out.
He has got me so worked up, I almost couldn’t hold myself back. The anticipation of being with him is almost pushing me over the edge, even without penetration yet.
He is larger than I thought he was going to be. I am a fully grown woman, who had quite a bit of s*x with her mate. I like to call myself experienced, but I was honestly not prepared for this.
I expected him to be around Blake’s size or smaller, and it wouldn’t have mattered to me at all. But I was so wrong.
I cannot wrap my fingers around him once I finally got him released from his underwear.
I felt bad for him because I know it had to have hurt with it being trapped in there and me grinding down on him like that. He was swollen and ready, and I did not want him to have to wait any longer.
I needed him too, and I have waited long enough. I stepped back and then laid down on the bed, to let him know that I was ready for him.
He stepped out of his clothes laying on the floor at his feet, and he was an impressive sight to see.
I feel that familiar feeling in my lower region and I know that I am not going to last long before I get to my next o****m.
The anticipation of this is killing me, and I have never been this turned on in my life.
I opened my legs as an invitation, and he quickly settled between them and bent his head to start sucking on and teasing my n*****s, one at a time.
The cool air hitting my already hardened n*****s was a pleasurable pain, and his body was strong, but he lowered himself down to settle between my legs instead of just entering me.
I sat up on my elbows, and I was a little confused as to what he was about to do. He glanced up and caught me looking at him.
“Give me a moment love, just trust me, you are going to enjoy this” was all he said before he was lying flat on his stomach and adjusting himself into a more comfortable position.
I do trust him, but I have never done this before, and I was nervous as to what he was actually going to be doing.
I was not nervous for long, although I did try to close my legs on his head a couple of times. Once I got over my shyness, I wished it would never end.
I was praying that the walls were soundproofed for my neighbors, but I knew that the open doors didn’t hide anything from anyone as I screamed louder that the last few times when he took me over the edge.
I have never c*m so hard in my life, and my legs would not stop shaking.
Anton crawled up my body with a smirk and said, “You are ready now.”
He slid into me slowly and I would have argued that I wasn’t ready from looking at the size of it.
But I was so wet, and he slid right in smoothly. I felt his groan when he hit his hilt, and he said, “You are perfect, my love.” I was so happy right now I wanted to cry.
This moment when we were finally together, had me so emotional. I have never felt this way before. I felt like I mattered so much to him, and I was now complete when we came together.
He felt my emotions and leaned down to give me a kiss, and I could taste myself in his mouth again. He started moving slowly and I have never felt so connected and close to anyone in my life.
I wanted more, no I needed more, and I told him breathlessly, “Faster, please Anton.”
That was all he was waiting on, as he started a pounding pace that had my eyes rolling into the back of my head.
I wrapped my legs around him as I just couldn’t get close enough to him. I need more, and I was almost whimpering in my want of him.
I couldn’t get enough of him, and I tilted my pelvis up so he could get even deeper and his groan of approval went straight to my core.
I wanted so many things at this moment, and he was giving his all to me. The look on his face made me blush with his focus trained on me as if he needed me as much as I needed him.
He made me feel like the most desirable woman in the world, and I loved this man with my whole heart. He gave me the time I needed to heal and was so patient with me.
I wish I had given him something special tonight too. He had taken care of me so many times tonight. I made a mental note to make sure that I take care of him too, and soon.
His pounding pace and the tilt I made for him were doing things for me, and before I knew it, I was shuddering and calling out nonsensical words, the Goddess’ name, and I have never felt such a powerful release like this before.
Usually, my clenching on Blake got him to lose it and he would come over with me, but not Anton.
He was just fine continuing the pounding pace that he had set, with no sign of slowing down or needing a break.
My clit was so sensitive right now, and he leaned up higher on me, and his c**k rubbed my clit over and over again, starting my next c****x.
I was almost hoarse from screaming at this point, and still, my clamping down on him was not bringing him to o****m.
He managed to make it another few minutes, but by that time I was just barely hanging on as my legs felt like they couldn’t keep hold of him from all the shaking they were doing.
I heard his roar of release as he came, and the sound he made was exciting to me. I don’t think Blake has ever made that sound before.
It was highly masculine, and he didn’t try to dampen his enjoyment of the moment. He was proud to let everyone within the vicinity know that he was satisfied.
Nadia was not joking about stamina, I should have drank the smoothie. He was so gentle as he slid out of me, giving me one last kiss. I was completely exhausted.
Was it going to be like this every time? I was almost purring in my contentment.
He got up and I was missing him, before I could ask him to come back to bed he shut the French doors and quickly came back to me. He wrapped me up in his arms and pulled my comforter over us both.
He pulled me into his chest, and I had to acknowledge that this date, this night, was sheer perfection to me. I am safe in my new mate’s arms.
I cannot wait for him to brand me as his, and I will most definitely claim him as mine.
I had been too exhausted to go shut the French doors, and it was going to be cold tonight, so I was glad that he did it.
He kissed the back of my head and said, “Get some sleep, my love.” I was asleep very quickly as I was totally spent.
Being in his arms was what I considered to be my safe place now, and I wanted to go to sleep this way every night.
Anton woke me up two more times during the night, and if possible it seemed like he got louder and louder with his release. I felt almost liquid with how relaxed I was by the end of our night.
This was really something that I would be very happy getting used to. I shut my eyes smiling with the realization that after that night, Blake would be back, to accept my rejection.
He will not be able to resist as I know for a fact that the pain of what we did tonight, would have been excruciating.