Beyond the Trap of Yesterday - Chapter 45: Chapter 45
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Enzo's pov
"Here's the plan" father says leaning in
"I'm thinking we somehow get Them to come to us...it will be easier than having to go after them," father says shrugging
"What if I call them and ask to meet somewhere then you guys can take them from there..." Zara says
"No way are you going anywhere near them Zara" I shake my head
She sighs and grabs my hand and kisses the top of it gently
"It's okay Enzo, the only way we can get them to come to us the fastest is with me...they like having control over me, and they won't hesitate to take that control once I ask to meet up with them" she whispers cupping my cheeks
"I don't like this Zara" I sigh
"There has to be another way," I tell father
"I'm sure there is but Zara is right the fastest way would be if she met up with them somewhere, and don't worry son we won't let her be by herself with those shits...trust me" father says
"It's okay Enzo, I won't be alone with them like your father said...and I'm sure the minute we see them they will take them to a warehouse or some shit" she whispers against my lips
"I don't like you being near people that hurt you, I hate it" I say
My heart breaks thinking of the shit she had to endure with those pieces of shit
"I don't like it either, but this is the best way to get them," she says kissing my cheek and wrapping her arms tightly around me
I hold her close while resting my chin on the top of her head
"I can't wait to kill them...I can't believe they laid a finger on you, I can't believe we never noticed anything, Were so sorry sweet girl, they worked for us for over 10 years and we never realized" mother starts tearing up
"It's non of your faults that they are master manipulators...let's just focus on capturing them," Zara Says
"We promise we will always protect you and will always be there for you, no one will hurt you ever again and I can promise that much" father says to Zara
I can feel the tears on my chest from Zara crying
"Thank you, I never had people care for me this much only Ava...and now you guys, I appreciate everything you have done for me," Zara says to my parents with her tears continuously flowing
After talking more about the plan, Zara and I are now in bed
She's nuzzled close to me, clinging to me as if I'll leave, but I'll never leave her
I kiss the top of her head, and she brings her head out of the crook of my neck and smiles a little before whispering in my ear "Ti Amo" (I love you)
I smile and cup her cheeks " Ti amo più Tesoro"
(I love you more sweetheart)
I then slowly kiss her and I can feel her smiling through it, the kiss is full of pure love, it's not rushed, we're just taking our time in each other's presence
We break apart and I see how red, swollen and plump her lips are on my attack on them as well as her tinted cheeks
But then I notice tears in her eyes
"What's wrong sweetheart," I say whispering
she brings her fave to the crook of my neck
"I don't want you getting hurt," she says and I can feel the tears on my neck
"Why would I get hurt?" I ask confused
"Your in the mafia and I assume when you came home and we're all bruised and cut...that it was because of the mafia, I don't want you getting hurt Enzo I love you too much to lose you" she whispers with her voice shaking
My heart aches
Originally when she found out about the mafia I thought she would run far away and get pissed but the girl is worried about me instead
Especially after she went through worse with her parents...she is worried about a few scratches I might get...it makes no sense
"Yeah that was because of the mafia but you don't have to worry la Mia Regina, plus I'm slowly trying to distance myself from the mafia" I hold her close to me (my queen )
"You're important to me Enzo...so important and I don't want the possibility of something bad happening to you, that scares me" she whispers against my neck
"You don't have to worry, I promise and the only reason I got hurt that one time was because I stupidly didn't call backup before going into the warehouse...and I usually don't do mission type things in the mafia I do more paperwork and shipments and private matters," I said stroking her hair
After her calming down a little I decide to ask her something that's been on my mind since the conversation in the kitchen
"How do you feel about your parents being gone soon?" I whisper
"Weird...I mean I should be more upset about the thought of them getting killed but I'm more pissed that I didn't tell you sooner" she sighs and kisses my neck
"It's not weird for you to want the people who hurt you, gone sweetheart," I tell her
"Yeah I guess, do you think they hurt others the way they hurt me?" Her voice starts to shake while she speaks
I feel as though the answer is yes from how cruel they are and from how they always volunteered to go on killing missions but I don't want to stress her out right now
"I'm not sure, but don't worry they won't be able to hurt anyone soon" I whisper
She picks her head up from my neck and cups my cheeks
"You know that day you came into the cafe to find Mia?" She whispers against my lips
I hum in response
"That was the 5 anniversary of when I left my parents" she smiles
She tells me a little more about the things I have done to help her and when she gets to the topic of how I changed the color of our house she starts crying
When I changed it I didn't realize the big reason behind her fear of it, but now I'm glad I did it even more
"You came into my life the same day I was finally free, and somehow you ended up saving me even more, even with being free I still had nightmares and was terrified of life...but with you in my life I had fewer nightmares from just thinking about you" she says quietly
"You saved me" she whispers
And she manages to somehow make me love her even more, it's so important for me to be a rock to her someone she can trust, and go to whenever she needs, someone to help through tough times and someone that will love her unconditionally
And I do love her unconditionally and I feel a sense of happiness that she thinks I saved her, but she is so strong I think she would've been able to save herself on her own time
She then kisses me and it's filled with so much love and appreciation
She breaks apart and grins "you are like my Prince Charming saving me from the evil parents, or maybe I should say mother Gothel" she laughs
"You watch too much tangled sweetheart" I laugh
"It's not my fault Mia thinks I am rapunzel secretly and watches it like every week" she laughs against my lips
And I grin at her "well then my rapunzel, you won't have to worry about any evil with me in your life now" I say kissing her slowly
"I love you Enzo" she whispers
"I love you Zara...so much" I whisper back
She nuzzles herself on my neck and cuddles very close to me
"Get some sleep sweetheart," I say stroking her hair
"Make sure you sleep to Enzo, please don't think about my parents the whole night...I know you and I don't need or want you thinking about me getting hurt or anything okay? I'm alright and even better now that you're in my life" she says hugging me tightly
"I know sweetheart," I say Lying because there's no damn way I'll be able to sleep a wink when her parents are out there living their damn life acting like the shit they put their daughter through was ok
It wasn't, my girl was fighting every damn day in pain and not having anyone by her side...how am I supposed to sleep thinking about that
I put my hand under her top and on her back and slowly start drawing circles on there
Every damn scar on her beautiful body was made by those pieces of shits
Her body is still beautiful with the scars...but the fact that her parents...her own damn blood did that
Makes me feel sick
"Enzo It's okay...I'm okay stop worrying" she sighs getting out of my grasp and sitting up
I sit up alongside her
"It's not sweetheart non of it is okay, how could someone's parents do that to their own child....mark them, hurt them, make them feel unloved and unimportant," I say feeling my eyes burn
Zara straddles my lap and cups my cheeks
"I know it's not ok, of course non of the shit was ok...but in my time with you, you helped me see my scars differently and put a different memory behind them, you make me feel loved and important and that's all I care about, and I don't even count my parents as my parents they didn't treat me like a daughter" she sighs slowly caressing my cheeks
"But they did that...hurt you and cut you, torture you to the point you're afraid of rain and the dark" I say with a pain filled voice
"Then I guess you will have to help out and put a new memory behind darkness and rain for me, because now when I look at my scars I do in fact see them as me surviving and not only that when I look at them I think back to when your lips were on them making me feel beautiful and loved" she whispers tears flowing down her face, she drops her hands from my cheeks and putting them on her face to hide her tears
"I promise to put new memories behind everything bad in your past...and I did that because you are beautiful and loved sweetheart," I say now cupping her cheeks and wiping the tears
"I don't know how you stayed so happy and sweet and strong after everything but you did because..." I whisper
"You" kiss on the forehead
"Are" kiss on the cheek
"So" kiss on other cheek
"Strong" kiss on lips
"My beautiful Zara" I whisper against her lips
"I don't think you understand how important you are to me Enzo, even you saying something as simple as 'you are strong' just means the world to me coming from you, I love you so much and don't know how to thank you for everything you've done" she whispers tears flowing
"Sweetheart please don't cry" I whisper wiping them
"I can't, you are just so important to me, and from you just hugging me and holding me close you make me feel so safe...I just don't understand how someone's arms could do that, but yours do" she whispers and kisses my jaw
"I don't know what I did to get such an amazing woman like you in my life," I say
"Well whatever you did I'm thankful for it because I don't understand what I would do if I didn't have you and Mia in my life" she smiles
I chuckle "you're so cute" I lightly peck her lips
She starts kissing my jaw
"Zara" I warn
"What" she smiles innocently
"Stop it or else we won't get any sleep at all" I warn
"Like we were gonna get any sleep anyway" she laughs continuing kissing my jaw down to my neck
I flip her around so I'm under her
"Stay quiet" I whisper
"Here's the plan" father says leaning in
"I'm thinking we somehow get Them to come to us...it will be easier than having to go after them," father says shrugging
"What if I call them and ask to meet somewhere then you guys can take them from there..." Zara says
"No way are you going anywhere near them Zara" I shake my head
She sighs and grabs my hand and kisses the top of it gently
"It's okay Enzo, the only way we can get them to come to us the fastest is with me...they like having control over me, and they won't hesitate to take that control once I ask to meet up with them" she whispers cupping my cheeks
"I don't like this Zara" I sigh
"There has to be another way," I tell father
"I'm sure there is but Zara is right the fastest way would be if she met up with them somewhere, and don't worry son we won't let her be by herself with those shits...trust me" father says
"It's okay Enzo, I won't be alone with them like your father said...and I'm sure the minute we see them they will take them to a warehouse or some shit" she whispers against my lips
"I don't like you being near people that hurt you, I hate it" I say
My heart breaks thinking of the shit she had to endure with those pieces of shit
"I don't like it either, but this is the best way to get them," she says kissing my cheek and wrapping her arms tightly around me
I hold her close while resting my chin on the top of her head
"I can't wait to kill them...I can't believe they laid a finger on you, I can't believe we never noticed anything, Were so sorry sweet girl, they worked for us for over 10 years and we never realized" mother starts tearing up
"It's non of your faults that they are master manipulators...let's just focus on capturing them," Zara Says
"We promise we will always protect you and will always be there for you, no one will hurt you ever again and I can promise that much" father says to Zara
I can feel the tears on my chest from Zara crying
"Thank you, I never had people care for me this much only Ava...and now you guys, I appreciate everything you have done for me," Zara says to my parents with her tears continuously flowing
After talking more about the plan, Zara and I are now in bed
She's nuzzled close to me, clinging to me as if I'll leave, but I'll never leave her
I kiss the top of her head, and she brings her head out of the crook of my neck and smiles a little before whispering in my ear "Ti Amo" (I love you)
I smile and cup her cheeks " Ti amo più Tesoro"
(I love you more sweetheart)
I then slowly kiss her and I can feel her smiling through it, the kiss is full of pure love, it's not rushed, we're just taking our time in each other's presence
We break apart and I see how red, swollen and plump her lips are on my attack on them as well as her tinted cheeks
But then I notice tears in her eyes
"What's wrong sweetheart," I say whispering
she brings her fave to the crook of my neck
"I don't want you getting hurt," she says and I can feel the tears on my neck
"Why would I get hurt?" I ask confused
"Your in the mafia and I assume when you came home and we're all bruised and cut...that it was because of the mafia, I don't want you getting hurt Enzo I love you too much to lose you" she whispers with her voice shaking
My heart aches
Originally when she found out about the mafia I thought she would run far away and get pissed but the girl is worried about me instead
Especially after she went through worse with her parents...she is worried about a few scratches I might get...it makes no sense
"Yeah that was because of the mafia but you don't have to worry la Mia Regina, plus I'm slowly trying to distance myself from the mafia" I hold her close to me (my queen )
"You're important to me Enzo...so important and I don't want the possibility of something bad happening to you, that scares me" she whispers against my neck
"You don't have to worry, I promise and the only reason I got hurt that one time was because I stupidly didn't call backup before going into the warehouse...and I usually don't do mission type things in the mafia I do more paperwork and shipments and private matters," I said stroking her hair
After her calming down a little I decide to ask her something that's been on my mind since the conversation in the kitchen
"How do you feel about your parents being gone soon?" I whisper
"Weird...I mean I should be more upset about the thought of them getting killed but I'm more pissed that I didn't tell you sooner" she sighs and kisses my neck
"It's not weird for you to want the people who hurt you, gone sweetheart," I tell her
"Yeah I guess, do you think they hurt others the way they hurt me?" Her voice starts to shake while she speaks
I feel as though the answer is yes from how cruel they are and from how they always volunteered to go on killing missions but I don't want to stress her out right now
"I'm not sure, but don't worry they won't be able to hurt anyone soon" I whisper
She picks her head up from my neck and cups my cheeks
"You know that day you came into the cafe to find Mia?" She whispers against my lips
I hum in response
"That was the 5 anniversary of when I left my parents" she smiles
She tells me a little more about the things I have done to help her and when she gets to the topic of how I changed the color of our house she starts crying
When I changed it I didn't realize the big reason behind her fear of it, but now I'm glad I did it even more
"You came into my life the same day I was finally free, and somehow you ended up saving me even more, even with being free I still had nightmares and was terrified of life...but with you in my life I had fewer nightmares from just thinking about you" she says quietly
"You saved me" she whispers
And she manages to somehow make me love her even more, it's so important for me to be a rock to her someone she can trust, and go to whenever she needs, someone to help through tough times and someone that will love her unconditionally
And I do love her unconditionally and I feel a sense of happiness that she thinks I saved her, but she is so strong I think she would've been able to save herself on her own time
She then kisses me and it's filled with so much love and appreciation
She breaks apart and grins "you are like my Prince Charming saving me from the evil parents, or maybe I should say mother Gothel" she laughs
"You watch too much tangled sweetheart" I laugh
"It's not my fault Mia thinks I am rapunzel secretly and watches it like every week" she laughs against my lips
And I grin at her "well then my rapunzel, you won't have to worry about any evil with me in your life now" I say kissing her slowly
"I love you Enzo" she whispers
"I love you Zara...so much" I whisper back
She nuzzles herself on my neck and cuddles very close to me
"Get some sleep sweetheart," I say stroking her hair
"Make sure you sleep to Enzo, please don't think about my parents the whole night...I know you and I don't need or want you thinking about me getting hurt or anything okay? I'm alright and even better now that you're in my life" she says hugging me tightly
"I know sweetheart," I say Lying because there's no damn way I'll be able to sleep a wink when her parents are out there living their damn life acting like the shit they put their daughter through was ok
It wasn't, my girl was fighting every damn day in pain and not having anyone by her side...how am I supposed to sleep thinking about that
I put my hand under her top and on her back and slowly start drawing circles on there
Every damn scar on her beautiful body was made by those pieces of shits
Her body is still beautiful with the scars...but the fact that her parents...her own damn blood did that
Makes me feel sick
"Enzo It's okay...I'm okay stop worrying" she sighs getting out of my grasp and sitting up
I sit up alongside her
"It's not sweetheart non of it is okay, how could someone's parents do that to their own child....mark them, hurt them, make them feel unloved and unimportant," I say feeling my eyes burn
Zara straddles my lap and cups my cheeks
"I know it's not ok, of course non of the shit was ok...but in my time with you, you helped me see my scars differently and put a different memory behind them, you make me feel loved and important and that's all I care about, and I don't even count my parents as my parents they didn't treat me like a daughter" she sighs slowly caressing my cheeks
"But they did that...hurt you and cut you, torture you to the point you're afraid of rain and the dark" I say with a pain filled voice
"Then I guess you will have to help out and put a new memory behind darkness and rain for me, because now when I look at my scars I do in fact see them as me surviving and not only that when I look at them I think back to when your lips were on them making me feel beautiful and loved" she whispers tears flowing down her face, she drops her hands from my cheeks and putting them on her face to hide her tears
"I promise to put new memories behind everything bad in your past...and I did that because you are beautiful and loved sweetheart," I say now cupping her cheeks and wiping the tears
"I don't know how you stayed so happy and sweet and strong after everything but you did because..." I whisper
"You" kiss on the forehead
"Are" kiss on the cheek
"So" kiss on other cheek
"Strong" kiss on lips
"My beautiful Zara" I whisper against her lips
"I don't think you understand how important you are to me Enzo, even you saying something as simple as 'you are strong' just means the world to me coming from you, I love you so much and don't know how to thank you for everything you've done" she whispers tears flowing
"Sweetheart please don't cry" I whisper wiping them
"I can't, you are just so important to me, and from you just hugging me and holding me close you make me feel so safe...I just don't understand how someone's arms could do that, but yours do" she whispers and kisses my jaw
"I don't know what I did to get such an amazing woman like you in my life," I say
"Well whatever you did I'm thankful for it because I don't understand what I would do if I didn't have you and Mia in my life" she smiles
I chuckle "you're so cute" I lightly peck her lips
She starts kissing my jaw
"Zara" I warn
"What" she smiles innocently
"Stop it or else we won't get any sleep at all" I warn
"Like we were gonna get any sleep anyway" she laughs continuing kissing my jaw down to my neck
I flip her around so I'm under her
"Stay quiet" I whisper
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