Beyond the Trap of Yesterday - Chapter 47: Chapter 47
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                    Zaras pov
I walk into the warehouse with Enzo by my side
Time to have my main character hot woman lead moment
Man I read to many books...
"Hello mother...father," I say looking at them
"Unlock the chains Zara" mother says sweetly
"Help your dear parents," father says
I laugh "what parents I don't see any"
"All I see is the people who abused, tortured and hurt me all my life...you're no parent's you are pure monsters and pieces of shit," I say
"HOW DARE your speak to us that way" mother says flipping a switch back to her pure evil self
"WE HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT GIVE YOU THE GRAND LIFE! You lived in a damn mansion, could go anywhere you wanted and you treat us this way" Father shouts
"Excuse you? I may have lived in a mansion but I slept on the cold floor of a cellar most days because of you, and I could go where I wanted but if you didn't like where I went you would punish me! The only life you gave me was one filled with pain and misery" I say shaking my head in disgust
"I had to feed myself, Because you refused to feed your own damn child, I had no friends and guys in my life because according to you 'I don't deserve people who care for me' you are horrible people and even worse parents" I say
"HOW COULD YOU hurt your own child!! I did everything to please you and hope that MAYBE JUST MAYBE one day you would realize the pain you were inflicting on your child and you would stop...but no it just got worse and worse" I say pissed off
"Oh SHUT THE HELL UP!" Father shouts
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU PEASANT" mother shouts
"DONT you speak to her that way," Antonio says walking in the warehouse with Sophia
"ANTONIO, SOPHIA, Save us these insane people kidnapped us" mother shouts
Antonio laughs darkly
"I think you meant to say that your child kidnapped you? Oh And my son..." Antonio raises a brow in challenge
Both my parents tense
"We all kidnapped you and not only that we will put you through what your daughter had to endure," Sophia says
"We didn't even do anything, DON'T believe the child she's sick in the head" Mother says
"YEAH, She needs help "father says
I chuckle "would you like me to show the scars you put in my body as proof?" I say raising a brow
"Oh please like we said your sick you did that to yourself" mother rolls her eyes
Antonio grabs a knife and cuts off the shirts of both my parents
"Now....would you like the first cut, Zara?" Antonio says handing me the knife
I nod taking it
Before I walk Enzo kisses my temple and whispers "I love you, Zara "
"I love you Enzo" I whisper back kissing his cheek
"Now where would you like your first cut mother? Perhaps stomach?" I raise a brow
"YOUR SICK" Mother shouts trying to get out of the chains
Sophia kicks her in the stomach "shut your mouth up" she spits out
"HOW DARE YOU, We have been loyal employees for over 10 years" father spits out
" I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE SHIT, What kind of employees you were, Your Hurt your CHILD you think your living after today? Well you're very wrong" Antonio says voice laced with anger
I cut my mothers side and she shouts
"Does that feel nice mother?" I say tears spilling out
"Does it feel good to have your own blood hurting you? Perhaps what other's might call family? Imagine how that feels to have that type of pain over and over again your whole life.." I spit out
I cut her thigh
And then another one on her stomach opening the scar from the c- section from when she had me
anger filling my voice and I say "remember when you cut me here? And said I didn't deserve to live...and you hope I never get to have children? That you hate me for marking your body like that" I sat pissed off
Good thing that the cut she made in that spot didn't scar because I knew how to take care of cuts to not scar at that point
"I WAS RIGHT YOU DONT DESERVE TO" she spits out
"OKAY, My flipping turn" Sophia says
I move to my father
I carve a heart out and he screams out
"Remember when you said I would never be loved? Well, your wrong these people behind me love me...and they're more of a family to me than you will ever be..." I say
"YOU LITTLE WHORE" my father shouts
And I cut him again and again making perfect cuts all over his stomach area
With each cut I don't feel better with what they did to me, but I hope they know and feel a ounce of the pain they inflicted on me
I then step back knowing I want Enzo and his parents to do the rest
I walk over to Enzo my body shaking slightly and he wraps his arms around my waist from behind
"I'm proud of you" he whispered in my ear
I smile "thank you," I say leaning onto him
I watch as Sophia tortured my parents and then Antonio
Both of them screaming that there no parents for hurting their child
Then it was Enzo's turn...He wanted to be last so he could get to them when they were already weak and the pain was unbearable for them
"How does it feel to finally be caught?" Enzo asks lowly to my parents
"That piece of shit deserved everything we did" mother spits out
Enzo looks over at his parents and says "do we have to keep them in a cellar for a week or can I just kill them now?" He says annoyed
"Up to Zara," Antonio says
I walk up to the table and pick out a gun
Damn this is just like the mafia books I read, I think to myself
I walk over to Enzo "have fun" I say kissing his cheek
Before I go back to stand with his parents he kisses my lips "I love you" he mumbles Against my lips
He smiles "tell me how much later...just get rid of them first," I say looking at my parents in disgust
"Oh and I love you" I smiled kissing his cheek
I walk back to where his parents are standing
"Don't you guys wanna help Enzo?" I ask them
"This is his kill..." Sophia says
"We're letting him kill the people who hurt the person he loves," Antonio says looking at me with a half-smile
I look down at the floor smiling slightly
I should be more scared that the people I'm around kill people but...they kill people like my parents and maybe worse
And they are My family.
I love them and trust them and that's a nice feeling to have
"You're going to apologize to your daughter before this bullet goes through your skull...NOW" Enzo says to my mother and father
"WHY SHOULD WE? WE DID WHAT HAD TO BE DONE" father shouts
"Well then I guess you will die by watching your piece of shit of a wife die first" Enzo smiles at father
"I'M SORRY...WE ARE SORRY FOR WHAT WE DID" father shouts at me
I laugh "KILL MY MOTHER FIRST" I shout to Enzo
He nods "gladly" he smiles at my parents
I watch as he cuts my mother in the heart as she screams out for him to stop
As my father apologizes and screams out for him to not hurt his wife...
Guess them loving each other proves they have something in their heart...it just wasn't enough for them to love me
"Goodbye mother," I say as Enzo raises the gun to her head
She looks me in the eye "I hope you are happy" she chokes out
"How could I be...you both tortured me and hurt me gave me nightmares for years, But I guess with you gone I can finally sleep with the knowledge you won't hurt anyone else..." I shrug
"Whatever" she mumbles
I nod to Enzo and he pushes the trigger
I watch as my mother's body goes pale...she's finally gone she can't hurt me anymore
I listen as my father shouts and cries out for mother
I turn to him "funny how you cry out to her when she's in pain but you'd gladly give your one daughter pain and suffering..." I say laughing lowly
"GO TO HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT OF A DAUGHTER" she yells
"goodbye father," I say
"WAIT WAIT...I will never go near you just don't let him kill me please my sweet girl ...do it for me, do it for your father " he pleads
I scoff..."gladly" I smirk
He smiles
I walk over to Enzo and grab the gun
He looks confused at what I'm doing until I whisper
"How the hell do you work a gun"
He chuckles "you just press this" he shows
I nod "why don't I get a practice shot, " I say
I shoot my father in the leg and he screams
"Damn, that's powerful" I mumble to myself
"YOU WOULDN'T KILL YOUR OWN FATHER, Your the sweet innocent little girl who wouldn't hurt a fly" he shouts
"How can I be sweet and innocent when you brought pain to your own daughter? Tell me that father...tell me how I should look at you and smile when you did THIS TO ME" I say lifting my shirt slightly just to show the scars on the stomach area
He winces as he looks "I wasn't in the right mind" he whispers
I laugh "RIGHT MIND, You need to be in the right mind to NOT HURT YOUR CHILD?" I say in disbelief
"I-" father starts stuttering
"You know I forgive you and mother...I don't want to live my life holding anger, but what I won't do is let you go so you can hurt someone else..." I say
"Whatever go to hell you piece of shit" he shouts
"Goodbye father" I whisper
And then pull the trigger and watch my dad's body pale by the minute
Enzo slowly takes the gun from my hands
"You okay?" He asks in a whisper
I nod "let's just leave...I want cake" I say
He looks at me and I can tell he's trying to hold in a smile and laugh
I take his hand and lead him out of the warehouse
He stops me and takes me to the side of the warehouse and pushes me slowly against the wall
"Are you actually alright Zara..." he asks
"I think so...I feel like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders and now they can't hurt anyone else" I whisper
He nods his head "come on we need to go shower and then get you your cake" he says kissing me softly
"I love you Enzo...so so much," I say hugging him
"I love you Zara..." he hugs me back
"So what's gonna be the next big thing" I smile
He cages me in and whispers in my ear "Ti faccio mia moglie" he says ( make you my wife)
I'm not sure what he said but it sent shivers down my body
"What's that mean?" I whisper
"I'll tell you this one time" he smirks
He goes back down to my ear
"I'm gonna make you my wife," he says kissing my ear
I grin "oh really?" I say in a teasing tone
He hums and continues kissing down to my neck
"Okay enough of that let's go shower," I say because ain't no way I'm having sex outside a warehouse
"Your boring" he whispers
"No I'm dirty" I roll my eyes
"Very" he chuckles smirking
"Enzo" I slap his shoulder and he takes my hand and leads me to the car
When we get in the car he turns to me
"But are you sure your okay? Because I can say I was absolutely not okay the first time I killed someone even though they were a horrible person" he whispers
I think for a minute "I don't really know Enzo..." I sigh
The guilt of killing someone sinks a little as we drive back to Enzo's parents place
He grabs my hand "I know that no matter how bad they were you will feel horrible for what you just did but I want you to know, you won't go through it by yourself" he says
I nod
He grabs my chin so I look at Him
"You herd me? You don't have to worry anymore, you don't have to go to sleep with the fear of your parents hurting you, and you certainly won't be doing it alone, because I'm here and always will be, there's a chance you will get depressed from the amount of guilt you will feel, but I will do my best to make sure that won't happen and you know I am here for you" he whispers caressing my chin
I smile at him
"Thank you Enzo, it means a lot, and I do feel a little guilt having blood now permanently on my hands but the thought of them not being able to hurt anyone the way they did to me is making it less painful" i whisper
He nods "I'll be with you through every step Zara"
"I would show you how much I appreciate that right now but like we're in a moving vehicle covered in blood..." I snort
"There's always Tim for when we get back to the house" he laughs
And I roll my eyes
                
            
        I walk into the warehouse with Enzo by my side
Time to have my main character hot woman lead moment
Man I read to many books...
"Hello mother...father," I say looking at them
"Unlock the chains Zara" mother says sweetly
"Help your dear parents," father says
I laugh "what parents I don't see any"
"All I see is the people who abused, tortured and hurt me all my life...you're no parent's you are pure monsters and pieces of shit," I say
"HOW DARE your speak to us that way" mother says flipping a switch back to her pure evil self
"WE HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT GIVE YOU THE GRAND LIFE! You lived in a damn mansion, could go anywhere you wanted and you treat us this way" Father shouts
"Excuse you? I may have lived in a mansion but I slept on the cold floor of a cellar most days because of you, and I could go where I wanted but if you didn't like where I went you would punish me! The only life you gave me was one filled with pain and misery" I say shaking my head in disgust
"I had to feed myself, Because you refused to feed your own damn child, I had no friends and guys in my life because according to you 'I don't deserve people who care for me' you are horrible people and even worse parents" I say
"HOW COULD YOU hurt your own child!! I did everything to please you and hope that MAYBE JUST MAYBE one day you would realize the pain you were inflicting on your child and you would stop...but no it just got worse and worse" I say pissed off
"Oh SHUT THE HELL UP!" Father shouts
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU PEASANT" mother shouts
"DONT you speak to her that way," Antonio says walking in the warehouse with Sophia
"ANTONIO, SOPHIA, Save us these insane people kidnapped us" mother shouts
Antonio laughs darkly
"I think you meant to say that your child kidnapped you? Oh And my son..." Antonio raises a brow in challenge
Both my parents tense
"We all kidnapped you and not only that we will put you through what your daughter had to endure," Sophia says
"We didn't even do anything, DON'T believe the child she's sick in the head" Mother says
"YEAH, She needs help "father says
I chuckle "would you like me to show the scars you put in my body as proof?" I say raising a brow
"Oh please like we said your sick you did that to yourself" mother rolls her eyes
Antonio grabs a knife and cuts off the shirts of both my parents
"Now....would you like the first cut, Zara?" Antonio says handing me the knife
I nod taking it
Before I walk Enzo kisses my temple and whispers "I love you, Zara "
"I love you Enzo" I whisper back kissing his cheek
"Now where would you like your first cut mother? Perhaps stomach?" I raise a brow
"YOUR SICK" Mother shouts trying to get out of the chains
Sophia kicks her in the stomach "shut your mouth up" she spits out
"HOW DARE YOU, We have been loyal employees for over 10 years" father spits out
" I DON'T GIVE A SINGLE SHIT, What kind of employees you were, Your Hurt your CHILD you think your living after today? Well you're very wrong" Antonio says voice laced with anger
I cut my mothers side and she shouts
"Does that feel nice mother?" I say tears spilling out
"Does it feel good to have your own blood hurting you? Perhaps what other's might call family? Imagine how that feels to have that type of pain over and over again your whole life.." I spit out
I cut her thigh
And then another one on her stomach opening the scar from the c- section from when she had me
anger filling my voice and I say "remember when you cut me here? And said I didn't deserve to live...and you hope I never get to have children? That you hate me for marking your body like that" I sat pissed off
Good thing that the cut she made in that spot didn't scar because I knew how to take care of cuts to not scar at that point
"I WAS RIGHT YOU DONT DESERVE TO" she spits out
"OKAY, My flipping turn" Sophia says
I move to my father
I carve a heart out and he screams out
"Remember when you said I would never be loved? Well, your wrong these people behind me love me...and they're more of a family to me than you will ever be..." I say
"YOU LITTLE WHORE" my father shouts
And I cut him again and again making perfect cuts all over his stomach area
With each cut I don't feel better with what they did to me, but I hope they know and feel a ounce of the pain they inflicted on me
I then step back knowing I want Enzo and his parents to do the rest
I walk over to Enzo my body shaking slightly and he wraps his arms around my waist from behind
"I'm proud of you" he whispered in my ear
I smile "thank you," I say leaning onto him
I watch as Sophia tortured my parents and then Antonio
Both of them screaming that there no parents for hurting their child
Then it was Enzo's turn...He wanted to be last so he could get to them when they were already weak and the pain was unbearable for them
"How does it feel to finally be caught?" Enzo asks lowly to my parents
"That piece of shit deserved everything we did" mother spits out
Enzo looks over at his parents and says "do we have to keep them in a cellar for a week or can I just kill them now?" He says annoyed
"Up to Zara," Antonio says
I walk up to the table and pick out a gun
Damn this is just like the mafia books I read, I think to myself
I walk over to Enzo "have fun" I say kissing his cheek
Before I go back to stand with his parents he kisses my lips "I love you" he mumbles Against my lips
He smiles "tell me how much later...just get rid of them first," I say looking at my parents in disgust
"Oh and I love you" I smiled kissing his cheek
I walk back to where his parents are standing
"Don't you guys wanna help Enzo?" I ask them
"This is his kill..." Sophia says
"We're letting him kill the people who hurt the person he loves," Antonio says looking at me with a half-smile
I look down at the floor smiling slightly
I should be more scared that the people I'm around kill people but...they kill people like my parents and maybe worse
And they are My family.
I love them and trust them and that's a nice feeling to have
"You're going to apologize to your daughter before this bullet goes through your skull...NOW" Enzo says to my mother and father
"WHY SHOULD WE? WE DID WHAT HAD TO BE DONE" father shouts
"Well then I guess you will die by watching your piece of shit of a wife die first" Enzo smiles at father
"I'M SORRY...WE ARE SORRY FOR WHAT WE DID" father shouts at me
I laugh "KILL MY MOTHER FIRST" I shout to Enzo
He nods "gladly" he smiles at my parents
I watch as he cuts my mother in the heart as she screams out for him to stop
As my father apologizes and screams out for him to not hurt his wife...
Guess them loving each other proves they have something in their heart...it just wasn't enough for them to love me
"Goodbye mother," I say as Enzo raises the gun to her head
She looks me in the eye "I hope you are happy" she chokes out
"How could I be...you both tortured me and hurt me gave me nightmares for years, But I guess with you gone I can finally sleep with the knowledge you won't hurt anyone else..." I shrug
"Whatever" she mumbles
I nod to Enzo and he pushes the trigger
I watch as my mother's body goes pale...she's finally gone she can't hurt me anymore
I listen as my father shouts and cries out for mother
I turn to him "funny how you cry out to her when she's in pain but you'd gladly give your one daughter pain and suffering..." I say laughing lowly
"GO TO HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT OF A DAUGHTER" she yells
"goodbye father," I say
"WAIT WAIT...I will never go near you just don't let him kill me please my sweet girl ...do it for me, do it for your father " he pleads
I scoff..."gladly" I smirk
He smiles
I walk over to Enzo and grab the gun
He looks confused at what I'm doing until I whisper
"How the hell do you work a gun"
He chuckles "you just press this" he shows
I nod "why don't I get a practice shot, " I say
I shoot my father in the leg and he screams
"Damn, that's powerful" I mumble to myself
"YOU WOULDN'T KILL YOUR OWN FATHER, Your the sweet innocent little girl who wouldn't hurt a fly" he shouts
"How can I be sweet and innocent when you brought pain to your own daughter? Tell me that father...tell me how I should look at you and smile when you did THIS TO ME" I say lifting my shirt slightly just to show the scars on the stomach area
He winces as he looks "I wasn't in the right mind" he whispers
I laugh "RIGHT MIND, You need to be in the right mind to NOT HURT YOUR CHILD?" I say in disbelief
"I-" father starts stuttering
"You know I forgive you and mother...I don't want to live my life holding anger, but what I won't do is let you go so you can hurt someone else..." I say
"Whatever go to hell you piece of shit" he shouts
"Goodbye father" I whisper
And then pull the trigger and watch my dad's body pale by the minute
Enzo slowly takes the gun from my hands
"You okay?" He asks in a whisper
I nod "let's just leave...I want cake" I say
He looks at me and I can tell he's trying to hold in a smile and laugh
I take his hand and lead him out of the warehouse
He stops me and takes me to the side of the warehouse and pushes me slowly against the wall
"Are you actually alright Zara..." he asks
"I think so...I feel like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders and now they can't hurt anyone else" I whisper
He nods his head "come on we need to go shower and then get you your cake" he says kissing me softly
"I love you Enzo...so so much," I say hugging him
"I love you Zara..." he hugs me back
"So what's gonna be the next big thing" I smile
He cages me in and whispers in my ear "Ti faccio mia moglie" he says ( make you my wife)
I'm not sure what he said but it sent shivers down my body
"What's that mean?" I whisper
"I'll tell you this one time" he smirks
He goes back down to my ear
"I'm gonna make you my wife," he says kissing my ear
I grin "oh really?" I say in a teasing tone
He hums and continues kissing down to my neck
"Okay enough of that let's go shower," I say because ain't no way I'm having sex outside a warehouse
"Your boring" he whispers
"No I'm dirty" I roll my eyes
"Very" he chuckles smirking
"Enzo" I slap his shoulder and he takes my hand and leads me to the car
When we get in the car he turns to me
"But are you sure your okay? Because I can say I was absolutely not okay the first time I killed someone even though they were a horrible person" he whispers
I think for a minute "I don't really know Enzo..." I sigh
The guilt of killing someone sinks a little as we drive back to Enzo's parents place
He grabs my hand "I know that no matter how bad they were you will feel horrible for what you just did but I want you to know, you won't go through it by yourself" he says
I nod
He grabs my chin so I look at Him
"You herd me? You don't have to worry anymore, you don't have to go to sleep with the fear of your parents hurting you, and you certainly won't be doing it alone, because I'm here and always will be, there's a chance you will get depressed from the amount of guilt you will feel, but I will do my best to make sure that won't happen and you know I am here for you" he whispers caressing my chin
I smile at him
"Thank you Enzo, it means a lot, and I do feel a little guilt having blood now permanently on my hands but the thought of them not being able to hurt anyone the way they did to me is making it less painful" i whisper
He nods "I'll be with you through every step Zara"
"I would show you how much I appreciate that right now but like we're in a moving vehicle covered in blood..." I snort
"There's always Tim for when we get back to the house" he laughs
And I roll my eyes
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