BROMANCE | VKOOK - Chapter 11: Chapter 11

"Jungkook", Taehyung hold the younger back when he was about to open the front door of his house, looking at the boy anxiously. Jungkook turned, curiously eyeing the older, "Taehyung?", he asked lowly. They had to keep the tone down or else they'd wake his mother up.
"I-", Taehyung whispered, eyes focusing on the ground to his feet. Had he ever felt this awkward before? Probably not.
He moved from one feet to another, unsure what to say.
"What?", Jungkook smiled a little, brushing along his arm. "You brought me home safe, you can go home now if you want to back out."
Taehyung instantly shook his head, "I-"
"Taehyung, you're 18 years old. Speak your mind or just shut up, go inside with me and stick your dick up my ass", he grinned and Taehyung lost every grasp of reality, eyes going wide.
"I-"
"I'm kidding", Jungkook softly boxed the older's arm, "We'll play video games, dude. I don't want a straight dude's dick up my butt", he giggled and then turned the key and let the older in.
Taehyung's cheeks were heated, reddened and he had no idea how to act. Somehow he had this weird feeling down his guts since Jungkook told him that they weren't gonna fuck.
Did he expect that?
Taehyung seriously questioned his mind at this point, why would he even think that? And what on earth meant this disappointed feeling that got over him when he realized that this wasn't going to happen.
"Good evening", a woman's voice made both boys look up who were walking through the dark, on their way up to Jungkook's room.
"Oh shit-", Kook squeaked out when he saw his mother standing in the kitchen, leaning against the counter while sipping on a glass of water. "Just on time", she said and didn't say anything further even though she just caught her son sneaking a boy inside the house.
"Of course", Jungkook smiled innocent, "I'm a good boy, y'know."
Ugh, that made Taehyung's dick move a little.
His mother laughed, "Have fun, just not too much, alright?", she reminded them and hoped that Jungkook knew about condoms and all that stuff. "Mhm", Kook smirked and grabbed Taehyung's hand, pulling him upstairs.
Taehyung followed him, completely embarrassed by the whole situation, "God, what will your mother think of us now-", he uttered to himself.
"Who cares?", Jungkook giggled and shut the door behind them, locking it. Just in case.
He learned from that dress-accident.
"I care", Taehyung admitted.
"Why tho?", Jungkook wiggled his eyebrows, "Wanna make a good impression on her?"
Taehyung didn't say a word, he just stared at the younger. How could he always be that cocky and cute at the same time, it was a true mystery to the older.
"You only need to worry if you want to make me your boyfriend one day, then maybe my Mom would mind if you fuck me before we're even dating-"
His throat went dry and Taehyung's head started hurting from all those thoughts that kept confusing him, "I thought we weren't going to fuck", he whined, sitting down on Jungkook's bed.
"I mean, if you want it so bad we can do it", Jungkook teased and sat down next to him, putting his hand on the older's thigh.
"N-no", Taehyung let out, gritting his teeth at the younger's touch. It felt like electricity rushing through his veins when the boy's hand made it's way up the older's thigh, resting close to his middle. "Jungkook", he whined out, forcing himself to look anywhere but Jungkook. His view landed on Jungkook's collection of Avengers figures, a huge part of those being Iron Man. "Marvel fan?", he asked, trying to distract Jungkook from what he was doing with his hand. "Yes", Kook smiled, his heart dwelling up because Taehyung actually looked around his room and seemed to care about more than just his body.
"I like them too", Taehyung let out.
"We could watch Endgame or something", Jungkook suggested slowly and stopped touching Taehyung like this. "I have it all on DVD, my Dad bought me that for christmas!"
"Yes", Taehyung suddenly said, turning back to Jungkook. "Let's watch it", he had this adorable look on his face that made Jungkook just want to get comfy, hug the older and cry with him together over Iron Man's death in Endgame.
Jungkook got up from the bed and turned the lights off, switching to his fairy lights that drowned the room in a soft orange light. "Can we cuddle or is that too gay for Mr. Superstraight?", he teased and then let his pants down, only standing there in his tiny boxers.
The older's mouth fell open once again, amazed by the younger's pretty body features. He had such muscular thighs and his dick looked absolutely pretty in those boxers. "It's not that gay", he hummed, watching Jungkook. "Just bros cuddling their bro", he got up from the bed and walked over and grabbed Jungkook's shirt. Softly pushing it up, he whispered, "You should put that off as well, it's gonna get warm under those blankets."
Jungkook held his breath, letting Taehyung take the shirt off him. He couldn't believe all this was happening right now, all his dreams coming to reality.
Taehyung threw the shirt to the floor and let his eyes gaze all over Jungkook's beautiful body. His hands were now resting on Jungkook's waist and once their eyes met again, the whole world stopped for a moment.
Taehyung felt like drowning in Jungkook's dark, brown eyes.
"You're way too pretty for me", he let out weakly, one hand slowly brushing through Jungkook's messy hair. Jungkook shook his head shyly, amazed by the older's touch. "You are", Taehyung repeated and then leaned a little closer.
"Are you gonna kiss me now-", Jungkook let out awkwardly, licking above his lips because he suddenly turned really, really shy. That would be his first kiss and he never thought about how it'd happen before. Now he felt unprepared and got scared to mess it up.
Taehyung looked at him a bit startled, those words just made him realize that he was just about to do exactly that.
"I-", he looked down, "I mean if you want me to, I could-"
Kook's heart jumped at that. "Y-yes", he said and stepped a little closer, "But I never kissed anyone before", he then admitted. "I don't know if I'm a good kisser-"
Taehyung let out a weak laugh and then slowly pushed Jungkook over to the bed, "It's your first kiss? And you'd let me have it?"
Jungkook blushed when he nodded, "Yeah it ain't gay if it's you, right? So technically it's not my first kiss because it doesn't mean anything-"
Taehyung looked a bit bummed but then quickly nodded, "Right. I'm straight, I forgot", he said a little irritated. Then he got under Jungkook's blanket and pulled the younger with him.
"You tend to forget that a lot", Jungkook teased when he turned on the TV.
"That's not my fault", Taehyung smirked a little, wrapping his arms around Jungkook and put his chin on Jungkook's shoulder while he watched the boy looking for the movie and turning it on then. All of this felt so good, so comfortable and so special. Taehyung loved the feeling he had in his stomach, a dozen butterflies that kept swirling around and making him unable to stop smiling in Jungkook's presence.
Something about this boy was unique and different to everyone Taehyung had ever been with.
Jungkook curled up in Taehyung's arms and got comfy in his hug, looking at the movie while their bodies were pressed together, legs entangled with each other and their eyes constantly glancing at the other, then quickly looking back at the TV when they caught the other looking.
"Kookie", Taehyung broke the silence after a while. "Hm?", Jungkook turned his head and looked at the older. "Still wanna kiss me?"
"I do", Taehyung admitted, this time more confident. "But I want it to mean something", he added shyly. "Don't think of it as something meaningless, I want to be your first kiss-"
Jungkook laughed out softly, "You're so cute", he whispered and grabbed Taehyung by his shirt, slowly pulling him on top of him, "Just one kiss though! You ain't getting more than one as long as you keep saying you're straight!", he teased and Taehyung leaned down, lips getting closer together.
"I'll just kiss you for hours then", he hummed lowly, "Without stopping, then it counts as one kiss."
He really thought that was sneaky but it only made Jungkook laugh out amused, "You're the straightest dude I ever met, I swear."
"I know right", Taehyung grinned, his tone being sarcastic himself because deep down both of them knew that there was nothing straight about Taehyung at this point. Not when he was pressed against Jungkook's half naked body, a blanket making all of this quite hot underneath and their faces so close-, they could feel each other's breath.
Jungkook was about to say something, but then he decided against it and just closed his eyes, pulling Taehyung in to kiss him.
And Taehyung did.
The second their lips met, it felt as if fireworks were going up, drowning both of them in their spell. Taehyung let out a quiet sigh in happiness when Jungkook kissed him back. It all started pretty shy and slow, Jungkook holding back to find out how to exactly kiss in the right way. Taehyung's heart dwelled up at this, making his whole body fill up with butterflies now-, not just his tummy anymore.
Once Jungkook found out how it works, the younger got more confident and opened his mouth a little, letting Taehyung enter it with his tongue.
And that's when both boys lost all their shyness, lips melting with each other, bodies slowly moving against each other while the temperature in this bedroom reached its max.
There were seconds when Taehyung felt like panicking because he simply had never felt anything like this before, kissing Jungkook wasn't like kissing any girl. It was better.
Sometimes it was Jungkook who almost stopped the kiss because he just wanted to cry in happiness, but then he remembered that it would only be one kiss and pulled Taehyung even closer.
It took them more than twenty minutes to pull apart, both of them looking upset when their lips parted. But it got a little too heated and air was definitely needed.
"Oh my god", Jungkook let out breathless, looking the older in the eye.
"Was it okay? Like-, did I do well?", Taehyung asked, suddenly getting insecure because he felt like Jungkook deserved the best kisses in the world. "Dude, I thought it was my first kiss, not yours", Jungkook giggled but then nodded, "It was perfect, Tae."
Taehyung couldn't hide that proud little smile on his lips when he laid back down and pulled Jungkook back in his arms.
"I don't believe you that this has been your first kiss", he mumbled and Jungkook grinned, "But it was-"
"No way", Taehyung said. "I need another kiss, just to make sure you're not lying right now."
But the younger shook his head, "It's not gonna be that easy for you", he pouted his lips. Taehyung let out a sigh and looked back at the movie, he almost forgot about it though. "I don't even want to be straight", he suddenly blurted out.
"Then don't be straight", Jungkook shrugged, "It's not that hard."
"I'm not ready", Taehyung shook his head and bit his lips, "I'm sorry, Koo."
Jungkook smiled softly, "Why are you apologizing?"
"I don't know, you deserve better."
"I can wait if it's time that you need", Jungkook blurted out, "And I don't really need you to come out or anything, I get you. Just be honest to yourself, that's enough for me."
Taehyung looked at the younger for a while before he sat up in bed and stared into nothing for a while, "I'm not gay, Jungkook", he said and brought distance between them.
Both knew he was lying.
But none of them spoke it out.
So Jungkook simply nodded, "I know", he said. He wanted to make Taehyung feel safe around him, he didn't want to put pressure onto him or anything, he understood what the older was going through. Jungkook had tried countless times to convince himself of liking girls instead of Taehyung, just for his father's sake. In the end, he always lost.
"You do?", Taehyung asked a little confused. "I just kissed you-"
Jungkook shrugged, "Just bros being bros", he said calmly and ruffled Taehyung's hair. "Nothing to worry about."
The older let out a relieved sigh and laid back down, shyly putting his arms around Jungkook once again. Kook felt a bit proud because he made it to relax the older, stopping him from panicking too much over things he wasn't ready for yet.
He waited all his life, he could wait a little more. Taehyung snuggled up onto Jungkook's body and shut his eyes, "If we're just bros, then you're my favorite bro now", he hummed tiredly and slowly drifted off to sleep.
Kook didn't reply anything, just continued watching the movie and let his hands wander through Taehyung's hair again and again while he thought to himself that he had everything he ever wanted right here, cuddled up to him and holding him through the night.
How on earth did he got that lucky?