BROMANCE | VKOOK - Chapter 34: Chapter 34

The boys headed over to the showers, Jungkook leaving last, as always. He didn't really like it to shower with the boys, so he stayed behind and only walked in when most of them were already gone. He still didn't want everyone to see him naked, he was still Taehyung's. Even when Taehyung didn't seem to want him anymore, this didn't mean that it would change anything about Jungkook's feelings towards the older.
When he walked in, there was no one left inside except for Taehyung who still hadn't undressed, afraid of the others seeing his scars and wounds that covered his body.
"Don't you want to shower?", Jungkook asked calmly, walked in and pushed his boxers down, pulling off his shirt.
He felt Taehyung's eyes on him, but it didn't make him uncomfortable. Being around Taehyung had always made him feel confident and powerful, showing off his body was something he loved to do when it was around the older boy.
"I do", Taehyung hummed, trying to look away but he just couldn't.
His eyes glanced back to Jungkook again and again, the boy stepping from one foot onto the other every five seconds. He felt himself getting all nervous and tensed up, seeing Jungkook's pretty formed butt from behind.
His thoughts took turns that Taehyung couldn't even describe, he just kept thinking of touching him there, kissing his balls and making him moan out with fingering his ass.
"Why don't you do it then", Jungkook asked amused, grinning when he saw Taehyung's mouth fallen a little open. He looked so damn focused, it made Jungkook want to go over and let him touch him.
But he knew that Taehyung didn't want any of this. First of all, because he decided that they were over. And secondly, even if things went back to normal, Taehyung wanted to wait until Jungkook turned 18 which was something the younger learned to respect.
"I'm waiting until you're done."
Taehyung crossed his arms, biting his lips anxiously when Jungkook turned around and gave the older free sight onto his dick that hung there, looking way too pretty.
The boy had never felt so attracted to a naked body, proving him once again how fucking gay he was.
"Why? You don't want to shower with me?", Jungkook teased a little. "No one's in here."
That made Taehyung actually relax a little, his breath going a little slower after he checked and realized that there really was no one left in the locker's room.
"I look like a mess", Taehyung admitted in a small voice, "My body is full of-", he stopped speaking. Jungkook gave him a smile, "I know, and I love you anyway."
Taehyung couldn't. He couldn't take this.
The boy threw his towel away, pulled his shirt and boxers down and rushed over, pushing Jungkook back against the wall. "Stop saying that, you make me want to run away with you." His words were nothing but a whisper, but it gave Jungkook goosebumps all over his sensitive skin.
He felt Taehyung pressing their bodies together, lips only inches apart.
He could feel every part of Taehyung, every tiny movement his lower body made-, it gave Jungkook shivers.
"I love you", Jungkook repeated his words, a cocky tone swinging along his voice. "Where do you want to run away to?", he teased and moved a little closer.
Taehyung looked like he was about to give up, so fucking weak when his lips started trembling because he couldn't hold himself back anymore. Kissing Jungkook was so fucking easy right now and since he did that the other night, he couldn't stop thinking of doing it again.
Tears filled his eyes when he tried to resist, which made Jungkook let out a sigh, "Will you ever stop fighting it?", he asked quietly.
The older shook his head, "I can't stop fighting it." He admitted, eyes glancing down before he flinched back and brought distance between them. "I'm sorry, Jungkook. I'm so sorry I can't be what you want me to be."
With that, he got under another shower and turned on the water, letting it soak his wounded body wet. Jungkook leaned back against the bathroom wall, breathing deeply while he stared up at the ceiling, heart beating out of his chest after the moment they just had.
Fuck, he almost got him.
Taehyung kept glaring over to the younger, eyeing him from head to toe but he didn't dare to step closer again, just looking safe from a distance. The younger decided to just let him and gave him quite a show with putting shampoo all over his naked body, rubbing it up and down his dick a little more than necessary which made Taehyung moan out without even being touched.
Jungkook smirked and then washed everything off, grabbed a towel and walked over to the lockers to get out fresh clothes.
The older was left behind, letting out the biggest gasp.
Jungkook was so fucking sexy. With everything he did.
He followed him to the lockers and just stared at him while he dressed himself, looking pretty cute with his wet hair falling above his forehead.
"You're really pretty", he commented, face blank. "Thanks", Kook replied, giving him a smirk. "You too."
Taehyung's breath hitched a little as he put on his own clothes, staring down to the floor with his cheeks blushed red. Fuck, why did he feel so attracted to Jungkook today? Something was off, he had everything under control for the past week. He made himself stop feeling things while being around him, why did it all go to nowhere since he kissed him again?
Resisting Jungkook turned out to be the hardest thing Taehyung ever had to face.
"I'm leaving now", the boy whispered and Jungkook simply nodded, not even holding him back.
Taehyung bit his lips, hesitating before going out of the door, "You're not even trying to kiss me before I go? We're alone and-"
"Just go, Tae", Jungkook chuckled softly. "Just go."
The older's shoulders fell. Was it that easy to let him go? Or did Jungkook not feel this urge to be with him, like Taehyung did right now?
"Really?", he asked desperately, voice a little high-pitched. "You want me to go?"
"Taehyung", Jungkook laughed out, "Do you want to kiss me or what are you trying to say?"
The older blushed again, looking up at the ceiling while he fiddled around with his shirt. "N-no but usually you stop me-"
Jungkook grinned, eyeing the older amused. "Nah, I usually tease you. I don't stop anything."
"You don't tease me right now", Taehyung complained, "Why not?"
Jungkook sighed, "Because I'm trying not to make this hard for you." He came closer and brushed above Taehyung's cheek, "We both know that you're hopelessly in love with me, why make it hard for you when we both know there's no other way?"
Taehyung had tears filling up his eyes just hearing that, "I want there to be another way."
"I want that too", Kook whispered, "But there's not."
"So you don't want to kiss me before I leave this room?", Taehyung asked again, sounding a little desperate when he pouted his lips to make it even more difficult to resist for Jungkook.
"I do want to kiss you, but I don't want to make the first move", he teased, putting on his innocent baby face with the big doll eyes that got Taehyung weak immediately.
"I'm a dom tho", Taehyung let out lowly, gaining some of his confidence back when he grabbed Jungkook by his waist. "I have no problem making the first move-"
Kook giggled and let the older pull him on top of his lap as he sat down on the bench, wrapping his arms around Jungkook once their lips melted into a loving kiss.
Taehyung could feel Jungkook let out a happy sigh between their lips, moving a little on his lap.
It could have gone on forever if there wasn't a harsh knock on the door that made the boys jump away from each other.
"I gotta go", Taehyung let out and literally ran over to the door, afraid of the things he just felt while kissing the boy. This felt so much more real than kissing girls. Not that he didn't like kissing girls, but Jungkook just hit different in every possible way.
Jungkook looked after him, shook his head and then just went to his locker to grab his stuff.
Taehyung left the room and ran into his father who stood outside, waiting for him to finally get out of the lockers room. "What did you do in there so long?!", he yelled out. "We have a meeting."
The boy gulped hardly, looking down, "I showered. I didn't want anyone to see the scars, I'm sorry Dad-"
His father harshly grabbed him by his wrist and wanted to pull him over to the car when he saw the door opening slightly, Jungkook glancing outside.
"You were in there with him?!", Mr Kim screamed and pushed his son backwards angrily, "What did you disgusting little shit do now? God, I'm so fucking disappointed by you."
He groaned and then looked at Jungkook.
"You better go back in there right fucking now and make this whole scene unhappen. If I see this little fucker coming out of there again, I don't want him to be fine, is that clear?", he threatened. Jungkook already hushed back in, shutting the door because he was afraid of the man's reactions.
Taehyung gasped, "What do you mean, he's not supposed to be fine?"
"Punch the shit out of him so he finally stops making you do all these gay things."
"He's not making me do anything", Taehyung whined, "Dad, please. Let's just go-"
"No", the man growled, "I'm so sick of this behavior. You go and fool around with this boy, risking your whole career because of him. Go finish him, or else you know exactly where you will spend the whole fucking summer."
Taehyung was about to say something but his father pushed him back inside, slamming the door shut behind him.
"What just happened?", Jungkook asked worriedly, stepping back when Taehyung didn't stop walking, he just rushed towards him as if his life depended on it. "My father happened", the boy explained and grabbed Jungkook by his collar, pushing him up against the wall. "And if I don't knock the shit out of you right now, I will end up back in military school and I can't let that happen."
He balled his fist, ready to punch but stopped the second he was about to meet Jungkook's face. The boy looked so afraid, lips trembling and hands shaking but he didn't say a word, letting Taehyung do whatever he felt like doing.
"Say something", Taehyung begged, "Make this easier for me please", he had tears falling off his cheeks. "I'm so sorry I pulled you into all this mess."
"So your father wants you to punch me?", Jungkook asked again, just making sure.
Taehyung nodded, letting his hand sink down. He couldn't do it anyway, he knew for a fact that he would never be able to hurt Jungkook. "Would that make him think you stopped loving me? If you hurt me physically?", Kook asked again, getting another nod from the older.
"Fine", he said and pushed Taehyung away, heading straight forward to the mirror in the bathroom. Before Taehyung could even say anything, Jungkook slammed his balled fist into the mirror, making it break into a thousand pieces.
His hand left bleeding. He then grabbed a glass splitter and started cutting his knuckles and his forehead, making it seem as if he had gotten into a fight.
"Stop!", Taehyung begged but Jungkook wouldn't stop. He just kept cutting his skin until he looked all damaged and hurt.
"Jungkook", Taehyung cried out, rushing over to slap the mirror pieces out of his hand, "Stop that", he begged.
Jungkook smiled and grabbed Taehyung's hands, pressing them onto his wounds so he'd have some blood all above his hands, "See, now it looks as if you punched the shit out of me", he said calmly.
"You didn't even flinch", Taehyung whispered, looking at all the bruises, "- while doing all this.."
Jungkook smiled weakly, "I have my secrets too", he hummed, "Don't worry about me. We fixed this, right? Your Dad will be satisfied and you didn't had to hurt me."
Taehyung put his hands on Jungkook's cheeks, "I hate how easy it is for you to hurt yourself", he admitted and then pressed their lips together once, tasting Jungkook's blood that kept running down his face throughout the whole kiss.
"It's something you get used to when the world hurts you all the time", Kook hummed, referring to all the times he had been a victim of bullying by the older boys, getting mocked for literally everything. He hated to seem weak but right now, it was the only right thing to admit. Taehyung should know why Jungkook had no struggles cutting his own skin, he should know that the people he used to call his friends who made Jungkook feel this way.
A way in which hurting himself was the easiest solution to escape the others hurting him.
"I'm so sorry for everything", Taehyung let out.
Jungkook smiled, giving him another kiss. "I'm fine now, Tae. As I said, don't worry about me."
They held hands for quite a while, then got interrupted by another harsh knock on the door.
"Hello?", it was stranger's voice. "Police. Open the door and come outside"
The boys shared one look, glancing at the mess they made and realized one thing;
How fucking bad this looked for Taehyung right now.