Chasing His Betrayed Luna - Chapter 132: Chapter 132
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ALPHA RAIDEN
Taking a trip down memory lane with a mysterious white wolf had opened my eyes to many things but nothing compared to the kind of peace, love, and harmony radiating within this pack. I was sitting in front of my hut like I have been doing every evening since I was able to leave the bed and I could feel the genuine joy once again.
This pack was smaller compared to mine but it felt bigger than mine because everyone here has a big heart.
Of course, they have been wary of me and I wouldn’t blame them. They never cease to offer me a smile or invite me to any gathering even though I was an outsider in their pack.
Jeremy was still an ass though. I guess there would always be a Jeremy regardless of how pure a pack is.
“There she is.” Lex chimed happily into my mind as he sighted Fiona through my eyes.
He had been looking around for her while I looked at the little kids as they played around. While Katie and Kyle got bullied in my pack and mostly had to hang with Hazel and not other kids, they had friends here.
My kids had made friends and this was enough motivation to make me yearn to make my Pack a better place for them to be. They were happy.
And so was Fiona who was laughing heartily with Mia Lu as they danced with the wind or something. I couldn’t be sure but I smiled regardless.
“I have never seen her laugh like that,” I said to myself, assuming that I was alone.
However, I realized I was wrong when Susanna’s voice echoed in my ears, causing me to jolt as a result of shock, “I have seen her laugh like that a million times since she arrived here. She’s a charmer.”
“Oh, goddess, Susanna. Can you please leave me alone with my thoughts?” I cried but chuckled when I saw the huge smile on her face.
“I don’t think I can do that because I have been in your past thoughts and future thoughts, Alpha Lucas.” Susanna joked but my heart clenched as she sat beside me.
For the thousandth time, I was forced to retire into my own thoughts. I could still see the way I made Fiona feel and how she ran just to avoid running into me just because I said so. I saw everything during my trip with Susanna.
Apparently, even though we were supposed to go to the predicted future, I took us to the past because my mind was held down there. Susanna allowed me to see everything. I saw how I transition from being a young sweet and caring Alpha Prince to a jerk -ass mate to Fiona and a closed-off Alpha to my people.
I was less of everything I had ever dreamed of-
“You know you have to tell her before it’s too late, right?” Susanna cut my thoughts short.
I shook my head. “Tell her and take away that laugh? I can’t do that Susanna. She’d be broken and scared-”
“Or you are scared she wouldn’t be broken and scared like you say. You’re scared that she would be relieved.” Susanna muttered to me.
As we both knew what we were talking about, there was no need to be precise. “Well, that would be a relief, Susanna. I never want to see her sad because of me…. Not anymore.”
The future Susanna and I saw was scary. It broke me but it also motivated me. I will hide it from Fiona and everyone else for as long as I can.
“I saw everything, Alpha Lucas. I know you are sorry but have you tried telling her?” Susanna asked.
I smiled sadly, “I have but not enough. She can’t understand how sorry I am-”
“I can help you show her if you let me. I just have to hold you both at the same time-”
“You will do no such thing!” I countered firmly. “Promise me that you won’t tell her or reveal-”
“Okay okay…” Susanna raised her hands in surrender.
But I pushed, “Promise me?”
“I promise,” Susanna affirmed.
“Then I promise not to tell Otis you have an eye or two for him.” I winked, earning a shove from Susanna as she blushed.
I couldn’t recall the last time I had such a light but serious conversation. I felt lighter but even that word wasn’t enough to describe the way I felt when Kyle called out for me with affection after a very long time.
“Papa, over here. Join us.” My son called.
And I answered, taking the first step to healing us all even though I was no healer…
Besides, that was another step closer to a dreadful future that I couldn’t avoid nor could I change.
Taking a trip down memory lane with a mysterious white wolf had opened my eyes to many things but nothing compared to the kind of peace, love, and harmony radiating within this pack. I was sitting in front of my hut like I have been doing every evening since I was able to leave the bed and I could feel the genuine joy once again.
This pack was smaller compared to mine but it felt bigger than mine because everyone here has a big heart.
Of course, they have been wary of me and I wouldn’t blame them. They never cease to offer me a smile or invite me to any gathering even though I was an outsider in their pack.
Jeremy was still an ass though. I guess there would always be a Jeremy regardless of how pure a pack is.
“There she is.” Lex chimed happily into my mind as he sighted Fiona through my eyes.
He had been looking around for her while I looked at the little kids as they played around. While Katie and Kyle got bullied in my pack and mostly had to hang with Hazel and not other kids, they had friends here.
My kids had made friends and this was enough motivation to make me yearn to make my Pack a better place for them to be. They were happy.
And so was Fiona who was laughing heartily with Mia Lu as they danced with the wind or something. I couldn’t be sure but I smiled regardless.
“I have never seen her laugh like that,” I said to myself, assuming that I was alone.
However, I realized I was wrong when Susanna’s voice echoed in my ears, causing me to jolt as a result of shock, “I have seen her laugh like that a million times since she arrived here. She’s a charmer.”
“Oh, goddess, Susanna. Can you please leave me alone with my thoughts?” I cried but chuckled when I saw the huge smile on her face.
“I don’t think I can do that because I have been in your past thoughts and future thoughts, Alpha Lucas.” Susanna joked but my heart clenched as she sat beside me.
For the thousandth time, I was forced to retire into my own thoughts. I could still see the way I made Fiona feel and how she ran just to avoid running into me just because I said so. I saw everything during my trip with Susanna.
Apparently, even though we were supposed to go to the predicted future, I took us to the past because my mind was held down there. Susanna allowed me to see everything. I saw how I transition from being a young sweet and caring Alpha Prince to a jerk -ass mate to Fiona and a closed-off Alpha to my people.
I was less of everything I had ever dreamed of-
“You know you have to tell her before it’s too late, right?” Susanna cut my thoughts short.
I shook my head. “Tell her and take away that laugh? I can’t do that Susanna. She’d be broken and scared-”
“Or you are scared she wouldn’t be broken and scared like you say. You’re scared that she would be relieved.” Susanna muttered to me.
As we both knew what we were talking about, there was no need to be precise. “Well, that would be a relief, Susanna. I never want to see her sad because of me…. Not anymore.”
The future Susanna and I saw was scary. It broke me but it also motivated me. I will hide it from Fiona and everyone else for as long as I can.
“I saw everything, Alpha Lucas. I know you are sorry but have you tried telling her?” Susanna asked.
I smiled sadly, “I have but not enough. She can’t understand how sorry I am-”
“I can help you show her if you let me. I just have to hold you both at the same time-”
“You will do no such thing!” I countered firmly. “Promise me that you won’t tell her or reveal-”
“Okay okay…” Susanna raised her hands in surrender.
But I pushed, “Promise me?”
“I promise,” Susanna affirmed.
“Then I promise not to tell Otis you have an eye or two for him.” I winked, earning a shove from Susanna as she blushed.
I couldn’t recall the last time I had such a light but serious conversation. I felt lighter but even that word wasn’t enough to describe the way I felt when Kyle called out for me with affection after a very long time.
“Papa, over here. Join us.” My son called.
And I answered, taking the first step to healing us all even though I was no healer…
Besides, that was another step closer to a dreadful future that I couldn’t avoid nor could I change.
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