Choosing Mr. Destiny - Chapter 17: Chapter 17

Ashley's POV
Isn't it annoying when you're in the middle of a really good dream and then your alarm clock decided to ruin it?
Yeah, it pisses me off all the time.
But since now that the obnoxious thing that human kind invented woke me up, I decided to just get up and start the day. I stretched out and rubbed the sleep out of my tired eyes. Last night I was able to sleep at 2 am in the morning. It has been like that ever since the..... well, the incident. Though most nights I was able to doze off earlier than 1 am, it doesn't really surprise me anymore if I somehow doesn't get any sleep.
Since the incident, nothing really changed with my sleeping routine even with Connor there sleeping next to me, accompanying me.
Also, maybe one of the reasons why my mind was somewhere else, is because Connor's coming back here in the Philippines. And yes, he was the person in my dream that's why I was so mad at my damn alarm clock.
Well who wouldn't be mad if you're in the good part and then suddenly......Bam! Alarm Clock ruined it all. I can almost touch his abs but then........Okay, I'm spilling out too much unwanted details, I should stop.
Anyways, He went back to his home in the U.S.A. after 2 months of staying here after we started dating.
At the time he asked if he can date me, I was beyond shaken with ultimate surprise at the same time being taken over with so much fear.
I was over-thinking. I couldn't think straight and correctly. All I could think about was the fear of what had happened to me in the past. I was terrified it will happen again.
I didn't know if I can ever trust someone that much ever again. But then there was this feeling deep inside that tells me Connor is different, and that he will never hurt me. Though I'm still scared for what might happen, I still thought about considering the "dating Connor" thing. I mean, for what he's showing me, I know he's a good person. But by experience, I know looks and actions sometimes can be very deceiving.
That's why it took me a while to process it all because I was obviously having an internal battle with myself. I was weighing the possibilities about what might happen if I did date him. And also thinking about the things that I will surely miss out on if I didn't date him. It's really hard to decide especially if you had a bad experience from your past. A very bad and traumatic experience I might add.
After an eternity-like silence in the car, I finally made a decision and I wasn't planning on turning back.
I thought I should just take the risk because when I saw Connor, All I could think was that he's totally worth it.
That was the time I looked Connor straight in the eyes. Even though I'm still not comfortable enough about eye contact, I know I needed to do it for him to know that I was dead serious.
Then I blurted out the words that can either change my life for the better or break it even more than it already is. But I'm not going to let my past hold me down from making good memories again. I know along the way of this dating thing I'll experience hardships, conflicts, and fights, but we all know that it's all normal and it's all part of growing up.
So I decided to Date Connor and now we're both doing good despite of us being in a long distance relationship. And let me tell you, right after we started dating, Connor was all mushy, corny, cheesy, cliché, sweet and all that sorts of fluff, but I love it. It made my stomach flutter all the damn time he does his weird but sweet antics.
After I said yes to him, we went to the Zoo which surprised me to the bones. It's been too long since I last visited the Zoo. That's why after we stepped inside, I was in awe with the changes. There were more places to explore and more animals to be seen. But what made me act like a 4 year old child on a field trip was when Connor took me to where the Rabbits were. I swear I was smiling from ear to ear and I couldn't help myself from hugging Connor for taking me and showing me the zoo especially my favorite, the bunny rabbits. I was so ecstatic, I couldn't keep the pure joy in me.
I stayed long at the Rabbit's enclosure because I can't get enough of how adorable they are. They were just so effing cute I can't even... God, I mean, how can you even resist those fluffy and long ears?
So anyways back to Connor coming back here in our country. It felt like 10 years that Connor left, though it was only a year.
In the short amount of time that Connor stayed, I have grown attached to him. And dare I say it, I fell in love with him, and it was the best feeling in the world. I never thought I would be able to experience such feelings. I didn't even expect that Connor could ever make me happy again after what had happened to me in the past. Oh and, uh, I still haven't uttered a word about it to anyone even to Connor. I don't know how to tell them and at the same time I was scared to tell them. I'm too scared to see their reactions, to hear their judgements, to know what they think about it, and to see if they would still treat me the same. I'm scared of a lot of things that's why I kept my deepest secret remained tightly locked and completely hidden.
But I don't know how long I'll be able to keep it to myself especially with Connor being nothing but kind and sweet to me. He deserves to know everything. But for some reason, I can't bring it to myself to tell him.
Every time he tells me he loves me, it made me feel utterly guilty that I'm still hiding something so big of a secret from him. He didn't deserve it. He deserves to know the truth. It's just me who cowers all the time whenever I get the chance. I always let it slip out my fingers because of my fear of rejection and their judgement.
Connor tries his very best to be open and honest to me as much as he can, yet here I am, still keeping a secret so big that once I'll blurt it out to anyone, I know it would feel like someone had dropped a bomb bigger than the ones being dropped on Hiroshima. But can they blame me? I'm scared, terrified even, and it's the only thing that's holding me back from telling Connor, or anyone for that matter.
I just want to free myself from this baggage I've been carrying for so long.
But I'm still scared to let anyone in completely.
Hopefully, I'll get to that point where I'll be fearless enough to tell him the truth. But for now, I'll just prepare myself.
Anyways, three days from now will be Connor and I's 14th monthsary as a couple. I can't believe it myself that Connor and I managed to last that long. It felt surreal in all honesty, but I love it. And hopefully many, many, many more months and years to come for us. It felt like it was only yesterday when I said yes to him. It felt like I love him more than a year, It felt like I already love him forever.
Cheesy? yes I know. Sue me. He!
I was brought back to Earth when I heard a knock on my door.
"Ash?" Alicia's voice rang from the other side.
"Yeah?" I answered sleepily.
"Are you up?" She asked which had me rolling my eyes this early in the morning.
What does it look like, weirdo?
"No, this is Ash sleep talking, you idiot." I retorted playfully.
And I bet she rolled her eyes as well. I know that witch like the back of my hands.
"Quit the sass and get ready." She instructed. "Papa already have breakfast ready downstairs."
"Yeah, yeah." I dismissed her with a yawn.
"I swear to God if you're still in bed I'll pinch you in the ear like Mama does just to make you move." She threatened.
"Sorry, the door's locked."
"Ha! Too bad I have Papa's keys." She said which had my eyes widen in an instant.
Once I heard clanking as she looked for the spare key of my room, I quickly bolted to my closet and locked it behind me.
"Where are you little smurf?" Alicia yelled after finally opening my bedroom door.
"Not here obviously." I spoke.
And with that, she walked towards my way with an evil smirk on her face.
"Of course you're not there." She said as she placed her hands on her hips. "Out." She demanded.
"Nah."
"Or else......" She threatens.
"Or else what?" I retorted with my arms folded.
"I'll have Papa in here." She said.
"He's busy downstairs, he won't....."
"Ash are you awake? Breakfast is ready." Dad yelled as footsteps neared.
"Yup. Totally busy." Alicia said with a smirk on her face.
And with that, I immediately opened my closet door and stepped out the same time Papa stepped into my room.
"I'm up." I said with a mischievous smile.
He eyes me suspiciously. "Are you giving Alicia a hard time again?"
I shook my head vigorously.
"Nope. Why would you think that?"
He chuckled.
"Cause that's what you always do in the mornings." He said.
"Touché." I spoke. "Well, time for breakfast." I said before dashing out of my room and down the stairs.
It's so tempting not to get out of bed when it's warm and cozy. But my big sister has other plans.
"Why do we have breakfast this early anyway?" I whined as the two of them followed behind me.
Papa chuckled, seemingly amused of my usual antics since Connor and I started dating.
Everyone was surprised when I started going back to my old playful self. Though only a few knows that Connor and I are dating, not including my family, they were still somewhat surprised.
"Is there any breakfast that happens at 12 midnight?" Alicia asked sassily, in which I gave her a look.
"Sis, you'd be surprised." I stated with a proud look on my face when she scowled.
Papa chuckled once again.
"Okay, that's enough you two." He lightly scolded before we finally entered the kitchen.
"Finally!" Ali and AJ both said at the same time once they spotted me enter the room.
I rolled my eyes.
"I didn't even take that long." I exclaimed defensively.
Ali looked down into his wrist watch before he turned back to me with a teasing smirk.
"22 minutes? Eh, could be better, could be worse." He said which AJ agreed.
"Well forgive me if I'm a teenager who needs a beauty rest." I said as I took a seat next to Alicia.
"Really?" Alicia asked. "Beauty rest. But those eye-bags says otherwise."
"Stop discriminating. It's been there since birth remember?" Ali teased.
"Yeah. Those are his lifetime companion." AJ added which had me scowling like mad.
"Are you three done?" I asked, obviously unhappy.
"Okay that's enough kids. Let's just have breakfast. Shall we?" Papa intervened in which none of us objected.
"Bullies." I mumbled lowly.
And with that, we had breakfast.
After we had breakfast and helped clean up, I went back to my bedroom and chill for a while.
I kept checking my phone in case Connor left a message saying he finally arrived. But whenever I do, I always find it empty of any notifications.
Closing the instagram app on my phone, I put it away and sighed deeply.
I wonder if he got some rest during the flight? I thought.
Maybe I should start getting ready so if Connor finally lands, I'm already at the airport waiting for him like the clingy boyfie that I am.
With that in mind, I quickly got out of my bed like I suddenly had a drug intake.
Well, Connor is like my drug. He keeps me going and he makes me happy. But he's a good kind of drug, if you know what I mean. Heh!
I took the towel hanging on my chair and took a clean change of clothes. After that, I walked like a zombie towards our shared bathroom.
Soon I won't be sharing a bathroom with anyone once we moved to the U.S. next year or earlier this year, hopefully.
We're almost done with all the needed paperwork so maybe earlier this year we'll be able to travel and move to another country.
To be honest, I'm kind of scared, because well, it's a new country and new people with a different surrounding and weather. But excited because it's a new beginning for me and my family, and also I'm planning to come out to my family once I'm settled and have a decent job there.
I have a lot of expectations after moving into a different country. But I'm not going to let myself expect too much because people are still people no matter what race. There can still be people who are judgemental, people who sees the homosexuals differently and treats them differently, and people who doesn't accept them as part of the community.
But then again, that's life. We can't change their views so might as well leave them be.
I can't say anything about Americans yet, but I'll find out once I get there soon.
For now, I have to get ready and make myself look presentable infront of my boyfriend.
I smiled all of a sudden. Boyfriend.
It still feels surreal to finally have those words out of my own mouth. I still get those fluttering butterflies in my stomach everytime I say Connor as my boyfriend. It's like a dream I couldn't get enough of. But I know everything is real. I think it's just something I still have to grow used to.
After stepping inside the bathroom, I stripped my pajamas off and threw them in the dirty clothes basket. Then I went to turn on the shower and wait till it's warm enough to my liking.
I stood there as I waited for the water to warm up.
Finally after a good two minutes, the water was good enough, I stood under the spray and started scrubbing my body clean using the wash clothe with my favorite body wash. When that was done, I took my shampoo and placed a good amount on my hand before I scrubbed my hair. The same action was done with my conditioner.
After showering myself clean, I dried myself off before I put on the clothes I brought with me. After dressing up, I looked at myself on the mirror and combed my hair using my hands. Once I was done, I walked out of the shower and went to my bedroom to style my hair.
Closing my the door behind me, I walked to my dresser and took out my comb and gel before I went infront of the mirror. I took a glance at the clock on my bedside table and saw that it was already at 9 am in the morning. Connor's flight lands at 12 pm so I still have time to prepare.
When I was done dressing up and preparing, I walked to my bed and sat down. I grabbed the phone that Connor gave me as a gift.
I was shocked at first to see an iPhone box wrapped in a purple gift wrapper. I told him that it wasn't necessary to give me a new phone because I do have one even though it's like a century old, but still functioning well nonetheless. But knowing Connor, he's a stubborn human being. That's why I have no other choice but to accept it. After all, it had a nice camera and I can facetime with him with good quality, so it's a win-win situation.
Unlocking my new phone, instantly the picture of me and Connor greeted me. He had his arms wrapped around my waist as we both smiled towards the camera happily. I smiled, I really do miss this goof. He always brightens my day, and always will be.
Letting out a contented sigh, I opened the messaging app and saw Rose's text. I opened it and read the message.
Ugly Duckling: Hello my baby Ashy-boo, I'll be there in ten minutes so just stay put. And oh, I bet you're very excited. The boyfie is comin' back to town and the two of you will be mingling endless and Makin' Lovvveeee ;-).
I blushed at the last part of her text. Why am I friends with her again? I swear she teases me more than Lea and the two guys after Connor and I started dating. She never filters her words when she teases me, and most of the time she'll bug me about losing my virginity. I mean what the heck, it's a private thing to be discussed, and she'll talk about it like we're talking about the weather.
But knowing Besty, she doesn't know what privacy means.
Anyway, after realizing my finger was only hovering over the screen and my mind zoned off again, I quickly typed a reply.
Me: Stop it you ugly beast. Yes, I'm very excited of Connor's arrival but that doesn't mean we're doing the.....the thing. I'm still not ready to do it you know.
After sending my reply, I quickly scanned my notifications to see if there is anything important to be opened. When I saw that they were only a bunch of Facebook, Instagram, and other social media notifications, I decided to close my phone. But before I pressed the lock botton, my phone vibrated.
Ugly Duckling: Awe how adorable. Keeping his virginity to himself. Anyways, I'm on my way so don't get too excited, you might get a boner for thinking about Conny too much.
I rolled my eyes at her sexual reply.
Then suddenly, an idea struck my mind which made me smile evilly.
Me: And what if I do get a boner. Atleast I have someone to take care of it really soon.
After I pressed send, I re-read the message and instantly, a blush crept it's way into my cheeks.
That was way too sexual.
Ugly Duckling: Holy Penises. Did you just....?
Besty replied which made my blush even deeper.
Me: Nevermind.
That was embarrassing.
Rose: Now the mental image of you doing "the thing" with Connor is now permanently stuck in my head. Jesus. I need Jesus.
I shivered as the mental image appeared inside my head as well.
Me: Yeah. We both need Jesus at the moment.
My phone vibrated notifying me for a reply.
Ugly Duckling: Yes. But mainly you. I don't know what naughty thoughts are going on inside that head of yours.
I shivered once again.
Talk about head. Hehe
Moving on.
Me: I don't know what you're talking about. :P
My phone vibrated once again.
Ugly Duckling: You better spill all the steamy details when you and Connor do some action in bed.
And with that, another train of mental images invaded my mind of Connor doing stuff...... miracle stuff with me.
Wow it's getting hot in here.
Me: Oh my lord, my innocence. O_o
After pressing send, I waited for a couple of seconds for Besty's reply to come.
Ugly Duckling: I'll be there in 10. Don't get too excited Besty. You might get wet. XD
Well that went well. Now I just need a pack of ice to help my poor face cool down.
I stood up from the couch and went to the kitchen. I opened the fridge and took the ice out. I tried to look for the ice pack but it was nowhere to be found, so I gave up. I took an ice cube and started rubbing it on my face.
"Looks like someone's having a little problem." Alicia spoke, effectively making me jump out of my skin.
I turned to her.
"What the heck is wrong with you and startling people?"
She shrugged.
"It's entertaining." She paused before clearing her throat. "So, what got you so worked up all of a sudden?"
I gave her a 'duh' look.
"You just startled me." I stated uninterested.
She rolled her eyes.
"Before that, you nuthead. Why are you even rubbing an ice cube on your face?"
I pulled the ice cube from my face and looked at it as if just realizing.
"I was hot." I reasoned out.
She nodded her head not buying what I just said.
"Right." She paused as her eyes glanced down. "Well that explains it."
I blushed again and turned my body away from her.
"My eyes are up here, you weirdo. Besides, it's none of your business." I defended.
She nodded before walking off.
"Don't forget to use protection. I don't want to be an aunt this early of my life." She said making me call Jesus and Mother Mary.
That woman has serious issues.
I turned to the sink and throw the ice cube in it. I washed my hands with warm water before taking the towel and dried my hands.
"What happened with your face?" A familiar voice rang out, making me jump in fright for the second time today.
I groaned as I clutched my fast beating heart.
"What the freaking hell is wrong with you people?" I yelled as I turned to look at her.
"I didn't do anything." Besty said innocently.
"I swear I'm going to end up having a heart attack one day with all of you startling me."
She shrugged. "Well it's not my fault you're so jumpy."
And with that, I glared at her.
She knew quite well why I am so damn jumpy. And now here she is.
"Oh lighten up Princess. You're snack of a Prince will be here in an hour and you'll get to enjoy all those yummy goodies in no time." She said.
I sighed.
"After seven years, I still wonder why I ended up being friends with you." I muttered making her giggle.
She casually flipped her hair.
"Well dearie, it's called destiny." She stated with a creepy smile on.
I shook my head.
"Nope. I'm sure whoever destined you to be my best friend must be mistaken or something."
She pouted.
"That's mean."
"I swear I remember one night I prayed for a nice angel of a best friend. But then all of a sudden, Poof, evil laugh with two horns and a satanic tail entered my life.
"It's not that bad." She said while still pouting.
I cringe.
"Be in my life for one day and you'll say otherwise."
She shook her head as she dragged me out of the kitchen.
"I'm not that evil, Besty. Stop being too dramatic."
"Maybe I should've prayed for an evil best friend instead. So the Gods would have mistaken it the other way around and end up giving me an angelic bestie." I thought as I placed a finger on my chin.
She turned to me with bored expression.
"Too bad you're stuck with me."
I nodded.
"Yeah. Too bad."
*smack*
"And you agreed." She said with her palm in the air, ready to strike again.
"Well it's true."
*smack*
"What did you say?" She asked warningly.
"I said it's tru....."
*smack*
"Kidding! I was just kidding." I quickly added, in hopes of saving myself from getting beat up by this psychotic woman.
I swear all girls are like that.
Geez, they're creepy and hormonal. Plus, they bleed on a monthly basis.
Isn't that horrifying?
"You're the best, best friend in the entire universe." I said unenthusiastically.
She nodded in satisfaction.
"Good."
And with that, she continued to drag me towards the door.
I rolled my eyes. "Will you stop dragging me? You do realize that this is my house and that I know where the door is, right?"
She nodded.
"Yup, I do."
I looked at her back with a slight annoyed expression.
"Okay?" I said as I prolonged the word.
When we almost passed the living room, I hastily stopped her seeing as my phone was still on the couch.
"Let me go, you vile human. I have to get my phone."
With a huff, she released my hand.
I quickly walked towards the couch and fetched my phone. I turned it on to check if there was any messages or notification, but once seeing there's none, I locked it back up.
I turned and walked towards Besty who was still waiting near the stairs.
"Okay, to the airport we go to pick up my boy...." I suddenly stopped mid-sentence before looking around.
Since no one in this household know about my relationship with Connor, I know I should stay quiet.
Besty chuckled. "Nice job Sherlock. You almost told your whole family." She joked with her voice low.
I rolled my eyes.
"Whatever." I spoke as I opened the door. "Can't blame me if I'm too excited for my 'snack' to be here."
Besty turned to me with wide eyes.
"Your what?"
"What, what?" I asked.
"Snack? As in Connor?" She paused before blinking. "Wow!"
I rolled my eyes. "Oh shut it."
She chuckled as we stepped out of the door.
"Embracing the slutty lifestyle. I dig it." She commented. "What's next? Kinky bed scenes with all those toys and whips? I wouldn't be surprised actually."
I stopped on my tracks and turned to her while gaping.
"Are you serious?"
She just shrug.
"It's possible. Seeing as you're the thirstier one, I bet Connor won't mind."
And my mouth fell open to the ground.
"Can we just go?" I asked as I continued to walk towards her car.
"The thirst is real, I see."
I groaned.
"Can we just go with you mouth shut?"
She giggled.
"No promises, boo. No promises."
I sighed as she unlocked her car and we both hopped in. Once we were buckled and secured, besty handed me a beautifully wrapped square box.
I frowned eyeing the box.
"What's this?" I asked.
"That's clearly a triangle box besty as you can see."
I glared at her. "Cut the sarcasm or else you'll see this box flying towards your face."
She laughed.
"It's just a friendly gift."
Without wasting a second, I opened the box sitting on my lap.
And once I have the item revealed in my hands, I turned to besty in disbelief.
"Surprise!!" She said happily. While as for me, I sat there still gaping like a fish out of the water.
When I didn't utter a word, she spoke.
"I bought a whole box of them since you know, he's gonna use them up anyway. And oh, what's interesting is that it's strawberry scented for extra effects. You know, to boost the mood even more. Not to mention it also has Strawberry Shortcake design as you can see in the box." She paused looking so pleased with herself. "I'm sure he'll love it. Both of you will love it."
I blinked.
A cyanide for a drink would be much appreciated at the moment.
I blinked again.
I swear to God, I would have taken bleach as a water substitute right then and there.
"Oh and by the way, it won't fit yours, only Connor's."
Kill me now.
If having a box full of extra stretchy condoms is already something to be flustered about, what more if Strawberry Shortcake is literally staring at you with a wide smile? Don't forget the fact that she's holding a pink wrapper with a condom inside?
I didn't even know Strawberry Shortcake is allowed to endorse this kind of thing?
Is she really that broke to try this kind of industry? Or am I just babbling?
Lord Jesus, this is too much.
Holy butt-cheek on a stick. I honestly almost considered hanging myself.
A couple minutes of driving, Besty and I kept a casual conversation. Like usual, she never cease on talking about Connor and I going at it and I can't help but be embarrassed all the damn time. I mean who wouldn't? My sexual life is not for everyone to know even if it's nonexistent. I'm a virgin (AN: Keep dreaming my dear boy) and I would like to keep it that way until I'm one hundred sure I'm ready to go on the next stage.
"I'm really glad that you're doing really great, Besty. I know this past year was really sh*tty for you but you still manage to get through it. Even if the reason why it all happened is still a mystery for all of us, me as your best friend, I'm very proud that you made it out of that horrible situation. And now things are going well. You have a very caring, thoughtful, compassionate, and loving boyfriend who is willing to cross the Pacific Ocean just to be with you. Not to mention, he's such a fine man." She said with a smile on her face.
I smiled back at her in return, feeling happy of what she just said.
"Thank you Besty. I know I had it in me to keep going. I just need a little push to get myself moving forward. And it was all thanks to Connor who was as patient as he can be with me. He helped me get through it and I'm glad it was him. But of course, I know you and the gang helped a lot too, as well as my family. All of you never gave up on me even when I constantly push you all away." I replied.
She nodded with a soft smile.
"And that's all in the past now. What's more important is that you're well and now very happy. Me as a friend couldn't ask for more than that."
I sighed knowing she's right. It's all in the past and I won't let it defy who I am today.
If I'm being very honest, I can't even believe myself that I managed to get through the hell I was in that time. In only just a year I managed to get my life back on track, thanks to Connor, my friends, and family. But I feel like it was Connor who helped me more every step of the way. He was so patient with me even when I always try to avoid him, and with me constantly ignoring his presence. He never gave up. He never gave up on me and now look where we are now. Connor is my boyfriend and we are already on our first year of being a couple, and I consider it as the best year of my life.
Last year I was nothing but a shell of myself after being in a situation where I almost lost the will to live. Last year, I decided to distance myself from everyone including my family, closest friends, and also from Connor who I didn't know were hurting because of me. But after we started dating, I realized what I did and what I was doing to him as well as to everyone. And that was the time I decided to make a change. It was a very slow process. But it was all worth it. Even though most of my fears are still there lingering in the shadows, I still managed to set them out into the deepest part of my mind and live my life on the brighter side.
I wouldn't be who I am right now if it wasn't for Connor who not even once gave up on me. He's such an amazing person and I am so, so thankful that he is my boyfriend. He never did things that might cause me pain. It may be physical, mental or emotional. Though we do have our fights as a couple sometimes, but we always find a way to get it fixed and settled.
Now that I thought about my life a year ago, I can't help but think to myself that it was one heck of a ride.
I was snapped out of my reverie when Besty waved her hand in front of my face.
"Earth to Besty, Earth to besty, do you copy?"
I blinked. "What?
"You went to Planet Uranus again." She spoke. "Are the alien's d*cks bigger there than here that you keep coming back to that place?" She teased while wearing a smirk.
I rolled my eyes. This woman always finds a way to make everything sexual.
Give it to her for being highly hormonal.
"Anyways, I was trying to ask if you told your dad we left." She continued while averting her gaze back to the road.
I paused before wincing.
Oppsiee, I forgot to tell Papa.
Besty groaned. "You didn't tell him, did you?"
Giving her an innocent smile, I shook me head 'no'.
She slapped herself in the forehead before turning to me with a 'what-are-you-waiting-for' look.
And with that, I quickly fetched my phone from my pocket to give Papa a call.
But before I could long press the dial 1 on my dialer, my phone blared my obnoxious Spongebob laugh as a ringtone. Blame Besty for changing it.
"Uh oh." Besty mumbled after seeing who's in the caller I.D.
I gulped as I hesitantly swiped the screen and answering the call.
Me: "Hi Papa, what's up?"
I asked casually which caused for Besty to curse under her breath before she mouthed 'really' at me. I just shrug. I already said it anyways so why back out.
Papa: "Don't you 'what's up' me young man. Where the heck are you?"
Papa said on the other side sounding a little angry. Wait, scratch that, he's very much angry.
Me: "I'm on the way to the airport with Besty. Why?"
And I was serious I could see my own grave at that moment.
Papa: "And you weren't planning to tell me?"
I winced. Yup, he's definitely mad.
Me: "Well uh, that's the case. I was about to call you about it but you beat me to it and called me first so...."
I trailed off which made Papa let out an annoyed sigh.
Papa: "You should have told me Connor's arrival is today so I could have atleast made something as a welcome greeting."
I smiled after realizing that I did tell him the date, he just forgot.
Me: "Uh, I did tell you."
Papa mumbled something incoherent on the other side before replying.
Papa: "When did you tell me then?"
Me: "A week ago."
Papa chuckled.
Papa: "Well then it's no surprise I forgot."
I chuckled along with him.
Me: "But yeah, were heading towards the Airport right now and we'll be back probably by noon-ish."
He hummed understandingly.
Papa: "Okay. Be careful and be safe. No fooling around at the airport or else you'll end up in Jail."
He warned making me let out a very girly giggle.
But after I caught myself, I casually cleared my throat and proceeded on chuckling like normal.
Me: "Don't worry Papa. I won't run around in the Airport naked."
"Don't believe him Dad, he's actually planning to do it." Besty yelled in the background making me send her a nasty glare.
"If you don't shut up, you'll be walking home. And it's not gonna be pretty seeing as this is your car." I threatened which Papa laughed at in the phone.
Papa: "Kids these days and their threats, it's amusing. But anyways, remember what I said Ash. Be safe and no fooling around."
I nodded my head even if he clearly can't see me.
Me: "Duly noted Father."
I said playfully which effectively made him laugh. And after that we hang up.
"Well it went well don't you think?" Besty spoke with a grin on her face.
I chuckled. "Yeah I guess."
"I thought he's gonna go co-co again after finding out you were gone. Just like what happened before." She paused with a laugh. "It was hilarious at the same time utterly embarrassing."
"Tell me about it." I laughed along as I recalled the memory not too long ago.
One time when I went out with Besty and the squad to go watch a movie, I forgot to tell Papa because I was so out of my mind and too preoccupied with trying to keep away from every human being including my friends. Which caused Papa to freak out and call the police without calling Besty or any of my friends first. Then one thing happened was three police guys went inside the Theater alarming all who was in there including us, making some of the people to think that there was a bomb planted there or something. Then one of the policeman said with authority that they are looking for someone and then they mentioned my FULL name that is Ashley Dale Ramirez Burgos Valdez, which was freaking embarrassing. After hearing my name, I swear I almost fainted because I thought I did something wrong and that, I'm going to freaking jail.
All my friends gasped in shock and turned to look at me with horror in their eyes. And because I have no idea of what was happening, I raised my hand gaining the attention of the three policeman and all the people who are in there. And saying I was embarrassed was an understatement, a huge understatement. Again, I almost fainted but forced myself not to because well, I would surely make a fool of myself.
Then one of the officers came to me and told me that Papa called them because he thought I was kidnaped or I ran away. And that, they want to take me home immediately. Knowing I didn't have any choice, I willingly went with the officers and they safely took me home. And then the rest was history, including Papa's endless lectures and also me being grounded.
"It was hella funny though." Besty commented.
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah right. I thought I was going to jail for a sec."
Along the way to the airport, all we did was sing and dance when our song comes up in the radio. Then sometimes we'll talk about random things and laugh about what we did 7 years ago.
Finally after a 2 hour and 15 minutes of drive, we made it safely to the airport. After finding a parking spot, Besty maneuvered the car and parked it not to far from the waiting area. Once the engine's ignition was off, we went to where the arrivals come out.
We merged with the crowds of people who was also waiting for their loved ones to arrive. Some of them are carrying a banner with the name and picture of the person that they were waiting for. While some looked more festive with balloons and a bouquet of flowers in their hands. I smiled at the sight and then turned my attention to where the arriving passengers come out.
When Connor's flight was being announced, my nerves instantly spiked up. My hands started to sweat and I started to bite my bottom lip.
Oh gosh, I'm going to see him again. I thought to myself.
As Besty and I continued walking, I noticed three familiar faces. After realizing who were the three humanoids, I turned to Besty with a surprised look.
"How the heck these three monkeys got here first?" I asked as I pointed towards where they were standing.
Besty followed my fingers before she rose her eyebrows.
"Oh I forgot to tell you they went ahead before us." She stated casually.
"I'm sorry. Are they the ones in a relationship with Connor here and not me?" I questioned placing a hand on my chest.
Besty rolled her eyes.
"Too dramatic." She said before dragging me towards the rest of the group.
"Excuse me, I am not." I defended as she continued dragging me.
She scoffed, not even sparing me a glance.
"You're a drama queen. How's that?" She chirped not planning to stop pulling my short, short self.
"Much better. Wait...".
She chuckled. "You know, for a top student, I'm surprised how you can be a little stu-stu sometimes."
This time, it's my turn to roll my eyes at her.
"Oh shut it."
After that, she came to a halt making me crash my poor self into her back.
I scowled as I rubbed my nose. "You know, a little warning would be much appreciated. Thank you very much."
She ignored me. Instead, she started looking around for said person we were here for.
I sighed and stood on my tippy toes to look over the sea of people. I swear, at times like these I hate my height to the very extent it's not even funny.
I started jumping just to take a glance at the front where the arrivals come out.
"I should have wore high heels. Or maybe brought my own handy ladder. This sucks." I mumbled lowly to myself.
Besty laughed next to me.
"Please don't tell me you heard that?" I asked feeling slightly embarrassed.
She chuckled. "Loud and clear, Besty."
I groaned.
"Whatever."
"Hey guys, over here." Lea called not too far from us. "We have a little space for you." She added. Besty and I walked towards them and I squeezed myself towards the front where the two guys made a space enough for me.
"Hey Ash, you excited?" Breinard said with a beaming smile at me.
"Well duh, of course he is. It's his boyfriend." Besty replied for me in a duh-like manner.
"We know!" Lea and the two guys said together, at the same time glaring at Besty playfully.
Besty raised her hand in surrender playing along with Lea and the guy's antics while I just stood there watching it happen.
"Then why'd you asked?" Besty mumbled lowly.
"Just for confirmation." Brei answered making me chuckle.
Besty gave the three a 'are you serious' look.
"You wanna confirm if he's excited? Are you stupid?" Besty asked and I tried to stifle a laugh.
"Is it also a crime to ask?" Joseph countered.
I shook my head in amusement.
These three acts like they're younger than me, when in fact, I'm the youngest in the group.
"I also didn't say that it is, dumbass. Geez, No need to get so worked up." Besty commented.
All I did was stand in the middle of it all as they continue their nonsense bantering.
Then suddenly...
"Well aren't you guys going to welcome me or something? Especially you baby?" A very familiar voice said behind me and I felt like my breath hitched.
It's him!
Oh my freaking god, It's him, he's here. He's back and he's Finally here.
I let out a really girly squeak making my cheeks go pink.
"Awwwww." The four supportive friends of mine cooed in chorus.
"This is too adorable. OMG!" Lea fangirled.
"No homo but this shit is cute." Joseph commented.
"Agree." Brei answered.
"I can't wait for the wedding." Besty said excitedly.
I ignored them and slowly turned to face my boyfriend.
He really is here.
I keep saying that a lot. OMG!
Connor's POV
Ah it's so good to be back. I missed the tropical weather. I missed the hospitality of the people. I missed the place. And I missed my baby.
God, it felt like it's been 100 years since I last saw him even though it's only been a year. I missed personally seeing his bright smile. I missed kissing his cheeks that always blushes when I do so. I missed having him in my arms. I missed all of him.
Now I'm walking out the arrivals department and I'm heading to where my baby and his friends should be waiting.
After turning a corner, I scanned the crowd in search for my baby. Then not long after, I saw him with his back facing me. But Lea and Breinard saw me while as for Joseph, Rose and my babe, they looked like they were talking. Or more like doing their usual bantering.
I placed a finger on my mouth telling Lea and Breinard to keep quiet.
I approached Ash and stopped when I'm a few feet away from him.
"Well aren't you guys going to welcome me or something? Especially you baby?" I said and I saw Ash visibly tensed.
I heard a gasp that came from Rose and an adorable squeak from my beautiful baby.
"Awwwww." Rose, along with their three other friends cooed in chorus.
"This is too adorable. OMG!" Lea fangirled.
"No homo but this shit is cute." Joseph commented.
"Agree." Brei answered.
"I can't wait for the wedding." Besty said excitedly.
My baby who was as tense as a log slowly turned around to face me. After he met my eyes, his expression was a mixture of shock and a big part of happiness. Then he suddenly launched himself to me, which caused for me to lose my balance a little and was caught off guard. Ash hugged me tightly like his life depended on it though I'm no near complaining. I dropped my belongings to the floor and hugged my baby as tightly as possible while hiding my face on his neck and inhaling his scent.
We remained like that for who knows how long with his legs wrapped around my waist and my face still hiding on his neck. I just want to savor this moment with him because being away for a year was just too much and now I just want to be with Ash. I can sense some people looking at us, but that didn't bother me. If they find my intimacy towards my boyfriend a bit disturbing for them then why stare at us when they can just look away? It's none of their fcking business how I show affection to the person that I love. I can be affectionate to Ash wherever and whenever I want. And honestly, I don't give two sh*ts about what people think. As long as they don't try and hurt anyone that's close to me then I'm a cool normal citizen.
I snapped out from my thoughts when I heard a sniffle.
"Babe what's the matter?" I asked.
He shook his head without making eye contact with me. I frowned and placed him down without removing my hands around his waist.
"Babe look at me, I can't take that you won't look me in the eyes. It makes me think that I did something wrong." I said as gently.
He didn't answer me again, instead he hugged me as he buried his face on my chest. I looked to his friends who are standing a good distance giving us our privacy.
Ash said something but I wasn't able to pick it up since his voice was muffled. I chuckled lightly at his adorable antics and rubbed his back.
"Sorry babe I wasn't able to pick up what you said." I asked politely with a smile.
Then finally, he tilted his head up to look at me and made eye contact. "I-I....uh, I said I missed you s-so much and n-now I looked like I'm so.... uhm, s-so needy and clingy." He muttered lowly with pink cheeks.
I smiled lovingly down at him and cupped his cheeks with my hands. "I missed you too, more than you know." I told him in which he smiled.
"Also, It doesn't make you look needy and clingy. And even though you are, I still won't mind one bit." I replied truthfully as I forced myself not to smirk at him. "I've been away for too long, all I could ever ask is for you to be as close to me as possible."
He pouted adorably with a blush on his cheeks. "Really? Or are you just saying that just to make me feel better?" He asked.
I chuckled deeply and I felt him shiver under my grasp, which caused me to smirk internally. "No I'm not, I'm just telling you the truth." I said with a shrug and a grin.
His pout deepened making him looked more adorable than he already is. Then Ash opened his mouth to comment on what I said but was cut off when one of his friends cleared their throat. Ash and I both turned towards his friends to see Rose with a smirk on her face.
She giggled.
"What?" I asked.
"What do you mean what?" She said as she placed her hands on her hips. "If we don't head out soon then we won't be home before Ash's curfew so don't give me that look Conny, it makes you less attractive." She added.
I scoffed lightly and showed her my biceps and casually flexed it. "Does this makes me less attractive?" I asked while giving her a victorious smirk when she only glared at me.
Then I turned to Ash whose standing there looking amused. "What do you think babe? Does these make me less attractive?" I paused before I lifted my shirt up to show my well toned abdominal muscles. "What about this?" I finished.
Ash's eyes widen after he saw me showing my abs to him then blushed a deep shade of red. "W-What? I-I......uhm, well.... uh, n-no." He stuttered.
Then he suddenly snapped out of his embarrassed state. "But could you please put your shirt down." He said as he yanked my shirt down. "You do realize you're in an airport, right? People will think you're a freaking stripper." He stated.
I chuckled again. "I can be your personal stripper then." I teased making him blush even brighter.
"W-What no! That's not what I was..... never mind." He stuttered out adorably. "We should head out." He dismissed as he started walking towards his friends.
I smiled seeing how flustered he was. "Are you saying that you don't want anyone to see my body?" I teased again, in which Ash stopped on his tracks. He turned to me with a blank look on his face.
He raised his eyebrow as he walked towards me.
Once he was in front of me, he then smirked and snaked his hand under my shirt, touching my abs with his delicate and soft fingers, making me inhale sharply.
I was stunned at the same time paralyzed with what Ash was doing.
All I did was stand there, just stare at my boyfriend with so many emotions floating in my head.
He then stood on his tippy toes as he gave me a  long kiss on the lips. "I'll salvage anyone who dares to touch what is mine." He said huskily after he pulled away just enough for our nose to touch.
He smiled sweetly towards me.
Then he walked to his three other friends like nothing happens, leaving me and Rose standing there looking stunned.
"Well Sh*t." I muttered lowly.
Then Rose snapped out of her stunned state as well and shook her head. "What the actual hell was that?" She questioned.
I opened my mouth to answer but nothing came out.
Rose shook her head once again. "Well, you know the drill Conny." She stated while pointing on the lower half of my body. "A long cold shower." She advised with a teasing smirk.
Then Breinard and Joseph walked towards us with same smirks as Rose. They picked up some of my belongings then once again looked at me with those annoying smirks.
I groaned. "Cut the smirks guys, you're not helping with my problem here." I stated while gazing at my babe who was talking with Lea at the moment.
Rose giggled childishly. "Can't you see guys? The bulge explains everything." She told her two male friends and motioned her hands to me for better understanding. Though what she said already contains too much details, so yeah.
The two guy's smirks widened and chuckled before they shook their heads.
"Well we recommend taking a long cold shower for now." Joseph chirped in with a grin.
"And also, your hands will be your best friend." Breinard added making Rose scrunch her nose in disgust.
"That's what I said, except the second one. But anyways, Ewwww, that's why I don't want to be a Boy. Ughh I'm outta here." She commented before she walked towards Lea and Ash who are still busy talking.
"Well atleast we don't get periods." Brienard muttered under his breath.
"Heard that." Rose growled and Breinard along with me and Joseph snickered.
"Dang it." Brei said then looked at me. "But anyways, we should get going so you can handle your 'little problem' down there." He said and the three of us headed to where my babe and the girls stood.
Then I wrapped my free arm around Ash's slender waist and kissed his temple. "I'll get you back on that little stunt you did." I whispered in his ear making him shiver again.
"Surprise me." He challenged making me smirk down at him evilly.
"Guys, let's go?" Rose asked.
Ash turned to her and nodded his head. With that, the six of us walked out of the busy airport and into the parking lot. Joseph called my name causing for me to stop and turn to him. He threw a key to me and I guess it was the car I rented. After that we walked to our cars and the guys placed my belongings inside the trunk of my car.
When we were all buckled and ready, we drove out of the parking lot and into the highway heading to Ash's house.
After a long drive from the airport, we finally arrived at the Valdez' residences. I parked my car and then turned to my sleeping boyfriend. I stared at his beautiful and mesmerizing features. His full lush and natural pink colored lips. His cute adorable nose that I always love kissing; so is his lips. Then his eyelashes that were so long and curly that most girls envy him for having such a beautiful gift. Not to mention his eyes. His eyes that can hypnotize anyone who stares. Though I'm not letting anyone stare at my baby because he's mine. And only mine.
I reached in and rubbed my thumb on his warm cheek. And because I can't seem to have a control on my own, I pecked his warm lips. He's just so adorable not to be kissed.
Then a knock on the window stopped me from my thoughts about Ash. I groaned knowing I was once again being disturbed. We don't like being disturb especially during the times like this that I'm with my baby.
I rolled down my window and was met with Rose who had a smirk on her face again.
She never gets tired I see.
"What?" I asked for the second time, feeling slightly annoyed.
"Well, are the two of you not getting out of the car? Or you two planning to have a mini camp in there?" She said while raising a brow at me.
"Yeah yeah what ever. Just give us a minute." I replied dismissing her. She rolled her eyes and walked into the house with folded arms on her chest.
I turned back to my sleeping mate and shook him gently. "Hey babe, we're here. You can continue your nap once we get inside, or do you want me to carry you instead?" I stated while rubbing his arm lovingly.
He groaned and muttered a "five more minutes" and a "leave me alone".
Chuckling, I got out of my car and went to the passenger side to get Ash. I unbuckled his seatbelt before I carried him up bridal style and headed inside his house.
After I made it to the entrance of the living room, Ash's dad stood up from the couch and looked at his son with panic on his face.
"What happened?" He asked frantically while walking towards us.
"He's fine Sir...I mean Ben. He just fell asleep and he won't wake up so I decided to carry him instead." I explained and he visibly relaxed.
He took a deep sigh of relief. "Oh thank god. I thought something happened to him." He admitted.
I smiled at him and then looked down on my sleeping boyfriend in my arms.
"You can take him to his room so he can get comfortable. And you should rest too, Connor. You had a long day so you need a much needed sleep." Ben said with a genuine smile now visible on his face.
I nodded and headed for the stairs towards Ash's room. Even with him in my arms, I managed to open his bedroom door, though with a bit struggle, I still managed. I walked to his bed and placed him down gently. Then I removed his shoes and pulled the covers up to his waist. After settling Ash, I removed my shoes and went to his closet to see if some of my clothes are still there. I smiled after seeing that he kept it. I took some shorts and a tank top before I stripped the clothes I'm wearing and changed on the new one.
When I'm done, I went to the right side of his bed and slid next to my mate. I made sure to lock the door of course, knowing that his Dad or even his family doesn't have any knowledge that we're dating. Then I wrapped my arms protectively on Ash's waist and kissed his temple before letting darkness consume me.
I woke up and saw Ash's side of the bed empty. I looked at his clock on the bedside table and saw it's already 8 pm in the evening. I sat up and rubbed my face before I stood up and took the clothes that I wore earlier and tug my shorts out and slid my jeans. I was about to walk out the door when it opened and Ash walked in with a tray in his hands. I looked up and saw him wearing one of my shirts that was too big for him that it falls on his shoulder showing me his delicate soft skin.
"Oh you're awake." He said as he closed the door with his left foot. "Perfect. Here I bought you some snacks cause I thought you'd be hungry." He said with a light blush on his cheeks.
I smiled and walked towards him. I took the tray from him and placed it on the bed. Then I turned back to him and scopped him up from the ground. He squeaked with a beaming smile and I returned it same with mine.
I kissed his lips passionately and he kissed me back which made me melt on the inside. I can still remember our first kiss. It happened when I was about to leave the country. It was the best kiss I've ever had and I treasure it so much.
"I missed you so much." I whispered with our lips only centimeters away from each other.
He giggled and I can't help but feel so much happiness. "I missed you too." He whispered back with his arms wrapped around my neck and with his legs wrapped around my waist.
I smiled and looked down on his kissable lips that only belongs to me. "Can I kiss you again?" I whispered back making him giggle once more.
"Of course. You don't have to ask." He replied. And with that I captured his lips and marked it mine.
I can feel him smile during our kiss which also made me smile as well. He's just so beautiful that I can't help but thank the gods for giving me such beautiful person to love and who also loves me back. It's such an awesome feeling to have and He's an amazing person that I dearly treasure and love.
Kissing him this passionate can never be more better. Him with his legs and arms wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around his waist is just perfect. Him letting me kiss his lips, letting my warmth to share with him made me the happiest person to live on earth. To be loved back by the person that you love is enough to know that Ash is the one destined for me. I know he's the one I'll introduce to my parents as my fiancé. The one I'll marry, and the one I'll grow old with. Then soon on our lives, we'll grow a family.
Just those mere thoughts made my love for Ash deepened. And I vowed to make him happy with all I have.
After snapping out of my cheesy thoughts, Ash pulled away and looked at me with adoration shining in his eyes. I kissed his lips multiple times, so is his neck and behind his ear making him giggle adorably.
"Stop Connor. That... ahhhhh... t-tickles." He said between giggles and I just can't get enough.
I continued raining kisses and sometimes leaving a hickey or two on his ears, his neck, his collarbone, his shoulders. And Ash was a giggling mess all throughout when I did it. But the last thing I did was suck on his neck leaving a very visible mark. I looked at it proudly which made Ash look at me suspiciously.
"You marked me, didn't you?" He questioned with a playful glare on his face.
I smirked smugly at him which earned me a smack on the arm from him.
"Sneaky!" He exclaimed as he touched the part on his neck where I left a very visible mark. "Papa might notice it, you know. And then he'll bug me about it and then think it was a bruise" He said with an adorable pout.
"I'm sure he won't notice." I simply stated with a proud and confident smile.
"And how do you know he won't?" He asked still pouting.
I chuckled and pecked his lips. "I just know." Is all I said as a reply.
He eyed me wearily so I only gave him a wink making him roll his eyes.
"Jerk!" He muttered.
I chuckled again. "Yeah. But I'm your jerk." I said while nuzzling his neck and inhaling his captivating scent.
I can feel an eye roll coming that's why I smiled on his neck.
"Yeah yeah whatever. Now go eat your snacks." He said dismissing me off.
I whined while nuzzling further on his neck. "No, I want to eat you instead." I told him making Ash shiver and in return, burst my ego to the roof.
"Hold up! bad Connor, Bad." He said while smacking my arm playfully.
I growled possessively making Ash shiver and goosebumps to erupt on his body. I smiled in victory as I started sucking back on the hickey I just gave him making it more visible.
Ash moaned lowly and he tightened his hold on me. His hands roamed to my hair tugging it sexily earning a groan to slip out from my lips.
"C-Connor we s-should.... uhhhh... s-stop." He said sounding breathless and I did pull away before I loose control of the beast sleeping deep inside me. I can be very dominating at times when I let myself slip out of my restraints and I don't want to scare Ash because of that.
"Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." I quickly said in apology
He shook his head. "It's okay. I wasn't scared or anything. I'm just not sure if it's the right time to go to those more intimate things on this part of our relationship. I hope you understand." He admitted with a sweet smile and sincerity shining in his eyes.
I smiled and nodded my head at him. "I understand babe. As long as you're happy then I'm happy. That's all that matters." I stated in all honesty then hid my face back to his neck.
"Thank you Connor. And please don't think that I'm mad at you because I'm not. Okay?" He said with his gentle and relaxing voice.
I only nodded in response as I let his soothing voice calm my growing nerves down. Not even once have I thought about forcing Ash on having sex with me when I know he's not fully ready. The farthest that we did was him giving me a hand job but even that, I know he's slightly uncomfortable doing such sexual and intimate things. He kept telling me that he's fine and he's just not used to doing such things even if it's normal. I mean we're together so it's kinda normal to have sexual intercourse according to this modern world, but I guess I also understand where Ash is coming from.
He doesn't want to be one of those modern couples who constantly have sex just because they are together. He didn't see a relationship just to have sex or giving sexual pleasure. He sees it as two people with different personalities but share a mutual feelings. For him, a relationship is some kind of exclusive companionship that both have to enjoy, not sexually but by spending time together, either getting to know each other or going to places into an adventure. A relationship isn't something that only last for a week, a month, or even a couple of years. It's a kind of process that grows. From simple dating, to being deeply in love, then from taking it to a next stage and getting engaged, and then settle down and build a family.
So it also made me realize that Ash also wants to be with me not just for a year but for as long as we both are breathing. It made me happy that he wanted to settle down with me and that just deepened the love I have for him even more.
"Babe?" Ash whispered while rubbing my arms effectively snapping me out of my thoughts.
I smiled then kissed his neck. "I'm fine babe. Don't worry about me. I'm just thinking." I admitted.
He pulled away from me and looked me in the eyes with a furrowed brows.
"What about?" He questioned with a tilt of his head.
I smiled at his adorable self once again and can't help but pepper him with kisses all over his beautiful face as he giggled.
"Connor stop." He giggled but I continued the task at hand.
"Connor you, ahhhhh.... y-you were g-going to, ahhhhh..... s-stop. You were......going t-to tell me..... hahahaha that t-tickles stop.... You were going to t-tell me something." He said while sounding out of breath from me ravishing his neck possessively.
I stopped what I was doing and looked at my baby in the eyes once again.
I smiled lovingly at him. "I was just thinking about us getting married and then having kids and grow old together. How it would be like to be sitting on our porch while watching our kids play in the yard." I stated without breaking eye contact.
He stayed there with his arms and legs wrapped around me without uttering a word which instantly made me nervous if I went too far on what I said or if I said it too early on our relationship. He stayed as deafeningly silent while keeping his eyes glued to mine's.
I mentally cursed and regret that I said it. "I'm uh, I-I'm sorry if I went too far and I, I guess it's still too early to thi..." I rambled but was cut of by Ash when he crashed his lips into mine, effectively shutting me up and at the same time catching me off guard.
After he pulled away, he hugged me tightly and then whispered the words that I badly want to hear from him.
"How many kids are we going to have?" He whispered making tears to immediately tickle my eyes and slowly, I let them fall freely down my face.
He just made me the happiest man to ever breathe and walk on earth at what he said. I swear I'm internally jumping with so much joy that I don't know if I can even contain it. I hugged him as tightly to me and once again buried my face into his neck while letting the sob that threatened to come out to slip off of my lips. I didn't know I can feel this happiness in my entire life. I didn't even expect that I could ever have a person so genuine like Ash to be mine. I never thought I could be loved back by Ash just as much as I love him. Now after a few months, or a year from now, I'll put a ring on his finger sealing him as forever mine.
And no one can ever break us with our newly found bond. And that is, we will make our relationship grow and have a happy ending.
I just know it.