Cloud - Chapter 34: Chapter 34

Sex, alcohol, loud music...teenagers rubbing theirs bodies against each other...the heat was suffocating and the air contained a strong odor of sweat and beer...some people were kissing against a wall, some were clothed with as less clothes as possible...some were just completely drunk and the screams of madness could be heard.
I simply grimaced in front of all of this.
"Stop making that face, Luffy," Nicolas told me as he looked at me in complete amusement.
"I don't like parties," I told him, letting out a long sigh, my eyes glancing around, "I don't even know what to do."
"Have sex maybe," Cale commented and I looked at him, "Maybe that will help you take out that stick up your ass. Replace it with a dick. It will help you relax."
I gave him a glare and he only smirked at me. I decided to place my hands in the pockets of my jacket to avoid hitting him in the face.
"Stop being rude, Cale," Calum scolded his brother like always and he hit Cale at the back of the head. "We're here to party, to relax, so don't ruin our fun."
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm going to get drunk," Cale stated before walking away.
"Don't sleep with girls in a relationship," Nicolas shouted back at him and Cale raised his middle finger at him.
We were finally at the party and I wouldn't say that I had been excited for it. Since our arrival, my level of excitement has dropped even more and I just wanted to return back home. Only the twins, Nicolas and I went to the party. Rain said that he couldn't come as he was going to have a video chat with Frederick and Cloud, well, we told him nothing about it.
I did not want him here anyway.
"What are we going to do now?" I asked Nicolas and Calum, lost.
"I'm thinking about getting laid."
"Let's stop talking about sex, please," I told Calum and he chuckled. He gave me a little pat on the shoulder.
"Maybe you should start to think about it," he advised me with a smirk. "Get drunk, dance and have sex. You will feel good."
With that said, he went away, leaving me alone with Nicolas and I was really wondering why everyone was telling me to have sex. There was no way I would let a complete stranger touch me. I let out a sigh and turned to Nicolas who happened to be already looking at me with a strange look in the eyes.
"Want a drink?" he asked me innocently and I gave him a suspicious look.
"You too think that I should get laid?" I asked him and he shrugged, a smile coming on his face.
"No, I just think that you should try to forget the man currently on your mind," he replied to me and I rolled my eyes. "So I'm going to ask you again, do you want a drink?"
"Alright, but no beer or anything alcoholic. I don't like that," I informed him and he nodded. He mentioned for me to follow him and I immediately did.
I came upon more horror scenes as I walked further into the big house of Jennifer and I ended up wondering why people were so disgusting when they party. We arrived in the kitchen which was a complete mess but thankfully empty and Nicolas opened the refrigerator.
"There is only mango juice in there," he told me as he took out the said box of mango juice.
"It's good," I told him and he grabbed a red cup. After having examined it briefly, he poured the juice in it.
"Juice is not the best option to party but I respect your choice," he said and he handed me the cup. I grabbed it and brought it to my lips to take a sip. He soon found another cup which contained beer and emptied it at one way.
"What do you want to do?" I asked him then. "You're not force to stay with me if you don't want to."
"No, it's okay. I don't mind your company," he assured me. "We can just walk around for now and see what crazy things people do what they're drunk."
I chuckled at that and nodded. We went out of the kitchen and we started to walk around the house. A few people bumped into me as we walked but I ignored them and just continued to converse with Nicolas. Though, suddenly, someone in particular caught my attention. There was an old woman standing in a corner. Her clothes were kind of dirty and her white hair were messy. No one seemed to be noticing her and I knew instantly that I was the only one who could actually see her.
"Are you okay?" Nicolas asked me, seeing that I had stopped walking suddenly. I shook my head.
"There's a soul here," I replied to him and I walked to the old lady. Her eyes came on me and it took seconds for her to realize that I could see her. "What are you doing here?" I asked her.
As surprising as it might seem, I had been trying to interact with the souls that I could see. Most of the time, they did not reply to me or simply disappear when I came closer to them but I was not going to give up. I needed to adapt myself to that power. It was better for me to look at it in a positive way than going crazy with it.
The old woman opened her mouth but no sound came out. I looked at her in confusion as, with her trembling hand, she showed me her throat.
"You can't talk," I realized and she nodded.
"Luffy, you know that you are talking to a wall, don't you?" Nicolas asked me, looking around uneasily.
"Everyone is too drunk to notice me," I told him, my eyes still on the lady. She moved her hand around before pointing her finger in a particular direction. I looked at where she was showing me but there was nothing special. I looked back at her but sadly, she had already disappeared. "She's gone," I sighed and Nicolas frowned.
"Why do you look so sad about it?" he questioned me and I hummed.
"I want to help them with my powers," I replied to him, "The dead I mean. I can see them and maybe those ghosts need help or something. I want to help them find peace...I'm crazy."
"No, it's nice of you," he protested, "I'm sure that you will be able to help someone find peace some of these days."
I nodded. We resumed our little walk around until we arrived in the living room which happened to be the dance floor. It was wild. My eyes scanned the room quickly and I froze when I came upon two particular bodies.
That was much more worst than seeing a ghost.
Cloud was there, dancing. There was a guy against him and they were basically rubbing themselves against each other. Cloud's face was buried in the guy's neck and his hands were placed on his ass. I crashed the red cup in my hand and I felt the little amount of juice left in the cup fall on my hand.
"Damn," I heard Nicolas whisper and I knew that he was seeing the same scene. "That's-"
"I changed my mind. I want a drink, a really strong one," I cut him off and I walked away from here.
And for the next minutes that followed, I drank more cups of beer that I could count. Nicolas tried to stop me but I did not listen to him. I continued to drink to drown my sorrow and my incredible want to actually kill that son of a bitch. Of course, I did not have to invite Cloud here for him to come, somehow, he needed to know about the party and like the natural ass that he was, he would come here to have fun.
To put someone in his bed.
He kissed me, we did not talk after and now I found him rubbing his body against a random guy. Five, six, seven, the cups of beer followed and my head felt like spinning at some point. I felt so light and the loud music seemed even more annoying. I felt like doing something completely stupid.
"Luffy, your phone is ringing," Nicolas shouted at me as I wasn't listening to him. I looked at him in confusion but then I realized that he was right. Leaning against a wall, with difficulty, I tried to remove my phone out of my pocket and once that was done, I saw the caller ID of my cousin. I immediately answered.
"Oh, Frederick," I chanted at the phone, letting out a laugh at the end. Nicolas looked at me with a disapproving look but I ignored him. "How are you, my dearest cousin?"
"Why is your voice so weird, Luffy?" Frederick asked me and I could hear the disbelief in his voice. He added something else but it was not so clear to me.
"Wait, I can't hear you," I told him and I walked away in search of an exit. Nicolas was following me but I pushed him away. "No, leave me alone. I want to talk with my cousin without you here."
He rolled his eyes and gave up. "Okay, do whatever you want. You're acting like a baby," he exclaimed and pouf, he was gone. Not minding him, I continued to search for an exit and soon I found myself in the backyard where there were less people.
"Luffy, where the hell are you? Why are you not replying to me?" I heard Frederick shout at the other end and I laughed.
"I'm at a party," I replied to him and I suddenly stumbled over my own feet which made me fall down. I groaned and turned on my back, remaining on the ground. "Weren't you supposed to be video chatting with Rain?"
"I was but he went to do something. I'm waiting for him to come back. I thought that I could call you meanwhile," he told me and then he asked, "Are you drunk?"
"Maybe," I told him in a kid voice. "I'm here to party after all. I'm here to have fun...I'm not going to let a stupid spiky hair boy ruin my night."
"What did Cloud do again?" he got it right instantly.
"Nothing, he is just dancing," I replied slowly, pronouncing each word with attention, "He is dancing."
I stared up at the sky, feeling cold, feeling stupid and most importantly pathetic again. Frederick sighed.
"Let him go, Luffy. Holding on won't be good for you," he told me and something crossed my mind.
"Did you let go of Rain?" I asked him quietly. "From what I've heard, he was exactly like Cloud, even worst. God, I don't know, I don't know him, I don't know about your past together with him that much. You never told me about it."
"He's-" he stopped himself to rephrase his answer, "I know that he loves me. I also know that he's not the best person in the world. At any moment, he can do the worst thing ever, he can kill, hurt anyone, hurt me but I trust him. That's something that I never doubted...can you say the same thing about Cloud?"
No.
"I need to go," I told him.
"Come on, don't be like this," he said as I pushed myself off the ground. I nearly lost my balance  but thankfully, I did not fall down again.
"I need to pee, Fred," I informed him. "I will talk to you another time."
And I ended the call, not giving him time to reply. Letting out a tired sigh, I walked back into the house. I did really know where the toilets were so I went on the second floor. Fortunately, upstairs it was less crowded, though, there were so many doors that I did not really know which one to open first. I did not want to end seeing some people in a hot make-out session.
I continued to walk aimlessly, looking around with a bored look. I wanted to go away. I wanted to go to sleep, then I wouldn't have to continue to drown myself in self-pity. I wanted to forget everything. A headache was starting to be felt. The alcohol in my system was making me want to vomit.
Suddenly a door opened and a boy came out. He left the door open and passed by me without sparing one glance. Peering inside the room he just left, I realized that it was in fact the toilet. I immediately walked inside and closed the door behind me. I grimaced. There was some water on the ground and it was clear to me that the people who used the toilet before me did not care about leaving it a little bit clean.
Too drunk to mind the toilet's state, I pulled down my zipper and freed myself. Once I was done getting out all of my liquid, I turned to the mirror to look at myself.
"Pathetic Luffy," I told myself and I rinsed my hands. I massaged my head, frowning at myself. This was the last time that I was going to drink, really the last time.
I made my way out of the toilet and returned back on my steps to go downstairs. Though, I immediately stopped in my track when Cloud suddenly came into my sight. I wasn't sure that it was him at first but then when I heard the guy he was currently kissing in the neck moan his name, I knew instantly that it was him.
I stood still, my mouth hanging slightly open as Cloud was basically making out with the guy that he was dancing with earlier against a wall. They didn't notice me and Cloud removed the guy's shirt there, in the middle of the hallway. I clenched my fists before finally snapping. I couldn't take it anymore.
I walked to them, angry and hurt mostly, before pushing Cloud with all of my strength away from the guy. They were both taken by surprise and I did not give them time to react.
"You," I said, pointing at the shirtless guy, "Go the fuck away before I kick your ass."
"What the-" I gave him a punch in the face when he opened his mouth to speak. In another circumstance, it would have hurt me to punch someone but it did not hurt at all, it just felt so great. The guy let out a cry and fell down. I saw the blood coming out of his nose and I gave him a murderous look.
"Go the fuck away," I repeated myself and I knew that he wanted to punch me back but seeing the look in my eyes, it was enough for him to run away without any comebacks.
"What the fuck, Luffy," Cloud exclaimed at me in disbelief. "What the hell got into you?"
"You stupid son of a bitch," I shouted back at him angrily. "How dare you ask me that? How dared you kiss that guy? You have no right!"
He let out a laugh,"I did not know that I needed your permission to kiss someone now. I'm a free man. I do what I want with whoever I want."
He got to be fucking kidding me!
"You kissed me against my will more than once," I shouted at him.
"And you rejected me more than once," he snapped back. "I have enough of trying anything with you. You want me to leave you alone, then fine. You don't want to talk to me anyway so now don't come crying when I do things with other people."
"So now this is my fault?" I asked him, incredulous, and pointing at myself. "This is my fault that you are acting like an asshole." I glared at him. "You don't care about anyone but yourself. You used a lot of people for your own pleasure and you continue to do it. You do it with me every chance that you get. You used me and you will never stop playing with me."
"Then why are you still here?" he exclaimed at me. "Why are you still standing in front of me? Why do you continue to care? You already know how I am. I don't understand why you are still holding on to me."
"Don't play dumb with me," I shouted, grabbing him by his front shirt. "You know that I feel something for you! It's obvious!"
It was the alcohol. I was definitely drunk. I was definitely not in my right mind. I needed to control myself but it was so hard to do. I wanted to punch him and that was exactly what I did. He did not try to protect himself and he let himself get punched in the face. I pushed him against a wall and gave him another hit, then another, then another.
Somehow, every hit that I gave him made me feel better. I was letting everything out and strangely, he did not stop me. I let out an angry shout and then suddenly stopped moving. Cloud simply stared at me. He did not seem angry or anything.
"You're done?" he simply asked me and in a matter of seconds, I snapped again.
But that time it was in the worst way ever.
I grabbed him by his shirt and then kissed him. I had no idea why I did that but I did it. Cloud did not question anything nor did he push me away. He participated in the kiss instead. It was not a sweet and slow kiss, no, it was full of eager and desire and kind of savage. He turned me around and pushed me against the wall.
His tongue came into contact with mine and I moaned. My hand went in his hair and I pulled on them. Somehow, without even realizing, I let him drag me into a room and he closed the door behind us. In a matter of seconds, we were on the bed, still kissing. My head flopped back as his lips moved down my chin to my neck. I expected him to bite my skin but instead, he pulled his lips away and whispered softly:
"Damn, what are you doing to me?"
Really, what was I doing? I was losing my mind. I needed to stop but I couldn't. I wanted to continue because, damn, I really liked feeling his lips against mine, his hands on my body and I never wanted it to stop. Surprising both of us, I turned him around unexpectedly so that I was now on top of him. He looked at me curiously.
"Take me," I ordered him and he let out a laugh.
"You're drunk," he said, "As much as I want it, taking advantage of a drunk you is not a good idea." Not listening to his words, I leaned down and bit his earlobe. "Hmm, tomorrow, you will surely wake up with a hangover and an horrible headache and then you will regret every word you said and every little thing that you did. So stop now, Luffy."
"Shut up," I told him and he chuckled. I kissed him in the neck and he closed his eyes.
I lifted his shirt, revealing his well-defined chest and continued my way down his body, leaving kisses. My hand touched his crotch and I wondered for one second if he was excited because of me or because of that guy of earlier. I bit my bottom lip and pulled down his zipper. His eyes immediately snapped open.
"Now you are really going the wrong way," he told me, glancing down at me. We shared a long look before I averted my eyes. I did not know where I found the courage in myself but then, I pulled his jeans along with his boxer down, revealing his manhood. "Fuck," I heard him whisper and I licked my lips.
I took him into my mouth without wasting another second. He was big and I did not succeed to take in his full length. I sucked hard on him, making another curse leave him. I started to move my head up and down, my tongue licking the tip of his dick each time. Hell, I did not know what I was stupidly doing. The only thing that I could think of was that I wanted him, I wanted him so much.
He grabbed me suddenly by my hair and pulled my head down. My eyes widened when I felt his manhood touch the back of my throat and I gasped. I pulled back immediately and coughed a bit. Though that did not stop me and I soon put him back in my mouth. He let out a moan and I quickened my pace.
I did not know for how long I sucked him but when his warm cum finally filled my mouth, I did not pull away and just took all of him. It was weird but at the same time so good. Some of his white liquid dripped at the corner of my lips as I swallowed the rest. Suddenly, before I could even talk or act, I found myself on my back with him back on top of me.
"Now it's your turn," Cloud told me and everything that happened after that was dark for me.