DARK (TAEKOOK ONESHOTS) - Chapter 2: Chapter 2

" Mmmffff ", Jungkook covered his mouth with his hand while the other gripped the sheets. He was trying not to moan out loud. His body was so sensitive that every slightest touch of his husband's fingers on his pale skin brought tremors.
Taehyung who was sucking the life out of his nipple knew about jungkooks misery . He bit more hard into the flesh bringing out a loud moan from jungkooks lips.
" Mffff t..taehyung fff s..slow down ", Jungkook muffled breathily into his sweaty palm, as his red rimmed teary eyes rolled back. He was breathing heavily ,his chest heaving up and down.
His nipple was oozing,red and swollen. His husband groaned as he gave one last hard suck bringing out another muffled moan from Jungkook and then hovered above him.
Hair wet and messy. His husband's naked, buffed, sweaty chest came into view, sweat dripping from his forehead. .
Taehyung's cold, unforgiving, siren eyes met Jungkook's frightened, doe-like ones.
In one swift motion, he removed Jungkook's hand from his mouth.His jaw clenched, veins popping along his neck as he growled in a deep, husky voice,
"Are you ashamed to moan my name now?"
Jungkook flinched at the bitter tone,he immediately refused by shaking his head. Taehyung is such a beautiful name why would he be ashamed of it?
Taehyung was always soft spoken but these days he felt like he couldn't recognise his husband anymore.His tears were on the verge to spill but they didn't dare to.His breathe were ragged. He felt suffocated by thick tension between them.
He wasn't enjoying this sex. Sex with his husband was always a comfort, Taehyung would show him how much he was loved through sex. Taehyung would always scold him to never call it sex but making love.
But now it's not like before, its not love and just sex. He waited for taehyung every single night but taehyung kept on avoiding him and today when he finally had chance He asked for sex thinking his husband, Kim Taehyung,would warm up like before but he is still cold.
They were undressed, with all the torn clothes scattered across their shared bedroom.Not a single inch of jungkook's flushed body wasn't left untouched or unmarked by his husband.Their bodies were familiar to each other,they were responding to each other as they should, but their souls, their hearts didn't.
" Then don't cover your mouth Jungkook. This isn't a request but an order ", with that taehyung held both of jungkook's wrist with one hand above his head and forced two of his long fingers inside jungkook.
" Ahhhh tae~ ", Jungkook moaned at the feeling of cold fingers stretching inside him. Taehyung took in the sight of breathless Jungkook so pliant under him, his gaze darkened as he snapped, " Don't fucking call me that. It's taehyung for you "
Jungkook painfully looked at his husband's face that lacked the warmth he was used to. Taehyung loved to be called by nicknames. He felt like his heart shattered. Everything felt so overwhelming.But he knows...he knows he is the one that destroyed their beautiful relationship.He tried to remove his hands from his husband's grip but the grip only tightened. He wanted to cover his eyes.
Taehyung's eyes flickered to jungkook's pained once. His eyes faltered for a moment but he immediately hid it. He inserted another finger that went slipped easily inside Jungkook.
" Did you prepared yourself already ? ", taehyung asked, Jungkook shook his head,eyes squeezed shut,body shivering violently.
" Then i'm going to directly put it in", taehyung declared and went to the side table to get condoms but Jungkook immediately held his wrist,stopping him.
" Don't ", Jungkook whispered his voice heavy with laced emotions. " Don't use that".
Jungkook has finally accepted that things have turned sour between them. Their's no mending in their relationship. Today might even be the last night they are together. He doesn't want to give up on taehyung,his husband.He doesn't want any barrier between them.He knows taehyung would never leave him even after all this hate,this toxic relationship but.....
Taehyung looked at Jungkook who was on verge of breaking but he kept quiet. He did as Jungkook wished.
He flipped Jungkook on his stomach. As he held jungkook's waist,arching his body up for support. Jungkook flinched at the sudden movement he immediately whispered in a shaky vulnerable voice , " please I...I want t..to see your face ".
Taehyung felt like a shard of glass pierced through his chest. Jungkook was his weakness. His only weakness and also his only person. The same person who had betrayed him and stabbed him in the back. The same person who once claimed that he was the love of his life.
Taehyung turned Jungkook , their faces only few inches apart, hot breaths mingled with each other.Jungkooks moist red eyes met Taehyung's cold ones. But Jungkook knew his husband well. He knew taehyung was hurting so much inside.
Taehyung spread his legs as he positioned himself between them, he placed jungkook's one shivering leg on his shoulder for a wider access as he sinked his teeth into pale inner thigh leaving a red mark there,his eyes never leaving the doe ones. He finally inserted himself in one swift motion inside Jungkook feeling the warm walls squelching and taking in his whole length like they were made for him.
" Ahhhh taehyung ", Jungkook screamed,he felt like his flesh was tearing apart. His insides burned with sudden fullness.His own length throbbing with need.His eyes watered more as he gripped the sheets with all the force turning his knuckles white.
Taehyung wanted to close the gap and kiss Jungkook to ease him like he always used to, but he couldn't. He moved inside Jungkook ,he didn't break the eye contact for even a second, taking in all the shivers ,the tremors , the rolling back of the eyes that always brought him on his knees ,the little sighs and moans that left jungkook's plump pink kissable lips. He saw Jungkook flopping up and down, screaming his name with every hard thrust he gave.
Jungkook wrapped his arms around his husband's wide warm shoulders, tears streamed down from his eyes, spreading across his red stained cheeks. Those tears weren't of pleasure they were of pain. Taehyung didn't kiss him, taehyung didn't fondly hold him like he used to. Taehyung didn't whisper honey dripping words into his ears. Taehyung's eyes were plain emotionless they didn't reflect love anymore.
His arms shivered, lips wobbled as he brought their lips closer. Taehyung's gaze darkened,eyes growing wide with anger,he immediately jerked his head out of jungkook's hold making him flinch,his voice thundered through through their large room, " Do not dare to kiss me Jungkook. You lost the right to do that when you decided on playing your dirty games with me. "
Jungkook broke into more tears, he cried loudly, sobbing.His shivering arms that lost the warmth were still in air.It hurted so much. He felt like he will stop breathing with how much his chest pained. Guilt gnawed at him. He rubbed his chest with his palms. Taehyung words were a stab directly in his heart.
Taehyung flinched at jungkook's sudden emotional outburst. He cannot see Jungkook so broken in pain like this.He turned to leave the bed. Jungkook held his wrist sobbing , " A.. are you... are you leaving ? "
" I can't go forward with this Jungkook.Not when you are crying ", taehyung whispered back but Jungkook immediately spranged, he was afraid,he held Taehyung's face in his palms, his fingers trembling against Taehyung's warm cheeks. Their eyes met.
Jungkook smiled sadly looking at his husband's expressionless face,his voice tiny with vulnerability as he questioned ,
" Do you not love me anymore ? ".
There was a flash of internal chaos within taehyung and then his eyes dulled in defeat, he jerked jungkook's hands of his face as he spoke, " Been there, done that and what did it give me in return ?"
Jungkook lips twitched. He immediately looked down in shame.He wanted to tell. He wanted to tell everything and get back his taehyung. He wanted to end this misery but he couldn't he already messed them up.
Taehyung plainly stared at Jungkook and turned to get his clothes. He wore his pants. Buttoned his shirt and pull on his suit coat. He went and stood in front of the mirror to fix his tie.
" Divorce me taehyung ", Jungkook spoke looking at taehyung through the mirror. It took him so much courage to tell this to his husband.
His voice was so small but taehyung heard it anyway. He punched his hand into the mirror,breaking the glass ,the shards pierced his skin making him bleed. Jungkook flinched,his tongue could taste the saltiness of his tears that went into his mouth as he shouted in worry,
" taehyung are you crazy? Your hand is bleeding. Are you okay".
Taehyung ignored and marched towards Jungkook who was already trying to leave the bed in hurry. He held jungkook's jaw with his bloody hand in a painfully tight grip. Forcing to meet their eyes. One reflected hurt and worry and the other reflected anger and revenge.
Jungkook's breathe hitched, blood smeared across his jaw, taehyung came closer his blood shot eyes alarming as he sneered ,
" Don't fucking act like you care about me Jungkook. You did the worst possible damage someone could ever do to me. This bloody fist is nothing in front of it."
Jungkook flinched. He loves taehyung. Offcourse he cares about him getting hurt. But he doesn't has the right to do that anymore. He wants to free taehyung from this mess of a marriage.
He kept a stone on his heart as he asked for the thing he was afraid of the most " Then leave me taehyung please I beg you ".
Taehyung snickered his eyes spitting fire as he confessed ,
"You Can't escape me Jungkook. Not in this life".
Jungkook blinked his teary eyes to look more closer into taehyung's, his lips curving into a hurtful cruel smile, " Why ? Tell me why ? We are done. Just divorce me and live peacefully.Theres nothing left between us.You wouldn't even care if I die."
Taehyung stopped breathing for a second. He was this close to admit he would die too if Jungkook dies.But he stopped himself. His head shaked as he laughed histerically,his voice filled with acid as he spoke ,
" You will not die Jungkook, I will make sure of that. You will see and go through the torture I will inflict on you slowly. I will never ever leave you or divorce you, till I die we are going to be each other's."
Taehyung's grip loosened along his jaw.
Jungkook's shoulders faltered,his body lost all the strength, as he dropped with a thud on the bed. His face dimmed.Eyes looking plainly at taehyung. More fresh tears streamed down his sce. But not a single voice dared to leave his throat
Taehyung's eyes flickered with hurt. His eyes went to Jungkooks lips. But he turned and left Jungkook alone on the bed. He walked to the table to get his watch. He didn't trust himself he knows if he stays here one more second he will end up kissing Jungkook.
Jungkook wrapped bedsheet around his naked body as he whispered in a broken voice , "Good bye taehyung".
That plain hopeless tone burned taehyung's insides. He left the room, he could hear jungkook weeping loudly. He clenched his fists tightly.He went to the protection team stationed near the house entrance.
" Keep an eye on my husband all the time. If he is going out make sure that atleast one of you accompanies him all the time.", taehyung commanded and they replied "yes sir"
He walked outside and turned as he stared one last time at the window of their room. And left for work in his car.
Taehyung sat in the meeting room. Their was a presentation going on but he was lost in Jungkook's thoughts.
His company was in mess.The project he had worked on for so many years was now copied and launched by a rival company.
He saw his dream of launching his car model globally teared down brutally by his devoted blind trust.
Taehyung frantically searched for the culprit who had leaked his companies plans to his enemies only to find that the very person he was searching for, was none other than the one he loves the most,the one he would die for,the one who was his only family after his parents death, the one who would sleep in his arms every night. Jungkook, his husband,the love of his life,was the one that snatched his dreams from him.
He never revealed who was the culprit till now to his employees and colleagues out of jungkook's respect. And moreover the news of being betrayed by his husband would only get him pitying glances which he never wanted.
Kim Automobile Company was already a huge billion dollar company but this project, would have taken them to more heights.
But what hurted taehyung the most was that maybe Jungkook never loved him. That maybe Jungkook married him only to gain his trust and back stab him in the end.
His heart shattered.Countless sleepless nights went on.Day by day his will to live decreased. He didn't tell Jungkook he knew everything as they hugged to sleep every night.
He wanted to believe that this was all just a made up thing but all the evidences proved him wrong.He got to know after a lot of search that Jungkook had lied about not having a family when infact he had a step father and step brother.The rival company was his step father's.It hurted him when he got to know Jungkook didn't trusted him enough to tell him about his family. Jungkook lied about being an orphan and that his mother left him. He was still in contact with his father.
And when he finally finally after lot of decisions and fears inquired and begged Jungkook about it.
" Please love, tell me you didn't do it. please just say no baby"
He was replied with a nod and silent teary eyes. If Jungkook would have refused, he would have blindly trusted and never dared to ask it again. He wanted Jungkook to lie but he didn't. It would have been better if Jungkook lied.
After that he turned cold towards Jungkook. He stayed for days avoiding Jungkook to stop himself from getting hurt even more. He had to lock his heart even if he didn't knew how to. He didn't know what to do. He couldn't divorce or leave Jungkook because he couldn't dare to. He used to come home late in the nights and see Jungkook sleeping with swollen and red eyes. Jungkook got thinner as days passed.
Jungkook tried to warm up to him but he kept his distance. Taehyung didn't argue anytime,he stayed silent. He never complained about his pain,his hurt feelings to jungkook. He didn't touch Jungkook. He just couldn't,even when he wanted to.
But today when he looked at Jungkook who asked for sex like this was the last thing that could mend their relationship he couldn't refuse. But whenever he touched Jungkook today it burned him. All the pent up emotions from weeks that he tried so hard to hide snapped, all the hate poured out.
He was the one who was hurt. He was the one who was betrayed.He was the one who was stabbed in the back. He was the one who should be in pain.So why? Why the fuck is Jungkook in pain ? Why the fuck is he crying? Why the fuck did his eyes show love ? Why the fuck did he care ?Why ? Why ? Why ?
Taehyung banged his already bandaged fist against the table in anger. Everyone flinched and looked at each other and the presentation stopped.He got up from his head chair, he was going crazy and out of his mind.
He spoke formally hiding his inner turmoil , " I'm sorry, do continue and draft me the important intakes. I have some work. I will take a look at the proposal later".
Taehyung drove in his car aimlessly through the dark roads. He felt suffocated, he loosened his tie, removed his coat and he opened the window. The chilly air brushed through his messy hair and cheeks.
But it didn't help him.He felt like something was very wrong.His chest throbbed in pain. He felt breathless.Sweat dripped from his forehead. He pounded his aching chest rapidly with his fist but it didn't work. He felt like he was going through a heart attack.
" You wouldn't even care if I die ", Jungkook's words rang through his mind.
He immediately applied brakes,halting the car suddenly And took a sudden you turn. The tyres of his porsche screeched loudly. Other cars honked at him. But he didn't care as he drove at 120 to reach home. His breathing grew frantic.His vison was getting blurry but he drived, honking at other cars,taking all the possible short routes he could.
He took his phone in his shivering ,cold hand as he dialed the contact 'love' desperately. But Jungkook didn't answer.
" Fuck baby pick up the phone" , taehyung groaned as he took another hurried turn.He kept on dialing again and again but it was useless.
Then his phone rang ,it wasnt Jungkook but one of the guards who were looking after Jungkook. Taehyung sighed.Right he could have called them.
He urgently picked up the phone. The guard's tone careful and worried as he stuttered," We...we..don't ..", taehyung cut him out in frustration as he shouted ,
" fucking speak ".
The guard flinched and spoke," We lost Mr. Kim, Sir.I swear he was right there buying some snacks but we lost his sight.Mr kim asked Wiliam ( one of the guards) to get him something. We were waiting outside for them. And william returned back alone. I swear we were-",
Taehyung immediately applied the brakes,the car screeched,as he came to side of the road.He growled in anger against the phone,
" Fucking hell , tell me where are you ? " ,his breathes were ragged,his fingers tightened around the gear.
The guard told him their location it wasn't far from home. Jungkook must be somewhere near.
" When did you loose him ?", taehyung asked impatiently. The guard informed that they have been searching for Jungkook since an hour.
Taehyung growled anger seething in every word he spoke " I'm fucking seeing red right now. Incompetent bastards. Once I find where my husband is, I will make sure you guys see hell".
Taehyung immediately cut the phone. His chest heaving up and down. His whole body was going numb. His heart was pounding crazily.His head dropped on the steering wheel.
Where is Jungkook ?
Fucking hell.
To hell with the company.
To hell with my broken heart.
He can't leave me rotting alone.
He just can't.
He cannot.
His eyes blurred.He dialed jimin, his secretary and best friend, jimin picked up ,
" Hello tae "
" J..jimin jungkook's .. jungkook's lost. I don't know where did he go. How did he go. I just need him beside me in my house. I will die. I will fucking die if anything happens to him, jimin."
Taehyung was on the verge of breaking down. Jimin knows about their fragile relationship. He could hear Taehyung's rapid breaths through the phone as he spoke, " Calm down taehyung. Jungkook will be fine. You need to be calm to find him ."
Taehyung took a deep breathe as he spoke , " block all of mine and jungkooks cards. Tell yoongi to trace his location and send me. Inform all the hotels in this city to call us if kim Jungkook has booked any rooms. I will search for Jungkook wherever possible"
Jimin immediately cut the phone to work and taehyung drived towards the store from where Jungkook went missing.
His phone dinged he checked and saw that yoongi had sent him jungkook's location. He was still not relieved. His chest still ached. He drove at full speed to jungkook's location, it was moving rapidly. It was away from the city.
He stopped where jungkook's location is. It was around an empty highway with only a small vegetables truck. Taehyung immediately got out of his car,his heart pounding loudly with fear as he went towards the truck. Jungkooks phone was still showing this location.
He went to the driver and forced him out of the truck. it was only him in the truck. His eyes scanned the driver he called on jungkooks number and the drivers pocket glowed. Taehyung took the phone out of his pocket in his hand it was Jungkook's.
" Tell me why the fuck do you have this phone ? ", taehyung thundered. The driver flinched " I.. I just found it on my seat when I came to drive after delivering the vegetables to the store."
Taehyung laughed psychotically. Jungkook again passed in deceiving him. He lost an hour because of this.
He turned back and ran to his car. His mind going hazy with thoughts of Jungkook's whereabouts. His paining chest was telling him Jungkook wasn't doing fine. The irony is that his heart is so connected to Jungkook that even from kilometres he can feel when jungkook is in danger or if something bad happens to him.
He knows one location now. The place where he never went because he wanted Jungkook to take him there. But today he will be meeting them. His supposedly alive inlaws. The one for whom Jungkook stabbed him.
Choi Siyun and Choi Seong, father and son immediately went to the main door. They heard Kim taehyung was at their door.
Taehyung stood there arms crossed,patience growing thin. The white shirt he wore was crumbled. His eyes were blood shot.He growled as he asked " Is my jungkook here ?"
Choi Siyun flinched , but he immediately hid his fear as he snickered , " No. But you shouldn't look for someone who gave your weeks of hard work to me on a golden platter,taehyung."
Taehyung snapped , " That's none of your business. Tell me where is he ? "
Siyun flashed a pleased smile. Kim taehyung ,his opponent was fucking shaking. Seong laughed as he spoke ,
" Why would we know where jungkook is ? "
Taehyung immediately grabbed his neck, choking him. Seong coughed all his snobbery vanished ,tears streamed from his eyes.
Choi Siyun immediately tried to push taehyung anxiously but he couldn't because taehyung pushed him and he fell on the ground ,he stuttered as he spoke " we..we... don't know really where Jungkook is "
Taehyung left Seong coughing on the ground.his head snapped towards Siyun as he asked " Aren't you close ? "
Siyun shook his head. His blood boiled with anger. He immediately wanted to kill taehyung but maybe seeing him more broken just like pathetic Jungkook would make him relieve.
He answered , " I fucking hate Jungkook. He is not my blood. And he is not my son. "
Taehyung snapped he immediately picked up Siyun by collar, who groaned in pain. Jungkook played with his feelings,broke his trust for this ? For these pathetic bastards ?
" What do you mean by that ? ", taehyung shouted his voice dripping venom.
Then he saw a weak women who looked exactly like jungkook's older version. She had tears in her eyes. Jungkooks mother was dead. How is she alive ?
Siyun looked behind him and shouted " the fuck are you here for women go inside "
Mira, jungkooks mother, shaked her head she came to taehyung who just stared at her. Her knees dropped on the ground as she gripped his leg. Taehyung immediately pushed his leg back. He left Siyun on the ground.
She cried , " T.. taehyung you are my son's husband right ? "
Taehyung nodded his eyes showing evident fury.
" J..Jungkook my baby he.. he had to do that because of me. My husband threatened him that.. that he would kill me if Jungkook didn't give him your proposal. Jungkook refused everytime but when he saw me getting hit he accepted it. I.. I was caged I wasn't allowed to call and Jungkook couldn't tell anyone or else I would be killed."
Taehyung's breathe hitched. His eyes watered with unshed tears. So Jungkook really did love him. It wasn't a facade.
He clenched his fist tightly, his eyes wide with rage,as he punched one , twice again and again into Siyun's face who begged and screamed in pain. Seong kept quiet looking at his father getting beaten up mercilessly. Taehyung again pushed him on the ground and kicked him in anger.
Mira looked at her husband's bloody face and shivering body. She stopped taehyung by placing herself between them.
" Dont waste your time here son you can finish this afterwards. Go find Jungkook ".
Taehyung stopped in his tracks. He was so consumed with anger. That he didn't realise he was wasting his time here.
He glared at the father - son duo as he warned " Do not fucking try to touch her "
They immediately nodded.
He turned and left immediately.
Where can he find Jungkook? His mind went through all the places Jungkook could be. He was determined to find Jungkook.
It was so chilly Jungkook clenched on his hoodie more tightly around his weak body.
He kept on walking. It was hard escaping from the protection team taehyung had appointed. He managed to somehow put on a hoodie and escaped. He kept his phone in a truck nearby so that taehyung wouldn't track him down. He didn't have any cards on him. He just had some cash.
He was too broken hearted. He didn't want to go home or see taehyung breaking more apart because of him.He didn't deserve someone like taehyung.
He walked through the city. He kept on visiting stores taking rest there. He was going to the beach, the place that was closest to his heart.
He sobbed, wiping his trembling hands across his red, tear-streaked face. When he looked up at the moon, it was silent in the sky - distant, beautiful, almost too perfect for a last day.
When he finally reached the beach, he dug his toes into the sand, feeling the cool grains slip through. Then he sat down, knees buckled to his chest, head resting on them as the waves gently hit at his legs, soaking the fabric of his pants.
His teary doe eyes, glassy and swollen, shimmered with the same quiet light as the moon above. His pale skin glowed under the moonlight, almost ethereal, and his hair swayed with the night breeze - soft strands dancing as if nature itself were cradling him.
He stared at the ocean, where moonlight stretched across the waves in silvery ripples. It looked so beautiful - too beautiful for a heart that was breaking.
He couldn't help but remember the past. This was the very place where they had first met - when Taehyung barged into his life, sat beside him, and asked to be his friend. Taehyung had just lost his parents, and Jungkook was lonely, working at a school just to get by in life.
They had run, laughing loudly, across this beach whenever they visited, throwing each other into the water. They were familiar with the waves here. They had drawn hearts in the sand when they first confessed to each other - when their friendship turned into love. They had kissed and made love for the very first time on this beach. They took their vows and got married right here, too.
"Do you, Kim Taehyung, take Jeon Jungkook as your husband?"
"Yes," Taehyung smiled, tears streaming down his face as he looked into Jungkook's moist eyes.
"Do you, Jeon Jungkook, take Kim Taehyung as your husband?"
"Yes," Jungkook said, taking Taehyung's trembling hand in his.
Jungkook smiled bitterly as he looked at the waves. He was here now alone without taehyung. He closed his eyes and got up.
This place was perfect for his end. He would atleast die in a place that held so many beautiful memories. He knows taehyung would definitely cry for him. But over time he will forget him. He cannot see taehyung getting hurt because of him anymore. He sobbed as he walked into the waves. His heart thrumming loudly.
" JUNGKOOK BABY NO" , taehyung shouted in fear, from back as he ran towards drowning jungkook he immediately dived into the water and caught Jungkook as he swam ,panted and brought them outside together.
Tears streamed from Taehyung's eyes as he saw jungkook's pale blue lips he immediately held jungkook's jaw as he performed cpr.
Fear surged through taehyung. He kept on blowing into jungkook's mouth for air.
"Fuck baby don't scare me like this "
Taehyung's hand shivered as he pumped jungkooks chest with both of his hands.
He was afraid. Afraid that he was late. That he would loose Jungkook forever.
" Baby please I beg you open your eyes",taehyung kept performing cpr.
Finally finally,Jungkook coughed out water.panting for air. His blurry eyes opened as he was engulfed into a bone crushing hug.
" Fuck baby no matter how much I hate you I cannot fathom to live without you ".
Taehyung said in a shaky whisper as he held Jungkook closer to his chest. Jungkook could hear taehyungs fast heartbeats.
" Baby you scared me. I would have also followed you into the beach if I was late for even a second " , taehyung shivered.
He immediately made Jungkook sit in his lap. As he dived into his chest to listen to the faint heartbeats. Relief washed over his face.
Jungkook was still panting for breathe.
The cool breeze made him shiver and taehyung immediately wrapped him in his coat and brought Jungkook more closer into his chest as he spread his arms in a embrace around Jungkook's thin waist.
Both of them sat quietly. Listening to the flowing waves. Jungkook looked up at taehyung. He felt like he was dreaming being this close in taehyung's lap.
" Am I dead ? ", Jungkook asked in a tiny voice. His doe eyes that reflected galaxies in them looking at taehyungs sad ones.
" No you are not baby ", taehyung whispered as he kissed jungkook's forehead.
" Then why are you being so soft ? ", Jungkook mumbled " You.. you you hate me taehyung. You should hate me ".
Taehyung smiled bitterly. " I tried Jungkook. I tried but the moment I thought I lost you I forgot to breathe, it felt like my world stopped. Do you know how much I looked for you ? I drove like a mad dog through the city , kept on getting into accidents.You played so smart with the phone trick baby, I almost went out of the city. "
Jungkook hesitantly spread his arms to wrap them around Taehyung's shoulder. When taehyung nodded. He immediately wrapped them around Taehyung's neck.
" I am sorry taehyung. I am so sorry. You should have just let me die-" taehyung immediately kept his finger on jungkooks lips stopping him from talking any further.
" Shh baby don't even speak about that. Don't ever try to do that again. Kick me ,punch me but never try to go away from me. Kim taehyung cannot exist without kim Jungkook ".
Jungkook looked at taehyungs teary eyes. He immediately engulfed taehyung in a tight hug as he broked down sobbing, " I..I was scared t..to die tae..taehyung. I was so scared. It felt s..so lonely in the water. Th.. thank you f..for saving me taehyung. I... I realised I didn't want to die"
Jungkook cried loudly and taehyung patted his back as he comforted " Baby don't cry I am here it's fine. You are here with me. "
When Jungkook calmed down taehyung spoke , " You went through so much alone baby. If you would have just asked, I would have even given you my life baby".
Jungkook sprang up immediately from taehyungs hold , " what ? How do you know ? "
Taehyung took jungkooks pale cold hands in his as he rubbed them for heat, " I went to your step father's house. I have beaten both the bastards Jungkook. I would have fucking killed your step father if your mother didn't stopped me."
Jungkook immediately released his hands from taehyungs as he held taehyungs face and asked , " Did she... Did she tell you everything? "
Taehyung's smiled bitterly and noded his head. Fresh tears streamed through jungkooks eyes.
" When I first found out that you were the one that leaked my proposal. It didn't pained me but what hurted me the most was that you kept your family hidden from me. That maybe you never loved me ".
Jungkook immediately shook his head as he wiped taehyungs tears with his thumbs.,
" No taehyung.......I can never not love you.I...I never lied to you.I was really an orphan. She left me at six when my father died cause she couldn't afford a living."
Taehyung looked at jungkooks red face that shone so bright. He brought their forehead together.
" I....I found her by mistake in a c..cafe two years ago. She cried telling that she kept on searching for me. "
Jungkook opened his eyes staring into taehyungs , " Tell me taehyung why would I introduce her to you when I actually never accepted her as my mother. She is a pathetic mother ,she left me for her selfishness taehyung. I... I never really saw her as my mother. "
" Then why did you go to such lengths to save her baby? ", taehyung asked bitterly.
" She took my number when we first met taehyung. I was so deprived of a mother in my life that I gradually started warming up to her in calls. And then you know what happened "
Taehyung shook his head, " I am sorry baby. I hurt you so much. I am so sorry. I know I don't deserve forgiveness from you"
Jungkook smiled as he brought taehyung closer into his chest. " You are forgiven taehyung. What matters to me is that I have you by my side. "
Taehyung got up as he took Jungkook in bridal style in his arms. Jungkook's breathe hitched. Taehyung whispered near his lips ,
" Don't call me taehyung ever again. "
Jungkook shook his head. He didn't get to reply as taehyung kissed him on his lips. He immediately wrapped his legs around Taehyung's waist as he reciprocated the kiss.
The kiss was slow. Their eyes closed as they felt each other's lips. Their breathes and hearts synced with each other. They kept on kissing slowly like they had all the time in the world. Their was no lust in the kiss. It was pure filled with love. When they finally couldn't breathe their lips detached.
They were breathing heavily as they looked into each other eyes, their forehead touching.
" This beach... You know I love this beach so much ", taehyung smiled as he remembered their fond memories.
" Me too " Jungkook whispered looking around fondly.
" Do you want to go home ?" ,taehyung asked in an unsure tone.
Jungkook smiled and nodded.
Taehyung twirled Jungkook into the air. Giggles echoing through the beach as they left for their home.