Dear one ||Taekook|| - Chapter 11: Chapter 11

All sorts of bad thoughts passed through Jin's mind as he parked his car outside Yoongi's house...he rushed in to ring the bell... waiting impatiently only to see Inah opening the door
' Thankgod you came son' Inah said as soon as she saw Jin.... Everyone in the Jeon's household knew about Jin and Yoongi and they loved Jin like one of their kids...
' Eomma what's wrong? Where is Kook?' Jin asked desperately
' Come in' Inah moved aside ' Jinnie... Kook is leaving tomorrow'
' Leaving?' Jin frowned ' Leaving wh-eomma is he reconsidering his decision to join the mi-'
' He is joining the military tomorrow' Minkyu said coming down the stairs
' Appa..he can't just go like that' Jin turned towards him
' Have we ever succeeded in stopping him Jin?' Minkyu sighed ' He has made up his mind'
' He didn't even graduate yet' Jin almost cried ' I won't let him go like that'. He said walking past Minkyu
' You think he will stay back after getting his heart broken by his own sister.... even though unknowingly'
Jin stopped on the stairs when he heard Yoongi's voice
' Yoon?'
' He is hurt Jinnie... I-if he stays back here he will break each and everytime he see them together... Jungkook's soul lies in Yoona...he won't do anything to his little princess even if he has to break his own heart for that'
' We can't let him go Yoongi' Jin's voice broke ' He is just 21'
' He is 21 and he old enough to take decisions for himself... Even I am in pain Jin hyung..but we can't let him suffer here for our selfishness' Yoongi said raising his hand to hold Jin's when he heard Yoona's cries...
Jin ran upstairs followed by Yoongi only to stop on their tracks in front of the roon when the saw a wailing Yoona clinging on to Jungkook who was trying his best to not break down
' Op-oppa please don't go' She hiccuped in between her cries...her arms tightly wrapped around Jungkook
' Yoon... Oppa has to go princess... I need to join at 9 in the morning' Jungkook said stroking her hair lovingly
' Jungkook' Jin called grabbing their attention
' Jinnie oppaa' Yoona turned towards him..her hands still around Jungkook ' Tell him to stay'
Jin looked at Jungkook who was looking so dead...so lifeless....
' Come with me princess' He called the girl who shook her head ' Please'
Yoona looked at Jungkook for one last time before going out with Jin....
Yoongi silently walked towards his brother hugging him... Jungkook let all his emotions loose the second he came in contact with Yoongi's protective arms...
' It..hu-hurts so much hyung...it hurts like hell' Jungkook clutched Yoongi's shirt ' I can't see him with an-anyone else...nor can I make our Yoon sad... Why hyung.. why is my life so fucked'
' Kook...' Yoongi bit his lips... ' May be he was not meant for you...may be you will meet someone who is made for you '
' No hyung...' Jungkook pulled back ' I can't imagine anyone else in his place... No one can ever take my Tae's place in my heart... I love him.. I am staying away from him just to let him have a peaceful life here... no matter where I go..he will always be dear to me...he will always be my love...my one and only dear one..'
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' Oppa please ask him not to go' Yoona held Jin's hand
' Listen to me princess... We can't hold him back here always right...' Jin tried to reason out something to make Yoona stop crying
' Why can't we?' She asked..her wide doe eyes staring at him
' Yoona ya... Suppose you went to a beautiful place...but that place makes you feel hurt and broken...what will you do?' Jin asked
' I'll leave that place and go to somewhere else..where I'll not be sad...just because it is beautiful doesn't mean I have to stay back there.... it's my life and I deserve to be happy' Yoona reasoned out ' But why are you asking that now?'
' Jungkook is hurting Yoona... It's not my place to tell you anything... When he is ready he will tell you... I just can tell you that his..his heart broke and he needs a change..if he stays back here..it will remind him only of his pain... Do you want your Jungkookiee oppa to be in pain?'
' No'
' Then we have to let him go baby' Jin cupped her cheeks ' It will be hard for him too...but this is what is better'
Yoona blinked as she thought something..and finally nodded.. both of them walking back to the room...
'He will always be my love...my one and only dear one..'
Both Jin and Yoona heard Jungkook saying this... Jin's brows furrowing when he saw Yoona going still for a second
Please don't ask him anything Yoon Jin prayed internally
' Oppa'
' Yes dove' Jungkook looked at his sister who walked in
' Will you call me daily?' Yoona asked blinking off her tears
' I will'
' Will you tell me how your day was....the way you did all these years?'
' I will'
' Will you still wish me first on my birthday?'
' I will'
' Will you bring me plushies when you come back?'
' I will dove'
' Will you stay back if he too love you?'
' I will' Jungkook froze
' I know you love someone oppa' Yoona said..as Jungkook and Yoongi threw a glance at Jin ' Don't get angry at Jin oppa...he didn't say much..he just told me that you need a change so that you won't be in pain'
Jungkook just bit his lips.. preventing any sobs from escaping
' Don't worry oppa..if this is needed for you to be happy again then I'll wait for you here to come back to me once all your pain goes away' Yoona smiled ' Oppa... Will you be ok if you forget him'
' I ca-can't forget him Yoon' Jungkook spoke up..
Yoona's heart clenched hearing his broken voice 'But he is the reason you are in pain'
'No baby...he doesn't even know that I love him'
' What?'
' He loves someone else dove.... I can't just barge into their happy lives...'
' Then why are you not forgetting him? Why do you still want to keep on loving him!!'
' Because it's not always about love Yoona... There is a place which is much higher that being someone's love... To be in love..to be in a relation you need the consent of two people... But to have someone..whom you can hold near to your heart...to have someone whom you can call your dear one..you don't need two people..and I.. don't want his permission to call him mine...my love..nor my dearest person.. Remember Yoon' Jungkook cupped her cheeks.. wiping off the tears with his thumb ' You can always move on from someone once you break up thinking that it was just an attraction or just an infactuation...love is like that..it can confuse us.. making us think if is this the person who is really for me...but you will never be confused of whom your dear one is cz that feeling is very ..verry rare...very special.You will understand it one day my princess'
Yoona closed her eyes when Jungkook pecked her head ' Take care baby...'
' You have to leave now?' Jin asked
' Yeah...my train is in an hour' Jungkook nodded
' Let's go down' Yoongi said walking out of the room
Jungkook hugged his eomma and appa who were trying their best to keep the smile intact on their face...
' Yoongi hyung can be a handful at times..but he loves you a lot' Jungkook said as he hugged Jin ' And I am glad I won't have to listen to your dad jokes anymore'
' Shut up brat!' Jin smacked his arm
' Will miss you Kook' Yoongi hugged him tightly...' I'll get the car' So saying he walked out.. hiding his tears
Jungkook put on his shoes and almost stepped out when a body came crashing into his own... heavy pants leaving it as two arms wrapped around him
' H-how could leave without meeting me?'
' Joonie hyung' Jungkook whispered
' Did you ever consider me as your brother Jungkook' Namjoon pulled back..his eyes red as tears still littered his cheeks ' You would have left if Jin hyung hadn't called me'
' Am.. sorry' Jungkook said..his voice breaking
' Am sorry Kook....am so sorry for not doing anything for you... Please forgive me' Namjoon held his hand
' It was not in our hands hyung.... don't blame yourself...' Jungkook smiled ' I have to leave now..or I'll be late'
' When will you be back?' Namjoon asked making Jungkook stop
' I.... Don't know' He replied as he saw hurt flashing through Yoona's eyes
' Oppa'
' Yes my dove'
' Promise me that you will be back for me' Yoona said looking straight at him
Jungkook felt something stir inside him...as if something is not right
' I'll be waiting for you oppa... You have to return for your dove' Yoona continued ' Promise me'
' Promise'Jungkook found himself promising her
' Keep your promise no matter what' She hugged him one last time ' I love you oppa'
' I love you more my princess' He pecked her head ' My dove'
Jungkook looked back one last time at all of them before getting into Yoongi's car...not knowing that it will be the last time that he will be seeing his parents...that it will be the last time he will be seeing his dove..his princess
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Taehyung ran towards the rooftop where he and Yoona used to have lunch even before they started dating... He walked in and saw her sitting there lost in thoughts
' Heyy Yoon' He ran towards her hugging her from behind...but his smile vanished into thin air when he felt her tears dripping onto his hand
' Yoon? Why are you crying?' He immediately sat beside her making her look at him... ' Something happened?'
' Tae...' Her broken voice called ' My...oppa left for military'
' Yoongi hyung left?' Taehyung looked at her bewildered
' No... I have another brother..other than Yoongi oppa' Yoona sighed as she wiped her tears off ' My oppa was not that much into talking to people... that's why you never saw him...'
' Oh..' Taehyung hummed
' I miss him so much' Yoona said sniffing
' Come here' Taehyung hugged her... ' When did he go?'
' Yesterday night...and I got to know about that yesterday only'
' What?'
' He had to join today morning and he told me that yesterday night only...even appa eomma and Yoongi oppa didn't know... Jin and Namjoon oppa also were sad' Yoona said ...playing with her fingers ' How could he do that? Atleast he could have told me before'
' Don't cry Yoon' Taehyung frowned seeing her breaking down into tears ' Let's do one thing...when your oppa calls again I'll scold him for making my Yoon cry' he said pecking the side of her head making her smile a bit
He must be so special for her to breakdown like this...why did he leave like that then Taehyung thought as he sat there silently with Yoona
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' Jin hyung...' Taehyung said as he laid down beside his hyung who was busy with some office files... Jin had joined his appa's company some months after his graduation
' Hmm' He hummed
' Yoona had a brother other than Yoongi hyung?' Taehyung asked sitting up ' Why didn't you ever introduce me to him?'
' How did you know about him?' Namjoon asked coming in
' Yoona was crying today saying he left yesterday...' Taehyung shrugged ' Now answer me'
' Because he was not so fond of people' Namjoon said as he took a book out of his bag
' W-' Taehyung couldn't complete whatever he was telling when his mom called out telling him that Yoona was here
' Yoon we are in here' Namjoon called out in an attempt to distract Taehyung from the topic
' Tae' Yoona smiled as she ran in.. shoving her ringing phone at Taehyung's face who looked at her cluelessly
' What?' Taehyung asked taking the phone from her hand
' It's my oppa'
Jin snapped his head towards Namjoon who looked equally shocked
' Take the call idiot'She said excitedly ' Now don't complain that I never made you talk to him..you only wanted to scold him right?'
Taehyung mentally face palmed himself..she is too cute though He thought with a smile as he attended the called
'Where were you princess?'
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Jungkook arranged his clothes properly in the cupboard before plopping down on his bed...even though it was his first day..the training was way too hectic
'Why is she not picking up?' Jungkook frowned as Yoona didn't answer her call... ' She only asked me to call in ten minutes'
I'll just call again He thought ringing again and just then the call was answered
' Where were you princess?' Jungkook asked sitting up extending his hand towards the bottle of water on the nightstand
' Hello hyung'
Jungkook's breath hitched as his hand stopped mid air when he heard the voice....his heart beating at a faster pace as he didn't know how to react as the voice continued to speak
' Why did you leave like this hyung...you shouldn't have done this....Do you have any idea how much you are hurting us all?'
' Tae?' He finally breathed out He is hurt because I left? Why?
' You know me?' Taehyung asked..
Jungkook wanted to laugh... does fate see his life as some stupid game or something
' No I guessed it would be you...Yoon talks a lot about you' Jungkook replied
' Oh... Yoon also talks a lot about you too... she was crying today as she missed you..and I was sad seeing her like that'
Ahh that's why you were sad Jungkook just scoffed at himself for thinking too much ' Where is she?'.
' She is here...she wanted me to scold you for leaving like this...hyung come back fast'
' Taehyung' Jungkook called him.. ignoring whatever he said ' My Yoon loves you a lot...she is still a child but will never intentionally hurt anyone... I may not be there to look after her but am counting on you for that...Please don't leave her ever Taehyung...take care of my dove... She loves you a lot...' Jungkook waited for any kind of response to come from the other side but Taehyung was just silent
On the other hand Taehyung felt tongue tied... He looked at Yoona who had a wide grin seeing her brother and her boyfriend talk... The way her brother talked about her was so heart touching that he doubted if he could ever love anyone with the depth her brother loves her... His thoughts were cut down when he heard a voice from the other side...
' Taehyung you there?' Jungkook asked ' Am sorry if I asked too much..its just I can't see her cry an-'
' I promise you hyung' Taehyung spoke up ' I promise you that I'll take good care of her... You will never ever see her cry Hyung.. I'll love her with my everything.... I promise you'
' Thanks Tae... I'll hang up now... I have some work'
' ok hyung.. ' Taehyung ended the call looking at Yoona who now had a proud smile
No wonder why she loves her oppa this much... I can feel his love for her just with his voice... Don't worry hyungie.. I'll keep my promise
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Jungkook threw the phone back on the bed as he slid down the wall curling into a ball.. crying his eyes out
I wish I could tell you how deeply I love you Tae... I wish I could just hold you in my arms forever'
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' Yoon' Taehyung ran towards his girlfriend who was about to get into Yoongi's car
' Hey hyung' Taehyung smiled
' What's up kid?' Yoongi asked looking all over him
' Nothing much hyung... It's just' He turned towards Yoona ' I forgot to ask your hyung's name'
Yoona laughed ' Oh..his name is Jeon J-'
' Ask for yourself ' Yoongi said cutting off Yoona... regretting the instant he closed his mouth... A part of his selfish mind made him say that...he was honestly happy to see his sister with someone like Taehyung but he couldn't see his brother hurting
' What?' Taehyung blinked
' I mean...You must know that he isn't a social guy so..you know.. if he didn't tell you his name..  then he might not be that comfortable with you..so you should ask him by yourself' Yoongi rambled Now he won't know about Jungkook since he won't call him just for knowing his name
' Ok Yoon..when your oppa calls I also want to talk to him ok?' Taehyung smiled widely
' Okk Taetaee' Yoona pecked his cheeks before getting into the car...a frozen Yoongi by her side
What have I done Yoongi cursed himself as he started the car...
Thus Taehyung started to talk to Jungkook everytime he called Yoona... But never got to know his name...Jungkook just wanted to hear his voice and Taehyung...even though he would tell himself that he wanted to be like Jungkook and wanted to love Yoona like him...but a part of him loved the way Jungkook talked to him...
Almost six months passed by...Namjoon had graduated from his college and Taehyung was in his last year... His and Yoona's relation was getting better as each day passed and finally Namjoon mustered up enough courage to confess to Jimin who was already head over heels for him..and they finally got together... Taehyung was over the moon as his childhood best friend will soon be his brother in law too
But things didn't go well with Jin... A month back..their appa came back home.. looking all drained and tired... they all were concerned seeing his state... Even on asking a million times he would never tell them what went wrong...he just wanted Jin with him all the time... that wasn't something new considering the fact that even though Joongki loved all his sons dearly..Jin was his favourite...but then one day a call came from the hospital informing them that their appa had a cardiac arrest
After coming back home..he finally told them what went wrong... He had a friend..an old one...who died recently... leaving his only son alone... But the problem became clear when he told how he had once..years back.. promised this friend of his that he will get Jin married to his son...
To say Jin was shocked would be an understatement..he made a big fit telling them that he won't love anyone who is not Yoongi and he will never leave him.... infact Yoongi was also there when all these happened... Jin even packed his bags to leave home with Yoongi when his appa had his second cardiac arrest... He was rushed to the hospital and luckily saved but the doctor warned them that if he gets one more cardiac arrest then it would be difficult to save him...
Torn between his appa's promise and his love....Yoongi made Jin to obey his father... Joongki had always considered him a family and Yoongi knows how it feels to loose your parents better than anyone... Jin tried to protest but Yoongi could handle him like no one else... Both of their heart broke when Jin agreed to marry his appa's friend's son Jung Hoseok
But even though he agreed he promised to himself that he will never love anyone that isn't Yoongi...he went to meet Hoseok and told him everything.. Hoseok felt bad that because of him two hearts were breaking.. so he met Yoongi and told him that he will break the marriage off but Yoongi was soon to deny saying that it was Hoseok's dad's last wish and also that he can't afford to loose Joongki because of their love... Thus Yoongi decided to let go off Jin...
Yoongi's family was first too angry knowing about all these..but then Yoongi convinced them to be on good terms with them because Yoona will be married off to the same family...he made them understand that it was his sole decision and not to blame Jin
Among all this chaos Yoongi chose to hide this fact from Jungkook...he knows that no matter how much Jungkook loves Jin..he would never allow his Yoongi hyung to be hurt..He also knows that Jungkook is not the one to buy his bullshit and would definitely go directly to the Kim's and create a huge scene...
So finally the day came when Jin and Hoseok would be married... In the short while of time.. Hoseok had adjusted with all of them..he too became a big part of their small family.... Jin also warmed upto him.. both of them becoming good friends
It was a small function with just family members and close friends... Even Yoongi and his family were present.... The wedding went peacefully... atleast no one noticed the storm building up inside Jin's head...
Once the wedding was over Yoongi was pulled to a side by Jin
' Are you happy now Min Yoongi?' Jin spat
' Hyung?'
' What? You only wanted me to marry him right...see me now' Jin said taking a step close opening his arms wide...his white suit enhancing his charm even when tear drops rested on his cheeks like dew drops on petals..  ' Now look at me Yoongi...am married to someone who is not you! You wanted me to start a new life right? See me now... I am starting a new life..but not with you!'
Yoongi wiped off his tears harshly...he can't fall weak now
' Listen to me love' Yoongi stilled when Jin scoffed
' Love?' Jin chuckled...a dry airy sound it was ' You can't call someone else's husband your love Yoongi... You lost that right the day you made me promise to forget you'
' Jinnie...We did this for your appa...we can-'
' Stop it Yoongi....' For the first time that evening Jin's voice broke ' Stop it please...Am done sacrificing myself for them all...why is it always me who has to shut myself up to keep everyone happy? Tae wanted to be the CEO so appa just took me out and threw me into another section... Joon wanted to start a news channel of his own and appa happily granted that..but when I told him how I wanted to start a publishing company of my own..he was the one who was the most against it...and when finally I wanted to marry the only one I have ever loved..he snatched away that right too from me and he claims to love me? No Yoongi...I now understood that nothing like love ever existed....its all just an illusion which just confuses us..'
' Jin pl-please' Yoongi was full on sobbing now
' You know what Yoongi.... You will see me live my life the way you would have never even imagined... And I would love to see the destruction of the one's who harmed me..who ruined me..and that includes you tooo... I would wait patiently to see you go down Min Yoongi... I would wait patiently to see every single one of yours destruction' He said leaning closer 'Don't you ever dare show your face to me'
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' Tae' Yoona held on to Taehyung's arms desperately
' What happened?'
' Oppa is calling'
Taehyung paled..'what will you do now?'
' I don't know...am not taking the call...If I pick up..he would understand from just my voice that am hiding something' Yoona was rambling ' he might call you.. handle him somehow'
' What?Me?' Taehyung looked at her wide eyed ' What will I say? And how will he call me? He doesn't even have my number'
' Tell anything to him Tae... You guys have become good friends now..so just handle him...and he has your number... I had given it to him on our last date cz my phone was about to die and I didn't want him to get worried if he couldn't reach me'
Just as Yoona stopped explaining Taehyung's phone rang
' That's oppa... please say anything please... I'll be with Eomma and app inside'
Taehyung sighed when he saw Yoona running in
' Hello?'
' Hello Tae? Where is Yoon? I have been calling her for a long time now.. she isn't picking up. Is she fi-'
'Hyung..she is fine... actually...she was too tired so she just fell asleep... I had called Yoongi hyung a while ago so he told me' Taehyung lied
' Oh... I got scared for nothing...ok then... I'll be hanging up now... sorry for disturbing you'
' Hyung' Taehyung called out
' Yes?'
' Won't you ever say your name?' Taehyung pouted when he heard a chuckle from the other end
' What's kept in a name Tae?'
' You know mine..so I should also know yours too' Taehyung whined
' So? Should I now just stop calling you your name?' Jungkook teased
' Ahhh hyungg this is not fair' Taehyung huffed when he heard the other laugh...an unknown flutter tickling his tummy
' Ok then I'll make it fair for you... I'll stop calling you your name'
' So you are not going to tell me your name?'
' Nope'
' Aghhh' He groaned
' Why are you so obsessed with this name thing?'
' Because it feels so awkward to just call you hyung all the time without any name!'
On the other side Jungkook was having the best time of his life... hearing Tae whine and being all pouty with his was like a dream come true for him....He was soo into the conversation that he didn't had any control over what he said next
' Then call me your Amour' Jungkook stilled the instant those words left his mouth....the line going completely silent as he waited for Taehyung to reply... what will he think of me now? Oh god what did I do? Yoon would hate me now
' Taehyung?'
Taehyung blinked his eyes...a frown etched on his forehead ' Amour?'
' Tae I-'
' What does that mean?' Taehyung asked cutting off Jungkook
' You don't know?'
' Would I ask if I knew?' Taehyung asked in a duh tone
' Then promise me one thing...you will not search for its meaning anywhere..nor will you ask anyone'
' What? Whyy? No tell me hyung please'
' No'
' I'll ask Yoon then'
' I'll never talk to you then'
' Wha-' Taehyung sighed ' Ok I won't ask anyone...but only on one condition'
'What?'
' You can't call me by my name unless you tell me your real name'
' ok'
' You really agreed to that!!!' Taehyung almost yelled
' You thought I would just say my name out to you like that...ohno my poor fluffy'
' Fluffy?'
' That's you...'
' What?'
' You only wanted a nickname'
' So am fluffy now?' Taehyung wanted to laugh
' Yes..my fluffy bear'