DÉJÀ VU - Chapter 1: Chapter 1

"Ello lego offa mi nuh likkle bwoy!" I shout as my ex-boyfriend, Kyle, forcefully tries to pull me into his car.
Mi jus a try get home, mi nuh inna dis right now bredda.
"Gyal get inna di fucking car! Mi did tell yuh seh mi aguh wull yuh doh?" He says aggressively now pulling both of my arms with his one hand.
"Gyal? Yuh feel a yuh mada dis?!"I shout in disbelief.
I'm not one to tell people about their parents, since mine never raised me that way; But it was as if he calling me that triggered something.
"Kyle yah hurt mi!" I say now feeling him squeeze my hands in a way that would definitely leave them bruised.
Where is Daddy or Kai when mi really need dem??
I hate feeling helpless. I hate not being able to defend myself.
Why dis ute nuh jus let mi guh dawg? Mi Nyam him white fowl?
"Nothing you say or do will change the fact that we're done Kyle." I say annoyed, trying to get out of his hold.
"All of a sudden yuh come bout leff? Feel man a clown? Fuck yuh mean yah leff mi prettyface? Mi nuh tell yuh we cyah leff?"
I wore a disgusted look on my face when he called me that.
Nuh wah nuh compliment from you bitch.
Is this the man I considered giving my virginity to?
Fi lucky yuh naay gih him cause a den him woulda tie to di doll.
"Kyle yuh literally bun mi. Its been three fucking months jus lowe mi nuh pussy!" I exclaim, still resisting.
One thing mi know, if mi aguh dead, mi ahh dead fighting fi survive. Nah just give up suh.
Yes gyal cause di fuck?
"Tell yuh bout dah fucking smart mouth deh weh yuh have"
"And dah fucking stink one deh you have" I shoot back.
He then used his free hand to wrap around my neck, making me feel as if my airway was getting cut off. I struggle to breathe as I feel tears well up in my eyes.
Not being able to contain myself anymore, I let my tears fall, and my head feels light as if I'm about to pass out. "Nuh you seh yuh woulda neva duh nuhn fi hurt mi?" I make out between short-lived breaths.
Before I could pass out, the sound of gunshots filled my ears as the very familiar voice spoke up.
"Come ova yasso Xanai" Kairo says from behind us, in his usual deep voice.
He had shot Kyle in his lower leg which obviously led to Kyle screaming out.
Him sure as hell sound like a pussy now.
Yuh limitless eno gyal! All pon e brink a death, yuh attitude stink.
Get it from mi mada and I will forever be this way.
Period!
"Yuh fucking deaf Xanai?!" he exclaims louder than before.
Not wanting to cause any problems, I quickly went to where he was, his figure basically towering mine, with me being 5'6 or 5'7 thereabout and him, 6'4.
Mummy and daddy ahh hear bout dis now eno.
My train of thoughts crashed when I heard another gunshot, "Mi nuh tell yuh waah gwan if mi see yuh back round har pussy?" Kairo asks Kyle after shotting him in his other leg.
Rass! A wen him move from beside mi?
"AHH!!Wah di fuck wrong wid yuh dawg?! Xanai tell him seh mi neva did a duh yuh nuhn nuh!!!"
Really nigga?
Kairo had a sinister look in his eyes and I knew what was about to happen.
"Kairo, it's okay nuh badda kill him" I voice as I held his hand that was holding the gun down, only to see him give me a 'really?' look.
"Yuh cyah fucking serious!" He pushes my hand away, annoyed, and shot Kyle in his head three times.
Before he fell, I saw his brain marrow splatter onto the ground and onto his car. Blood started spilling from his head and continued running from both his legs as his eyes were still open, making me instantly nauseated.
I stood there in shock, A sense of fear washing over me.
This was the first time I've ever seen him kill somebody. He always had a gun but when I asked him about it, he said he had only "accidentally" shot someone once and it was strictly for protection purposes cause' you "Cyah trust people".
He took his phone out and called someone. "Fawwd now. Clean e up good minuh Wah nuhbody know wah gwaan yasso."
Oh? Suh he was planning on this?
He seems so cold about it, like him literally nuh care that he just took a life.
He must've noticed me overthinking, as he pulled me into his warm embrace. "I'm sorry you had to see that mama" he says, his tone now soft.
"I thought he was gonna kill me." I said in a whisper and he pulled away from the hug then started observing me.
"Him wouldn't get di chance to"
His eyes got dark again when he saw the five fingers printed out on my neck and due of my extremely sensitive skin, started showing brightly as soon as Kyle's hand reached my neck.
Knowing what he was thinking, I say, "Yuh kill him already. Yuh cyah do nuhn else Kai", flashing a small smile.
"It hurt when mi touch it?" he asks, touching my neck gently and I nod, "A little"
Without responding, he walked up to his car and opened the passenger door before walking to the driver's door. "Nah come inna di car?" he asks dryly.
When I enter the car, I close the door and put the seatbelt on before setting my attention on what's outside the window.
"If only yuh neva tun off di fucking location! Maybe, just maybe mi coulda get to yuh before di pussy put him hand pah yuh. But no, yuh up inna yuh fucking feelings ova fuckry! Fuckry eno Xanai! Nuh best fren yuh seh we be? Suh how di hell yah guh-"
"You're right. I'm sorry." I cut him off, not wanting to argue.
Nah nuh mouth again?
Yuh stink ee! Mi always have mouth.. mi just know wen mi wrong.
We nuh di same smaddy?
No. Yah deeven somebody yah just thoughts..
"No.. Doh apologize. I'm sorry. Mi know yuh nuh like when mi shout pon yuh Xanai but mi did fucking worried" he says getting soft again, before leaning over to me a kissing my forehead.
Bipolar much??
I wanna cry. So much happened today.
While driving, he turned to look at me.
Noticing he's entering into my parents' street, I turn to ask, "Wah yah do?"
"Fuck yuh mean wah mah do? Mia tell yuh parents. Yuh know mi value yuh safety more dan anything else." he responds.
Seet deh..
As we pull up in front of at the huge black gate, Kairo gets out.
He went up to the gate and Kairo presses the intercommunicator and lets them know its us who are out here.
After a few seconds, we here the buzzing sound and the gates open.
He comes back to the car and drives in, the gates automatically closing behind us.
Mi feel drained.
As he came from the car, he opened the passenger door for me to get out.
I sighed, unbuckled the seatbelt and came out.
Here goes the lecture...
We go up to the door and I stood behind him, not wanting to see my parents like this.
My mother opens the door, a smile quickly finding her face, "Kai! Good night son; yuh good?"
"Yes aunty. How have you been?" he asks, returning the smile.
"Couldn't be better. Actually it could.. it aguh get better when unu give mi di news mi wah here" she exclaims and he chuckles in response, knowing what she was referring to.
Know oomuch time mi tell mummy that were just friends???
He pulled me gently by my hand and I saw as her smile instantly drop looking at me.
"Wah di fuck happen to yuh?" She shouts in anguish, which must've caught my father's attention, as he walked towards the door with a smile, my head turning to look at him.
As soon as he saw me his eyes darkened, a livid expression now playing on his face.
"Why di fuck mi dawta look suh?" he asks, obviously trying to sound calm but failing miserably.
Daddy a mad man enuh...
"Why mi nah hear a fucking ansa?! Who do dis Xanai?"
God, please if yuh nuh busy...
"Daddy, It's not a big deal," I respond, trying to downplay the situation even though my heart races like a drum solo in the dark.
"Not a big deal?! Yuh look like yuh just come outta a horror movie! Weh yuh did deh?" My mother demands, her voice rising with each word.