Deprived Love - Chapter 30: Chapter 30
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Third person's pov
“I love you, Chris.”
It was a mere whisper but it was the most beautiful dream Chris had ever seen. He was used to nightmares but it was the first time he found out that after sleeping some good visuals can be seen too.
During the six months of coma, Chris was unaware of the world but he had nightmares.
Of how he was physically assaulted and about many more shitty times he experienced. Bella confessing that she hated him, the time he was shot, and the last thing he remembered, Bella's hands covered in his blood and she was sobbing.
He wanted to move, open his eyes, talk and walk but his body was not permitting him to. Sometimes he felt cold, sometimes he felt too hot as he could feel the sun rays on him. He could even hear people's murmurs but not too clearly. Once he felt warm hands caressing his hands, pecking his forehead but it was all a blur.
Only clear thing he could remember was those three words, that dream was so powerful that he was able to move for the first time. It gave him the strength he needed.
He forced himself to move more and he succeeded in moving his fingers.
After some time he was able to move his eyes, it was all a blur and he was able to hear a faint beeping sound from the background.
He weakly rubbed his eyes to clear his vision and was instantly met by emptiness.
It was an empty hospital room.
He was about to get up a little to lean on the headboard when the door pushed open.
His eyes widened comically, and the faint beep sound was replaced by his wild heartbeat.
“Bella.” He uttered, his voice was hoarse but still the word sounded so sweet in his mouth.
Bella clearly mirrored his expression as she was too overwhelmed. She sprinted towards Chris and threw herself on the male. He was bewildered as he didn't even dream that Bella would be happy by seeing him alive.
He grabbed the girl by her waist and buried his face in the crook of her neck. Her warm body and sweet scent gave instant relief to Chris as he was yearning for this. He furrowed his eyebrows when he heard a sniffle.
“Bella?” He pulled Bella off him and studied her face. She was crying.
Chris wiped her tears from the back of his hand, Bella gently gripped his hand and cupped her face in it.
“Chris, you scared me!” Bella uttered.
“What?” Chris asked confusingly.
“You bastard, how dare you die on me!?” Bella yelled, smacking his chest softly.
“You were scared because I was about to die?” Chris asked, still confused.
“Of course!”
“That means you don't hate me anymore?” Chris asked.
“You dummy! You think I would ask a person I hate to date. I thought it was clear that I liked you when we went out.”
“I thought you were just clearing your head.”
Bella rolled her eyes and stood up from the bed and offered water to Chris, he drank half a glass before murmuring a ‘thank you’.
Bella took her phone from her pocket and tapped it a few times before showing it to Chris. His mouth dropped open when he saw their picture together.
“You see this?” Bella asked, pointing towards her. Chris nodded.
“This was the most genuine smile I had after a long time, and it was because of you. You see this?”
Chris nodded again.
“Eyes don't lie, Chris. See, my eyes were shining when I was with you and I could see that in yours too.” Bella said.
Chris's eyes glistened as he tried to hold back his tears.
“You like me?” Chris asked, pointing towards himself.
Bella chuckled.
“Yeah.”
“But-” Chris was cut off by Bella when she pressed their lips together. Chris was shocked but he returned the kiss passionately. Bella hovered over Chris strangling him. She pulled away immediately, and Chris furrowed his eyebrows.
“Sorry, you are still not recovered completely, I was just… just carried over.”
Bella was about to destrangle his knees but Chris gripped her wrists.
He kissed her.
That was not their last kiss as Chris expected before passing out in Bella's arms. There will be more to them. More sweet, sensual, heated and passionate kisses are yet to come and he'll never get enough of it, he would never.
He switched their positions as Chris was now hovering Bella, Bella sighed and wrapped her arms around Chris's neck.
He squeezed her waist and gently bit her bottom lip asking for permission which Bella granted happily, as their tongue’s met Bella's tummy erupted with butterflies. Both of their hearts beating wildly in their chest.
Chris sucked on Bella's bottom lip earning a soft moan from her. Bella gently pressed Chris's chest and withdrew from the kiss.
“We are in the hospital room Chris, behave!” Bella whisper yelled.
“Says the one who kissed me first. You started it.” Chris uttered with his signature smirk.
“But I -” Bella gasped when Chris started nipping at her neck. He took a length of milky skin between his lips, sucking it softly.
Bella instinctively tilted her head and intertwined her fingers in the raven locks.
Chris kissed on her collarbones followed by her jaw and earlobes.
“I missed you.” Chris whispered, locking his hazel eyes to Bella's brown ones.
Bella chuckled cupping Chris's cheeks.
“I should be the one to say that, how can you miss me when you were in deep slumber all these times?”
Chris pecked her lips before sliding beside Bella. He pulled Bella on his chest and Bella snuggled closer to his chest. He took a deep breath before saying-
“I had multiple nightmares when I was in coma, I wanted to move, scream, open my eyes but I was numb.” Chris uttered.
Bella kissed his neck softly.
“But now I'll not let you suffer alone, Chris. I'll be beside you.” Bella said with a determined tone.
Chris chuckled, which was a melody to Bella's ears.
“It's a big commitment, darling.”
“I know but I mean what I said.”
“By the way how long have I been asleep?”
“Six months.” Chris nodded.
“It's been very long.”
“I visited you every day, Chris. I blabbered too much hoping that maybe you are hearing me.” Bella pouted.
“Yeah, I felt your presence sometimes but it was not clear and I was obviously not able to respond.” Chris said with a grin.
“It was not clear at all?” Bella asked curiously.
“Yeah, everything. Except one. It felt very much real but it was a dream. It was the only good thing I heard after all the nightmares I've been through.” Chris uttered with a smile and Bella smiled too by looking at Chris's toothy grin.
“What was that?” Bella asked drawing patterns on Chris's chest with her fingers.
Chris shook his head, “You don't want to know.”
Bella pouted. “Tell me. I want to know what got you smiling like that.” Chris pecked Bella's forehead. “I heard you confessing to me that you love me.” Chris uttered. “It was a mere whisper and your voice sounded very broken but I heard it very clearly, I was able to move right after that.”
Bella froze. Chris really heard her confession? But he thinks of it as a dream. But it made clear to Bella that Chris doesn't think at all that Bella will actually love him.
Bella hated that fact. She wanted Chris to know that he deserves all the love in the world too. She vowed that she will make Chris feel loved.
“Why do you think that I'll not love you? Why do you think it was a dream?
“I love you, Chris.”
It was a mere whisper but it was the most beautiful dream Chris had ever seen. He was used to nightmares but it was the first time he found out that after sleeping some good visuals can be seen too.
During the six months of coma, Chris was unaware of the world but he had nightmares.
Of how he was physically assaulted and about many more shitty times he experienced. Bella confessing that she hated him, the time he was shot, and the last thing he remembered, Bella's hands covered in his blood and she was sobbing.
He wanted to move, open his eyes, talk and walk but his body was not permitting him to. Sometimes he felt cold, sometimes he felt too hot as he could feel the sun rays on him. He could even hear people's murmurs but not too clearly. Once he felt warm hands caressing his hands, pecking his forehead but it was all a blur.
Only clear thing he could remember was those three words, that dream was so powerful that he was able to move for the first time. It gave him the strength he needed.
He forced himself to move more and he succeeded in moving his fingers.
After some time he was able to move his eyes, it was all a blur and he was able to hear a faint beeping sound from the background.
He weakly rubbed his eyes to clear his vision and was instantly met by emptiness.
It was an empty hospital room.
He was about to get up a little to lean on the headboard when the door pushed open.
His eyes widened comically, and the faint beep sound was replaced by his wild heartbeat.
“Bella.” He uttered, his voice was hoarse but still the word sounded so sweet in his mouth.
Bella clearly mirrored his expression as she was too overwhelmed. She sprinted towards Chris and threw herself on the male. He was bewildered as he didn't even dream that Bella would be happy by seeing him alive.
He grabbed the girl by her waist and buried his face in the crook of her neck. Her warm body and sweet scent gave instant relief to Chris as he was yearning for this. He furrowed his eyebrows when he heard a sniffle.
“Bella?” He pulled Bella off him and studied her face. She was crying.
Chris wiped her tears from the back of his hand, Bella gently gripped his hand and cupped her face in it.
“Chris, you scared me!” Bella uttered.
“What?” Chris asked confusingly.
“You bastard, how dare you die on me!?” Bella yelled, smacking his chest softly.
“You were scared because I was about to die?” Chris asked, still confused.
“Of course!”
“That means you don't hate me anymore?” Chris asked.
“You dummy! You think I would ask a person I hate to date. I thought it was clear that I liked you when we went out.”
“I thought you were just clearing your head.”
Bella rolled her eyes and stood up from the bed and offered water to Chris, he drank half a glass before murmuring a ‘thank you’.
Bella took her phone from her pocket and tapped it a few times before showing it to Chris. His mouth dropped open when he saw their picture together.
“You see this?” Bella asked, pointing towards her. Chris nodded.
“This was the most genuine smile I had after a long time, and it was because of you. You see this?”
Chris nodded again.
“Eyes don't lie, Chris. See, my eyes were shining when I was with you and I could see that in yours too.” Bella said.
Chris's eyes glistened as he tried to hold back his tears.
“You like me?” Chris asked, pointing towards himself.
Bella chuckled.
“Yeah.”
“But-” Chris was cut off by Bella when she pressed their lips together. Chris was shocked but he returned the kiss passionately. Bella hovered over Chris strangling him. She pulled away immediately, and Chris furrowed his eyebrows.
“Sorry, you are still not recovered completely, I was just… just carried over.”
Bella was about to destrangle his knees but Chris gripped her wrists.
He kissed her.
That was not their last kiss as Chris expected before passing out in Bella's arms. There will be more to them. More sweet, sensual, heated and passionate kisses are yet to come and he'll never get enough of it, he would never.
He switched their positions as Chris was now hovering Bella, Bella sighed and wrapped her arms around Chris's neck.
He squeezed her waist and gently bit her bottom lip asking for permission which Bella granted happily, as their tongue’s met Bella's tummy erupted with butterflies. Both of their hearts beating wildly in their chest.
Chris sucked on Bella's bottom lip earning a soft moan from her. Bella gently pressed Chris's chest and withdrew from the kiss.
“We are in the hospital room Chris, behave!” Bella whisper yelled.
“Says the one who kissed me first. You started it.” Chris uttered with his signature smirk.
“But I -” Bella gasped when Chris started nipping at her neck. He took a length of milky skin between his lips, sucking it softly.
Bella instinctively tilted her head and intertwined her fingers in the raven locks.
Chris kissed on her collarbones followed by her jaw and earlobes.
“I missed you.” Chris whispered, locking his hazel eyes to Bella's brown ones.
Bella chuckled cupping Chris's cheeks.
“I should be the one to say that, how can you miss me when you were in deep slumber all these times?”
Chris pecked her lips before sliding beside Bella. He pulled Bella on his chest and Bella snuggled closer to his chest. He took a deep breath before saying-
“I had multiple nightmares when I was in coma, I wanted to move, scream, open my eyes but I was numb.” Chris uttered.
Bella kissed his neck softly.
“But now I'll not let you suffer alone, Chris. I'll be beside you.” Bella said with a determined tone.
Chris chuckled, which was a melody to Bella's ears.
“It's a big commitment, darling.”
“I know but I mean what I said.”
“By the way how long have I been asleep?”
“Six months.” Chris nodded.
“It's been very long.”
“I visited you every day, Chris. I blabbered too much hoping that maybe you are hearing me.” Bella pouted.
“Yeah, I felt your presence sometimes but it was not clear and I was obviously not able to respond.” Chris said with a grin.
“It was not clear at all?” Bella asked curiously.
“Yeah, everything. Except one. It felt very much real but it was a dream. It was the only good thing I heard after all the nightmares I've been through.” Chris uttered with a smile and Bella smiled too by looking at Chris's toothy grin.
“What was that?” Bella asked drawing patterns on Chris's chest with her fingers.
Chris shook his head, “You don't want to know.”
Bella pouted. “Tell me. I want to know what got you smiling like that.” Chris pecked Bella's forehead. “I heard you confessing to me that you love me.” Chris uttered. “It was a mere whisper and your voice sounded very broken but I heard it very clearly, I was able to move right after that.”
Bella froze. Chris really heard her confession? But he thinks of it as a dream. But it made clear to Bella that Chris doesn't think at all that Bella will actually love him.
Bella hated that fact. She wanted Chris to know that he deserves all the love in the world too. She vowed that she will make Chris feel loved.
“Why do you think that I'll not love you? Why do you think it was a dream?
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