Falling For My Exchange Brother | B... - Chapter 24: Chapter 24

I bit my lip, Arthur walking to me and grinning.
Just standing in front of one another, his eyes boring into mine. My skin becoming hot and my hands clammy, making me realize that I've never been this nervous before.
I'm practically shifting foot to foot, biting my lip off as Arthur looks confident and certain.
He grabs my hand, and I shake my head in embarrassment as he chuckles.
"You nervous?"
"Yes. I'm a guy and I wasn't born to be in this position."
"You born to do whatever position you want. I not judge, you want me to do this."
I nod, making me even more embarrassed because I'm the one that told him to do this. I reciprocated this and now I'm acting like a damn virgin! I wasn't acting like this when I truly lost my virginity!
"I do-."
"Then why scared? You trust me?"
I nod, but found myself at the same time trying to pull out his grasp with my hand.
"I need word." He whispers." I not do anything until I hear word."
"Word." I tease, making him smile.
"You know what I mean."
I sigh, looking at him as he grinned softly.
I knew he wouldn't do anything I wouldn't like and it's him. He's someone a woman would die to be with. Yet he's with me, and now I'm in this position like a virgin girl...
"I..." I shove him on the bed, letting him sit as I step back." I want to do something."
He nods, folding his arms as he looked at me with lust-filled eyes. Making me blush as I've done this before.
Where I take my clothes off and let the girl stare at me then she takes her clothes off. But he doesn't know that, so it looks like to him - maybe - that I'm doing a personal strip show for him.
"Don't do anything until I'm done." I murmur, facing the other way as I untie the string to my joggers. Sighing in embarrassment- again - I let them hang as I begin to pull my shirt over my head.
Turning to face him as I dropped the shirt and he was...blushing! The way his skin became darker and his lips going in a tight line.
I take a deep breath, letting my joggers fall to the ground. And I was now half-naked in front of Arthur. His eyes diverting to mine as I breathed heavily in excitement now.
He suddenly stood, making me flinch. Him noticing and he sat back down.
"I'm sorry..." I whisper, and he nods." But I'm afraid it's your turn."
He raises his eyebrows, smirking as he stood. I sat in his spot, and looked at him as he chuckled.
"You're hard already?" I ask, seeing that he had a clear erection as he pulled his pants down.
"Yes? It you, of course." He states, yanking his shirt off and I marveled at him as he nodded.
He got on his knees in front of me, between my legs as he was at eye level with me and he got close. His hands gripped my waist and caressed me, kissing my cheek as he grinned.
"May I?"
I blushed, looking at him as he wasn't insisting on doing anything. Being patient and kind, more patient than I've ever been to anyone. Is this how he was with the girl he lost his virginity to...?
Why am I suddenly getting jealous...over that? I lost my virginity as well but not like this... I want to be better.
I want...
"I want to override your past sexual experiences with ours. No ones more important." I say, wrapping my arms around his neck as I smirk." I trust you, and you may."
He grins, the both of us leaning towards one another, planting a kiss on each other's lips. Feeling himself press forward as my body leaned back at the force. But I held myself up as I maintained his kiss and he pulled back.
I scooted back, Arthur getting onto the bed as he sat. Myself straddling him as I let him look up at me.
"I gonna do what I know. I admit, I not have sex for a long time. So I little rusty and awkward... This awkward-."
"You're making it awkward by talking like this. Just let it happen."
"Let it happen?"
"Let. It. Happen."
"Then," he pulled me off him setting me in front as he smiled softly,"I not want to do this. You not ready. Stop lie to self, I know you not ready. I can wait."
"But-."
"You say let it happen. It not happen 'cause neither of us no what we do. Tell me, William, do you want my penis inside you?"
I freeze, folding my arms as I fidget.
I try to imagine it and all I can think about it crying and pain...
"No... - not right now at least!"
"Exactly. There are other methods to get pleasure," He got off the bed as he began to put his pants on, handing me my clothes," Just know you not need to force self with me. I got you."
I blush, nodding as I do put my clothes back on.
He's right. I was forcing myself, but then I wasn't. I don't even fucking know!
"I go." He says, and I watch as he leaves the room.
Confused out of my mind, I suddenly feel like I did something wrong. He told me I didn't need to force myself and I'm not going to. He literally had his chance and he blew it with that damn speech!
Now why is he acting butt hurt about it all? I don't understand...
I leave the room, not sure how to feel. My parents aren't here - again - and it's just him and I in this huge place.
He's not in his room and I know he didn't go anywhere, he can't even drive. He didn't leave he house because the alarm didn't go off. So I don't know if I should just leave him be or search this damn maze...
Or...
I go to my phone and look to see if I can call him. But the more I look...it makes me realize...I never got his number.
"Arthur..." I growl, somewhat annoyed with him and mad at myself. We always get close and then I'm pushing us away somehow.
But this time, it felt like I was pushed away...
Going to the stairs, I sit on the edge so that I can see throughout the lower half. So that if I see him I can call him out.
Awkwardly enough, staring around here and seeing how lonely and isolated it was, it made me think... Is this how I usually lived? Alone and just playing on my phone or distracting myself?
Was my life always this...boring?
As I just kept looking, I began to get scared. Afraid of being alone and I've been used to having someone with me - Arthur - that it's been awhile that I've been alone like this...
He's here...but it feels like he isn't.
"I sorry I took so long." I look over my shoulder, seeing him walking towards me with a grin." I knew you look in room so I went in other random room. Got lost! But found."
He sits beside me on the stairs, smiling as he playfully bumps shoulders with me.
"I had to fix penis. But I fine now...you okay?"
I sneer, shaking my head no as he frowns in confusion.
"What I do?"
"You left me."
"No I not. I went to room of the bath."
"You could've told me that! You acted like you were upset!"
"No I not. I fine. Why I be mad at you? You fine."
I sneer, shaking my head.
"That's not what... You said... But I...?" I stutter, making him raise an eyebrow as he was forming a smile on his lips.
"You think I mad 'cause we not have sex?" He asks, opening his arms and I just laid in them. Him hugging me as I was comfortable, soon nodding to his question.
"I leave 'cause I had erection. You looked confused, I am too. We both are. We not know what we doing..."
He drifts off, and I nod.
"You like what you like." I say hesitantly, not sure if I should keep going." Then I'm straight."
I don't know his reaction because I'm leaning on his chest. His arms don't try to let go of me and he stays exactly the same.
"What you try to say?"
His voice sounded fearful, making me not want to continue.
"I won't judge... But I know you lied to me."
"About?"
"About the second person in your heart. You lied to me and I know you did...I thought about it more and it didn't add up."
He let go of me this time and I sat up, seeing him glaring at me.
"What I say from Thailand? You not know when to stop talk. To shut up. Some stuff I not want to talk about with you-."
"Why?! We've done enough stuff where you should trust me enough to tell me these things-."
"It not about trust. It about my choice. I not want to say."
He just looks at me with annoyance, making me annoyed that he wouldn't budge. This person in his heart is next to me, clearly.
Why is he getting defensive?
"This person is a guy."
"Be quiet."
"What? It's a guy and they clearly mean something to you. They're in France and you like him-."
"J'ai dit de fermer la gueule!" ( I said to shut the fuck up! ) He yelled, making me flinch at his sudden volume."Permettez-moi d'être honnête, mon amour, vous êtes la dernière personne que je voudrais dire à. Le dernier. Sans compter que vous êtes vindicatif et plein de jugements. Alors, pourquoi diable te dirais-je qui est dans mon cœur quand je m'engage c'est toi? Huh?" ( Let me be honest, my love, you are the last person I would want to tell this to. The last. Not to mention you are vengeful and full of judgements. So why on Earth would I tell you who's in my heart when I pledged it's you? Huh?)
I just looked at him, seeing a different side as he looked pissed off. Over a small question.
"Don't get mad at me because I want to know who the other person is in your heart!"
"Vous voulez savoir parce que vous voulez ne pas perdre l'attention. Je comprends, tu m'utilises à ton avantage pour attirer l'attention que tu n'as jamais vraiment eue. Eh bien devinez quoi, ils sont en France et ils ne m'aimeraient jamais de toute façon alors là! Ça suffit pour toi?!" ( You want to know because you want don't want to lose the attention. I understand, you're using me to your full advantage to get attention you never really had. Well guess what, they're in France and they'd never love me anyway so there! That enough for you?! ) He shouted, and I found myself punching him in the face.
But he didn't give much reaction, I just stood, rushing off as I went down the stairs. Grabbing my car keys to the Lambo as I was pissed the fuck off.
"William." I hear, and I ignore it as I go outside. Going to my car as I went inside. Looking to see him walking out as he walked towards my car.
But I didn't let him catch up as I put the keys the ignition, driving off as I didn't want to talk to him anymore.
How dare he say shit to me like that when he knows it's true...
I was truly jealous, what doesn't he get about that?
I'm jealous over someone I've never met and I don't even know if the guy knows Arthur exists. By the sounds of it, it sounded like one-sided love.
But how would I know?! He wouldn't fucking tell me...!
I call Dylan and surprisingly enough, Bella. Telling them to meet me at the mall as I wanted to talk about Arthur.
Because I don't want this to ruin our relationship... I guess.
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"Why would you keep asking?" Bella asked, and I shrugged.
"I don't know! I was curious who his first love was..."
"You're lucky you were in his heart at all." Dylan mutters, making me glare at him." So he yelled at you for being bothersome, you punched him, he tried talking to you, and you ran. Now we're here? William, you're like a child."
I roll my eyes, looking to my side to see a group of kids from my school. The soccer guys who are in the closet. Peter and David with their weirdo friends.
"Don't look now but that group over there is obsessed with Arthur." I whisper, Dylan looking obviously as he nods.
"That group over there?!" He points at them, making the guys look." William you're talking about them right?! Them!!??"
I smack him upside the head and it's too late as the group is walking over as if they're threatening.
"Where's Arthur?" David asks, and I raise my eyebrows.
"Not here. Sorry you can't gawk at him like you please." I growl, and he glares at me as I smile.
I had the upper hand in this, none of his friends - I'm guessing - knew him and Peter were obsessed. I did.
"You're one to talk. Considering what you two did yesterday in the club room." Peter hissed, making me freeze as their friends were confused.
I grabbed him by the shirt, yanking him forward as he smirked.
"What bull are you spouting?" I spat, making him red.
"No bull. David and I heard and saw you two. You practically got your ass whooped by him." David whispers, no one else hearing but him and me.
I shove him, dropping Peter as I point at them threateningly.
"You two got it fucked up. I, I would never do such with Arthur. He's my Exchange Brother. I'm straight - not sure about him. So whatever shit you think you heard, is bull. No one will believe you two since you two fanboy about him all the time.
"And even if it is true, I'm using him-." What am I doing? -" He's just a pawn and he helps me out when I'm bored. It's all a game, my game and he's the player, I'm the controller. He'd be nothing without me and nothing we've done means much to me.
"He's not important. You're not important. I am though." I smile, and they all look gobsmacked.
David shakes his head, his hand trembling as it began to rise. His finger pointing and I frowned.
"You fucked up bad man..." Dylan growled, and I rolled my eyes.
Arthur's not here. Once I explain the situation to him and how it all unfolded when I go home, it'll be all good.
When I looked back at David and Peter and his friends, they all were staring at something in fear. It was behind me and I looked over my shoulder, practically jumping out of my skin as I saw Arthur behind me.
Dylan at the table as he shook his head and Bella holding his arm, probably if he tried to do anything.
But what I was afraid of was...how much did he hear?
His eyes wild and glaring at me. His lips sneering and his jaw clenched. His hands in fists as he looked pissed out of his mind. Pissed because he doesn't know I'm just lying.
I'm trying to protect both of us...right?
I opened my mouth to explain myself, but all I saw was his fist flying towards my face. Almost as if all his newfound misunderstood hatred was going into this fist. Once it connected to my face, everything went black.