Falling For My Exchange Brother | B... - Chapter 65: Chapter 65

|_Dylan_
"This is your last day here and you want to spend it with me rather than your son?" I question Raphael, seeing him shrug as he sat on the coffee table. He was before me as I pull my knees up to my chest to hide my expression.
"I mean, Arthur has been pretty adamant that I've come at the worst time. That I'm something he's been avoiding to be. Might as well spend the last day with someone who actually likes me."
I bite my lip, not wanting to admit yet that I liked him. Considering what we've done there's definitely something going on between the two of us. Not that I'd admit it...
"I'm just a random person. Besides, Arthur is just hurt. I'd be hurt if my father didn't appear in my life until someone found him. He didn't try to look for me; and you guys are doing good now. There's just...there was just an issue at hand."
Raphael just looks away from me, rubbing the back of his neck. Looking conflicted as if he didn't seem to get it.
"Was your father in your life?"
"Yeah? What kind of question is that? I already know what I did wrong and I can't take it back. Arthur doesn't have to forgive me. But at least I got to see him for the first time...after so long." Raphael mumbles aloud, but towards the end I don't think it was meant for me to hear.
I hide my face until you can only see my eyes, beginning to feel bad for him. I really don't think he should be here.
"Arthur needs you."
"So you say. But I've been pushed away for too long and I'm over it."
I put my knees down, going to him as I grab his hand and squeeze it in comfort.
"Just because he pushes you away doesn't mean he doesn't want you around. Maybe he just doesn't want to be hurt again. Usually when people push you away that's a cry that they need you the most." I state softly, making him look at me like I was making stuff up.
"Where'd you hear that bull from? If someone pushes you away they typically want you to leave them alone." He snaps at me, and I try not to snort.
"Not necessarily..."
He just continues to not believe me, looking all sullen and hurt. Which is completely new because this whole time he had on this front like nothing can hurt him. But now I see that he really wants to have something with Arthur.
"This makes me wish I could restart history and be given another chance. If I'd be given a chance, I wouldn't mess it up. I want to have a relationship with my son - all my kids. He literally looks like a younger version of me and the fact that I look at me but then I don't see me...he's opposite of me." Raphael looks at his hands that soon become fists.
"Then leave and go to him!" I snap in annoyance - not understanding his difficulty.
"But I also have a deep affection for you. I like you a lot and I want something with you..."
I lick my lips, letting go of his hand as I lean back into the couch. Yet when he comes up off the table and gets on his knees in front of me - he wraps his arms around my waist and looks up at me.
"You don't realize what you're saying. You're Arthur's father and-."
"I know what I am! I had a child at sixteen and because of it, I ran! Now he's twenty six and claims he doesn't want anything to do with me!" He cries, resting his head in my lap. "I like you and I want my son in my life as well. I want the both of you-."
"But you can't. I want you to be with Arthur."
"I want to be with the both of you..."
He lifts his head, looking at me sadly as I grin. Not sure what to say anymore. He already is being indecisive it seemed, but my heart ached.
I wanted him as well...
"Raphael..." I groan, becoming saddened because I knew hat he shouldn't have been here. But he was and I couldn't make him leave...it hurt too much.
Who'd think that I would fall for Arthur's father. Of all people... Their family must have this sort of complex or some type of trick because William and I both have been warped in by the Martins.
I thought this was just something random but that spark I felt from him long ago has never been able to leave my mind. I know there's supposed to be something with us; yet I haven't said so.
"I...I like you too..." I confess, resting my forehead onto his as I close my eyes. "I like you Raphael, but you're Arthur's father. I'm just scared that I'm doing something wrong. I know you are afraid but if you like me just go to Arthur and talk to him. He needs his father more than ever because he never had a true father figure to teach him how to be a father. He had to teach himself and he's amazing. But he'd be better if he also had you... You hear me?
"Not to mention him and William are having twins. This is your chance to be there and show you care. Don't lose this chance all for me. I couldn't live with myself if I was the cause for you two not becoming closer." I confess to Raphael very seriously.
I open my eyes, seeing Raphael looking at me softly. Leaning up towards me, our lips touch. His arms pulling me to him as he still is on his knees but he perfectly meets with me. Holding on tight - my arms find their way around his neck.
The both of us pressing onto one another as he pressed harder into me and had me fall back into the cushion. Feeling him grip my hips - then being flipped around suddenly. Opening my eyes to see that I was now on his lap.
My arms still around his neck and the both of us kissing like it was the last thing we were ever going to do. But it felt like the last time, for sure. I wasn't going to be the one to admit it, but this felt like a goodbye.
The way his hands lingered lower and his lips softer, yet rough. Moving from mine and traveling down my neck - my eyes opened to reveal the clock on the wall. Seeing that it was the evening and he couldn't stay here for much longer. I wouldn't allow it, I wouldn't do that to Arthur...
But it was hard to stop when his hands continued to trail my body and had small shivers go through me. Making me not want to stop because this might be the last time.
"Dylan I'm sorry..." Raphael breathed, hugging me as he hid his face into my chest." I didn't mean to come here and to fall for you. But I...I don't want to hurt you any longer."
"You're not hurting me. I just..."
I suddenly yank off of him, pulling him up as I pat his chest and look away from him. Swallowing down the lump that began to build up in my throat. Glancing up at Raphael as he looked down at me with a hurt expression.
Yet we both know where he needed to be and where he needed to go...
"Go." I insist, seeing him give me a melancholic grin. Making me feel worse as he walked to the door. Opening it he stopped for a second, but just walked out as once the door closed I gulped and fell onto the couch.
Trying to catch my breath as I felt like I just lost something. It hurt and it was tight and uncomfortable. Yet I know I did something right... Who knew doing something good hurt this much. I thought it hurt the first time when I let go of my little crush on Arthur, this is even worse.
I never knew that my heart could hurt this much over a person. I've changed too and seen sides of me I've never seen since I met him. I feel crazy for thinking so, but I want him to stay as well.
But it's right for him to go to Arthur... Yet why does it hurt so much just to do something right?
Standing up, I decide not to sit here anymore because it smelled like him. I didn't want any reminders, but my room wasn't much help either.
His stuff was here, a little of it. But I wasn't sure if he considered any of it important. Either way, I gulped as I saw his car keys on the drawer. Looking away, I tried to calm down my pain and sadness. Wanting him here even though I insisted for him to go...
Wait.
I run downstairs, opening the front door as I saw Raphael at his car. His forehead resting against the window as I saw his eyes closed. Seeing him look frustrated and I waited for him to notice I was here.
But he was just standing there for the longest time, having me chuckle silently. Walking forward until I was beside him and leaned against his car. Feeling it sway as he stood and opened his eyes. When he saw me he just did a small flinch, letting me know I scared him.
"Did I frighten you? Sorry."
He smiles, shrugging as he looked at his car.
"I forgot something."
"Your keys? Yeah. They were on my dresser. I want to inform, you can't drive a car without...keys. You know that, right?" I tease him with a silly smile.
Raphael snickers, pulling on the handle of the car. But his eyes stayed trained on me.
"I completely forgot. It's nice to have people that care and inform me of these things." He teased, grinning happily. "Yet it's too bad that I have to leave. Want to come inside and get it with me?"
I nod, the both of us going in. Walking up the stairs I began to get sad. Not wanting to think about having to say goodbye even though I wanted him so badly.
Watching him go in the room, he grabbed his keys hesitantly, looking at me as I stood by he door. I didn't want to keep him from Arthur but...I didn't want Raphael to leave. This will most likely be the last time we are alone together before he leaves and we drop him off at the airport. But still!
"I honest to goodness don't want you to go." I say, and he smiles.
"I don't want to leave you either. Considering I am not with either of my children's mothers, that's saying lots about my character. But I want you to know that you're the first person that I actually want. May sound cheesy, but I'm not all about that. I say what I say and I mean it."
I go on my phone and I was about to text Arthur until he suddenly messages me. He ends up telling me that William and him have met some couple basically like them. That they are friends now and that he'd be coming home late.
Which I don't know why he's tell me this - I don't live at his house. Though it seems like he wanted to inform Raphael too since he's with me...
"Arthur met a couple like him and William. I wonder who they are..." I end up mumbling, and Raphael snickers.
"Man, I was about to go to his house too. Now I guess I can stay with you even longer. What do you have to say about that?" Raphael raises his eyebrow at me, and I just snort.
At this point I already knew Raphael was staying. He wasn't planning on leaving - we both knew that. Now this was just a better way for him to stay.
"I don't think you were ever planning on leaving." I state, smirking when he glances off awkwardly. "Hah...we can go to their house in an hour. For now..e lay with me."
I sit on my bed, leaning onto the pillows. Raphael goes to sit beside me and he was quick to smirk at me. Of course I felt shy even though I was used to his looks.
"I know what we can do." Raphael murmurs to me, my eyes taking notice of the fact that he was getting an erection just from looking at me.
I was surprised - not gonna lie.
"Okay...I would love this - not gonna lie." I find myself straddling his lap, biting my lip when I make eye contact with a lusty gaze. "You want to make love with me as much as I want to make love with you?"
"Sexy times in sexy places with a sexy man? How could I say no?" He moans, leaning towards me. The both of us begin to kiss just as passionately as we always have.
Just in doing so...it made me nervous.
Because to think that I couldn't do this with him anymore soon... Really stressed me out, honestly.
I don't even want to think about it.
|_William_
"So you mean to tell me that you're last name is King?" I narrow my eyes on this Titan dude who I honestly thought was awesome.
He nods, smiling as he glances at Amor.
"Amor will be a King one day...right?" He asks him, and Amor blushes on cue basically. I smile because everything about this dude was fucking awesome. I was a little jealous of how cool he was without even trying.
"Titan you're embarrassing me...I already know I'll be a King. I am already one." Amor snickers, Titan agreeing as they both smile at each other. That's when Titan looks at me now and grins.
I grin back, but I suddenly feel an arm wrap around my waist. I look to see Arthur had this annoyed expression on his face.
"So, Titan, I've looked you up so there is no point in lying." I whisper to him.
Titan frowns, only to snort as he begins to eat some more.
"You did research on me? There's actually something on me?" He seemed genuinely surprised and I nod. "That's...I don't know what to say. Did you see who my parents were?"
"Yeah - they look pretty cool too. You're whole family is cool, honestly. You make me so jealous - straight up." I groan, slamming my hands on the table. "I may be a billionaire with a socialite family and a family business, but I envy...absolutely envy what you two have."
Amor and Titan smile, and I bite my lip just to contain anymore of my excitement. The fact that I was talking to a mafia couple was just...insane. Not to mention they didn't look like the movies - at all. I mean, Amor kind of did; but not Titan.
They both were just awesome.
"What is there to envy? Our lifestyles?" Amor questions me, as if to see what I would say.
"Not just that. I like the fact that you two seem to have one another's back no matter what and seem to define the odds! Not to mention how Titan clearly cares for you and how much you love him. No issues at hand - nothing! Just that good type of love shit - I need that, I want that. I actually already have-." I stop when I feel Arthur's arm leave my waist.
I look and saw he looked not only annoyed, but sad. I wait for him to say something.
"Arthur what's wrong?"
"So I not have back no matter what? I not care for you a lot? You not have good love of the type? You just...mock and mock. Imply and imply you not have what you want. I think I do all that." He mumbles, and I already knew what this was about.
If he had let me finish my sentence he'd know I was saying that's what we already have. If not even more so than these two.
"I don't think that's what he was trying to say Arthur." Titan tells him. I could tell that didn't help my case as Arthur glares at him.
"Arthur before I stopped mid sentence - I was going to say that we already have that. Probably even more because you're always there for me despite everything. You're the best husband ever. You're the coolest of them all mon amour." I murmur to him, and his pout changed into the brightest smile.
"Amour..." He whimpers, hugging me as he nestled his face into my chest. I chuckle, glancing back to see Titan and Amor grinning at us both.
"I think I'm envious of you two as well William." Amor ends up telling us. I smile at him for saying such a thing. Though now it seemed like Titan was a little jealous.
I felt like we were going back and forth between being jealous. We both as couples had lived many would desire. Who would've thought that we'd find ourselves fearing what we don't have.
I envy their exciting life that I would love to do with Arthur. Though I have twins on the way and our life is too good just to enter the mafia world. They both just seem to envy what Arthur and I have - relationship wise.
"Well...we both have each other's numbers and I advice that we hang out some time again. We have to go, but I do insist we meet again." I tell them both as I stand up.
Arthur stayed in his chair, still hugging my body with his face in my chest. He ends up standing up now, but keeps hugging me.
"Arthur are you going to say bye?" I ask him, and he peeks over at them.
"Bye." He waves goodbye to them, only to go back to hugging me. Though this time his lips are near my ear. "I really...want to go home and make love to you. Is that so bad?"
I flinch, looking at him in shock. He ends up smirking, and I smirk back.
"It's never bad to want to have sex with me...we haven't been able to do that in a while." I state, the both of us practically disregarding the two in front of us.
Now I really wanting to be alone with him...
"See you two later." I end up saying, and with that Arthur and I rush off. The both of us practically giddy like children since we both knew what we were about to do.
Honestly...it's been too long.
Now I want him even more.