Forgotten Conscience - Chapter 100: Chapter 100

Faith's POV
"Oh Faith..."
"Buffy..."
We pretty much crash through Buffy's bedroom door, groping and pawing at each other as we do. I kick the door closed.
"Buffy..."
I start to kiss down her neck, sucking on it gently. I take her right breast in my hand, massaging it, sending her reeling.
"Faith, kiss me..."
I work my way back up her neck, along her chin and kiss her lips, passionate like. We move toward the bed, me grabbing at her pants, her tugging at my shirt trying to pull it off me. Her pants come undone as we hit the foot of the bed and she falls on top of it. She looks up at me standing over her, the incredible eyes of the woman I love staring into my soul as I pull my shirt over my head and throw it across the room. She looks up at my exposed flesh. Her voice fills with desire as she sits up, wrapping her arms around my waist and kissing my stomach.
"Faith... you're so, so beautiful... I love you..."
I put my hands on her head as she kisses her way up my stomach, between my breasts, until we're face to face again standing at the foot of the bed.
"I know, I feel it too. I feel it in every part of me, in my heart and soul."
She kisses me and grabs my body, pulling me down on to the bed and climbing on top of me. She takes her shirt off and throws it on the floor before straddling me. She leans down, pressing our flesh together as our lips meet. She whispers my name and she kisses her way back down my body.
"Faith..."
"Buffy..."
She kisses me twice on the chest, just above my breasts, making my whole body convulse with pleasure. I feel her hot breath against my breasts, centering over my erect nipple. She flicks her tongue over my nipple and my hips buck into hers. I can't help but moan as her lips press against my naked flesh, sucking my left breast into her mouth. I let out an audible gasp as her tongue swirls around my areola. After a few moments of sucking she switches breasts, teasing my left nubbin with her thumb while sucking on the right.
"Buffy..."
I arch my body into her touch as she sucks on my breast.
"Faith..."
Her hands glide down my body, nearly setting me off right there as our eyes meet. She reaches down and starts to undo my pants.
"This really is happening..."
She kisses me.
"Oh yeah..."
We...
"We're really gonna do this..."
The button snaps on my leathers and I take her hands in mine, stopping her.
"Wait, Buffy..."
Her left hand cradles my cheek.
"What?"
"Are we really gonna do this?"
"I want to... don't you?"
I reach up, tangling my finger in her hair.
"Of course I do, I just... I don't want to wake up tomorrow and find out this was all a mistake. I couldn't take that."
"It's not."
"But..."
"Faith, I love you. Do you love me?"
"Yes, with all that I am."
"Then nothing we do tonight could ever be a mistake."
"Okay."
She kisses me and slips her fingers under my belt line, pulling my pants down over my hips, my thighs and completely off taking my thong with it. She moves back up my body leaving her hands down around my pelvis.
I never thought it'd be like this, never in my wildest dreams. With her, it's like nothing I've ever known.
She kisses her way down my body... ALL the way down.
Every desire anticipated every need satisfied. No one has ever made me feel this way and the more I feel it the more it makes me want her.
Her hands graze my thighs and I part them for her, letting her in. She moves between my legs, raising my knees as she crouches between my thighs. My whole body shudders as her breath hits my pussy, breathing hard into me.
"I-I'm not really sure what I'm... d-doing."
"You don't have to, if you don't want to."
"But... but I want to. I want to make you feel good. I just, wanted you to know in case I wasn't you know... good."
I reach down and push her hair out of her face as she looks up at me.
"You could never be bad at making me feel good B."
She dives in, licking and kissing my pussy in all the right places, sending me into wave after wave of ecstasy.
"Buffy..."
I close my eyes as my head thrashes from side to side as another wave hits me. Her tongue brushes my clit and my whole body arches upward nearly pushing me over the edge. I come down off that incredible high and she's looking down at me.
"Oh Buffy that was..."
She quiets me with a kiss and I can taste myself on her lips. It makes me kiss her harder.
"Faith... I love you..."
I put my arms around her and turn the woman I love over. I kiss her deep and passionately.
"Buffy... you're everything I ever wanted, you know that?"
"I know Faith, I know."
I kiss my way down her body, making her moan and convulse with every touch of my lips. I take the left bra strap between my teeth and pull it down over her shoulder. I brush the other strap down off her shoulder. I reach down and unclasp her bra, pushing the lacy fabric aside revealing her beautiful breasts. I look down at her body and it's like my heart stops. She arches her body into mine to throw her bra away and I kiss between her breasts to hear her moan.
"God you're amazing B. I don't think I realized just how amazing you were till now."
Our lips connect short and sweet like. I fiddle with her pants. Her button comes undone and I start to take her pants off.
"Buffy... I've waited so long for this. I've waited so long to taste you."
Her pants come off and I can't help but run my hands along her naked legs.
"Faith..."
"Buffy..."
I kiss her deeply, my tongue entering her inviting mouth. My hand glides down between her legs pressing my fingers against her sweet sex, over her panties. Her hips gyrate as I move my fingers over her pussy.
"Faith..."
I plant a kisses across her chest and then move down to her areola of pleasure. I suck on her tit, flicking my tongue over her nipple. Her whole body arches into my touch, moaning uncontrollably.
"Faith..."
"Buffy..."
I switch breasts as I rub her pussy harder making her groan louder.
"Oh Faith..."
I lift my lips from her breast to look at her, my hand never leaving her thighs.
"Make love to me Faith, oh god make love to me."
"I will..."
I pull her panties off, grazing my fingers over her silky white skin. She shudders with pleasure as I throw her panties across the room. She opens her legs to me and I lean down, pressing as much of my body against hers as I can.
"Faith?"
I brush her hair out of her face and look down into her eyes.
It's like she's staring into my soul, filling me with her love, and vice-versa.
"I love you..."
"I know."
I kiss her deeply and quickly before moving down her body on the bed. I lie down between her legs, kissing both her thighs as I prepare for what I'm about to do.
"Faith..."
I take a deep breath and her hips move to the feeling of my breath on her naked crotch. I kiss her pussy lips and her eyes roll back in her head. I lick my lips, tasting my love's sweet nectar on them.
God she tastes incredible.
I start to lick and suck at my lover's inner folds sending her into fits of ecstasy with every flick of my tongue. Her whole body surges as my tongue enters her. She moans my name as I tease her clit.
"Faith..."
Every time her body moans and gasps to my touch I can't help but want to hear it more. Every time my name escapes her perfect lips I try harder and faster to hear it again.
"Faith..."
I slip my index finger into her and her muscles clench around it. I start to push into her again and again, her hips buck back into my thrusts.
"Faith..."
I lift my head slightly as I push a second finger inside her.
"Buffy... Buffy I..."
"F-Faith w..."
She takes my head in her hands, lifting it more, my fingers still inside her.
"Wait..."
I move my way up her body, staring down into her eyes.
"Don't... please don't ask me to stop... not after..."
"No... I would never ask you... I just..."
Her left hand grabs my hip, her right sliding down between my sweaty thighs pressing her fingers against my pleasure center. I let out a deep gasp and nearly collapse on top of her as I feel two of her fingers enter me.
"We should do it... together... I want us to..."
She stops mid sentence as I push my two fingers deeper into her. She pushes her own fingers into me and my knees go weak on either side of her body. Our eyes lock as we start to pump into each other.
"Faith..."
"Buffy..."
We start to thrust together in a perfect rhythm.
It's like we're thinking the same thoughts, feeling the same feelings. It's like we're pushing ourselves to each other's limits and together we have a new limit. Together we go to a new place as we thrust into each other harder and faster. A new place neither of us has been before and a place we'll come back to soon.
"Buffy..."
"Faith..."
Our eyes never leave each other's gaze as the tension of what's coming builds between us. We move as one together as we push each other to the brink of everything we've waited for all this time. We kiss once before the feeling between us overtakes us and we scream each other's names.
"BUFFY!"
"FAITH!"
Everything inside me just shatters, like a shattered mirror. All that pain and fear I've been holding inside just pours out of me, until all that's left is love. My love for her and the love I can see in her eyes for me as we look at each other, coming down off the earth shattering, mind blowing experience we've just been through. I lie down next to her, exhausted.
That's saying a lot. I've done a lot of things, with a lot of people. It takes a lot for me to feel... like that, but that was... my god.
She holds me in her arms and I hold her too. I feel the warmth of her skin against mine and I'm just... safe.
There is no bad here. There is no fear, no pain or anger or hate of any kind. I don't have to worry that tomorrow she's gonna wake up and tell me that it was all a big mistake. Because all there is, is us. Me and her, Buffy and me... and our love.
I lick my fingers clean and she does the same, lying in each other's arms on her bed, tasting each other's love. We kiss and she pulls the covers over us. She brushes the hair out of my face.
"I love you Faith."
I don't say a word. She knows how I feel, and I know how she feels... even if she had never said the words, I would know.
I just hold her a little tighter and rest my head against her shoulder. I close my eyes and just, exist. I let myself just bask in the glow of everything we've ever wanted. Unconsciousness slips into my head and I let it happen. I fall asleep in the arms of the one I love.
My one and only.