Helping Lena - Chapter 22: Chapter 22
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Anna's pov
Lena has been now sleeping at our home during the week too. It's like she practically lives, believe I don't mind a bit nor does Olivia. Lena's just so cute and cuddly, I just want to squish her and hide her in my pockets.
Weekdays, on our way to work, we drop Lena by the library and pick her up and from there go straight home. But sometimes we make a stop by her apartment and get some clothes for her. I really didn't want to leave her alone at her apartment with no supervision.
Another was, every morning I would wake up with a sore breast. Lena would spit out her pacifier at night when we sleep and would suckle on my nipple through my shirt the entire night. It's becomes so painful because she use my nipple as a pacifier and her latch is obviously not correct.
The breastfeeding topic was not brought up again after our talk, so I never told Lena what she does at night. But it's okay, I'm a patient person.
Olivia and I were sitting in our car in front of the library. Liv came to pick me up from work and drove me to the pharmacy to get some nipple cream. I was just about to get out to go fetch Lena, until I saw her come out with her head hanging down. That's strange!
"Hi baby, how was work?" I asked softly, pulling her into a hug.
"I-I-it was okay" Lena stuttered slightly as her voice crack as she hid her face in my breast. It sounded like she wanted to cry.
"Sweetheart, can you tell mama what's wrong. Are you okay?" With that sentence, she started sobbing quietly.
"N-n-nothing m-mama" she choked up clutching my silk shirt in her hands.
"Come on, let's go home. Mama will sit in the back seat with you" i gently pulled her from me and opened the backseat and got in. I pulled her in my lap and rocked her back and forth.
"Hey, honey. Mommy's really worried. Can you tell us why you crying. Liv looked at us with a frown on her face.
"M-meanie huwt, mommy" she mumbled out as her body trembled.
I felt my body froze "Sweetheart, look at me. Who hurt you" I said devoid of emotion. No one hurts my baby.
"Chloe, mama" I frowned and tried to rake my brain who that was. I know Lena had mentioned her before. Wait, isn't she Lena's coworker.
"Don't she work with you, honey" Liv asked looking frazzled. She took the words right out of my mouth.
"Mmmh" Lena lifted up her head and looked at Liv with red puffy eyes and snotty nose and nod her head.
"What did she do?" I swear I'm going to beat a bit....
"Chwoe pulls my hair ans push me. Always huwt me, mama. Don't know why" she said faltering in and out of headspace. Her bottom lip trembled, looking like she wanted to cry again.
"Why did she hurt you, sweetheart?" I smiled despite wanting to jump out of this car. I was trying to keep my temper under control.
"She wans me to take her shift, but I say i can't and she get mad. I take Chloe shift always because she go home and leavs me alone" She hid her face back in my chest, breathing heavily.
"Thank you for telling me. Mama's coming now, okay. Go sit in mommy's lap so longs" I kissed her forehead and passed her to the front of Liv.
"Anna..."
"No. I'll be back" I cut her off and gave her a stern look. She gave me a defeated look and nod her head.
I hurriedly opened the door and made my way into the library. I looked around and saw two people inside. Good, I didn't need a audience. I looked at the front desk and saw a young girl sitting by the front desk, busy with her phone.
I took big strides towards her.
"Hi, I'm looking for a Chloe" I said sweetly.
"Who's asking" she asked annoyed while chewing her gum obnoxiously.
"I just need to talk to her that's all" I drummed my nails on the desk.
"I'm Chloe, what do you want?" She sighed and putted her phone down. So this is she! Without thinking twice I gripped her T-shirt and pulled her harshly close to me over the desk.
"Listen to me and listen very carefully. If you ever and I mean EVER touch Lena again, I will fucking bash your face in. You don't not get the right to touch her like you want to. If I have her come home with you hurting her, believe me there will be hell to pay!" I snared. I watched her eyes widen in fear.
"Do you UNDERSTAND ME!"
"Y-yeah. I'm sorry" Chloe's eyes widen in fear as she trembled. That's probably exactly how Lena felt everyday.
"Good. I'm glad we came to an agreement. I'll make sure you get fired" I smiled sarcastically and harshly patted her cheek and pushed her back in her chair.
I walked away, seething with anger. I took deep breaths in, calming down my anger. I putted a smile on my face and got in the back seat. Lena looked up over Olivia's shoulder and made grabby hands at me.
"Come here, baby" I cooed and pulled her tightly into me.
"Everything okay" Liv asked through the rear view mirror as she stared the car and drove home. I nod my head and looked down at Lena as she stared up at me with doe eyes, clearly having fully slipped.
"Ma-mama" she listed as drool escaped her mouth.
Clearly having slipped younger that is. We are still trying to find out how little Lena can slip. So far we know, it's between 1-3. She looked about 1 right now. Her eyes just held innocents and she couldn't formulate words. She just laid limp in my arms. I hope we get home in time before she have a accident
"Yes, I'm mama. Good job baby" I kissed her cheek and wiped the drool away with my thumb.
I played with her until she started whining, making suckling motion with her mouth. She turned her head and tried to latch onto my covered breast.
"We almost home. Then I'll give you your bottle" I patted her bum, but clearly not understanding she took a deep breath in and burst into full blown wailing.
"Shh, baby. Liv are we almost home?" I spoke loudly over Lena's crying.
"Sorry, babe. There's traffic right now" she looked at me apologetic. Shit. Lena kept trying to latch onto my breast, and when she couldn't she would cry louder.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart" but she wasn't having any of it.
"Babe, I think you should let her nurse" Liv said. I looked at her shock.
"You think so?" I said unsure.
"Yeah, I mean it's what's he wants. Look at her her, plus we don't have any of her pacifiers here or bottle" Liv shrugged and gave me a smile. I nod.
"It's okay sweetheart, mama will let you nurse" I lift up my shirt out of my black pencil skirt and pulled one of my breast out of my bra.
"Here you go, baby" I moved my hand to Lena's head and guided her open mouth to my breast. She instantly latched on and suckled vigorously. I hissed in pain and adjust her latch.
"There we go, all better" I choked out heavy on emotion and gently stroke Lena's cheek as she stared up at me as noise of comfort came from her. Her little mouth moving up and down as her hand rest on my other breast.
"I love you so much"
Lena has been now sleeping at our home during the week too. It's like she practically lives, believe I don't mind a bit nor does Olivia. Lena's just so cute and cuddly, I just want to squish her and hide her in my pockets.
Weekdays, on our way to work, we drop Lena by the library and pick her up and from there go straight home. But sometimes we make a stop by her apartment and get some clothes for her. I really didn't want to leave her alone at her apartment with no supervision.
Another was, every morning I would wake up with a sore breast. Lena would spit out her pacifier at night when we sleep and would suckle on my nipple through my shirt the entire night. It's becomes so painful because she use my nipple as a pacifier and her latch is obviously not correct.
The breastfeeding topic was not brought up again after our talk, so I never told Lena what she does at night. But it's okay, I'm a patient person.
Olivia and I were sitting in our car in front of the library. Liv came to pick me up from work and drove me to the pharmacy to get some nipple cream. I was just about to get out to go fetch Lena, until I saw her come out with her head hanging down. That's strange!
"Hi baby, how was work?" I asked softly, pulling her into a hug.
"I-I-it was okay" Lena stuttered slightly as her voice crack as she hid her face in my breast. It sounded like she wanted to cry.
"Sweetheart, can you tell mama what's wrong. Are you okay?" With that sentence, she started sobbing quietly.
"N-n-nothing m-mama" she choked up clutching my silk shirt in her hands.
"Come on, let's go home. Mama will sit in the back seat with you" i gently pulled her from me and opened the backseat and got in. I pulled her in my lap and rocked her back and forth.
"Hey, honey. Mommy's really worried. Can you tell us why you crying. Liv looked at us with a frown on her face.
"M-meanie huwt, mommy" she mumbled out as her body trembled.
I felt my body froze "Sweetheart, look at me. Who hurt you" I said devoid of emotion. No one hurts my baby.
"Chloe, mama" I frowned and tried to rake my brain who that was. I know Lena had mentioned her before. Wait, isn't she Lena's coworker.
"Don't she work with you, honey" Liv asked looking frazzled. She took the words right out of my mouth.
"Mmmh" Lena lifted up her head and looked at Liv with red puffy eyes and snotty nose and nod her head.
"What did she do?" I swear I'm going to beat a bit....
"Chwoe pulls my hair ans push me. Always huwt me, mama. Don't know why" she said faltering in and out of headspace. Her bottom lip trembled, looking like she wanted to cry again.
"Why did she hurt you, sweetheart?" I smiled despite wanting to jump out of this car. I was trying to keep my temper under control.
"She wans me to take her shift, but I say i can't and she get mad. I take Chloe shift always because she go home and leavs me alone" She hid her face back in my chest, breathing heavily.
"Thank you for telling me. Mama's coming now, okay. Go sit in mommy's lap so longs" I kissed her forehead and passed her to the front of Liv.
"Anna..."
"No. I'll be back" I cut her off and gave her a stern look. She gave me a defeated look and nod her head.
I hurriedly opened the door and made my way into the library. I looked around and saw two people inside. Good, I didn't need a audience. I looked at the front desk and saw a young girl sitting by the front desk, busy with her phone.
I took big strides towards her.
"Hi, I'm looking for a Chloe" I said sweetly.
"Who's asking" she asked annoyed while chewing her gum obnoxiously.
"I just need to talk to her that's all" I drummed my nails on the desk.
"I'm Chloe, what do you want?" She sighed and putted her phone down. So this is she! Without thinking twice I gripped her T-shirt and pulled her harshly close to me over the desk.
"Listen to me and listen very carefully. If you ever and I mean EVER touch Lena again, I will fucking bash your face in. You don't not get the right to touch her like you want to. If I have her come home with you hurting her, believe me there will be hell to pay!" I snared. I watched her eyes widen in fear.
"Do you UNDERSTAND ME!"
"Y-yeah. I'm sorry" Chloe's eyes widen in fear as she trembled. That's probably exactly how Lena felt everyday.
"Good. I'm glad we came to an agreement. I'll make sure you get fired" I smiled sarcastically and harshly patted her cheek and pushed her back in her chair.
I walked away, seething with anger. I took deep breaths in, calming down my anger. I putted a smile on my face and got in the back seat. Lena looked up over Olivia's shoulder and made grabby hands at me.
"Come here, baby" I cooed and pulled her tightly into me.
"Everything okay" Liv asked through the rear view mirror as she stared the car and drove home. I nod my head and looked down at Lena as she stared up at me with doe eyes, clearly having fully slipped.
"Ma-mama" she listed as drool escaped her mouth.
Clearly having slipped younger that is. We are still trying to find out how little Lena can slip. So far we know, it's between 1-3. She looked about 1 right now. Her eyes just held innocents and she couldn't formulate words. She just laid limp in my arms. I hope we get home in time before she have a accident
"Yes, I'm mama. Good job baby" I kissed her cheek and wiped the drool away with my thumb.
I played with her until she started whining, making suckling motion with her mouth. She turned her head and tried to latch onto my covered breast.
"We almost home. Then I'll give you your bottle" I patted her bum, but clearly not understanding she took a deep breath in and burst into full blown wailing.
"Shh, baby. Liv are we almost home?" I spoke loudly over Lena's crying.
"Sorry, babe. There's traffic right now" she looked at me apologetic. Shit. Lena kept trying to latch onto my breast, and when she couldn't she would cry louder.
"I'm sorry, sweetheart" but she wasn't having any of it.
"Babe, I think you should let her nurse" Liv said. I looked at her shock.
"You think so?" I said unsure.
"Yeah, I mean it's what's he wants. Look at her her, plus we don't have any of her pacifiers here or bottle" Liv shrugged and gave me a smile. I nod.
"It's okay sweetheart, mama will let you nurse" I lift up my shirt out of my black pencil skirt and pulled one of my breast out of my bra.
"Here you go, baby" I moved my hand to Lena's head and guided her open mouth to my breast. She instantly latched on and suckled vigorously. I hissed in pain and adjust her latch.
"There we go, all better" I choked out heavy on emotion and gently stroke Lena's cheek as she stared up at me as noise of comfort came from her. Her little mouth moving up and down as her hand rest on my other breast.
"I love you so much"
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