Helping Lena - Chapter 31: Chapter 31

Lena's pov
I looking back and forth between mama and mommy. They looked shocked and confused. It was my turn to look confused too.
"Lena, mama does not have milky in her breast" mama said, frowning. Does she not want to give me?
"Mama no 'ive Lena milky?" I asked feeling sad.
"Would you like mama to have milk in mama's breast. I can make some milky?"
"But, mama 'ave milky. Lena dwink wen nuwsing!" I said feeling upset. Why are they not listening to me.
They both kept silent, while staring at me. I don't think they believe and it hurts my feelings.
"I show you!" I said, feeling sure of myself.
There is not a lot of milk, but I can taste it. Everyday it comes out a little more and it's so yummy. It's warm and make me feel cozy.
I tug up mama's shirt up and gestured her to hold it up. She did it with no questions asked, looking in a trance with what I'm doing.
"Take off, pease" I said sweetly, tugging at her bra strap.
"Okay, sweetheart" mama sighed as mommy stood next to us, clearly waiting to see what I'm talking about.
She unclipped her bra and removed it from her chest. She took her bra and throws it on the floor. I smiled at the thought of nursing.
"See!" I squealed, happy to show them I was not lying.
I grabbed her right breast in my hand and squeezed mama's boobie as a small white milk droplet appear on her nipple, making mama hiss at the pressure.
"What the hell!" Mama screeched at the sight making me almost fall off her lap as mommy catch me in time.
Is mama angry at me? I whined and hid my face in mommy's neck and tightly squeezed my eyes close. I heard mama get up from the chair and make her way out of the room. I took my face out of mommy's neck and saw her look at mama leave, but she looked concern.
Mommy sighed and walked over to my crib and sat me down in it. I cling to her and whined. I didn't want to be alone. But she loosen my grip and sat me down anyway.
"Mama mad at me" I asked mommy as my lip tremble.
"No, honey. She's not mad, I think mama is just in shock. I don't think she knew about the milk in her breast" mommy said looking agitated as she pushed my baby hair to the back and kissed my forehead.
"Okays" I said and pulled the beds of my fingernails. When I get nervous , I do that just to feel something.
"Paci pease?" I asked. Mommy nod and put it in my mouth.
"I'll be back, I'll go check on mama quickly" mommy said and kissed my head one more time and walked out of the room.
I could feel myself slip a little out of headspace but not completely. I still felt little but not that little. Just to the point were I could understand what is going on. I pulled my Moana stuffy into me and nuzzled in her neck. I decided to lay down on my side and wait for them to come back to me. I sniffled slightly at the thought of mama upset and not wanting to breastfeed me.
I don't know how long it has been, but I heard their footsteps coming closer to my nursery. I laid still with a baited breath. I heard both of them stand beside my crib.
"Lena, can you look at me, please?" Mama said with a pleading voice and rubbed my back. With hesitation I sat up and faced her and spat my paci out.
"Are you mad at me, mama?" I asked timidly, pulled my skin.
"I'm so sorry for freaking out like that, baby. I promise I'm not mad. I guess mama was just in shock" she gave me a small smile and pulled my hands away from picking at my skin. She put her hands under my arms and pick me up.
"Are you feeling a bit big, honey" mommy asked stroking my cheek. I nod my head yes.
"It's all my fault" mama sighed and rubbed my back.
"Not your fault. I understand mama" I looked into her eyes and put my hand on her cheek and stared at her.
"I luv you mama" I leaned in and gave mama a kiss on her lips.
"Luv you mommy" I said and leaned in and gave mommy a kiss on her lips too.
"Thank you for the kiss, sweetgirl" they both look shocked before chuckling and peppering my face in kisses. I giggled as it tickled.
"Let's talk" mama said after a while and moved to the rocking chair. I nod my head yes.
"Mama didn't know that I can make milky without taking tablets. The tablets were suppose to help make the milk. That's why mama was shocked that it happened naturally" she took a deep breath in and exhaled. I impatiently wait on what she was going to say.
"Did you enjoy mama's milk, sweetheart?" Mama asked looking in my eyes with a smile on her face.
"Wes, I wike" I said shyly and blushed under her gaze. I hope she will let me continue.
"Would you like to keep, nursing with milky included?"
"Pease mama!" I said quick and loud with puppy dog eyes. Is that even a question!!
"Okay, whatever you want, baby" mama and mommy laughed at my enthusiasm as I squealed in excitement, hopping on her lap.
"Nuwse now?" I tugged on her shirt. I'm so excited!
"Sure, baby. It's past your bedtime" mama laid me sideways in the croak of her arm and pulled up her shirt, revealing her breast.
She held her right breast in her hand and guide my head to her pink nipple. I latched on hungrily and and suckled up the milky. So sweet and yummy.
"Is it good, baby?" Mama cooed with tearer eyes. I look up to her and gave a thumbs up.
There wasn't a lot of milky, but I enjoyed it. After a few minutes, I whine as the milky was up.
"Shh, all mama had to do is switch you to the other side" mama changed me to the other breast.
I drank as I began to feel dizzy and sleepy. I grunted, trying to stay awake, but mama patted my bum and rocked the chair making me blink lazily.
What does mama put in her milk?
"Goodnight, sweetheart"
"Goodnight, honey. We love you so much" was the last thing I heard and I fell into a deep sleep.
It seems that some of you guys are confused about the whole breastfeeding thing.
Lena was dry nursing, and not breastfeeding. It's was more of a comfort thing!
Anna started producing milk because Lena stimulated her breast and caused lactation.