Helping Lena - Chapter 59: Chapter 59

Anna's pov
Olivia and I decided that we are going to take Lena to Build-a-bear. Since she lost Mr Noodle on the night of the incident, Lena and Olivia went to look for the stuffy, but it was unfortunately gone.
She was cranky and moody over the lost stuffy. She kept asking for Mr Noodles and it broke my heart when her big hazel eyes got teary. It made me feel more guilty even if I tried to shake it off or try to forget it.
"Are you ready, baby?" I asked as I poked my head in Lena's nursery.
I softly chuckled as I saw Lena sitting on the floor, only her diaper, throwing clothes around while grunting. I could she her get more frustrated as she tried to pick out an outfit.
"Nos" Lena said as she turning her head to me. Her bottom lip wobbled as her eyes begin to turn glossy.
Lena wanted to be a 'big girl' and wanted to dress herself and now look where that got her. I walked over to my baby and sat down next to her.
"Do you want mama to help you?" I cooed as I wiped her tears away.
"Bu' I big 'irl mama" Lena said as her voice cracked and kicked her legs in frustration.
"I know you a big girl baby. But sometimes big girls also need help from their mama" I said softly as I cupped her face in my hands.
"Okays" Lena said sadly and blinked tiredly up at me.
"Okay to let mama help you get dress?"
"Wes pease" Lena said cutely as she smiled her cute smile up at me.
"Thank you for using your manners" I cooed and kissed her.
I started going through the clothes on the floor as Lena sat in between my legs and laid her head on my chest. I smiled down at her her and thought about happy she will be when she know where we going.
"Luv mama" Lena said softly as she fisted my thin strip black dress.
"I love you too, sweetheart" I smiled back at her. She is just to sweet for her own good!
There were so many good outfits to choose from. But I decided to stick to the dresses, Lena always looked adorable in it. Who am I kidding, she looks adorable in everything.
I felt her hand crawl up my stomach to my breast. She played with the strap while not so discreetly pulling it down. Her hand moved inside slowly down my dress
"Can I help you little miss?" I smirked as I looked down at her.
"Nos mama" Lena shook her head quickly no and looked at me with innocent eyes.
Her hand freeze but she made no move to remove her hand. I shrugged and went back to what I was doing. I smirked at her little antics. It is always hilarious to watch the little things she does when she's not trying to make it obvious.
She started moving her hand again after a while and patted my right boob in her hand. Lena slowly pulled my boob out and giggled right before latching on.
"You couldn't ask?" I asked teasingly.
"Thi'ty" Lena shrugged nonchalantly.
She gripped my boob with both hands and started squeezing it. I watched as she took deep gulps as my milk started flowing out faster while she tried to keep up with the pace.
"Slow down baby. You going to choke and get sick" I said hurriedly and pulled her hands away, before pulling her away.
Lena swallowed a mouthful of milk and then frowned and pouted at me. I aww and cupped her head and pulled her back to my breast. She suckled at a normal pace while staring up at me.
"Hey, you girls ready?" Olivia asked as she walked into the room.
"Not yet. I just have to find Lena an outfit"
"Okay, take your time" Liv shrugged and took a large bite of her chocolate bar, while taking seat on the rocking chair.
"Mowwy" Lena muffled out as she turned her head to look at Olivia, pulling at my breast with her lips. I held her head from pulling more.
"Yes bumblebee?" Liv smiled.
"Wan 'hat" Lena said and pointed to the chocolate bar in her hands.
Having a little also means no more eating in peace, because if they do see you eating, best believe they would be eating your food more than you ate.
"Come here" Liv said and pushed her hand forward.
"Bu' nuwsing" Lena grumbled around my nipple.
"You can't have chocolate and milky at the same time honey" Liv cocked her eyebrow.
"Whys"
"Because..." Liv shrugged. She didn't know what to say.
"Fines" Lena unlatched and crawled to Olivia.
Liv smiled in victory as she got Lena to come to her. She cooed and picked Lena up gave the chocolate in hands. Lena giggled in happiness and took a big bite. I chuckled as her mouth was covered in chocolate.
"Thankies mommy" Lena smiled and puckered her lips out to Liv.
"You welcome" Liv said and kissed Lena's forehead.
But Lena wasn't having it and pointed to her lips. Liv slightly grimaced and kissed Lena's lips chocolate covered lips. I laughed at her reaction as she glared at me, she's making as if her lips has never been dirty before...
"Let's get you dress, baby" I stood up a flowy pink dress that stopped by her knees.
"Ready sweetheart?" I asked as I bend down and unclipped the car seat belts.
Lena nod as she suckled on her paci. I picked her up as Olivia grabbed the diaper bag and took out the stroller. It was a rear facing stroller, so that means Lena can see us and doesn't have to look out at the crowd.
"Clip her in, I need to get my bag" I said and passed Lena over to Olivia.
"Okay" Olivia said as she got Lena situated in her stroller.
"Where should we go first?" Olivia asked as her eyes wonder around the place, pushing the stroller. There were a lot of stores.
"I need to buy some breast pads and diapers and wipes, we are almost out. Some clothes for Lena and maybe more pacifiers, she keeps losing them"
"Ans can'y" Lena butt in.
"Only if you a good girl" I said and tickled her tummy.
"Wena al'ays a goo' 'irl" Lena giggled around her pacifier.
"Yes you are, you mamas good girl" I cooed, leaning down and kissed the button of her pacifier.
We visited a few stores, buying a bit of everything. The outfits were to cute not to buy. Olivia grumbled as she sat on the sofa as she pushed the stroller back and forth in the store. Well I was busy picking outfits. Lena had fallen asleep an half an hour ago after drinking a bottle of milk.
"Anna are you done?" Olivia whined as she sigh.
"I'm done, hold your horses" i grimaced and went and payed for the things by the counter. The total was a lot.
"Should we wake her up to go to build-a-bear or eat first?" Olivia asked as we walked out the store.
"Wake her and go eat, otherwise she won't sleep for her afternoon nap and it's like... 1:30pm"
Liv nod her head as we made our way to Sushi Haven. The amazing aroma enter my nose making my stomach grumbled, making Olivia laugh as a blush coat my cheeks.
"Lena baby it's time to wake up and eat" I said softly as I gently rubbed her stomach. We were already seated and ordered food.
Lena mumbled out incoherently around her pacifier and went back to suckle. I took it out of her mouth and took her out of the stroller. I sat her on my lap and bounced my leg to get her awake.
"Noooo" Lena groan tiredly and softly started sobbing.
"I know baby, but you need to eat" I cooed and wiped her tears away.
"No hangry" Lena frowned and rubbed the sleep out of her eyes.
"Not even for noodles?" I asked teasingly, just in time the the waiter brought our food.
Lena's eyes shot open and sat straight up in my lap as she inspected the food on the table. The smell was delicious.
"Would you guys like a high chair?" The waiter asked with a smile.
"Yes please" I smiled back.
"Enjoy your lunch. She's adorable" the waiter said and placed the high chair down before walking away.
"Thank you" I said. Lena looked up at the woman with wide eyes before blushing and hiding into my chest.
"After we done eating we got a little surprise for you, bumblebee" Olivia said as she sat lena in the high chair after she came out of hiding.
"Weally mommy?" Lena asked with enthusiasm as she hoped in her seat.
"Really. But first we eat" Olivia winked and quickly tied a bib around Lena's neck.
Lunch was a success. Lena ate all her noodles with minimum mess, which was surprising. I put Lena back in the stroller and walked towards Build-a-bear.
"Are you ready for your surprise?" Liv asked with excitement.
"Wes!" Lena said loudly while kicking her legs in excitement.
"Okay, 1 2 3!" Olivia and I said together and turned the stroller to the workshop.
Lena's eyes widen in happiness as she let out the loudest squeal ever, making us chuckle and some passerby.
"Out pease!" Lena giggled and tried to unclip the straps. I stopped her hands and did it myself and sat her on her feet.
"So we know how much you miss Mr Noodle, so mommy and I thought that, how about you build your own new stuffy that reminds you of him" i crouched and moved her baby hair out of her face.
"Thankies mama ans mommy. You da bestest" Lena smiled with happiness and hugged us.
"You welcome bumblebee" Olivia said sentimentality.
We walked into the work shop and saw lots of littles running around, while their caregivers ran after them.
"Are you excited, sweetheart?" I asked Lena who sat on my hip.
"So 'cited mama" Lena said with amazement as she looked around the place.
We stood in a long line waiting for our turn.
"Hi, how can I help you today?" The worker asked us.
"We came to get this little one a stuffy today" I tickled Lena's tummy making her giggle and hide her face in my neck.
"Sure no problem. So what kind of stuffy would she like?" The worker said and pointed to the variety of stuffy
"Show the kind lady what one you would like" I whispered Lena's ears.
Lena removed her head and shyly looked around the shelves. I could see Lena getting a bit overwhelmed. Olivia stood next to me and rubbed Lena back and whispered something to her, making Lena nod.
"T'at one pease" Lena said shyly and pointed to the purple elephant stuffy. I aww at her choice. It was her favourite animal.
"Great choice darling. Now all you have to do is wait in line and get it stuffed"
We walked to another long line while Olivia walked away from us. It was finally our turn.
"Great choice of stuffy, I love it" the worker said enthusiastically as she took the deflated stuffy from Lena.
"What do we say Lena?" I said gently to a still shy Lena.
"Thankies" Lena said softly while blushing.
She was just to cute today. I squished and kissed her red cheeks anytime I could. It's so fun.
"No more mama" Lena shrieked, pushing my face away.
"Okay no more" i pouted. Lena giggled and kissed my pout away, making me smile.
"Would you like to finish stuffy your elephant?"
"Wes pease" Lena said with excitement. We chuckled at her excitement and sat her down in the chair.
Lena was a giggling mess as she did the stuffing. I couldn't help but take pictures and videos of her.
"And we done. Good job, darling" the worked smiled and high five Lena.
"Thankies" Lena said reaching her arms out and made grabby hands to me.
"So proud of your baby" I whispered lovingly in her ear. Lena kissed my cheek and laid her head on my shoulder.
"So what do you want your stuffys name to be?" The worked asked, moving to the computer.
"Ewwa" Lena stared at her stuffy not taking her eyes off it
"Ella it is. Here you go, have a good day" she handed Lena the stuffy back.
"Bye" I waved goodbye and walked out of the store, looking around the store for Olivia.
Lena was snuggling into her elephant with a tight grip. I just knew she was going to be very attach to it.
"I'm back" Olivia said from besides me. She had bags in her hands.
"Just brought some things for her stuffy" Liv said wiggly the bags before putting it in the cart.
"Let's go home" I said and put Lena back in her stroller. I checked the time and saw it was Lena's afternoon nap time.
We walked to the car and put everything in the trunk. Lena was rubbing her eyes on her stuffy as she yawned. I put her in her car seat and gave her a now cold bottle.
"Did you enjoy your day, bumblebee?" I got in my seat and so did Olivia.
"So muc'. Lena so happies fo' her stuwwy Ella" Lena said sleepily. I turned to her and saw Lena put the teet of the bottle in her mouth.
I kind of held my breath waiting for an reaction. She took a few suckles before stopping and looked at me with a blank expression. Her bottom lip jutted out and her hazel eyes began to well up with tears.
"Ah shit" I whispered and looked at Olivia who was looking at me with a scared expression on her face.
We waited on her to cry but she suddenly tiredly blinked her eyes before fall instantly asleep. We turned to each other before laughing at her tiny snores as milk leaking out the side of her mouth.
Today has been a good day. I couldn't wait to go on vacation.