Helping Lena - Chapter 69: Chapter 69
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Anna's pov
Being back at work was hectic. I had to catch up on all my work and so did Olivia. The entire week we had been busy catching up and coming a bit late home. Lena too had to help Angelica sort out more new book arrivals.
So we had seen big Lena this whole week and I missed my little baby. I could see it was getting to her. She had never been this long big since she started being our little.
"I'm going to the grocery store, are you going with?" Olivia asked as she took the car keys from the rack.
"Yeah. Lena are you going with us?" I asked Lena who was sitting besides me on the sofa.
"Yes please" Lena said looking relieved. We have been cooped up in the house.
"Alright, I'll wait in the car" Liv said as she walked out of the house.
We quickly went upstairs and dressed us.
"Okay, let's go" I said after we were done dressing.
The car ride to the grocery wasn't a far drive. It was only a 25 minute drive. I made sure to keep a eye out at Lena through rear view mirror, just in case she slips. Some of her toys and car seat were next to her.
I saw her slightly fidgeting while side glance at her toys. It kind of made me worry. I nudged Olivia and indicated at her to look at Lena. She looked and then back at me and frowned.
Olivia mouthed at me to say something. I nod my head and turned my body slightly.
"Lena are you okay, sweetheart?" I asked, turning my head to her.
"I'm fine" Lena said blushing, but she was avoiding eye contact.
"Are you sure, you'll tell me if you feel like you going to slip okay?" I said sternly.
"Yes, I promise" Lena said giving me a shy smile.
I gave her a unsure smile and turned back, facing forward. Finally we made it to the grocery store. We got out and took a cart before walking inside.
"Where to first?" Liv asked as we looked around the store. There was a few things I wanted to get.
"Let's go to the produce section first" I said pointing out the aisle.
"Let's go" Liv said, pushing the cart into the direction of the aisle.
I made sure to check on Lena, who was walking behind us. I didn't feel comfortable with her walking so far from us but I just let her be.
I know big Lena can take care of herself but she is so small, a person could mistake her for a 13 or 14 year old. Plus she looked young in the face.
We got everything we needed and starting walking back to the till.
"Lena, are you sure there is nothing you need? You can take anything you want" I said asked for the tenth time.
Lena didn't want anything but I wanted her to take something.
"Can I get skittles and a bag of lays?" She asked timidly.
"Of course you can" I smiled happily. Finally.
"Are you fine to go on your own?" I asked.
"I'll be fine, just point where the aisle is please" Lena said gently. She had such good manners, she is genuinely a sweet girl.
I pointed to where it was. She nod and started walk to the aisle. I watched her until I couldn't see her anymore.
"She is so sweet, Anna" Olivia whispered in my ear, having a smile on her face.
"I know, she's adorable" I cooed.
We had done paid already and Lena was still not back. I could feel worry set in. I gave Olivia the bags and started to the aisle where Lena is, but she was not there.
Lena's pov
I walked to the aisle that Anna had pointed out. I will admit I was scared because I kind of lost my way for a minute before finding the luxury aisle. The only problem was the aisle was next to the toys aisle.
"Control Lena" I whispered.
Little me was fighting the urge to come out. I closed my eyes as I walked to the luxury aisle. I breath a sigh of relief when I made it without slipping.
I stood with my mouth agape seeing the different assortment of candy. This was bad.
I sped walked to where the chips and skittles are. I picked up a bag of lays and two packs of skittles.
"No no nos" I mumbled out as I could feel myself slipping slowly into my headspace.
I walked quickly away from the candy and out of the aisle. I kept walking but suddenly stop out of my own. I turned slowly and looked into the eyes of all the stuffies.
Everything felt in slow motion as I blinked. Everything became big and sparkly as I toys started talking and called my name. In that moment I realised...
I slipped!
I squealed softly as I ran into the aisle. I picked each and every stuffy I could get my hands on as happy giggles left me.
This was so much fun!
Anna's pov
I walked fast down the aisle, making sure to look in each one. I worked pass the toy aisle and saw a child sitting on the floor with stuff animals surrounding her whole body.
I chuckled, thinking Lena would 100% do that. I stop by the next aisle and saw no Lena and that made me immediately started panicking.
I hurriedly and loudly called out her name but got no response. I walked back to the toy aisle and saw the girl carrying all the stuffies in her hands, trying to bring all with her.
It was so cute, but I couldn't worry about that now. Before I could call out for help the one stuff animal fell out of her hands and showed her face.
It was Lena!
I bend down on my knees and took a deep breath in and laid my hand over my beating heart. Oh fuck, this was a relief.
"You dropped one" I said teasingly as I picked up the stuffy and wiggled it in front of Lena's face.
"Thankies" Lena said shyly.
"You welcome baby" I cooed and moved the stuffy from my face so that she can see me.
"Mama!" Lena squealed, vibrating in excitement.
"And where did you disappear to missy, you were a suppose to get your chips and skittles" I said sternly putting my hands on my hips, tapping my foot.
"Uh oh" Lena said softly, looking guilty.
"That's right 'Uh oh" because you in so much trouble little missy" I said upset.
I would never forgive myself if something had happened to her. I knew I shouldn't have let her go alone when I saw she would slip any given moment.
"Sowwy mama" Lena said sadly as she gave me the puppy dog eyes, struggling to hold all the toys.
"No don't do that, now go put everything down we need to get home" I pointed to the shelves.
"Bu' mama..."
"Nope, no 'but mama'. Mommy's probably worried out of her mind by now"
Just as I said that...
'Anna and Lena can you please make your way to the front please'
I knew that was going to happen.
As soon as we got home, Lena was a crying mess. She was so upset that she didn't get a new stuffy. She wasn't even happy with the lays and skittles that we brought.
"Lena Marie that is enough" I said as Lena was banging her hands and feet on the ground.
"N-no-nos wa-an m-my 't-tuffy" Lena hiccuped, crying her eyes out.
"That's enough baby, next time we can buy you one" I said sighing, struggling to lift Lena from the floor. She was kicking and tossing around.
"I'll be back!" Olivia called out walking out the door.
"Please someone help me" I mumbled in distress. Lena was by the way still crying. I was honestly so tired, I just wanted a nap.
My wife disappearing without telling me and not helping me and a crying toddler.
"Do you want milky, sweetheart?" I cooed. I could pick her up add she went limp in my arms.
"W-w-wes p-p-pease" Lena hiccuped. I cooed at her still using her manners.
"Okay baby, let's give you some yummy milky" I said sweetly and walked over to the sofa and sat down.
I cradle Lena sideways and wiped her tears and snot away with my sleeve. All while she was staring at me sadly and it was breaking my heart.
"I know you wanted a stuffy, but mama promise we will get it next time" I cooed and stroke my baby's cheek.
"Twos?" Lena sniffled.
"Yes, you can get two" I chuckled and gave a kiss on the lips.
I lift up my shirt and unclipped my nursing bra. I removed my right breast from the cup and guided Lena's head to my breast. She opened her mouth and closed it around my areola.
I felt her body relaxed into mine as she took the first suckle. She snuggled deeper into me as her other hand creep into my bra and knead my other breast.
"Are you okay now?" I asked as lena stared up at me with shiny eyes. She gave me a small nod and continued nursing.
I missed just breastfeeding and snuggling with Lena in the quiet. It's just me and my baby's snuggle time. I felt like a cow this week, just constantly pumping.
"I'm back" Olivia said as she came through the door.
Lena moved up and watched Olivia over my shoulder, pulling my boob with her making me chuckle.
I waited until Olivia came over to the sofa to look at her. She had her hands behind her back, holding something.
"I got you something bumblebee" Liv said excitedly as she sat down next to me
"W'at!" Lena mumbled excitedly, never unlatching.
"Tada!" Olivia exclaimed, pulling a purplish dragon from behind her back. She wiggled it in front of Lena with a megawatt smile on her face.
I just simply rolled my eyes. I swear she gives into Lena in a matter of seconds.
"Ehhhh!" Lena squealed make my boob fall from her mouth, making milk squirt everywhere.
I screeched and quickly held my hand in front of my nipple to stop the milk from falling. Olivia immediately fell into a fit of laughter while Lena grabbed the stuffy from her hands and started hugging it.
"Stoppp, it's not funny" I whined as I blushed in slight embarrassment.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry babe" Liv chuckled as she peck my lips in apology.
"Do you like your stuffy baby?" I cooed.
"I luvs its mommy, Thankies!" Lena said happily, reaching over me to hug Olivia.
Lena sat down besides me and started playing with her new stuff animal, completely in her own world. It was adorable.
I put my naked breast back in the cup and clipped my nursing bra close. Lena must have heard the clip as her head shot at me, staring at me with angry eyes.
"Nos" Lena said simply, but you could hear the anger and it was quite scary and hilarious.
"Oh okay" I said ad pulled Lena's hand away that had my bra in a tight grip
Lena watched every move as I unclipped my bra and took my breast back out. She immediately latched on and suckled vigorously while holding eye contact with me. It's like she is waiting for me to take her milk away.
Realising I not taking it away, Lena went back to playing besides me while nursing. And all I could do was chuckle with Olivia.
We went back to watching tv and just let Lena be, who kept latching then unlatching on my breast.
"She's so possessive, it was my boobs first"
Being back at work was hectic. I had to catch up on all my work and so did Olivia. The entire week we had been busy catching up and coming a bit late home. Lena too had to help Angelica sort out more new book arrivals.
So we had seen big Lena this whole week and I missed my little baby. I could see it was getting to her. She had never been this long big since she started being our little.
"I'm going to the grocery store, are you going with?" Olivia asked as she took the car keys from the rack.
"Yeah. Lena are you going with us?" I asked Lena who was sitting besides me on the sofa.
"Yes please" Lena said looking relieved. We have been cooped up in the house.
"Alright, I'll wait in the car" Liv said as she walked out of the house.
We quickly went upstairs and dressed us.
"Okay, let's go" I said after we were done dressing.
The car ride to the grocery wasn't a far drive. It was only a 25 minute drive. I made sure to keep a eye out at Lena through rear view mirror, just in case she slips. Some of her toys and car seat were next to her.
I saw her slightly fidgeting while side glance at her toys. It kind of made me worry. I nudged Olivia and indicated at her to look at Lena. She looked and then back at me and frowned.
Olivia mouthed at me to say something. I nod my head and turned my body slightly.
"Lena are you okay, sweetheart?" I asked, turning my head to her.
"I'm fine" Lena said blushing, but she was avoiding eye contact.
"Are you sure, you'll tell me if you feel like you going to slip okay?" I said sternly.
"Yes, I promise" Lena said giving me a shy smile.
I gave her a unsure smile and turned back, facing forward. Finally we made it to the grocery store. We got out and took a cart before walking inside.
"Where to first?" Liv asked as we looked around the store. There was a few things I wanted to get.
"Let's go to the produce section first" I said pointing out the aisle.
"Let's go" Liv said, pushing the cart into the direction of the aisle.
I made sure to check on Lena, who was walking behind us. I didn't feel comfortable with her walking so far from us but I just let her be.
I know big Lena can take care of herself but she is so small, a person could mistake her for a 13 or 14 year old. Plus she looked young in the face.
We got everything we needed and starting walking back to the till.
"Lena, are you sure there is nothing you need? You can take anything you want" I said asked for the tenth time.
Lena didn't want anything but I wanted her to take something.
"Can I get skittles and a bag of lays?" She asked timidly.
"Of course you can" I smiled happily. Finally.
"Are you fine to go on your own?" I asked.
"I'll be fine, just point where the aisle is please" Lena said gently. She had such good manners, she is genuinely a sweet girl.
I pointed to where it was. She nod and started walk to the aisle. I watched her until I couldn't see her anymore.
"She is so sweet, Anna" Olivia whispered in my ear, having a smile on her face.
"I know, she's adorable" I cooed.
We had done paid already and Lena was still not back. I could feel worry set in. I gave Olivia the bags and started to the aisle where Lena is, but she was not there.
Lena's pov
I walked to the aisle that Anna had pointed out. I will admit I was scared because I kind of lost my way for a minute before finding the luxury aisle. The only problem was the aisle was next to the toys aisle.
"Control Lena" I whispered.
Little me was fighting the urge to come out. I closed my eyes as I walked to the luxury aisle. I breath a sigh of relief when I made it without slipping.
I stood with my mouth agape seeing the different assortment of candy. This was bad.
I sped walked to where the chips and skittles are. I picked up a bag of lays and two packs of skittles.
"No no nos" I mumbled out as I could feel myself slipping slowly into my headspace.
I walked quickly away from the candy and out of the aisle. I kept walking but suddenly stop out of my own. I turned slowly and looked into the eyes of all the stuffies.
Everything felt in slow motion as I blinked. Everything became big and sparkly as I toys started talking and called my name. In that moment I realised...
I slipped!
I squealed softly as I ran into the aisle. I picked each and every stuffy I could get my hands on as happy giggles left me.
This was so much fun!
Anna's pov
I walked fast down the aisle, making sure to look in each one. I worked pass the toy aisle and saw a child sitting on the floor with stuff animals surrounding her whole body.
I chuckled, thinking Lena would 100% do that. I stop by the next aisle and saw no Lena and that made me immediately started panicking.
I hurriedly and loudly called out her name but got no response. I walked back to the toy aisle and saw the girl carrying all the stuffies in her hands, trying to bring all with her.
It was so cute, but I couldn't worry about that now. Before I could call out for help the one stuff animal fell out of her hands and showed her face.
It was Lena!
I bend down on my knees and took a deep breath in and laid my hand over my beating heart. Oh fuck, this was a relief.
"You dropped one" I said teasingly as I picked up the stuffy and wiggled it in front of Lena's face.
"Thankies" Lena said shyly.
"You welcome baby" I cooed and moved the stuffy from my face so that she can see me.
"Mama!" Lena squealed, vibrating in excitement.
"And where did you disappear to missy, you were a suppose to get your chips and skittles" I said sternly putting my hands on my hips, tapping my foot.
"Uh oh" Lena said softly, looking guilty.
"That's right 'Uh oh" because you in so much trouble little missy" I said upset.
I would never forgive myself if something had happened to her. I knew I shouldn't have let her go alone when I saw she would slip any given moment.
"Sowwy mama" Lena said sadly as she gave me the puppy dog eyes, struggling to hold all the toys.
"No don't do that, now go put everything down we need to get home" I pointed to the shelves.
"Bu' mama..."
"Nope, no 'but mama'. Mommy's probably worried out of her mind by now"
Just as I said that...
'Anna and Lena can you please make your way to the front please'
I knew that was going to happen.
As soon as we got home, Lena was a crying mess. She was so upset that she didn't get a new stuffy. She wasn't even happy with the lays and skittles that we brought.
"Lena Marie that is enough" I said as Lena was banging her hands and feet on the ground.
"N-no-nos wa-an m-my 't-tuffy" Lena hiccuped, crying her eyes out.
"That's enough baby, next time we can buy you one" I said sighing, struggling to lift Lena from the floor. She was kicking and tossing around.
"I'll be back!" Olivia called out walking out the door.
"Please someone help me" I mumbled in distress. Lena was by the way still crying. I was honestly so tired, I just wanted a nap.
My wife disappearing without telling me and not helping me and a crying toddler.
"Do you want milky, sweetheart?" I cooed. I could pick her up add she went limp in my arms.
"W-w-wes p-p-pease" Lena hiccuped. I cooed at her still using her manners.
"Okay baby, let's give you some yummy milky" I said sweetly and walked over to the sofa and sat down.
I cradle Lena sideways and wiped her tears and snot away with my sleeve. All while she was staring at me sadly and it was breaking my heart.
"I know you wanted a stuffy, but mama promise we will get it next time" I cooed and stroke my baby's cheek.
"Twos?" Lena sniffled.
"Yes, you can get two" I chuckled and gave a kiss on the lips.
I lift up my shirt and unclipped my nursing bra. I removed my right breast from the cup and guided Lena's head to my breast. She opened her mouth and closed it around my areola.
I felt her body relaxed into mine as she took the first suckle. She snuggled deeper into me as her other hand creep into my bra and knead my other breast.
"Are you okay now?" I asked as lena stared up at me with shiny eyes. She gave me a small nod and continued nursing.
I missed just breastfeeding and snuggling with Lena in the quiet. It's just me and my baby's snuggle time. I felt like a cow this week, just constantly pumping.
"I'm back" Olivia said as she came through the door.
Lena moved up and watched Olivia over my shoulder, pulling my boob with her making me chuckle.
I waited until Olivia came over to the sofa to look at her. She had her hands behind her back, holding something.
"I got you something bumblebee" Liv said excitedly as she sat down next to me
"W'at!" Lena mumbled excitedly, never unlatching.
"Tada!" Olivia exclaimed, pulling a purplish dragon from behind her back. She wiggled it in front of Lena with a megawatt smile on her face.
I just simply rolled my eyes. I swear she gives into Lena in a matter of seconds.
"Ehhhh!" Lena squealed make my boob fall from her mouth, making milk squirt everywhere.
I screeched and quickly held my hand in front of my nipple to stop the milk from falling. Olivia immediately fell into a fit of laughter while Lena grabbed the stuffy from her hands and started hugging it.
"Stoppp, it's not funny" I whined as I blushed in slight embarrassment.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry babe" Liv chuckled as she peck my lips in apology.
"Do you like your stuffy baby?" I cooed.
"I luvs its mommy, Thankies!" Lena said happily, reaching over me to hug Olivia.
Lena sat down besides me and started playing with her new stuff animal, completely in her own world. It was adorable.
I put my naked breast back in the cup and clipped my nursing bra close. Lena must have heard the clip as her head shot at me, staring at me with angry eyes.
"Nos" Lena said simply, but you could hear the anger and it was quite scary and hilarious.
"Oh okay" I said ad pulled Lena's hand away that had my bra in a tight grip
Lena watched every move as I unclipped my bra and took my breast back out. She immediately latched on and suckled vigorously while holding eye contact with me. It's like she is waiting for me to take her milk away.
Realising I not taking it away, Lena went back to playing besides me while nursing. And all I could do was chuckle with Olivia.
We went back to watching tv and just let Lena be, who kept latching then unlatching on my breast.
"She's so possessive, it was my boobs first"
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