Helping Lena - Chapter 81: Chapter 81

Lena's pov
"LENA MARIE!" My mom yelled making us run to the living room.
What I saw made me stop in my tracks as my heart pound as I stared at her with wide eyes.
There she stood with toys on the floor by her feet and some pacifiers. She was holding a picture of Anna, Olivia and I on my birthday. I had on pacifier in my mouth and my sippy cup in my hand.
"M-mom I can explain" I said hurriedly as I took steps towards her.
There was no use lying to her, the evidence was all there.
"You sure do. You have a lot of explaining to do young lady and I want the truth" my mom said tapping her foot on the floor with a pissed off expression.
"P-please don't be mad at me and please don't hate me" I said distraughtly.
I felt Anna and Olivia make there way over them me and rubbed my back in comfort. I was scared this was it, whether my mom accepted me or not.
"Please sit with me" I said and took a seat on the sofa and she did as well.
"Have they been taking advantage because I swear I will sue the bell out of them and get them locked away forever" my mom said pissed as she glared at them.
"They haven't, I promise mom!" I said hurriedly.
"You promise?! You have a pacifier in your mouth and sippy cup in your hand and what looks like a fucking diaper Lena!" She said furiously.
"Please just listen to me" my voice cracked.
"Are you some kind of sick perverts that find joy in dressing my daughter like a baby. I can't believe I left my daughter in the hands of people with fetishes"
"THATS ENOUGH MOM!"
Everyone was silent. I breathed heavily as I stared angrily at my mom. I could understand that she was up set, but there was no need for her to accuse Anna and Olivia of such malicious things.
"Lena..."
"No mom, that was uncalled for. You can't just accuse them of such things, it's wrong" I said sternly.
"Well, what do you want me to think?" My mom said sighing.
"Just sit down with me and I'll explain everything, please"
"Okay" my mom said, slumping against the sofa, staring at me.
I quickly turned to Anna and Olivia and gave them a nervous look.
"It's okay, sweetheart. We will be with you every step of the way" Anna said, stroking my cheek.
"It will be okay, bumblebee" Olivia whispered, laying a kiss on my head as they took a seat opposite us in the other sofa.
I took a deep breath in and turned to my mom before sitting down. I fiddle with my fingers out of nervousness as tears threaten to spill. I felt hands cover mind and saw my mom hold my hands.
I look up at her as she gave me a nod of a head to begin.
"Mom...I'm a-a l-little" I stuttered.
"What is a little?" She asked with confusion on her face.
I quickly turn to Anna and Olivia for help.
"It's someone that can slip into a younger headspace. It's called a little space and it is a mindset in which an adult relaxes into a state of carefree, responsibility-free safety"
"Elaborate how it connects with Lena?"
"It's means Lena's mind regresses to a younger age then she is. And what I mean by that is, she can slip into a mindset of a 0-3 year old child. It ranges from a newborn to a toddler" Olivia said making me nod my head to my mom.
"A little is someone that likes to act younger then they really are. It's kind of like having an alter ego that's much younger then yourself. Most littles don't act little 24/7, but when they do slip into their younger alter ego it's called slipping into headspace" Anna said as she explains it more in detail for my mom.
"So Lena likes being taken care as a baby. What about all the children accessories?"
"Lena tends to enjoy more childlike, babyish items such as pacifiers, sippy cups/bottles, stuffed animals, picture books, toy, games, younger looking clothing, pull-ups/ diapers, ect."
"She doesn't pretend to be in headspace of a toddler. Her mind literally slips which make her think and act like a child" Anna said.
"Oh" was all my mom said before she got up and walked out of the door.
The moment to walked out the door, I broke down in sobs. I knew she was going to disown me.
"Oh my baby" Anna cooed as she and Olivia quickly walk over to me and pulled me into their arms.
"M-m-mama m-mommy" I hiccuped as I slipped. It was all to much.
"I think it's time for sleepies honey, it's almost pass your bedtime" mommy said. I made grabby hands to her.
Mommy quickly picked me up as we went upstairs to their room. I was still crying and shuddering.
Mommy quickly changed me into a diaper and onesie before putting me in their bed. Mommy and mama quickly got in next to me as they comforted me.
"Mama miwky" I whimpered into her chest.
"Of course, sweetheart" mama cooed as she pulled up her top and guided my head to her breast.
I latched your and suckled deeply as warm miwky entered my mouth. My body relaxed into mama as all the stress left my body. I pulled mommy's hand and held it to me chest.
"Close you eyes bumblebee, we'll be here when you wake up" mommy cooed as she gently rubbed my tummy, making me nod sleepily.
"Wuv wou" I mumbled, staring sleepily up at them as I suckled.
We love you so much, you'll never knew how much you mean to us. We'll always protect you" was the last thing I heard before I fell into a slumber.
Anna's pov
"Our poor baby" I cooed sadly as I stared down at Lena's sleeping face. I gently trace her soft features with my finger.
"I know, this must be so hard for her" Olivia said as wipe the tear racks from Lena's face.
"Yeah, I think it's time we had a talk with Miranda" I sigh as I carefully unlatched Lena and slipped a pacifier in her mouth.
"Let's go" Olivia said sadly as gently untangle her hand from Lena's.
Lena whimper but quickly fell silent as cute little snores came from her. Both Olivia and I were reluctant to leave Lena but we had to fix everything, for Lena's sake.
We walked down the stairs and into the living room and saw Miranda sitting with her head in hands looking lost.
"Hey" I said softly not to startle her. I was surprise she came back inside.
"Hi" Miranda said back leaning back in to the sofa letting outs sigh of exhaustion.
We all sat silent as our mind ran wild with what to say. It could understand Miranda's point of view, but it didn't mean it hurt less.
"I'm sorry-I... it's just a lot to take in" she said looking confused.
"It's okay, we understand. Learn something you never knew about your child is a hide pill to swallow" Olivia said holding my hand in hers.
"It's true...where's Lena?" Miranda asked looking around for Lena.
"She's asleep right now. She fell into her um- into her headspace after you left"
"Why did she.. you know....slip?" Miranda asked genuinely. I was just thankful she didn't look disgusted.
"In stressful situations, she always slips when she's scared or nervous" I said.
"Will she be okay and can you tell me more about everything?"
"Sure, that's no problem" I smiled genuinely as I squeezed Olivia's hand.
In the end we talked about everything from the very beginning when everything happened and how it happen. Miranda listened carefully as she took all this new information in. I was quite happy with how she was handling everything.
"There was one thing I wanted to asked... do you still accept Lena as your daughter?" I asked with a baited breath.
"I-i do, she'll always be my baby" Miranda said giving us a small smile.
"Oh goodness, thank you so much. You don't know how much that will mean lena"
"Can I see her for a moment?"
"Of course"
We walked quietly upstairs and into our bedroom. We walked closer to Lena and sat down on the bed. I watched Miranda's expression as she stared down at Lena.
Suddenly she slapped Lena hard in her face making me gasp in shock.....
"She's adorable" Miranda whispered loving as she stroked Lena's chubby cheek. Lena cooed as she suckle on her pacifier and cuddle into her hand.
"She is" I whispered as I stared down at my baby. She was the most precious thing ever and I wouldn't give her up for the world.
I decided that at