I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 14: Chapter 14
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Seoul - October 2016
Jimin's P.O.V
We've got panicked the moment when Jungkook fainted. We can't bring him outside because it just going to make ruckus among the fans, so we just carry him back to the studio. Namjoon feels so guilty, he blabbering about 'Jungkook fainting because he locks the magnae for a week'.
"Just shut up. This is not your fault. Look, I'm safe and sound here" Yoongi snickered. All of us know very well, that being locked is not the cause for his fainting. He was exhausted both physically and mentally.
When the four of us and the manager panicked. Yoongi hyung looks so indifferent. It's too complicated. What happened for these past months just too much. Oh how I wish it was just a nightmare, and I'll wake up with Taehyung smiling beside me. Hug him, wrap him in the fluffiest blanket, protect him from the cruel world.
I first met Taehyung 3 years ago. At that time, we were performing our debut stage. When we at the backstage, Yoongi hyung invite a man to meet us. He is very handsome, with a sharp nose, round and beautiful eyes, his tan skin is glowing, his body proportion is perfect. We thought he was an idol, it turns out he was a man who randomly met with Yoongi Hyung in the park. If that time Taehyung didn't meet with Yoongi Hyung, all of this wouldn't happen. he will live peacefully and enjoy his college days. But, it means I've never had him as my best friend. Having him as my best friend is one of the things that I'm most grateful for in this life.
Taehyung is a very kind man. The most selfless person I've ever met. He is a happy person who makes others happy, warm, kind, and bright. He is someone who is a delight to be around. he is a good listener and listens to others problems. In conclusion, he is perfect outside and inside.
Fifteen minutes later, Jungkook finally gained his consciousness. After making sure he was okay, we decided to continue the recording and then going back to the dorm. Outside the building, fans are still waiting.
"How can they act as if nothing happened before," Yoongi Hyung said bitterly.
During the ride home, Hoseok Hyung tries to brighten up the mood. But it just ended up in vain. Jin turns on the car's Television, which makes the situation worse. The screen shows a news infotainment, they present various photos of Park Bogum who escorted Taehyung out of the KBS building.
"It's incredible how those people can act so fast when it comes to things like this. It's only an hour since the incident happened. Wow is amazing. If only people can act so quickly when it comes to morality and humanity. " Said hoseok hyung. He halts namjoon hyung who will change the channel. "I wonder what will happen and how people respond," he said
According to the news, people started attacking Park Bogum's Twitter. They further started making various articles, certainly not a positive one. Articles that cornered, criticized, even insulted the two of them. What amazed me was how Park Bogum responded quickly about this matter. He posted a video message on his Twitter.
"Hello, This is Park Bogum. Thanks for all the attention, I really appreciate all of you who took the time to write a hateful comment on my twitter. First of all, I would like to say that Kim Taehyung is my best friend. So I beg you all to not bothering and hurting him. Who I am friends with, it has nothing to do with you all. I'm very grateful for your support all this time. Without you, I might not be a successful actor like this. But that doesn't mean you can control my world. This is my personal life, so I beg you to respect my privacy. For all my fans, thank you for being with me. I read on twitter, many of you said that you're disappointed because I'm friends with Taehyung. If so, I will let you go. It's okay if you want to stop being my fans, it doesn't even matter if you decide to become my haters. I want my fans are the people who support me as Park Bogum, who likes me for my talent. As an actor, I would be very happy if you appreciate my work, not interfere with who I am friends with. Lastly, please stop writing bad articles and bad comments about Kim Taehyung as well as about our friendship. If you don't like it, then don't look for it. If you hate it, then just let it be. If you don't know, then don't judge. Thank You. See you later."
"Wow, he is so cool" I blurted that out unconsciously.
Jin hyung, who sat beside me, nudging me weakly. "Watch your mouth. We must take care of Jungkook's feeling" he whispered.
"Why? He didn't even care about Tae's feeling" I murmured.
"Yah. Don't talk like that. He might have a reason for this. Just wait for him to tell us. We can't judge him. We should stand by him, support him physically and mentally. Look, he even fainted before. It shows how devastated he is."
"Jungkook got all the fandom support, and he even got it from all the members. I'm glad at least Taehyung have Park Bogum's support." I said sarcastically.
"Yaaaahhhh... Park Jimin. Don't be a brat You." Jin hyung yelled, make all the attention go to us.
"You know, I wish, I could do the same like what Park Bogum just did. Isn't he amazing? I just know him as an actor, never knew that he is an oasis in this humanity-less world." Well, sometimes Yoongi Hyung is the best when it comes to putting fuel in the fire.
"Oh my God. Stop it. I don't need to witness a fight about this anymore" Namjoon hyung sighed loudly. "We've agreed to stop talking about this," he added.
"Yoongi Hyung, Jimin, why you do all of these to me? Hyung, I thought we've already talked about this when we got locked. All that I do is to protect you, to protect us. I can't protect BTS and Taehyung at the same time. If I choose to protect Taehyung, it means I have to give up on my dream as an idol. In the end, it will force the five of you to give up on your dreams as an idol too. If I protect Taehyung, I can't protect BTS. I can't protect you Hyung. I'm doing this for you. Can't you see it? We know very well how homophobic netizens are. The moment they know we are gay, it will be the end to our career. If I said that I have any association with Taehyung, sooner or later people will find out the truth. So it's the best to just cut all the ties, and said that we're completely stranger. The decision I made that time, is not the best for me. I choose that choice because is the best for all of you. I'm your brother too, why all you care about is Taehyung? Why?" Jungkook shouts desperately.
* * *
Taehyung's P.O.V
I'm tired of whispering to the night. Every night begging the wind to help me. I stayed up every night flying my prayer to no one but darkness.
Soojung, the new friend of me, ever asked me why I like sitting outside every night. I simply answered "Because they can keep a secret. I can pour my heart out, and the night will keep it to them self. It's the best way to let everything out, without any judgement."
I never realized before that I love the beauty of the night. The moon witness what I've been through, the star witness my tears and my fake smile, the night sky witness the real me behind my mask. Together they witness the love I have for that person. And tonight they'll witness the effort I'll make to finally let him go and move on.
Jimin's P.O.V
We've got panicked the moment when Jungkook fainted. We can't bring him outside because it just going to make ruckus among the fans, so we just carry him back to the studio. Namjoon feels so guilty, he blabbering about 'Jungkook fainting because he locks the magnae for a week'.
"Just shut up. This is not your fault. Look, I'm safe and sound here" Yoongi snickered. All of us know very well, that being locked is not the cause for his fainting. He was exhausted both physically and mentally.
When the four of us and the manager panicked. Yoongi hyung looks so indifferent. It's too complicated. What happened for these past months just too much. Oh how I wish it was just a nightmare, and I'll wake up with Taehyung smiling beside me. Hug him, wrap him in the fluffiest blanket, protect him from the cruel world.
I first met Taehyung 3 years ago. At that time, we were performing our debut stage. When we at the backstage, Yoongi hyung invite a man to meet us. He is very handsome, with a sharp nose, round and beautiful eyes, his tan skin is glowing, his body proportion is perfect. We thought he was an idol, it turns out he was a man who randomly met with Yoongi Hyung in the park. If that time Taehyung didn't meet with Yoongi Hyung, all of this wouldn't happen. he will live peacefully and enjoy his college days. But, it means I've never had him as my best friend. Having him as my best friend is one of the things that I'm most grateful for in this life.
Taehyung is a very kind man. The most selfless person I've ever met. He is a happy person who makes others happy, warm, kind, and bright. He is someone who is a delight to be around. he is a good listener and listens to others problems. In conclusion, he is perfect outside and inside.
Fifteen minutes later, Jungkook finally gained his consciousness. After making sure he was okay, we decided to continue the recording and then going back to the dorm. Outside the building, fans are still waiting.
"How can they act as if nothing happened before," Yoongi Hyung said bitterly.
During the ride home, Hoseok Hyung tries to brighten up the mood. But it just ended up in vain. Jin turns on the car's Television, which makes the situation worse. The screen shows a news infotainment, they present various photos of Park Bogum who escorted Taehyung out of the KBS building.
"It's incredible how those people can act so fast when it comes to things like this. It's only an hour since the incident happened. Wow is amazing. If only people can act so quickly when it comes to morality and humanity. " Said hoseok hyung. He halts namjoon hyung who will change the channel. "I wonder what will happen and how people respond," he said
According to the news, people started attacking Park Bogum's Twitter. They further started making various articles, certainly not a positive one. Articles that cornered, criticized, even insulted the two of them. What amazed me was how Park Bogum responded quickly about this matter. He posted a video message on his Twitter.
"Hello, This is Park Bogum. Thanks for all the attention, I really appreciate all of you who took the time to write a hateful comment on my twitter. First of all, I would like to say that Kim Taehyung is my best friend. So I beg you all to not bothering and hurting him. Who I am friends with, it has nothing to do with you all. I'm very grateful for your support all this time. Without you, I might not be a successful actor like this. But that doesn't mean you can control my world. This is my personal life, so I beg you to respect my privacy. For all my fans, thank you for being with me. I read on twitter, many of you said that you're disappointed because I'm friends with Taehyung. If so, I will let you go. It's okay if you want to stop being my fans, it doesn't even matter if you decide to become my haters. I want my fans are the people who support me as Park Bogum, who likes me for my talent. As an actor, I would be very happy if you appreciate my work, not interfere with who I am friends with. Lastly, please stop writing bad articles and bad comments about Kim Taehyung as well as about our friendship. If you don't like it, then don't look for it. If you hate it, then just let it be. If you don't know, then don't judge. Thank You. See you later."
"Wow, he is so cool" I blurted that out unconsciously.
Jin hyung, who sat beside me, nudging me weakly. "Watch your mouth. We must take care of Jungkook's feeling" he whispered.
"Why? He didn't even care about Tae's feeling" I murmured.
"Yah. Don't talk like that. He might have a reason for this. Just wait for him to tell us. We can't judge him. We should stand by him, support him physically and mentally. Look, he even fainted before. It shows how devastated he is."
"Jungkook got all the fandom support, and he even got it from all the members. I'm glad at least Taehyung have Park Bogum's support." I said sarcastically.
"Yaaaahhhh... Park Jimin. Don't be a brat You." Jin hyung yelled, make all the attention go to us.
"You know, I wish, I could do the same like what Park Bogum just did. Isn't he amazing? I just know him as an actor, never knew that he is an oasis in this humanity-less world." Well, sometimes Yoongi Hyung is the best when it comes to putting fuel in the fire.
"Oh my God. Stop it. I don't need to witness a fight about this anymore" Namjoon hyung sighed loudly. "We've agreed to stop talking about this," he added.
"Yoongi Hyung, Jimin, why you do all of these to me? Hyung, I thought we've already talked about this when we got locked. All that I do is to protect you, to protect us. I can't protect BTS and Taehyung at the same time. If I choose to protect Taehyung, it means I have to give up on my dream as an idol. In the end, it will force the five of you to give up on your dreams as an idol too. If I protect Taehyung, I can't protect BTS. I can't protect you Hyung. I'm doing this for you. Can't you see it? We know very well how homophobic netizens are. The moment they know we are gay, it will be the end to our career. If I said that I have any association with Taehyung, sooner or later people will find out the truth. So it's the best to just cut all the ties, and said that we're completely stranger. The decision I made that time, is not the best for me. I choose that choice because is the best for all of you. I'm your brother too, why all you care about is Taehyung? Why?" Jungkook shouts desperately.
* * *
Taehyung's P.O.V
I'm tired of whispering to the night. Every night begging the wind to help me. I stayed up every night flying my prayer to no one but darkness.
Soojung, the new friend of me, ever asked me why I like sitting outside every night. I simply answered "Because they can keep a secret. I can pour my heart out, and the night will keep it to them self. It's the best way to let everything out, without any judgement."
I never realized before that I love the beauty of the night. The moon witness what I've been through, the star witness my tears and my fake smile, the night sky witness the real me behind my mask. Together they witness the love I have for that person. And tonight they'll witness the effort I'll make to finally let him go and move on.
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