I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 21: Chapter 21
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Seoul - March 2015
No One's P.O.V
"Boo" The raven-haired male cried, jumping up to frighten his boyfriend who just entered the house
"Oh my God, Kookie" the victim hold his heart in surprised
And Jungkook just chuckled seeing the precious expression of his boyfriend. He wrapped an arm around Taehyung's shoulders and pulled him close, gently rubbing his arm. Hugs could never be long enough for Jungkook. In his lover's embrace, he feels safe, his worries and tiredness disappeared in the blink of an eye. In his arms, he felt his soft tan skin and the gentle squeeze on his own. He starts to pampering his most precious person in this world with kisses. He kissing his lover's crown, then kissing his beautiful eyelids, moving to his tall nose, continued with his smooth cheeks, and ended up kissing his plump tempting lips, passionately.
They pull apart and take shaky, shallow breaths. Taehyung moves his head closer to Jungkook, he leans in, so his foreheads rest against Jungkook's. And he giggling cutely.
"Seems like there is a cute bunny who miss me" Taehyung teased his boyfriend.
Jungkook pouting a little and releasing his arms from his lover
"Such a tease" He patted Taehyung's butt gently, and pull him to the living room. "Let's get in"
"Where is Sejin Hyung?" Tae asked while trailing his boyfriend
"Somewhere. I don't know. Maybe at the company" He just shrugged his shoulder
"Poor him. Every time we date he must go to flee"
"Well, It doesn't matter for me if he's here. Seeing us cuddling, hugging, kissing, and ..." He smirked
"Okay. Stop" Taehyung blushed by the words of his boyfriend, hitting his chest softly.
"By the way, I bring a cake. Strawberry cake, your favourite" Jungkook said proudly
And Taehyung's face instantly light up at the mention of his favourite person bring him his favourite cake
"Really?"
"Yup. I'm the one who makes it?"
"Are you sure? Isn't Jin Hyung the one who makes it?" He laughed, walking to the dining room to get the cake.
Soon he comes back with a medium-sized cake in his hand, he sits on the couch and leaning to his boyfriend.
"Now I'm sure you're the one who makes this cake," he said immediately after eating one mouthful of cake. And the oblivious Jungkook take a spoonful of the same cake but spate it right away.
"How many kilos of sugar do you put here, Kook?" Taehyung laughs out loud, while Jungkook runs to the kitchen to take a drink.
After he drinks enough, Jungkook returns and take the cake from Taehyung's hand to put it on the table.
"But it's still not as sweet as you" Jungkook wink at Taehyung. He lay down on the couch, laying his head on his lover's lap. He kissed Taehyung's cute little belly, causing the owner to giggle with amusement.
Taehyung caresses Jungkook's soft hair. He loves to touch his boyfriend like he did now. Touching his face, his hands, his hair, and it fell so right in his hand.
"Just sleep. It must be tiring to prepare your new album."
indeed, Jungkook felt very tired. BTS is preparing their new album, 'The most beautiful moment in life, Part 1'.
"Nope," Jungkook whines.
"Don't be such a boy," Taehyung wraps his arms around Jungkook torso and pulls him closer. "I bet you're tired,"
"Never, when you're around" Jungkook snuggled himself on Tae's stomach. Inhaling his favourite scent of Taehyung.
Taehyung knows Jungkook is hiding something from him, he can feel it.
"Is everything okay, really?"
Jungkook turns and looks at Taehyung with his warm eyes, "So long as you're by my side, sweet angel, everything's gonna be okay"
Actually, that's just what Taehyung needs to hear. It ignites the hope in his heart that there will be a future of them.
"I'm sorry for always leaving you alone," Jungkook said sadly
"It's okay. It's not like you're neglecting me in the pretence of being busy. You're working, it's your job, I understand it. Your job is the part of you, so I should love it too."
"Please bear with it a little bit more" Jungkook touch the cute mole in Tae's nose. "I work my fingers to the bone for our future. After I succeed, get enough money, we will leave this country. We will live where there are no homophobic people. Visiting many of your favourite places, spending time together, dating like other people do. We will live peacefully together forever. When we are ready, I will proudly show the world that you are mine, the one I loved the most. At that time, I wouldn't care about what people said about us, the world can fuck themselves."
"You don't need to ask me to do that, because I'm willing to always wait for you"
"Thank you" Jungkook put his hands on Tae's nape and pull him closer for a kiss.
"Where do you want to go?" Jungkook asked
"Jeju island? I really want to go there with you"
"Noted. Where else?"
"Tokyo? New York? Los Angeles? Ah, I want to go around the world with you"
"That's noted too. Guess I need to work harder because we'll need a lotta money." They laugh together, happily imagining their future together.
"How can I get such a handsome and beautiful man as my boyfriend" Jungkook stares in amazement at his lover
"and you too" Taehyung peck Jungkook's lip.
"You have the best genes in the world, even all of your family possessing a perfect face"
It makes Taehyung a little bit sad at the mention of family. It's been almost a year since they started dating, but Jungkook always ignored the topic every time Taehyung is asking about his family. He always avoids that topic. If Taehyung asked him 'can I meet your family?' or 'can you tell me about your family?', Jungkook always gives the same answer, 'later'.
A few months ago, Jungkook was 'forced' to introduce Taehyung to his grandmother. That's because Taehyung accidentally met her. Without Jungkook knowing, Taehyung often met his grandmother. No, this is not because Taehyung tried to rebel. It's because grandma asks him to do so. She lives alone in Seoul, his children - including Jungkook's parents - live in Busan, so she often feels lonely. Taehyung's presence was really comforting for her.
On the other side, Taehyung always tells Jungkook about his family. He showed him their picture and the story about them. Even though it kind of impossible for now, but he has hope that someday Jungkook can go to German to meet his family.
"Tae, are you there?" Jungkook waved his hand in front of Taehyung's face
"Why are you daydreaming? What are you thinking?"
"nothing"
"really?"
Taehyung only answers with a small nod and smile.
"I'm sorry, but what are you talking about?" Taehyung smile sheepishly.
"Aigoo. And you said you're not thinking about anything?"
"I'm telling you that I might leave you again, we have some works abroad. Shoot for summer package, photoshoot, performing, and many things to do"
"Oh"
"Are you okay with that?"
"If I'm not, what can you do?" Tae smiling, continued to say "as I said before. I'm okay with your work. I can understand it. How much I need to say that? Hmm?" This time Jungkook sit up and kiss Tae's forehead.
How can he put his love to Taehyung into mere words? An entire ocean of ink wouldn't be enough to describe it. He is so in love with his boyfriend, over and over.
"Thank you for always stay with me, even we often distance apart. Thank you for always trust me, even we often in a different time zone. Thank you for never leaving me"
Taehyung linked his fingers into Jungkook's and look at him with a lotta love.
"I'll stay with you as you stay with me, trust in you as you trust in me, and together we'll survive every storm. No matter how far you go, I'll go with you and never leave you. Your scent and your footsteps are so familiar to me. That's why I can easily follow you. I'll take one step, two step, walk slowly to where you are. I'll always get your back. I'll take every footstep which leads to you."
Jungkook slammed his lips to Tae's and nearly knocked all wind from his lungs. He pressed his tongue to Tae's lips and delved into his mouth. Their kiss is hot, fiery, and passionate.
About what happens next, let's say it's Tae and Kook's way to show their love to each other.
* * *
Seoul - November 2016
No One's P.O.V
"It just two options, you love me or leave me. There is nothing in between. If you love me, then show me how much I'm worth in your life. But if you don't plan to spend the future with me, then just leave me alone and please don't ever come back. Or else my heart will find a reason to forgive you, again"
Taehyung stood up to leave the other, but Jungkook called his name the moment he take the door knobs. And Taehyung turns around.
"I hurt you and I'm so sorry," Jungkook said
"Are you choose to leave me?"
"I love you"
"How can? Didn't you said we are a stranger?"
Jungkook engulfed himself in a silent.
"I'm tired, Kook. Even though I say I love you every second, even though I say I miss you a thousand times, you still can't hear my heart. Since that day, every time I look at you is a new wound, a new scar to add to the collection. You know it never stops me loving you, but I'm tired of being the only one who tried."
Taehyung take one step towards Jungkook
"Don't love me. Just leave me coldly. Live your life. If you love me, if you stay with me, you're just going to get hurt, get hatred, and losing everything you had."
Taehyung take another step
"Just go away. I'll bear the pain in your place. If you're happy, I'm happy too. This might be the last footstep I take to you. This might be the last kiss we shared"
With that their lips met. Taehyung muttering "I Love you" between his kiss.
Soon he pulls away, turns his body around, leaving Jungkook alone. And without each other knowing, they both crying. They both tried to hold the scattering pieces of their broken hearts.
No One's P.O.V
"Boo" The raven-haired male cried, jumping up to frighten his boyfriend who just entered the house
"Oh my God, Kookie" the victim hold his heart in surprised
And Jungkook just chuckled seeing the precious expression of his boyfriend. He wrapped an arm around Taehyung's shoulders and pulled him close, gently rubbing his arm. Hugs could never be long enough for Jungkook. In his lover's embrace, he feels safe, his worries and tiredness disappeared in the blink of an eye. In his arms, he felt his soft tan skin and the gentle squeeze on his own. He starts to pampering his most precious person in this world with kisses. He kissing his lover's crown, then kissing his beautiful eyelids, moving to his tall nose, continued with his smooth cheeks, and ended up kissing his plump tempting lips, passionately.
They pull apart and take shaky, shallow breaths. Taehyung moves his head closer to Jungkook, he leans in, so his foreheads rest against Jungkook's. And he giggling cutely.
"Seems like there is a cute bunny who miss me" Taehyung teased his boyfriend.
Jungkook pouting a little and releasing his arms from his lover
"Such a tease" He patted Taehyung's butt gently, and pull him to the living room. "Let's get in"
"Where is Sejin Hyung?" Tae asked while trailing his boyfriend
"Somewhere. I don't know. Maybe at the company" He just shrugged his shoulder
"Poor him. Every time we date he must go to flee"
"Well, It doesn't matter for me if he's here. Seeing us cuddling, hugging, kissing, and ..." He smirked
"Okay. Stop" Taehyung blushed by the words of his boyfriend, hitting his chest softly.
"By the way, I bring a cake. Strawberry cake, your favourite" Jungkook said proudly
And Taehyung's face instantly light up at the mention of his favourite person bring him his favourite cake
"Really?"
"Yup. I'm the one who makes it?"
"Are you sure? Isn't Jin Hyung the one who makes it?" He laughed, walking to the dining room to get the cake.
Soon he comes back with a medium-sized cake in his hand, he sits on the couch and leaning to his boyfriend.
"Now I'm sure you're the one who makes this cake," he said immediately after eating one mouthful of cake. And the oblivious Jungkook take a spoonful of the same cake but spate it right away.
"How many kilos of sugar do you put here, Kook?" Taehyung laughs out loud, while Jungkook runs to the kitchen to take a drink.
After he drinks enough, Jungkook returns and take the cake from Taehyung's hand to put it on the table.
"But it's still not as sweet as you" Jungkook wink at Taehyung. He lay down on the couch, laying his head on his lover's lap. He kissed Taehyung's cute little belly, causing the owner to giggle with amusement.
Taehyung caresses Jungkook's soft hair. He loves to touch his boyfriend like he did now. Touching his face, his hands, his hair, and it fell so right in his hand.
"Just sleep. It must be tiring to prepare your new album."
indeed, Jungkook felt very tired. BTS is preparing their new album, 'The most beautiful moment in life, Part 1'.
"Nope," Jungkook whines.
"Don't be such a boy," Taehyung wraps his arms around Jungkook torso and pulls him closer. "I bet you're tired,"
"Never, when you're around" Jungkook snuggled himself on Tae's stomach. Inhaling his favourite scent of Taehyung.
Taehyung knows Jungkook is hiding something from him, he can feel it.
"Is everything okay, really?"
Jungkook turns and looks at Taehyung with his warm eyes, "So long as you're by my side, sweet angel, everything's gonna be okay"
Actually, that's just what Taehyung needs to hear. It ignites the hope in his heart that there will be a future of them.
"I'm sorry for always leaving you alone," Jungkook said sadly
"It's okay. It's not like you're neglecting me in the pretence of being busy. You're working, it's your job, I understand it. Your job is the part of you, so I should love it too."
"Please bear with it a little bit more" Jungkook touch the cute mole in Tae's nose. "I work my fingers to the bone for our future. After I succeed, get enough money, we will leave this country. We will live where there are no homophobic people. Visiting many of your favourite places, spending time together, dating like other people do. We will live peacefully together forever. When we are ready, I will proudly show the world that you are mine, the one I loved the most. At that time, I wouldn't care about what people said about us, the world can fuck themselves."
"You don't need to ask me to do that, because I'm willing to always wait for you"
"Thank you" Jungkook put his hands on Tae's nape and pull him closer for a kiss.
"Where do you want to go?" Jungkook asked
"Jeju island? I really want to go there with you"
"Noted. Where else?"
"Tokyo? New York? Los Angeles? Ah, I want to go around the world with you"
"That's noted too. Guess I need to work harder because we'll need a lotta money." They laugh together, happily imagining their future together.
"How can I get such a handsome and beautiful man as my boyfriend" Jungkook stares in amazement at his lover
"and you too" Taehyung peck Jungkook's lip.
"You have the best genes in the world, even all of your family possessing a perfect face"
It makes Taehyung a little bit sad at the mention of family. It's been almost a year since they started dating, but Jungkook always ignored the topic every time Taehyung is asking about his family. He always avoids that topic. If Taehyung asked him 'can I meet your family?' or 'can you tell me about your family?', Jungkook always gives the same answer, 'later'.
A few months ago, Jungkook was 'forced' to introduce Taehyung to his grandmother. That's because Taehyung accidentally met her. Without Jungkook knowing, Taehyung often met his grandmother. No, this is not because Taehyung tried to rebel. It's because grandma asks him to do so. She lives alone in Seoul, his children - including Jungkook's parents - live in Busan, so she often feels lonely. Taehyung's presence was really comforting for her.
On the other side, Taehyung always tells Jungkook about his family. He showed him their picture and the story about them. Even though it kind of impossible for now, but he has hope that someday Jungkook can go to German to meet his family.
"Tae, are you there?" Jungkook waved his hand in front of Taehyung's face
"Why are you daydreaming? What are you thinking?"
"nothing"
"really?"
Taehyung only answers with a small nod and smile.
"I'm sorry, but what are you talking about?" Taehyung smile sheepishly.
"Aigoo. And you said you're not thinking about anything?"
"I'm telling you that I might leave you again, we have some works abroad. Shoot for summer package, photoshoot, performing, and many things to do"
"Oh"
"Are you okay with that?"
"If I'm not, what can you do?" Tae smiling, continued to say "as I said before. I'm okay with your work. I can understand it. How much I need to say that? Hmm?" This time Jungkook sit up and kiss Tae's forehead.
How can he put his love to Taehyung into mere words? An entire ocean of ink wouldn't be enough to describe it. He is so in love with his boyfriend, over and over.
"Thank you for always stay with me, even we often distance apart. Thank you for always trust me, even we often in a different time zone. Thank you for never leaving me"
Taehyung linked his fingers into Jungkook's and look at him with a lotta love.
"I'll stay with you as you stay with me, trust in you as you trust in me, and together we'll survive every storm. No matter how far you go, I'll go with you and never leave you. Your scent and your footsteps are so familiar to me. That's why I can easily follow you. I'll take one step, two step, walk slowly to where you are. I'll always get your back. I'll take every footstep which leads to you."
Jungkook slammed his lips to Tae's and nearly knocked all wind from his lungs. He pressed his tongue to Tae's lips and delved into his mouth. Their kiss is hot, fiery, and passionate.
About what happens next, let's say it's Tae and Kook's way to show their love to each other.
* * *
Seoul - November 2016
No One's P.O.V
"It just two options, you love me or leave me. There is nothing in between. If you love me, then show me how much I'm worth in your life. But if you don't plan to spend the future with me, then just leave me alone and please don't ever come back. Or else my heart will find a reason to forgive you, again"
Taehyung stood up to leave the other, but Jungkook called his name the moment he take the door knobs. And Taehyung turns around.
"I hurt you and I'm so sorry," Jungkook said
"Are you choose to leave me?"
"I love you"
"How can? Didn't you said we are a stranger?"
Jungkook engulfed himself in a silent.
"I'm tired, Kook. Even though I say I love you every second, even though I say I miss you a thousand times, you still can't hear my heart. Since that day, every time I look at you is a new wound, a new scar to add to the collection. You know it never stops me loving you, but I'm tired of being the only one who tried."
Taehyung take one step towards Jungkook
"Don't love me. Just leave me coldly. Live your life. If you love me, if you stay with me, you're just going to get hurt, get hatred, and losing everything you had."
Taehyung take another step
"Just go away. I'll bear the pain in your place. If you're happy, I'm happy too. This might be the last footstep I take to you. This might be the last kiss we shared"
With that their lips met. Taehyung muttering "I Love you" between his kiss.
Soon he pulls away, turns his body around, leaving Jungkook alone. And without each other knowing, they both crying. They both tried to hold the scattering pieces of their broken hearts.
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