I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 37: Chapter 37

Berlin - August 2018
No One's P.O.V
It's almost an hour since Taehyung cried out of control. Right now, he is sleeping soundly in Jungkook's arms, still in front of his parents' gravestone.
Actually, Jungkook feels numb on his body, but he doesn't have the heart to move even just for an inch. He doesn't want to wake the angel who slept in his embrace.
His eyes never turned away from Taehyung. Admire how perfect he is for millions of times.
In front of Taehyung's parents' grave, Jungkook promised to always love and care for their son.
Taehyung starts squirming in Jungkook's arms. Slowly opening his eyes, looking up at Jungkook.
"Hello my love, are you awake?" Jungkook smiles showing his bunny smile. Taehyung's favourite smile in the whole world.
Taehyung doesn't answer, instead, he widened his eyes in shock.
He quickly released himself from the muscular hands. Sit cross-legged in front of Jungkook, with enough distance to make them feel comfortable.
"What are you doing? Why are you still here?" Taehyung asked
"What am I doing? Accompanying you. Why am I still here? Because you are still here too."
"Go away."
"Not without you"
"I won't go with you."
"And I won't go without you."
"Oh my God, why are you so stubborn?"
"So are you"
"How many times do I have to say, stay away from me. I don't want you in my life anymore."
"Should I say again that I will never leave you?"
Tahyung glares at Jungkook
"You will never leave me? So you can hurt me again?"
"Tae, you know that I ..."
"Enough, Kook. Enough. You have to realize that I'm not yours anymore. Maybe you are not my soul mate, nor my destiny."
"We're the one who finds destiny"
"Jeon Jungkook"
"Kim Taehyung"
"I hope you realized that I do have a feeling, Kook. I have a heart. The one that always accepts every mess of your life. And with that every mess of yours, I still love you wholeheartedly. But now, I won't be around anymore. Because I'm tired. Back to the time when we were dating, a day without any news from you makes me so restless. When I'm jealous, you never know right?"
Jungkook doesn't say a word. He grabbed Taehyung's hand and held it lovingly, afraid that he might hurt his world.
"Sometimes I wish you were me so you can feel my pain and the hell I go through. My daytime was always like night, even the rainbow was all black. It really hurts. But I believe, over time, I'll be okay. Because I can, even though I don't want to, be alone without you. Just go away and don't regret it. If you have to, I want you to not hesitate to leave me."
Tears rolled down Jungkook's cheeks. He sobbed softly. Taehyung gently rubbed his wet cheeks.
"I can understand why you left me. Wipe your tears. I know this isn't what you want. Even though it's hard to part with you, let me go. Because I'm sure this is the best for me and for you too. It's the best for both of us."
Jungkook's sobbed louder.
"In the name of love, I give my heart only for you. And now, for the sake of love, I have to let you go. There is no bit of regret for my love towards you. Even though, at the end of this road, I have to see you walk away. It might sound so clique, but it's fine for me as long as you are happy in your life. I'm going to live well, safe and sound, with the remaining pieces of my heart. Right from the start, I can't reach you, and I will never be able to. You were only a dream for me. The world where we live in is too different."
Taehyung approaches. Cup Jungkook's face in both hands. He approached and continued to approach until finally, his lips touched Jungkook's forehead.
He kissed Jungkook warmly
"Forgive me for being imperfect for you. It's finished. An incomplete story for us to remember."