I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 43: Chapter 43
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Seoul - August 2018
Taehyung's P.O.V
Ring... Ring... Ring...
My phone buzzed in my suit's pocket. The press conference had ended 30 minutes ago, and now I just arrived at home.
"Hello..." When I hear a voice from the other side, I immediately moved the phone away from my ear
"What the hell do you think you're doing, Kim Taehyung?"
Ok, my sister is obviously angry. she's furious. Aside from the yelling, she's never calling me in my full name
"Calm down, Noona"
"Calm down, your ass. Do you realize what you have done?"
"Hell yeah, I am"
"Why did you do it? Is it because of that Jerk?"
Yes. But I can't say it out loud.
"How long do you have to sacrifice for him? Why do you always gave in for him? Is he so valuable to you that you no longer think of your sister?"
"Of course, No. What kind of bullshit are you saying?"
"And what kind of bullshit are you doing? Taehyung, stop dealing with him. You know he has caused ..." I cut my sister's words.
"Stop it. He's not the cause of all what happens."
It's me. I said to myself.
"And Noona, why are you this angry? What I did won't do any harm to the company, instead, it will increase the sales. You know how well-known BTS is. Imagine how many millions of fans will buy things that specially designed by BTS members. I'm not stupid and I'm not reckless in making this decision. Do you think I will harm the company? The company that is the legacy of the late father and mother? "
"Ok, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to doubt you. But at least you can discuss it with me first."
"Sorry, Noona. I had to make a decision as soon as possible. Next time I won't do things like this without discussing it first with you"
She sighs
"You need to explain everything to the board members"
"Yeah, I will. Don't worry. The day after tomorrow I'll go back to Germany."
"Hmm. Take them with you, since the board members want to meet them too. And take care. I Love You"
"Love you too. About the marriage, don't stress yourself too much"
I'm sorry, Noona.
Oh Lord, why I'm so pathetic.
What have I done? That single thought repeats itself over and over again in my mind.
Why can't I just move on from him? Why am I so desperately in love with him? Why I hang on to a love that can never be together in the end?
I pulled out a cigarette from my pocket. Put the stick between my lips, and light it up, provides a feeling of calm. I inhale slowly, feel my lungs being wrapped by a warm blanket. I feel delighted.
I know smoking weed it's bad. No, smoking, in general, is bad. But it's my only escape. This deadly-sticks is the only escape for all the pain in my chest and stomach.
Every time I smoke, it gives me a feeling of calmness, it relaxes my whole body, killing all the stress away. The smell and taste are just as bitter as my life and it's always helped me cope. Even if it's all just for a moment.
After all, it's not like I'm going to live long anyway.
I keep smoking and just sit stoned, staring at the windows for hours and hours. Until I dozing on the couch.
* * *
No One's P.O.V
Exactly at 6 am, the alarm on Taehyung's cell phone rang. Woke the phone owner up who's still wearing the suit he wore yesterday.
The red-haired man quickly went to the bathroom, cleaning himself. After getting ready, he immediately drives his car towards BTS's apartment.
ding dong... ding dong...
A broad-shouldered man opened the door and pull him into his embrace.
"Jin Hyung, let go. I can't breathe."
The older man can only laugh while pulling him into the house.
"How are you? Are you okay?"
"Not that good, but not bad either. Just so-so." Taehyung said while shrugging his shoulder
"I really want to say that I'm proud of you, but on top of that, I feel very grateful to you. "
"Never mind, Hyung."
Jimin came down from the second floor still in his pyjamas. "Tae, Tae... " He throws himself into his friend's arms.
"Why are you still dressed like this? Why aren't you getting ready? You too, Jin Hyung." Taehyung asked, looking in wonder at Jimin and Jin. But it turns out they are even more astonished.
"Don't say you haven't packed yet?" Taehyung added
"Packing? Where are we going?" Jimin furrowed his brows
"Gosh. You don't know? For God's sake. Last night I told Sejin Hyung that today we are going to Germany. Flights at 2:00 p.m. And now it's already half past eight. You haven't even take a shower"
"Seriously? Are you kidding me? Sejin Hyung didn't tell us anything."
"He said he already told Namjoon Hyung"
With that, Kim Seokjin exploded.
"Kim Namjoon. Come here. RIGHT NOW"
The said male hurriedly run in front of his boyfriend.
"Did Sejin Hyung tell you something last night?" Sejin asked. He crossed his arms while glaring at the younger male.
"OH MY GOD. I forgot to tell you guys. I even forgot to remember it myself."
"WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?" Jin beat Namjoon with cushion."Why are you so reckless?"
Taehyung can only shake his head.
"Chim, we'd better wake up all the members and tell them to get ready. I'm sure Sejin Hyung will come to pick you up soon."
"You're right, Tae. And you have to meet Jungkook. From yesterday, since the press conference, he didn't come out of his room at all."
"Kook, open the door for me." Taehyung knocks on Jungkook's door, but there is no answer.
Is he still sleeping? Taehyung thought
"Dear, open the door." still no answer.
Taehyung banged on the door.
"Jeon Jungkook, if on the third count you don't open the door immediately, then don't ever expect you can talk to me again." He shouted
"Gosh, Kim Taehyung. I was taking a shower. You, my impatient little kitten." Jungkook pinched Taehyung's cheeks with adore. He was bare-chested and only wear grey sweatpants.
Taehyung stepped in
"What kind of kitten is tattooed and wears ears and lip piercings?"
"You. Look, you're so cute." Jungkook pecked Taehyung's pout.
Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck. Bury his head in the board chest of his man.
"What happened with you? Jimin said you didn't leave your room since yesterday."
Taehyung looked up, looking at Jungkook with his adorable puppy eyes.
He pulled Jungkook toward the bed.
Jungkook lay down on the bed, while Taehyung lay down his head on Jungkook's bare chest. Listen to every heartbeat of the man he loves.
Jungkook moves his finger, tracing the tattoo on Taehyung's neck. Occasionally, he lowered his head to kiss every piercing in Taehyung's ear.
Jungkook then kissed Taehyung's lips. Sucking and nibbling on the piercing on Taehyung's lips.
"You know, Kook. You can tell me anything."
Taehyung's P.O.V
Ring... Ring... Ring...
My phone buzzed in my suit's pocket. The press conference had ended 30 minutes ago, and now I just arrived at home.
"Hello..." When I hear a voice from the other side, I immediately moved the phone away from my ear
"What the hell do you think you're doing, Kim Taehyung?"
Ok, my sister is obviously angry. she's furious. Aside from the yelling, she's never calling me in my full name
"Calm down, Noona"
"Calm down, your ass. Do you realize what you have done?"
"Hell yeah, I am"
"Why did you do it? Is it because of that Jerk?"
Yes. But I can't say it out loud.
"How long do you have to sacrifice for him? Why do you always gave in for him? Is he so valuable to you that you no longer think of your sister?"
"Of course, No. What kind of bullshit are you saying?"
"And what kind of bullshit are you doing? Taehyung, stop dealing with him. You know he has caused ..." I cut my sister's words.
"Stop it. He's not the cause of all what happens."
It's me. I said to myself.
"And Noona, why are you this angry? What I did won't do any harm to the company, instead, it will increase the sales. You know how well-known BTS is. Imagine how many millions of fans will buy things that specially designed by BTS members. I'm not stupid and I'm not reckless in making this decision. Do you think I will harm the company? The company that is the legacy of the late father and mother? "
"Ok, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to doubt you. But at least you can discuss it with me first."
"Sorry, Noona. I had to make a decision as soon as possible. Next time I won't do things like this without discussing it first with you"
She sighs
"You need to explain everything to the board members"
"Yeah, I will. Don't worry. The day after tomorrow I'll go back to Germany."
"Hmm. Take them with you, since the board members want to meet them too. And take care. I Love You"
"Love you too. About the marriage, don't stress yourself too much"
I'm sorry, Noona.
Oh Lord, why I'm so pathetic.
What have I done? That single thought repeats itself over and over again in my mind.
Why can't I just move on from him? Why am I so desperately in love with him? Why I hang on to a love that can never be together in the end?
I pulled out a cigarette from my pocket. Put the stick between my lips, and light it up, provides a feeling of calm. I inhale slowly, feel my lungs being wrapped by a warm blanket. I feel delighted.
I know smoking weed it's bad. No, smoking, in general, is bad. But it's my only escape. This deadly-sticks is the only escape for all the pain in my chest and stomach.
Every time I smoke, it gives me a feeling of calmness, it relaxes my whole body, killing all the stress away. The smell and taste are just as bitter as my life and it's always helped me cope. Even if it's all just for a moment.
After all, it's not like I'm going to live long anyway.
I keep smoking and just sit stoned, staring at the windows for hours and hours. Until I dozing on the couch.
* * *
No One's P.O.V
Exactly at 6 am, the alarm on Taehyung's cell phone rang. Woke the phone owner up who's still wearing the suit he wore yesterday.
The red-haired man quickly went to the bathroom, cleaning himself. After getting ready, he immediately drives his car towards BTS's apartment.
ding dong... ding dong...
A broad-shouldered man opened the door and pull him into his embrace.
"Jin Hyung, let go. I can't breathe."
The older man can only laugh while pulling him into the house.
"How are you? Are you okay?"
"Not that good, but not bad either. Just so-so." Taehyung said while shrugging his shoulder
"I really want to say that I'm proud of you, but on top of that, I feel very grateful to you. "
"Never mind, Hyung."
Jimin came down from the second floor still in his pyjamas. "Tae, Tae... " He throws himself into his friend's arms.
"Why are you still dressed like this? Why aren't you getting ready? You too, Jin Hyung." Taehyung asked, looking in wonder at Jimin and Jin. But it turns out they are even more astonished.
"Don't say you haven't packed yet?" Taehyung added
"Packing? Where are we going?" Jimin furrowed his brows
"Gosh. You don't know? For God's sake. Last night I told Sejin Hyung that today we are going to Germany. Flights at 2:00 p.m. And now it's already half past eight. You haven't even take a shower"
"Seriously? Are you kidding me? Sejin Hyung didn't tell us anything."
"He said he already told Namjoon Hyung"
With that, Kim Seokjin exploded.
"Kim Namjoon. Come here. RIGHT NOW"
The said male hurriedly run in front of his boyfriend.
"Did Sejin Hyung tell you something last night?" Sejin asked. He crossed his arms while glaring at the younger male.
"OH MY GOD. I forgot to tell you guys. I even forgot to remember it myself."
"WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?" Jin beat Namjoon with cushion."Why are you so reckless?"
Taehyung can only shake his head.
"Chim, we'd better wake up all the members and tell them to get ready. I'm sure Sejin Hyung will come to pick you up soon."
"You're right, Tae. And you have to meet Jungkook. From yesterday, since the press conference, he didn't come out of his room at all."
"Kook, open the door for me." Taehyung knocks on Jungkook's door, but there is no answer.
Is he still sleeping? Taehyung thought
"Dear, open the door." still no answer.
Taehyung banged on the door.
"Jeon Jungkook, if on the third count you don't open the door immediately, then don't ever expect you can talk to me again." He shouted
"Gosh, Kim Taehyung. I was taking a shower. You, my impatient little kitten." Jungkook pinched Taehyung's cheeks with adore. He was bare-chested and only wear grey sweatpants.
Taehyung stepped in
"What kind of kitten is tattooed and wears ears and lip piercings?"
"You. Look, you're so cute." Jungkook pecked Taehyung's pout.
Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck. Bury his head in the board chest of his man.
"What happened with you? Jimin said you didn't leave your room since yesterday."
Taehyung looked up, looking at Jungkook with his adorable puppy eyes.
He pulled Jungkook toward the bed.
Jungkook lay down on the bed, while Taehyung lay down his head on Jungkook's bare chest. Listen to every heartbeat of the man he loves.
Jungkook moves his finger, tracing the tattoo on Taehyung's neck. Occasionally, he lowered his head to kiss every piercing in Taehyung's ear.
Jungkook then kissed Taehyung's lips. Sucking and nibbling on the piercing on Taehyung's lips.
"You know, Kook. You can tell me anything."
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