I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 47: Chapter 47

Berlin - August 2018
No One's P.O.V
After a long 14 hours flight, finally, they arrived in Berlin. Upon their arrival, they are greeted by some employees from the Taehyung company.
"Good morning, sir. We are assigned by the President to pick you up and also BTS and their staff." Said one of the employees politely to Taehyung
"We will take you and Miss Soojung to go home, and escort BTS members and staff to the hotel." said another
"Because Soojung goes with me, BTS members will also come to the house. Take the staff to the hotel."
"But sir, this is Boss's order."
"They are my guests."
"Uhm ... But ..."
Seeing the trouble of Taehyung's employees, Namjoon tried to mediate
"It's okay, Tae. We're going to stay in the hotel."
"No, Hyung"
"After all, it's easier if we stay with our staff."
"Then the staff will also go to my house. Besides, there are only three staff members"
Because Taehyung continued to insist, eventually they all headed to Taehyung's house.
To say that BTS members, Soojung, and the staff are shocked is an understatement.
They thought Taehyung's house is just an ordinary two-story house but bigger than the usual. Apparently, they were wrong.
Taehyung's so-called home is a big mansion that is very grand and beautiful.
It makes the other's jaw dropped.
"Taehyung ..." called a beautiful woman who immediately threw her body into her brother's arms.
"Noona ..." the two siblings hugged each other. Then suddenly the sister snapped his baby brother's head softly.
"You're a bad boy. Why are you making a scene? Your sister is wasted here taking care of everything."
"ehehehe ..." Taehyung could only scratch his nape while smiling sheepishly
"Unnie ..."
"Soojung ah ..." the two beautiful women hugged each other.
"Geez, I miss you so much."
"I also miss this soon-to-be bride very much" Soojung teased her
Taehyung's sister, Kim Tae Eun, who had been smiling cheerfully suddenly changed her expression to be as professional as possible when she is aware of the BTS members and staff who had been standing there.
"Welcome to Germany. Welcome to our house. Please come in." She said with her president's persona.
"Thank You," Namjoon said
"Ah, please. Drop these formalities." Taehyung said in annoyance.
"They come here as our business partners, Taehyung ah."
"Nope. They come here as my friends. As well as Soojung."
Taehyung and Taeeun glare at each other.
"Unnie, can you take me to my room? I'm so tired" Soojung said cutely, trying to ease the tension.
"Alright. Taehyung takes them to their respective rooms. Soojung, let's come with me."
"And make sure no one sleeps in your room," Taeeun added while glaring at Jungkook.
The said male can only swallow hard. In his head, spinning a million thoughts about how to get the heart of his lover's sister.
Taehyung walks each member and staff to their room.
Jin and Suga are in one room, Jimin and Namjoon are in another room, Hoseok is in a room with one of the staff, while Jungkook has his own room.
"Can Jimin and I swap place?" asked Jin
"No, Hyung. I don't want to hear moaning sounds at night." Taehyung answered while sticking out his tongue
Jin just rolled his eyes.
"Then why did you let Jungkook stay in the room alone? So that tonight you can sneak into his room right?" Jimin said while smirking
"Of course not. I'm just afraid that there will be witnesses if my sister decides to kill him tonight."
They burst in laughter, except Jungkook who's suddenly pull Taehyung by his waist.
"You are indeed a bad boy, Love," he said while pinching Taehyung's nose softly
"Euuw... No PDA, guys."
"Shut up, singles," Namjoon said jokingly. He goes to his boyfriend, the same with Jimin who's come to his boyfriend's embrace.
"God help me. Save me."
They laugh happily together without noticing that from the second floor, two beautiful women, Soojung and Taeeun, are watching them.
"It's been a long time since you see Taehyung as happy like this, right? Look, Unnie, how happy he is. Especially when Jungkook hugs him," said Soojung
"Unnie, I know you must really hate Jungkook. But you have to know that Taehyung's love for him is even greater than your hatred," she added
"He hurt my brother, Soojung ah. He hurt him."
"Likewise you, Unnie. If you try to separate Jungkook from him, then you hurt him too."
"I'm just trying to protect him."
Soojung can only sigh.
"Tell me, Unnie. What do you want the most in your life now? Wealth? Throne? Fame? Love?"
"The thing I want the most?"
"Yup. Think about that, Unnie. If you have found the answer, tell me."
Soojung then goes to his room.
* * *
After he makes sure that everyone is comfortable in their respective room, Taehyung then goes to his sister's room.
"Noona..." Taehyung knocked on her door
"Come in."
"Are you crying?"
Taeeun sits on the edge of the bed, looked down, trying to wipe away his tears.
"Noona ..." Taehyung kneeling in front of his sister.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I hurt you, Noona."
"Come here, baby."
Taehyung then sits next to his sister, laying himself down, with his head on Taeeun's lap.
Taeeun gently caressed his brother's hair
"I miss you," he said
"Me too, Noona. I miss you so much." Taehyung smiled
"Will you come back with them to Korea later?"
"I don't know. I haven't decided yet."
"I will be very lonely without you."
"You have to get used to it, Noona. After all, you will get married soon. Chris Hyung will take care of you well. I hope you have children soon so that you are not lonely and not always miss me."
"Eugh. It seems like it's hard to do. There's no way I won't miss you."
They smiled a little
"Hey, Taehyung."
"Hmm ..."
"Do you love him so much?"
"There is no doubt about that."
"Why? Even though you know he left you. When you really need him the most."
"I have no idea. Maybe I'm too stupid, too naive. I don't know. He might be left me, but he never stops loving me. He just does what he needs to do."
"Still it doesn't justify his actions."
"Noona, you are even willing to marry a man you don't love in order to keep the company. You said that if the company goes bankrupt, then there will be too many people who lose their jobs. Likewise, Jungkook. At that time, he chose to break up with me to save BTS. Because if something happens with BTS, there will be too many people who lose their jobs too. He just does something like what you did."
Taeeun doesn't utter a single word.
"Didn't you say that we can't be a selfish person? How could I demanded Jungkook to choose me over BTS, while there were hundreds of other people's lives on his shoulders." Taehyung added
Taeeun cry. Her tears fell over Taehyung.
Taehyung sits to hug his sister.
"Cry, Noona. Cry. All this time you always tried to be strong in front of me. You don't need to pretend that you're okay. You don't need to lie every time by saying you're fine. I know you're tired, you're fed up, you're so close to breaking. I know."
Taehyung draw circles on his sister's back
It's been 30 minutes until Taeeun finally calmed down.
"I miss Dad and Mom very much," Taeeun said
"Me too. It's been two years already."
"What will happen if I also have to live without you?"
"Nothing bad would happen, I guess." He smiles while holding his sister's hand.
"Tae, do you really want to go back together with Jungkook?"
"Yes. Even though I know that the situation and the reality will never let us stay together in the end. But at least I want to be happy with him even if not forever."
"Isn't this going to be too painful for Jungkook? You realize that you won't end up together, you shouldn't give false hopes to Jungkook."
"I don't give false hopes to him, but to myself. Whatever happens later, now I just want to be happy, Noona. And my happiness is Jungkook."
Taeeun looked at his brother fondly
"Earlier Soojung asked me what I wanted the most in my life. Do you know the answer?"
Taehyung shrugged his shoulder.
"Your happiness. That's what I want the most, Kim Taehyung."