I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 49: Chapter 49

Berlin - August 2018
No One's P.O.V
Jungkook nervously walked into Taeeun's office room.
He knocked on the door gently, "come in"
"Sejin Hyung said that Noona wanted to talk to me," Jungkook swore that he is very nervous now.
"Sit down"
After Jungkook sat on the sofa, Taeeun then sits in front of him.
"Calm down. You don't need to be nervous. Look, you sweat a lot. Are you taking part in a marathon race?" The beautiful woman asked mockingly
And Jungkook's face turned red with embarrassment
"So, what do you want to talk to me about, Noona?"
"You definitely know what I want to talk about, Jeon Jungkook." her expression turned cold. As cold as Jungkook's hand at this time.
"About my relationship with Taehyung?"
"Yes. I want you to end your relationship."
Jungkook feels his world is collapsing
"Noona, don't be kidding me. Didn't you say that you start to accept our relationship?"
"Yes, I did. I do accept your relationship. But it would be better if there's no string attached between you two. Just end your relationship for goodness sake."
"Wh-w-what?" He's stuttering. His mind is blank, eyes wide as he stared at her in horror.
"Break up with him. Just go from Taehyung's life. Take your own path where Taehyung is not there."
Jungkook knows that he had to say something. No, he can't lose Taehyung ever again. He will die if he has to part with Taehyung again.
"I'm sorry. But I can't. I love Taehyung."
"So?" she rolled her eyes
"So, I can't leave him. I'll never let him go. We love each other."
"I know. You love him, he loves you. I clearly know about that. But both of you will end up getting hurt if you're still together."
"What are you trying to say?" Jungkook clenched his fist. Somehow, he feels angry towards Taeeun.
"Don't be stupid. Why do you still keep this relationship even though you know that it will never work out? Even Taehyung know that you two would never end up together."
"What?" Jungkook's heart scatters to pieces. He never knew that Taehyung feels that way.
"Why?" he added. His voice shaking, trying his best to hold back his tears.
Taeeun doesn't answer Jungkook's question. She averted his gaze, staring at the large family picture hanging on the wall. Father, Mother, Her, and Taehyung. The four of them look so happy. Oh, how this woman misses her family.
"Answer me, Noona"
"Now try to think rationally. Do you think you can end up together?" her eyes are filled with sadness, anger, longing, and hundreds of other emotions.
"Of course. I believe in our love."
"How? How can you end up together? You can't even tell anyone that you are in a relationship with Taehyung. You will hide Taehyung from the world? Forever?"
"So that's the problem? One day I will definitely tell the world that I really love Kim Taehyung."
"When? Ten more years? Later, when you are old? Do you think at that time ..." Taeeun doesn't continue her words. She took a deep breath. Tried to control her emotion.
And Jungkook just fell silent. He can't answer this question. Surely, Jungkook doesn't want to hide his relationship with Taehyung. He wants to proudly tell everyone that Taehyung is his.
But he cannot be selfish. He must think of the Hyungs and also everyone who can work because of BTS.
"I'll say it once again, both you and Taehyung will only end up getting hurt. Trust me," she said softly in despair
"Noona, maybe you're right about we'll end up getting hurt. But you have to know one thing. The hurt will be nothing compared to the one that we feel when we let each other go. Whatever wound I will get later, it doesn't matter to me. I will hold it back, as long as I can be with Taehyung. " Jungkook looked at Taeeun right in her eyes.
He is determined to not make the same mistake ever again. He will fight for Taehyung. Fight for their love. He will make Taehyung believe that they will end up together.
"We love each other. Whatever happens, it will be more painful when we can't be together" he added.
"You and Taehyung are both stubborn. I'm just trying to give the best for you."
"The best for me is Taehyung. And the best for Taehyung is me. I've been through two hellish years without him, so does Taehyung. You know very well how broken we are without each other. I'm shattered. Like an undead. My world collapsed. My life is meaningless. I'm nothing without him."
Taeeun fell silent. She closed her eyes.
Ten minutes passed, and the two are still silent. Busy with their own thoughts.
"Taehyung's life is nothing but misery. If I go through it, I certainly won't be able to. He is the kindest and strongest person I have ever met. His life was miserable, but he always endured it. As a sister, I felt like I failed to look after him. He suffered so much. I want to cry every time I look at his face. But then he smiles at me, with that beautiful boxy smile of his. He is the reason I remain strong until now. I can't be weak, because he needs my support."
Her eyes drip with tears. The walls that hold her up, collapse.
"I hate you. Really hate you. You ruin everything. You're the cause of everything. But why Taehyung still loves you so much? WHY?" Taeeun cried hysterically
"He loves you Jungkook. He loves you. But you do nothing except hurting him. This relationship will only hurt him more. After what you did to him, he changed. He started smoking weed, having a tattoo, piercing his ears and lips, colouring his hair, he turned into a bad boy to protect his soft and broken heart. He wants to show me, show everyone, that he is strong. Even though he is nothing but a fragile soul."
Suddenly the door opened. Taehyung stood there.
A few minutes ago, Taehyung who wanted to discuss something with Sejin, accidentally met Hoseok. The older male tells that Jungkook is meeting his sister.
For some reason, Taehyung was worried. He immediately rushed to his sister's office room.
When he opened the door, he saw two people he loved the most crying. His sister cried hysterically, while his lover cried in silence.
"Noona." Taehyung immediately pulled Taeeun into his arms. Gently caressing her back to calm her down. While his gaze at Jungkook. He really wanted to hug his man and whispering sweet nothing to him.
"Noona, I love you. And I love him too. You're my strength, so is he. You are my family, and he's the one that I want to build my family with. Both of you are very important in my life. It's saddened me to know that you can't accept him in my life. Yes, we break-up before, and now we tried to make up. Because we know that we love each other so much. We know that we can't live without each other. I knew he had made a mistake before, but no matter what, he's the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Can't you grant me this wish? As you said Noona, that all this time my life was miserable. Therefore, for this once, let Jungkook be in my life."
Taeeun buried her face at Taehyung's chest. Not long after, he let go of Taehyung.
"Jeon Jungkook, I just want my brother to be happy. All that I want is his happiness. So if you hurt him again, I will gladly make your life agonising. Even I don't hesitate to kill you with my own hands." Taeeun's stares throwing blade to Jungkook's and the said male can only gulp.
"I promise, Noona. I promise you. I promise that I will make him happy. I promise that I'll always look after him. I promise that I'll always take care of him. I promise that whatever happens, I will never leave Taehyung. I promise. You can hold my word. And You don't need to worry, Noona, if one day I break my promise and hurt Taehyung, I'll make sure that before you kill me, I've already killed myself." Jungkook said in determination.
Taeeun tried to find doubts and lies in Jungkook's eyes, but she didn't find them at all. There are only honesty and love in the brown orbs.
Taeeun then turned to his brother and back to Jungkook.
"Better to keep your promise, Jeon. Now, you two, get out of here."
"Thank you, Noona. Thank you. I love you." Taehyung pulls his sister into a bone-crushing hug and sways their body left and right.
"Ok. Ok. Just go for now."
Jungkook then stood up, reaching out to Taehyung. Taehyung happily accepted his hand. They left the room, intertwining their hands, with a feeling of relief.
"I love you, Kim Taehyung, very very much. More than you can imagine." Jungkook said while hugging Taehyung. Resting his hands at Taehyung's waist, while the said male resting his on the other's neck.
"No matter what, even though the world disapproves, I'll always love you. I'll fight for you. I'll fight for our love. I've left you before, and it's the biggest mistake in my life. So I will make sure that this time I will be with you forever. Even when you are tired and bored of me, I will never leave you. I love you."
Jungkook kissed Taehyung's forehead gently and lovingly.
"And I love you, Jeon Jungkook. I will never be tired and bored of you. Yes, stay with me. Stay by my side for the rest of my life. Jeon Jungkook, you're my one and only."
"And you too. There's no one for me but you."