I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 51: Chapter 51
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                    Berlin - August 2018
No One's P.O.V
"So this is what Taehyung has been feeling all this time. I never knew it feels like this when you haven't seen your lover for a long time because he's busy working." Jungkook looked sadly at the door, hoping to see his angel standing there.
"What you feel is nothing compared to Taehyung. It's only been a week. You often leave him for months." Jimin said irritably.
Since yesterday Jungkook complained and was sad about Taehyung being too busy. Whereas, for whom did he do all this? For whom Taehyung has to work day and night? Because of who and for whom this sudden collaboration happen?
Jimin is annoyed with Jungkook. Doesn't he remember that Taehyung has gone through the worse? He is also disappointed by the fact that Jungkook is paying more attention to the 'busy Taehyung' than to the 'Taehyung who lost a lot of weight due to being too busy'.
"Karma is looking for you, man," Yoongi said while pulling his angry lover to his room.
No, Jungkook is not selfish
It's not that Jungkook isn't worried about Taehyung's situation
Anyone who thinks so, anyone who thinks like Jimin or Yoongi, then they make a big mistake.
Jungkook's love for Taehyung isn't that shallow. Jungkook loves Taehyung way more than what you can imagine.
Jungkook is well aware that what he feels is nothing compared to what Taehyung had experienced.
Jungkook knows very well that his longing for Taehyung is not even the tip of a nail compared to the longing that Taehyung saved for him for years.
Seeing how busy Taehyung to the point that he loses weight makes Jungkook frustrated.
Jungkook went crazy because of it. It feels like he can explode at any time.
He was worried, felt guilty, sad, all those feelings at the same time.
How he just wanted to hug Taehyung, kiss the top of his head, gently caress his back, and let him rest in his arms.
After Yoongi and Jimin left the family room, other members shortly followed to return to their respective rooms, including Jungkook.
Now the raven-haired man is lying on his bed. He just finished sending a message to his love. He always reminds Taehyung not to forget to eat and rest.
He looked at the suitcase in the corner of the room. Tomorrow he must go back to Korea, but until now he hasn't met Taehyung at all.
He had asked Sejin so that he could stay longer here, but of course, he didn't get permission. BTS has many schedules waiting.
Knock ... Knock ... Knock ...
"Who is looking for me at this time?" Jungkook sees the clock that shows 2 o'clock in the morning.
As soon as he opened the door, he smiles so widely. The love of his life stands there. The man with the box smile stretched out his hand, a signal for Jungkook to gives him a hug.
Without wasting time, Jungkook immediately pulled Taehyung into his arms.
"Love" he whispered in the red-haired man's ear.
"You know, I really miss you," Taehyung said. His voice is muffled because he buried his head in Jungkook's chest
"I miss you a lot, baby. I'm really worried to see you lost a lot of weight." Jungkook tightens his arms.
"Hey you, muscle bunny. I can't breathe."
Jungkook just chuckles. He pulled Taehyung to enter his room and locked the door.
"Go to sleep. I know you must be tired."
"Sleep with me. I want to cuddle with you." Taehyung whined cutely
"Hey, cute boy. Don't whine. It doesn't match your tattoo and piercings." Jungkook said jokingly, which ended with a pillow lands right on his face
"I'm kidding, love." Jungkook lay down beside Taehyung. He hugged his slender waist and brought their bodies closer.
"There's nothing like us ..." Jungkook sings a lullaby for Taehyung, and not for long, there is a soft snore from the man in his arms.
"Good night, baby. I love you." Jungkook then fell asleep.
* * *
Jungkook doesn't find Taehyung beside him when he opens his eyes.
Knock ... Knock ... Knock
"Jeon Jungkook, wake up. We have to leave immediately for the airport." Jin's voice echoed from behind the door
"Yes, Hyung. I'm awake." Jungkook answered with a hoarse voice because he just woke up
"Then take a shower" Jin's footsteps sound away.
While in Taehyung's room, he is packing some of his clothes into a suitcase
"Are you sure you will come with them back to Korea?" Taeeun asked, who had been staring at his only brother.
"yes"
"leaving me alone?"
"My dear noona, come on. When I came here with BTS, I left a lot of unfinished work in Korea. You know we just opened a new company branch there and there are still many things to take care of. Later when everything is done I'll be back. I promise."
"And you are not alone. Chris Hyung is here. Every now and then you need to depend on him, it makes him feels needed and important in your life. As a man, I can feel that he loves you so much, Noona. Try to open your heart to him. After all, he will be your life mate, your husband. And I know, you actually love him too, right?" Taehyung smirk, teasing his sister who had blushed on her cheeks.
* * *
"Boo ..." Taehyung slightly pushes Jungkook. He tried to surprise his lover who is so focused on checking his luggage
"Tae, what are you doing here? Want to take my leave, eh?" Jungkook turned around and quickly wraps an arm around Taehung's shoulders and pulls him close. Jungkook's big, strong arms are very protective when wrapped around his lover thin body.
"No. Why do I have to take your leave when I go with you?"
"Really? You come with me back to Korea?" A smile spread on Jungkook's face
Instead of answering, Taehyung pecks Jungkook's lips.
Suddenly Jungkook pulled Taehyung's neck and deepened their kiss. One hand is placed on Taehyung's nape, the other hand stroked his lover's waist. It's a full-on, open-mouthed, almost sexual kiss.
"Wow. We got a free show." Yoongi said while sipping his coffee.
Yes, the couple were making out in front of other members who gathered in the family room, waiting for the staff.
Taehyung hides his face on Jungkook's chest. His face is now as red as tomatoes.
"Look, there are boiled crabs on Jungkook's chest." teased Jimin who saw his best friend's face blush red.
While Jungkook just laughed while kissing Taehyung's crown.
"no PDA in this household, please." Taeeun walks beautifully down the stairs.
"Come here"
Taehyung immediately let go of Jungkook's arm, running to hug his sister.
"Are you sure you want to go?"
"Come on Noona, we've talked about this. Hmm?"
"You really go for the company's sake right? Not because of that big bunny?" Taeeun glared at Jungkook.
"Uhmm ..."
The beautiful woman rolled her eyes lazily.
"But remember, you have to ..."
"stay healthy, don't forget to eat, rest when I feel tired, don't force myself too much, don't push myself too hard, and don't forget to always contact you. Right? Yes, my beautiful sister. I'll do it all."
"And remember to always ..."
"Yes, Noona. Yes. I'll do it. We'd better leave now or we will be late. I love you."
"I love you more. Take good care of yourself"
* * *
Arriving at the airport, both the members, staff and Taehyung are surprised by the many BTS fans. They didn't expect that the fans would know their schedule of returning to Korea.
"You all go out first. I'll follow in 15 minutes." Taehyung said. Everyone knows that right now he must be very scared and worried.
"No, you will come out with us. This time I will never let you face everything alone, I will always be by your side. We will be with you." Jungkook holds his lover's hand tightly.
Taehyung hesitated. He still remembers how BTS fans attacked him, he is afraid that thing would happen again.
But all his doubts fade away when Jungkook kissed his knuckles, he sees all the members smile at him, making sure that everything would be alright because now they are together.
"Okay, but can I walk side by side with Jimin? And later on the plane, can I sit next to him?"
"Of course you can, my bestie." Jimin pat Taehyung's head affectionately.
As soon as they get out of the car, the camera flashlights are fixed on them. The staff tried their best to open the way.
Namjoon walks in the front row, followed by Jin, then Jimin and Taehyung go side by side. Behind them, yoongi and Jungkook who always make sure that Taehyung is fine. And Hoseok goes last.
"Jiminie, Chim, Jimin ..." Taehyung pokes Jimin's cheeks as they landed their bottoms in the plane's seat.
"Hmm?"
The two friends ended up joking and laughing at each other. They also share the stories of their lives that they want to share. And then fall asleep, with their heads leaning against each other.
Five hours later
"Chim ..."
"yes?"
"I'm your best friend right?"
"Of course, stupid. You're my best friend. My bestest best friend"
"Thank you for being my best friend. It has been five years since we first met, and since then you have become my best friend. We rarely meet, only communicate by call or message, we share stories good and bad, we are so close. I don't know why you can be my best friend, maybe this is all God's plan. I always thank God for sending angels like you to look after me.
When you fall, when you feel weak, when you're scared, when you feel lost, remember that I always there for you. If you feel your dream are far away and it starts to fade, never give up. Wherever I am, I will always be your guardian angel"
"Taehyung, why did you suddenly say something like that ..." Jimin wiped the tears that fell on his cheeks. He hugs Taehyung and cries on his shoulder. Whispering with sobs how happy and fortunate he is to be able to meet Taehyung in his life.
* * *
After 13 hours they finally landed at Incheon Airport.
"Will you go straight to your apartment? Or you will stop by the dorm first?" Namjoon asked Taehyung
"No Hyung, I'm tired. I want to take a rest at home right away."
"We will take you home."
"No need, Kook. Someone will pick me up."
"Who?"
"Him" Taehyung smiled at a man who waved at him
"I go first, everyone. See you again."
"Uhm. Take care and have a good rest. I'll text you later." Jungkook said. Oh how much he wants to hug his lover, but right now they are in a public place
Taehyung then jogged while dragging his suitcase towards the handsome man who picked him up.
* * *
A man handed a glass of hot coffee to another man who is staring at a city view on the balcony.
"Sit down, rest first. I know your story needs a place to cry"
                
            
        No One's P.O.V
"So this is what Taehyung has been feeling all this time. I never knew it feels like this when you haven't seen your lover for a long time because he's busy working." Jungkook looked sadly at the door, hoping to see his angel standing there.
"What you feel is nothing compared to Taehyung. It's only been a week. You often leave him for months." Jimin said irritably.
Since yesterday Jungkook complained and was sad about Taehyung being too busy. Whereas, for whom did he do all this? For whom Taehyung has to work day and night? Because of who and for whom this sudden collaboration happen?
Jimin is annoyed with Jungkook. Doesn't he remember that Taehyung has gone through the worse? He is also disappointed by the fact that Jungkook is paying more attention to the 'busy Taehyung' than to the 'Taehyung who lost a lot of weight due to being too busy'.
"Karma is looking for you, man," Yoongi said while pulling his angry lover to his room.
No, Jungkook is not selfish
It's not that Jungkook isn't worried about Taehyung's situation
Anyone who thinks so, anyone who thinks like Jimin or Yoongi, then they make a big mistake.
Jungkook's love for Taehyung isn't that shallow. Jungkook loves Taehyung way more than what you can imagine.
Jungkook is well aware that what he feels is nothing compared to what Taehyung had experienced.
Jungkook knows very well that his longing for Taehyung is not even the tip of a nail compared to the longing that Taehyung saved for him for years.
Seeing how busy Taehyung to the point that he loses weight makes Jungkook frustrated.
Jungkook went crazy because of it. It feels like he can explode at any time.
He was worried, felt guilty, sad, all those feelings at the same time.
How he just wanted to hug Taehyung, kiss the top of his head, gently caress his back, and let him rest in his arms.
After Yoongi and Jimin left the family room, other members shortly followed to return to their respective rooms, including Jungkook.
Now the raven-haired man is lying on his bed. He just finished sending a message to his love. He always reminds Taehyung not to forget to eat and rest.
He looked at the suitcase in the corner of the room. Tomorrow he must go back to Korea, but until now he hasn't met Taehyung at all.
He had asked Sejin so that he could stay longer here, but of course, he didn't get permission. BTS has many schedules waiting.
Knock ... Knock ... Knock ...
"Who is looking for me at this time?" Jungkook sees the clock that shows 2 o'clock in the morning.
As soon as he opened the door, he smiles so widely. The love of his life stands there. The man with the box smile stretched out his hand, a signal for Jungkook to gives him a hug.
Without wasting time, Jungkook immediately pulled Taehyung into his arms.
"Love" he whispered in the red-haired man's ear.
"You know, I really miss you," Taehyung said. His voice is muffled because he buried his head in Jungkook's chest
"I miss you a lot, baby. I'm really worried to see you lost a lot of weight." Jungkook tightens his arms.
"Hey you, muscle bunny. I can't breathe."
Jungkook just chuckles. He pulled Taehyung to enter his room and locked the door.
"Go to sleep. I know you must be tired."
"Sleep with me. I want to cuddle with you." Taehyung whined cutely
"Hey, cute boy. Don't whine. It doesn't match your tattoo and piercings." Jungkook said jokingly, which ended with a pillow lands right on his face
"I'm kidding, love." Jungkook lay down beside Taehyung. He hugged his slender waist and brought their bodies closer.
"There's nothing like us ..." Jungkook sings a lullaby for Taehyung, and not for long, there is a soft snore from the man in his arms.
"Good night, baby. I love you." Jungkook then fell asleep.
* * *
Jungkook doesn't find Taehyung beside him when he opens his eyes.
Knock ... Knock ... Knock
"Jeon Jungkook, wake up. We have to leave immediately for the airport." Jin's voice echoed from behind the door
"Yes, Hyung. I'm awake." Jungkook answered with a hoarse voice because he just woke up
"Then take a shower" Jin's footsteps sound away.
While in Taehyung's room, he is packing some of his clothes into a suitcase
"Are you sure you will come with them back to Korea?" Taeeun asked, who had been staring at his only brother.
"yes"
"leaving me alone?"
"My dear noona, come on. When I came here with BTS, I left a lot of unfinished work in Korea. You know we just opened a new company branch there and there are still many things to take care of. Later when everything is done I'll be back. I promise."
"And you are not alone. Chris Hyung is here. Every now and then you need to depend on him, it makes him feels needed and important in your life. As a man, I can feel that he loves you so much, Noona. Try to open your heart to him. After all, he will be your life mate, your husband. And I know, you actually love him too, right?" Taehyung smirk, teasing his sister who had blushed on her cheeks.
* * *
"Boo ..." Taehyung slightly pushes Jungkook. He tried to surprise his lover who is so focused on checking his luggage
"Tae, what are you doing here? Want to take my leave, eh?" Jungkook turned around and quickly wraps an arm around Taehung's shoulders and pulls him close. Jungkook's big, strong arms are very protective when wrapped around his lover thin body.
"No. Why do I have to take your leave when I go with you?"
"Really? You come with me back to Korea?" A smile spread on Jungkook's face
Instead of answering, Taehyung pecks Jungkook's lips.
Suddenly Jungkook pulled Taehyung's neck and deepened their kiss. One hand is placed on Taehyung's nape, the other hand stroked his lover's waist. It's a full-on, open-mouthed, almost sexual kiss.
"Wow. We got a free show." Yoongi said while sipping his coffee.
Yes, the couple were making out in front of other members who gathered in the family room, waiting for the staff.
Taehyung hides his face on Jungkook's chest. His face is now as red as tomatoes.
"Look, there are boiled crabs on Jungkook's chest." teased Jimin who saw his best friend's face blush red.
While Jungkook just laughed while kissing Taehyung's crown.
"no PDA in this household, please." Taeeun walks beautifully down the stairs.
"Come here"
Taehyung immediately let go of Jungkook's arm, running to hug his sister.
"Are you sure you want to go?"
"Come on Noona, we've talked about this. Hmm?"
"You really go for the company's sake right? Not because of that big bunny?" Taeeun glared at Jungkook.
"Uhmm ..."
The beautiful woman rolled her eyes lazily.
"But remember, you have to ..."
"stay healthy, don't forget to eat, rest when I feel tired, don't force myself too much, don't push myself too hard, and don't forget to always contact you. Right? Yes, my beautiful sister. I'll do it all."
"And remember to always ..."
"Yes, Noona. Yes. I'll do it. We'd better leave now or we will be late. I love you."
"I love you more. Take good care of yourself"
* * *
Arriving at the airport, both the members, staff and Taehyung are surprised by the many BTS fans. They didn't expect that the fans would know their schedule of returning to Korea.
"You all go out first. I'll follow in 15 minutes." Taehyung said. Everyone knows that right now he must be very scared and worried.
"No, you will come out with us. This time I will never let you face everything alone, I will always be by your side. We will be with you." Jungkook holds his lover's hand tightly.
Taehyung hesitated. He still remembers how BTS fans attacked him, he is afraid that thing would happen again.
But all his doubts fade away when Jungkook kissed his knuckles, he sees all the members smile at him, making sure that everything would be alright because now they are together.
"Okay, but can I walk side by side with Jimin? And later on the plane, can I sit next to him?"
"Of course you can, my bestie." Jimin pat Taehyung's head affectionately.
As soon as they get out of the car, the camera flashlights are fixed on them. The staff tried their best to open the way.
Namjoon walks in the front row, followed by Jin, then Jimin and Taehyung go side by side. Behind them, yoongi and Jungkook who always make sure that Taehyung is fine. And Hoseok goes last.
"Jiminie, Chim, Jimin ..." Taehyung pokes Jimin's cheeks as they landed their bottoms in the plane's seat.
"Hmm?"
The two friends ended up joking and laughing at each other. They also share the stories of their lives that they want to share. And then fall asleep, with their heads leaning against each other.
Five hours later
"Chim ..."
"yes?"
"I'm your best friend right?"
"Of course, stupid. You're my best friend. My bestest best friend"
"Thank you for being my best friend. It has been five years since we first met, and since then you have become my best friend. We rarely meet, only communicate by call or message, we share stories good and bad, we are so close. I don't know why you can be my best friend, maybe this is all God's plan. I always thank God for sending angels like you to look after me.
When you fall, when you feel weak, when you're scared, when you feel lost, remember that I always there for you. If you feel your dream are far away and it starts to fade, never give up. Wherever I am, I will always be your guardian angel"
"Taehyung, why did you suddenly say something like that ..." Jimin wiped the tears that fell on his cheeks. He hugs Taehyung and cries on his shoulder. Whispering with sobs how happy and fortunate he is to be able to meet Taehyung in his life.
* * *
After 13 hours they finally landed at Incheon Airport.
"Will you go straight to your apartment? Or you will stop by the dorm first?" Namjoon asked Taehyung
"No Hyung, I'm tired. I want to take a rest at home right away."
"We will take you home."
"No need, Kook. Someone will pick me up."
"Who?"
"Him" Taehyung smiled at a man who waved at him
"I go first, everyone. See you again."
"Uhm. Take care and have a good rest. I'll text you later." Jungkook said. Oh how much he wants to hug his lover, but right now they are in a public place
Taehyung then jogged while dragging his suitcase towards the handsome man who picked him up.
* * *
A man handed a glass of hot coffee to another man who is staring at a city view on the balcony.
"Sit down, rest first. I know your story needs a place to cry"
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