I Still Want You [Taekook] - Chapter 56: Chapter 56

Seoul - September 2018
No One's P.O.V
Taehyung decided to go with Jungkook back to the dorm. He felt bad for Jin Hyung who had prepared various special dishes for him, but he didn't come, even though he had promised to have dinner together beforehand.
"I'm home," said Jungkook once he arrived at the dorm. This has become a habit for the members, every time they arrive at their dorm they will shout 'I'm home'. Well, for them this dorm is their home, a place where they always returned, a place where they took shelter, a place where they released all tiredness, and most importantly, a place where their family is.
"Oh, you ..." Jimin's words stopped as soon as he saw Taehyung standing beside Jungkook, smiling breathtakingly beautiful.
"Jin Hyung ... Taehyung is here" in seconds Jin arrived in the living room, pulling Taehyung in a bone-crushing hug.
"Gosh, my baby. Taebaby, Taebear. What's happens with you?" he said worried as he saw the scar on Taehyung's face.
"I'm okay, Hyung. There was a little bit problem earlier, that's why I can't come here for dinner. I'm sorry." Taehyung looked down with pouty lip. Both Jin and Jimin knew that these lovers are hiding something, but they decided not to ask further. They believe that, if Taehyung and Jungkook really want to, they will surely tell themselves.
"Aw, my dear. It's okay. I save some of the food for you. I was going to ask Sejin Hyung to take it to your apartment. Do you know, I was trying really hard to stop those hungry beasts from eating your food."
"Come on Tae, let's eat. I'll escort you, my bestest." Jimin takes Taehyung to the dining room, followed by Jin who smiled happily.
"I was ignored." Jungkook pretends to cry.
"Shut up. You're noisy" said Jin hyung, Jimin's laughter can be heard all over the dorm
Taehyung, Jin, and Jimin chat in the dining room, occasionally they break into a fit of laughter.
Jungkook, Namjoon, and Yoongi who sit in the living room look lovingly at their boyfriends.
"Be honest with me, what happened to Taehyung?" Yoongi asked without taking off his gaze from Jimin who takes food on Taehyung's plate.
"Don't say that Taehyung fall, because the wound won't be like that. Don't say that he fights because know how gentle Taehyung is." Namjoon added, who then giggled to see Jin scolding Jimin for taking Taehyung's food.
"This morning, by chance, we met my parents at the hospital. Then, yes, that's what happens. You can imagine yourself. My mother kicked him right in the face."
Yoongi glared at Jungkook with his face red with anger. "And are you just doing nothing?"
"Of course not, Hyung. I tried to fight them, but Taehyung halted me. He just let himself being treated that way by my parents. He said, after all, they are my father and mother."
"He's too kind. That's why he's always hurt." Namjoon saying as a matter of fact.
"If people going to get hurt because they are kind, every single jail on this earth will be full. He's hurting not because he's too kind, it's because people take him for granted."
Yoongi not saying any name in particular, but everyone knows that Jungkook is obviously one of the people he meant.
"He's too precious and I don't deserve him." And namjoon smacked the magnae's arm.
"Instead of saying this bullshit over and over, why don't you use your energy to prove that you're the right man for him. Don't look down on your self. Don't make Taehyung regret for choosing to goes back in your arm."
"Okay, let's stop. They're coming." Yoongi reminds them when he saw the three beautiful men coming from the dining room.
"Thank you, Hyung, for the food. You really satisfy my longing for home cooking." Taehyung pecked Jin's forehead and hug him. "Now I need to go home."
"You're not staying?" Jungkook already stands beside his boyfriend, wrap his arm around his waist.
"What's the point of staying when you're going to leave me anyway?"
Then suddenly the atmosphere tense.
"Uhm what I mean is why I should stay here when all of you going to leave at dawn for your concert in London? I can't even get up that early." Taehyung says tried to ease off the tension, especially Jungkook who tensed beside him.
"I'll take you home." Taehyung feels a tug at his heart when Jungkook releases his arm from him.
"No need, Kook. I can take a taxi. It's already late and you should take a rest for your long flight tomorrow."
"Then just stay the night here. I'll take you home before going to the airport tomorrow. I can carry you if you don't wake up yet."
"I'm messed up, right?" Taehyung said when Jungkook goes to his room leaving the other.
"No, you're not. He is." Yoongi taps his shoulder "it's better if you stay since it already midnight. Goes to Jungkook's room. He must be cursing himself now."
When Taehyung arrived at the bedroom, Jungkook is in the shower.
"I love you more than I was supposed to." Taehyung whispering to no one. Swallow the tears that threatening to fall anytime soon.
A few minutes later, the bathroom door is opened and Jungkook is shocked to see Taehyung sitting on the edge of his bed, looking as beautiful as ever. Wear one of his T-Shirt and boxer.
"Kookie, why are you so shocked? Didn't you the one who ask me to stay?" Taehyung laughed at Jungkook's shocked expression which he thought is so cute.
"Oh Love, you don't know how relieved and happy I am to seeing you here." He engulfed his Taehyung in his arm, kissing every inch of his face. And the said male just giggled.
"Stop it Kookie. Let's sleep."
And they drift to sleep in each other arms, the place where they belong.
* * *
It's been four days since BTS leaving for their concerts in London, and it's time for them to go back to Korea. It's time for Jungkook to go back to his love, his life.
He's missing Taehyung so much. The time difference makes it difficult for them to have a video call or phone, so they just express their longing through text.
And when they arrived at the dorm, Taehyung already there, prepare all the food to welcome them.
Yes, Taehyung has their dorm's key. At that time, Taehyung really didn't want to wake up. He only wakes up about one minute, kisses his lover, tells him to takes care, then falls asleep again. Finally, because of being rushed by the time, they were reluctantly leaving Taehyung alone in the dorm. Jungkook left a special little note on the nightstand with his dorm key.
"Gosh, we only left for four days and you did this grand welcome? Look at all the food you prepared." Yoongi grumbles but smiling his wide gummy smile.
"Well, Congratulations on your successful concert." Taehyung throws his body into Jungkook's embrace who quickly catches his lover.
"Aww, thank you Taebaby." Jin pinched his cheeks while Hoseok ruffling his hair.
"Let's eat. You're too thin and too light." The muscular bunny carries his lover who is clinging to him like a koala.
The lunch is passed by with them talking with each other and throwing jokes here and there. They feel complete. They know very well that it's best when they are together, the seven of them.
After a few hours passed, Taehyung said goodbye because he had to return to the company. With that, all the member head to their respective room to freshen them self and take a rest.
And Jungkook turns into Jungshook when he enters his room. His secret box, which is filled with his letter to Taehyung, is in the middle of his bed.
He is no longer Jungshook, but Jungcry, when he realizes that Taehyung replying each letter. He never imagined that every letter he kept for himself would get a reply from Taehyung.
"Taehyung, my love, my life. It's been a year since you left. I miss you, I love you. When will we meet again? Please forgive me and let me meet you again. There are millions sorry that I need to say. I and this longing are waiting for you. Always."
"Sorry for the prolonged time I took, to go back to you. Sorry for letting your pile of longing get dustier. I already forgive you, a second after our break up. Maybe it sounds stupid and pathetic, but no matter what you do, I can't bring my self to hate you. You can't change what has already happened, so don't waste your time to blame yourself. Please be happy, because for me, seeing you happy it's enough."