IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT 18+ - Chapter 6: Chapter 6

DOVE P.O.V
One week.
Seven long days since Elias walked out of my room and I haven't seen him since then, I don't understand what happened that night in my room that made him leave like that without even glancing at me, I wanted him with me much longer but he left and it made made me feel so sad. It hurts me so much and I know it's because I'm in love with him.
I missed him so much that I haven't been able to sleep properly since that night, I've been sad all through the week and what makes it worse is that I never got a chance to talk to him about what his parents told me and I was going to that night but he left and he dosen't even want to see me.
His basement have been locked ever since, No one's seen him, Not even his parents, He hasn't eaten since that time, Hasn't spoken to his parents and he wouldn't even open the door for me or his parents, No one even knows if he's alright.
It scares me, not knowing if he's okay, I don't even know if he's in pain or if he's hurting himself again, I haven't been myself and I'm worried about him as fuck, I miss him so much that it physically hurts, I don't even know what to do anymore.
His parents said they sent a maid to give him his dinner that night, since I was tired and they didn't want to bother me but no one's seen that maid since. She just disappeared And i overheard some of the maids whispering that Elias must have done something to her, That he hurt her or killed her and now I can't stop thinking about it. I don't want to believe it, I can't believe it.
Elias wouldn't hurt anyone, Not like that. He's not some monster like everyone says, He might be different but I've seen another side of him, He's soft, caring and sweet. He's a good man.
They say he's done it before, That he had killed two ladies in the past, One was his private doctor and the other one was one of the maids but I don't care what they say, I don't believe it and I know... I know he wouldn't do something like that on purpose, I wanna to see him so bad.
I flipped through my book, pretending to study since there was nothing else for me to do but I couldn't focus on reading the book, I have just months left before college applications and I've been trying so hard to stay on top of my reading but I just couldn't focus when Elias was in my mind, I'm so worried about him that I can't even do anything.
I let out a frustrated sigh and dropped the book on the bed and stood up to walk out of my room, The mansion was quiet, quieter than usual maybe the staff had all gone to bed already and Mr. and Mrs. Leonard weren't back yet either, I don't know where they went to but I hope they'll be back soon so I decided to go see Elias.
I need to see Elias, I can't take this anymore, I'm worried sick, I fucking need to see him so bad.
We still hadn't found the spare key to his basement, his parents had ordered everyone to search everywhere, his father even tried to break the door down but Elias threatened that he'dl do something terrible if anyone tried to force their way in and that scared us all....God, it terrified me so we left.
My heart was racing when I walked quietly down the hall, then down the stairs, toward the basement door and when I got there, I stared at the key hole and pulled a pin out of my hair and knelt in front of the lock. Why didn't I think of this before!!! The door was locked from inside but it would be possible to open it with my pin.
My hands were shaking when I slid the pin into the lock, silently praying it would work, I was twisting it then pushed the door but it still didn't open.
C'mon please....
I tried again and when I pushed open the door, It opened and I walked in, the basement was dark and it was smelling so bad which made me hold my breath but then I saw Elias, he was sitting on the floor, his back against the wall with his knees pulled up to his chest and his arms were wrapped tightly around himself then and when he looked at me, I almost gasped at the sight of him.
"A-Angel, what are you doing here? I said I don't want you or anyone coming in here to see me, I-I don't want you here."
Ouch. Why does that fucking hurt? I know he doesn't mean it so it didn't bother or hurt me much.
"You don't want me here? You don't want to see me? But I'm not leaving, Elias. You've locked yourself in here for a whole week, why are you doing this to yourself? I-I don't like it when you do things like this, I don't like it when you push me away, I don't want to go, I like seeing you, I like talking to you. You don't even know how worried I was, how worried your parents were, you locked yourself in here and i-i couldn't even sleep, imagine what they must be feeling if even I couldn't sleep....." I couldn't even finish because suddenly, I was in his arms. He was hugging me.
His arms wrapped around me so tight and it made me so small, his body was warm, so warm it made all the hair on the back of my neck stand up then his nose brushed against my neck and I felt my whole body jolt. Jesus Christ. A soft gasp escaped my lips without meaning to, his breath hot against my skin made my stomach so warm and then I felt his nose moved up into my hair.
It felt like he was inhaling me, A soft sigh left him, almost sounding like a low purr deep in his chest and my thighs pressing together without thinking. I lovr those sounds he makes and it makes my body go crazy.
"I-I'm sorry, Angel, I just wanted to be alone."
"I'm still mad at you." I mumbled into his chest, almost pouting. "I get you wanted to be alone but not like this, You locked yourself in here for days with no food, air or anything, I'm so mad at you..."
He pulled back just a little to look at me with a small sad frown, Gosh he's so cute.
"W-what do I do, Angel... what do I do to make you not mad at me, I don't want you to get mad at me, it makes me sad and I don't like that look on your face, What do I do to make you feel better?"He was touching my face and my cheeks with still that small cute frown and it made my heart melt, I wasn't even that mad at him, I can't be mad at him but I racked my brain for an answer, I remembered what his parents told me to tell him, convince him to agree to get treatment. This seemed to be the perfect opportunity to tell him this, I should tell him now since he said he'd do anything to make me less mad at him.
I looked up at him with a nervous small smile. God, this is hard! What if he gets mad? I don't want him to get mad at him but I have to convince him, it's for his own good.
"I... I want you to get treatment, Please, Elias..."I stuttered and the second the words came out, His whole body stiffened and hands dropped from my face slowly, the warmth of his hands disappeared.
"No."He shook his head and my face fell. "I know my parents asked you to say that to me."
"They didn't..."
"Don't lie to me, Angel."He interrupted, looking away from me and I swallowed hard without even knowing what to say anymore.
"I don't want doctors, No therapists or any fucking help, I don't need them, I don't want strangers pokin' around in my head, acting like they understand me when they don't even know shit about me, my parents think they know what's best for me but they don't, they never did, my answer's the same, It's not happening."
My shoulders dropped, The room was silent but then an idea popped into my head to make him agree and my cheeks burned red at the thought.
"And if I gave you something? From me... like a gift, would you maybe.... agree to it?"
He looked at me again and shook his head at my words, I could see the sad look on his face like he doesn't want to refuse me but I took a step closer to him again till our chests were almost touching.
"A k-kiss." I stammered, my cheeks burning like fire. "I'll... I'll kiss you... if you do it."