『JenSoo Short Stories』 - Chapter 27: Chapter 27

For her usual annual routine, Jennie gets a bottle of wine and two glasses. She gets the framed photo from the hanging shelf then sits on the floor by the full glass window.
The moment she sips from her glass, tears escape her eyes, she's back to square one again. The bitter-sweet taste of her drink complements what she's actually feeling right now.
More than anything in this world, all she wanted was her ex-wife's forgiveness and hopes for a second chance of their love story. Thinking that it can actually happen is a miracle that she knows the universe will never give her. But for six long years, that's all she wants and nothing more. How can she ever be ready to enter a new relationship if she already found the best? The best person that she'll probably never have again.
"So you're engaged," She says while looking at the night city view. "I knew you'd be perfect for each other. You had each other even before me. At least I know that you're in good hands."
She gets the framed photo then stares at their once joyful and in love faces. More painful tears fall on her face.
"Should I let you go now, for real? Don't we really have another chance left?"
She clinked the glasses then held the frame near her face.
"Happy birthday Love." She kissed Jisoo's face on the photo then chugged her glass.
She drank empty the other one then held the photo on her chest. Hugging her knees and crying her heart out, she knows that time will get longer and dark for her again. And this time, it'll be more difficult for her to survive each day.
"I don't think I can, Love," She sobs. "I can never let you go. Be mine again, please."
The night indeed went longer. It's almost midnight when she finished the bottle and she's still sober. She wanted to have another round but making her stay there feels suffocating for her. She got her coat and purse then went out. She didn't drive, she walked and walked without a clear destination until she reached the building of their old apartment and where her shop used to operate. She stood in front of the building that's now closed and has a banner pinned on the barriers that says, 'For reconstruction and under negotiation'. It may not be the same as how it was before, but it'll never erase the memories they had in that place.
Around that area is the bar they used to go to whenever they wanted to drink. She hasn't stopped torturing herself. She even stared at their signed photo hanging in the bar area. The owner loves them both that he actually became a close friend of Jisoo. The counter is long and not packed but she chose to be in that spot. That same spot where they used to sit.
"Ken," She calls the bartender. "Whiskey neat, please."
"Yes, Ma'am."
As the bartender prepares her drink, someone sits next to her.
"So, you like drinking alone?" The man asked.
Jennie looks at him with tired and puffy eyes. The man noticed it but he didn't ask the reason behind it.
"Jongin, hi."
"Hi, so, are you really alone? Waiting for someone?"
Ken puts her glass on the counter.
"Thanks, Ken."
"I'll have one too. Thank you."
Ken bowed and prepared the new drink.
"I didn't know you're into hard drinks."
Jennie stares at her glass as her finger traces the lining. She smirks remembering Jisoo. Her ex-wife never lets her drink hard liquor after she had one and she passed out on her second shot. Since then, she only had wine or champagne.
She actually didn't want to talk to anyone right now. She wanted to continue torturing herself absorbing everything alone. But, a simple talk with this man won't hurt. It won't cause anything. After all, they work together in one company and she's known him for a year now.
"This is just my second time having this after I don't know how long it's been."
Ken puts Jongin's drink in front of him on the counter. They both gave a nod then the man held his glass.
"Cheers?"
Their glasses clinked then took a sip from it. Jennie tries to hold back the smoky bitter taste of the liquor that burns and cascades down her throat. She exhales profoundly through her mouth as she immediately feels her head get heavy. She tried to fight that devilish effect on her body and bravely took another sip.
The man was perplexed looking at her but he continued to drink with her.
Jennie survived her first glass. Emptying it after three shots, she immediately asks the bartender for another one. Jongin asked her a few questions and Jennie had just enough energy in her right mind to give short-ended answers. She passed out after finishing her second glass. The man looks at her with her head laid on the counter sideways. He fixes a few strands of hair that covers her face and he knew, the beauty in front of him is just mesmerizing as always.
"I love you, Love." She mumbled. "I love you, Jisoo."
Jongin looked down with tight lips then looked at her again. He still didn't know her place so he decided to take her to his apartment.
"I love you, Babe." Jisoo whispers in Chaeyoung's ears as she's back hugging her woman tightly. They are both looking at the night city view from her room at her parents' house. Both her arms are over Chaeyoung's shoulders and her woman holds them.
Chaeyoung gives a light squeeze and her hand reaches for Jisoo's head and lightly pats it. Jisoo planted a kiss on her shoulder then on her neck.
"Will you be mine tonight?" Jisoo whispered in her ears that made her back quiver.
Chaeyoung knew that this day would come. She may have waited for this but she couldn't help it but feel nervous and scared at the same time. She turned to her and held both her face, "You don't have to ask." She then took her fiance's lips for a soft and gentle kiss. "I'm all yours."
"I just... don't want to force you. I mean, I'd understand if you want to do it after marriage." Jisoo said with her pleading eyes. No one can say no to an alpha but with Jisoo, it's always different. Sometimes, she's more submissive than a dominant.
"I'm all yours Babe." Chaeyoung pressed her lips on Jisoo's and the woman kissed her back. Long and passionate.
Jisoo holds her waist as she carefully guides both of them to the bed.
(Skip the smut part if you feel uncomfortable.)
As they reach the end of the mattress, Chaeyoung takes off Jisoo's robe revealing her black sports bra and hipster panties. Chaeyoung noticed Jisoo's hard-on that made her heart starts beating so fast.
Jisoo sits on the bed while her fiance straddles her. The kiss intensified as Chaeyoung held her face and pressed her lips hard against hers. They both release a sound of pleasure as they continue to lock their mouth. Jisoo untangled the belt of Chaeyoung's robe then slowly took it off. She planted soft kisses on her collar bone down to her chest then took the lips for a hungry kiss.
Chaeyoung let go of all her anxieties as she finally took off her robe and let it fall to the floor, revealing her flesh to her woman. Jisoo was surprised enough to see that, that's the only piece of clothing she's wearing. She took the time appreciating her, touching the very skin and savoring the taste as she leaves small kisses on different parts of it.
"You're so beautiful Babe."
Jisoo then held them both, taking one to her mouth with tease while she played the temple of the other with her thumb. Chaeyoung moaned loudly, feeling something inside her that triggered the heat of her body.
"Babe..."
Jisoo continues to suck each of them until she takes her lips for a hard kiss. Chaeyoung grips the back of her hair as she feels the friction of her button on Jisoo's abdomen.
Jisoo held both of her back and pulled her leaving no space between them. Chaeyoung wraps her arms around Jisoo's neck and with her lover's hands' help, her hips start to move voluntarily against Jisoo's hard-on.
"Uhh---"
The only sound that dominates the room is Chaeyoung's moan that is starting to get loud.
"Fuck..." She mumbled on Jisoo's lips.
Jisoo was quick to lift them up and changed position. She lays her on the bed and hovers on top of her. Jisoo's elbows support her weight while she continues to kiss her woman hungrily.
Chaeyoung reached the end of Jisoo's bra to take it off but her woman immediately pulled herself up and took it off. Chaeyoung's view of her dark skin, bossoms and toned abs is just perfect. Jisoo hovers on her again then kisses her lips. Her lips travelled to Chaeyoung's jawline then to the ear, sucking its earlobe making her fingers pressed on Jisoo's back. Her lips continued to travel down the collar bone to in between her flesh. Jisoo sucks each softly then travels down to her abdomen. Chaeyoung starts to breathe heavily watching Jisoo in between her thighs.
"Uhh... Babe..."
Jisoo quickly notices it but she continues to do it anyway. Her lips left small kisses on the inner thighs the went there.
Chaeyoung fists the sheets feeling the pleasure that Jisoo's mouth is giving her. Her mouth opens wide with a silent scream as the unmerciful mouth moves faster this time. It was quick for her to reach her peak with her thighs tightened trapping Jisoo's head in between. She grips Jisoo's hair and pushes her but Jisoo thrusts her mouth until she sees that Chaeyoung couldn't take it anymore. She lets go of her position watching Chaeyoung's legs strains voluntarily. She wipes her mouth then goes over to Chaeyoung to kiss her again gently.
"Babe... You okay?" She mumbled.
"Just do it." Chaeyoung answered breathlessly.
"It'll hurt."
"Just do it Babe."
Jisoo did a quick work to take off her panties and Chaeyoung wrapped her legs around Jisoo's waist. Her arms around Jisoo's neck, pulling her tightly. Jisoo carefully positions her shaft then thrusts it on Chaeyoung's entrance. She felt the tight entrance tearing but she still pushed inside as her woman held her. Chaeyoung, with an open mouth involuntary jerks feeling pained with tears escaped her eyes.
Jisoo moves from a slow pace with her elbows supporting her weight until she thrusts comfortably. Chaeyoung starts to feel the sensation and pleasure more than the pain after.
They both lock their lips, breathing heavily. Sweat begins to cover their bodies as Jisoo's hips start to move fast feeling her peak coming.
"Babe..." Jisoo calls then leaves soft bites on her woman's shoulder then kisses them.
Chaeyoung softly bit Jisoo's neck as she continues to catch her breath. Her hands are both on Jisoo's back pressing it lightly as Jisoo keeps up on her thrust. "Babe... I'm.. I'm com..." She uttered.
Jisoo wanted to take it out before she released her seeds inside but Chaeyoung's holding her close and tight. Their eyes met and locked their lips for a moment. Panting hard as Jisoo continues to move her back fast, they both moan on their open mouths.
Together they came that broke them into million pieces. Jisoo's hips still move, feeling her orgasm until she finally takes it out. She quickly lays on the side of her woman, clearing the strands of hair that stick to her sweaty face. She left small kisses on Chaeyoung's lips then held her for an embrace.
(End of smut part)
That was their first.
Jisoo was her first.
Dating is fine with Chaeyoung but she can't imagine giving half of her soul to anyone but Jisoo. So when Jisoo got married, she decided that she won't. She talked to her parents about it and thankfully felt relieved when they accepted her decision.
A moment later, Jisoo's outside the bathroom in her robe waiting for Chaeyoung to come out. She's walking at a repetitive pace, feeling worried.
The moment Chaeyoung walked out of the lavatory, Jisoo immediately held her face.
"You okay?" She asked then kissed her forehead.
Chaeyoung smiles at her then caresses her back.
"Did you bleed? Are you still in pain?" Worry and fear fill Jisoo's face.
"Babe. Don't worry, it's just a stain. It still hurts but it's fine. Stop worrying." Chaeyoung took her lips for a soft and gentle kiss.
They're now both laid on the bed facing each other. Their noses are touching and Jisoo's arm under Chaeyoung's neck. Her hand wraps around the waist caressing the back gently.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Jisoo asks as she feels the hand of her woman on her face, the thumb softly brushes her cheek.
"Do I need to?"
"Still, I didn't know. I got scared earlier." Jisoo answered worriedly.
Chaeyoung presses her lips on Jisoo's. "I can only give myself to you and no one else."
Jisoo felt a tug in her chest. She never imagined that Chaeyoung loves her this much. Staying by her side throughout the years is already enough for her to convince herself that the woman loves her. But this, this is something worth more than any gem in this world. She felt so loved.
"I'm so sorry," Jisoo says. "It should have been us from the very beginning."
"Hey... It's fine Babe." She kisses her again. "Do you regret it?"
"Well, they say that you should only regret the things you didn't do. I may have a few."
"Like?"
"I should have asked you to the prom."
Chaeyoung chuckles. "What?"
"Yeah, I should have. Instead of holding back my anger seeing you with Chanyeol. You even dated him in college." Jisoo sounded annoyed.
"Babe I didn't."
Jisoo rolled her eyes then sighed. It made Chaeyoung giggle.
"You're so cute Babe." Chaeyoung lightly taps Jisoo's face.
"I should have told you that I love you after graduation."
Chaeyoung's beam turned into tight lips. She didn't know about that and the truth is she also had the same plan.
"But you fell so hard for her. You loved her so much and that's okay."
"I should have--"
Lips of her woman cut her off.
"Babe, what's important is we're together now. It's us. I love you. And I have always loved you."
Their night ended with more passionate kisses and warm hugs.
Jennie woke up alone in an unfamiliar place. Sitting on the bed holding her head as she tries to look around. She sees her coat hanging on a chair and her purse on the end table beside the bed.
A man enters the room wearing only boxer shorts.
It surprised her and she already thought about the outcome of her being drunk last night.
"So, you're awake." The man sits on the end of the bed.
"Jongin, how..."
"You passed out last night so I took you here."
The man looks at the strap of her nightgown that fell from her shoulder. Jennie notices it then fixes the strap. She held the comforter closer to cover her.
Jongin smirks, "Don't worry, nothing happened between us. As much as I wanted to, to be honest. But I can't do it if you continue to call your ex-wife's name."
That surprised her. She's probably been doing that unknowingly whenever she's drunk at her place. The woman never left her world.
"So, I just let you sleep. I slept on the couch outside if you're gonna ask."
"I have to go." She says. She stood up feeling dizzy then wore her coat. She got her purse and shoes then walked towards the door.
"Thanks for last night and I'm sorry for the inconvenience." She hurriedly walked her way out.
The man was left speechless standing in front of the bed watching her leave.
She immediately took a shower the moment she entered her apartment. She also took an aspirin for her headache.
"I can't let anyone touch me again unless it's you." She says while looking at their photo on the shelf.
"I'm so sorry, Love." Her thumb strokes the face of Jisoo. "I should have known the possible consequences of my actions last night. I'm really sorry."
She lays on the couch resting her head on her arm. Deep in her thoughts, nothing fills it but Jisoo. She wanted to see her again but there's nothing she can do.
Moments after, she found herself in tears.
I can't really let you go. I can't, Love. I'm sorry.