𝐊-𝐈-𝐒𝐒-𝐈-𝐍-𝐆 - Chapter 5: Chapter 5

You sat there, restrained with no way to get out. Your body shook immensely while tears continued to roll down your face as your cries muffled through the black bandana that was wrapped around your mouth.
Nasir was seated across the table, glaring at you nonchalantly with a pistol in his hand. His two affiliates stood behind you on each side with the same weapons to add more fear into your heart.
Nasir sighed frustratedly and stood up from his end of the table, walking closer to you. "This the last time ima ask you, and you better answer me 'cause I'm really startin' to lose my fucking patience."
You breathed heavily while your tears continuously fell from your eyes as he bent down, staring deeply into them. "Where the fuck that nigga Shawn at?" Nas questioned you for the thousandth time tonight, pulling down the bandana from your mouth for you to speak.
"Fuck you, Nas!" You spat harshly at him, causing him to instantly stick his gun to your temple.
Shawn was your boyfriend whom Nas had a very serious on-going feud with. They used to be boys a while back, but that ended when Shawn crossed him over some money. Long story short, Shawn shot and killed Nasir's best friend, Will, in order to get that money.
They were all supposed to be a team in this hustling game. However, Shawn got a little too money hungry and wanted all the power for himself therefore distancing himself from Nas and the crew, and building a team of his own where he was the boss.
The two have been going at it ever since, with Shawn trying to take as much from Nas as he could in order for him to be the only one running shit.
But tonight was the last straw. Nasir wanted Shawn dead, and he wanted that shit to happen ASAP.
Not less than 24 hours ago, Shawn had caught Nas slippin' without any protection on him or his crew around him. Nas was on his way to visit his mother, who he always respected. So bringing guns and all that extra shit when going to see her was something he stopped doing after she cussed him out the first and last time he did.
Before he could even enter her house, Shawn and about four other men ran up on Nas, jumping him and stealing his jewelry along with three thousand dollars that was meant to be given to his mother.
The jewelry he didn't care for. But when you're getting in the way of him trying to make sure his family is eating, that's a whole different story.
You knew Shawn was heartless. He didn't care about anything but money. The only reason why he kept you around - other than you being a piece of ass to him - was because you were willing to do anything for him. You were more loyal than the niggas he rolled with.
You obviously wanted to be treated better by him, a little romance every now and then. You wanted more. He wasn't shit and you knew that. But the money he gave you, clothes he bought you, and big ass roof you had over your head made you stay put.
"Yo, Y/N... don't make me have to blow your pretty little head off aight? Where is he?!" Nas pressed his weapon harder against your head.
You closed your closed your eyes as your body shook. "I-I don't know! How many times do I have to tell you?! I don't fucking know!"
"Shorty been lyin' all fucking night." One of Nas' boys, Earl, chimed in. "Dawg, get this shit over with so we can get the hell up outta here. I'm hungry."
You just knew you were about to die right there. But when Nas didn't pull the trigger, you slowly opened your eyes.
His face softened up a bit, moving the pistol away from your temple and standing up straight. "She really doesn't know where he is."
Earl scoffed, "not you falling for this shit, b. You already know this girl would do anything to protect that stupid mothafucka. Even it means losing her life."
Nas shook his head and stuffed his gun in the back of his black denim jeans. "Man, stop actin' like you don't know that nigga be rollin' around with all different types of shorties behind her back." He snickered and looked at you.
As if your heart hadn't already dropped a million times already since these men broke into your house, it seemed like it was just about ready to fall out your ass once you heard Nasir's statement.
You never wanted to put the thought of Shawn messing with other women into your head. You were good to him and always there for him whenever he needed you. You were his ride or die, literally. Why would he cheat on you?
"You don't know what you're talking about." You sniffled and rolled your eyes.
Nasir chuckled, "baby girl, it's okay to be in denial. But you gon' have to wake up one of these days because that nigga you almost lost your life for a few seconds ago, would never do the same for you. You forget why we don't fuck with each other anymore in the first place?"
You remained silent, looking away from him. Nas just sighed and sent a signal to Earl, "let her go." He demanded.
Earl immediately relieved your hands that were tied up behind your chair. You rubbed your wrist, easing the pain that came from the rope burn.
The guys quietly began to make their way out your back door, the same way they broke in. You didn't know why, but you suddenly felt like complete shit.
Before Shawn and Nas fell out, you used to be really good friends with Nas. Your whole group was inseparable at one point. The falling out wasn't easy for you, and you were just as torn up as Nas was when Will died.
Nas would never admit it, but he was extremely hurt when you chose to stay with Shawn even after you found out what he did. You never knew it was Shawn who killed Will at first, none of you did. You all found out five months after it happened when all the evidence pointed to him.
Nas tried to talk some sense into you, but you were 'so deeply in love with Shawn' already that there was no getting through to you.
"Nas, wait." You called out to him and got up from your seat.
All three of the men stopped in their tracks and turned to look at you.
"I believe I said Nas." You emphasized as you gave Earl and the other man an annoyed expression.
Nasir chuckled and glanced back at them. "I'll meet y'all in the car."
They nodded and walked out the door, but not before Earl flashed you his middle finger.
"Your mother." You spat at him as he slammed the door closed.
Nas shook his head and stuffed both hands into the pockets of his black Avirex jacket. "So whatchu want?" He asked.
You looked down as you played with your fingertips, "I'm sorry." You replied softly.
He furrowed his eyebrows, looking at you in confusion. "Sorry for what?"
You finally looked at him as your eyes began to water again. "For ruining our friendship."
Nasir's shoulders dropped, removing his hands out his pockets and stepping closer to you.
"Nah." He said and gently placed his palms on your cheeks, wiping away your tears with his thumbs before he continued.
"If anything, I'm sorry for scarin' you tonight. I promised myself I would never hurt you, especially over him. He just got me fucked up earlier." He kissed his teeth and gave you a look. "Yo, why you still with him? Why can't you see he's not good for you—"
"I don't know, Nas. Shit!" You yelled angrily and stepped away from him, walking into your living room as he followed behind.
"He just—" You stopped yourself and sighed, turning around to face Nas. "He gives me everything I want. He's a little fucked up in the head and he could definitely do better as a boyfriend, yes. I agree. But he makes me feel good at the end of the day."
"Oh word?" Nas raised his eyebrows. "How the fuck does he make you feel huh? He makes you feel loved, Y/N? You lying if you say yes."
You smacked your lips and attempted to walk off but Nas grabbed on to your wrist, pulling you back. He gently wrapped his hand around your neck and connected his lips to yours.
You didn't kiss back at first, taken aback by his sudden movements. But you soon fell weak to his touch and began to move slowly in sync with him.
Nas pulled back and left trails of lustful, wet kisses down your neck. He sank his teeth into your soft spot and started sucking on it, leaving a hickey and causing you to moan breathlessly before he placed another kiss on your lips.
You were lost for words. He smirked at you and licked his bottom lip, staring down at you with hooded eyes.
"When you ready to feel like that everyday, you know where to find me."
A with that, Nasir exited your house, leaving you there with all kinds of thoughts running through your mind.