𝐊-𝐈-𝐒𝐒-𝐈-𝐍-𝐆 - Chapter 6: Chapter 6

It was your mom's birthday a.k.a another reason for her to have all these people you've never seen in your life, and some you haven't seen in years, taking up all the space in your house.
You've been tied up in pointless conversations all day with your mother's friends. You couldn't count how many times someone came up to you commenting on 'how much you've grown' and how they 'remember when you were just a baby'.
The only people you actually knew and were around on a daily basis out of everyone here were your grandmother and your mom's best friend who you refer to as Ms. Anne.
Your mom didn't have any siblings, so it wasn't like you had any cousins on her side to keep you company at the moment. And your father's side of the family was unable to make it since they lived some hours away.
You fake laughed at one of your mother's coworkers bad jokes before politely dismissing yourself. You had enough socializing for the day, and were just about ready to get out of the house all together until everyone was gone.
You rushed upstairs to your bedroom, changing out of the outfit your mom forced you to wear and putting on something more comfortable.
You hurried back downstairs and headed for the front door before your parents could spot you leaving.
You walked out of the house, shutting the door behind you and releasing a breath you didn't know you were holding in.
"Finally." You muttered and walked down the stairs of your front porch, bumping into Nas who was seated on the steps.
He kissed his teeth as the weed he was sprinkling into his blunt fell on to his lap.
"Ayo, you don't see me sittin' here? Say excuse me." He retorted giving you a mean mug.
"Oh please." You cut your eyes and waved him off, continuing your walk.
Nas was Ms. Anne's son, that was the only reason why he was here. She thought dragging him to the party would give you someone to keep you entertained who was around your age. She was wrong.
Ms. Anne and your mom swear up and down you and Nas are close friends just like they are. Surely, you guys were close at one point when you were children. But now it seemed as though you both could care less about each other's existence. You have lives of your own and at this point, you were just two people who knew each other because your parents are besties.
"Where you goin'?" Nas got up, dusting off the mess on his pants and followed behind you.
"Taking a walk." You replied. "Needed to get away from all those people for a minute." You wanted to take your stroll by yourself but you could tell Nas was just as bored as you were, so you didn't mind him tagging along.
"I feel you." He said before licking his blunt sealed. "I stepped in there for two seconds to get some food and walked right back out. Been sittin' out here for almost three hours. Watched two fights go down and everything. Ya moms knows some interesting people."
You laughed at his comment. Your mother was a little ghetto at times, so you wouldn't expect any different from the people she associated with. You honestly didn't know how Ms. Anne or your father put up with her sometimes. They were the complete opposite.
Nas lit his blunt, taking a long pull from it before holding it out for you. "You smoke?"
You shook your head 'no'. "I've only tried it once and almost died from coughing so much."
He cackled softly and brought the blunt back to his lips, taking another drag and exhaling the rest of the smoke. "That's because you didn't do it properly." He said as you both stopped walking.
He faced you and held it out for you again. "Lemme show you. Here."
You hesitantly retrieved the blunt from him and put it to your mouth.
"Aight, now inhale slowly until you see the end light up." Nas instructed.
You did what he said and he continued to guide you. "Good. Now take it out and hold the smoke in for three seconds, then exhale slowly."
Once you released the smoke, you still coughed but only a little bit. It wasn't as bad as the first time.
Nas smirked and took the blunt back, tapping it gently to let the ash fall. "That's how you do it. Take it in slowly and you won't kill yaself."
"Whatever." You playfully rolled your eyes as you two started your walk again.
You continued your stroll around the neighborhood until you both finished the blunt, talking and joking around about any and everything.
You never knew Nas was this chatty. He was pretty talkative as a kid but when you guys got older, he started to come off as a very mellow but boring type of guy. You guessed it was your fault for not allowing your friendship with him to grow past middle school.
Nas on the other hand, contemplated plenty of times on wanting to grow some sort of bond with you again since both of your parents would always bring you two around each other. But it seemed like you were never interested, which only caused him to eventually be uninterested as well.
It started getting a bit chilly outside and you were both high and ready to get back to the house.
Luckily for you, your parents were having the time of their lives and didn't even notice you leave or come back in. You knew you reeked of marijuana and didn't need your mother questioning you about it either.
You led Nas upstairs to your bedroom and you immediately removed your hoodie as he shut the door closed.
The last time he had ever been in your room was when you two were kids. Ms. Anne and Nas' father got into a huge argument, resulting into her leaving for a few days with Nas to come stay at your place.
"I see you finally got rid of those ugly ass dinosaur drawings you had up on your wall." He chuckled as he removed his shoes and got comfortable on your bed.
"I'm 19 now, Nas." You snickered. "Of course I got rid of that shit. And they were not ugly." You picked up a pillow and threw it at him.
He caught it before it could hit his face and chuckled. You turned on your television and went to lay down on the opposite side of the bed.
Nas stole a few glances at you while you kept your focus on the tv screen. He couldn't deny that you were an extremely beautiful girl. He realized this a very long time ago.
Even at 20 years old, he was still getting that feeling every time he saw you.
"Why you don't talk to me?" He blurted out.
You drew your eyebrows together and looked over at him. "We're talking right now, and we just talked the whole time we were outsi—"
Nas smacked his lips, "you know what I mean."
You twisted your lips and slowly looked away from him. "I don't know." You shrugged. "How come you don't talk to me?"
"Shit, I've been wanting to. But you don't make it easy. You got this stuck up attitude every time I'm around."
He was right. When you both started high school and Nas started growing into his looks, gaining attraction from every girl in sight, it bothered you. You drifted apart and practically became strangers who conversed every so often when needed.
You weren't sure if you had feelings for Nas during that time but looking back, you were most definitely in denial. He ended up getting a couple of girlfriends over the years and you remained single. You wanted him to be yours but he was too blinded by his sudden popularity to even notice you anymore.
"We act like strangers majority of the time when in all actuality, we've known each other basically our whole lives." Nas continued. "You the only person I've known since birth other than my parents. Why been dissin' me?"
You sighed and rolled over to lay flat on your back. Was this going to be the moment where you admit you liked him... and probably still do?
"I was jealous." You simply responded.
"Of what?" Nas asked, genuinely confused with an expression to match it.
You took a few moments to gather your thoughts before finally confessing.
"Of all the attention you started getting back in high school. All those girls took you away from me and you just let them." You immediately turned over on your shoulder with your back now facing him. You couldn't let him see the sudden embarrassment on your face.
A smile slowly crept up on Nas' face. He licked his lips and scooted closer to you. He wrapped his arm around you as he looked down at your side profile.
"So whatchu sayin'?" He teased causing you to scoff.
"It's not fucking rocket science, Nasir!" You yelled out his government and attempted to push him off, but he only held on tighter while laughing.
"Aye come on, ma. Look at me." He gently pulled your body his way for you to lay on your back again. "If you was feelin' me, why didn't you just say somethin'?"
"So you could reject me? Yeah ok, Nas." You rolled your eyes.
Nas shook his head giving you an unimpressed look. "I can't believe you been treatin' me like ass just because you thought I didn't like you back."
"You didn't though." You immediately shot back. "If you did, you would've chose me."
"Y/N, you stopped talkin' to me remember? I assumed you were just growin' tired of always being around me, so I let you do you. But if I knew it was because you had feelings for me, I would've never let you get away."
Your heart nearly skipped a beat. "You serious right now?" You smiled softly.
"On everything I love." Nas chuckled. "I knew I wanted you the second you fought off those niggas back in 7th grade for trying to steal my new J's off my feet." He explained and you both shared a laugh at the memory.
"So... do you still want me?" You asked him, gazing up at his low eyes as he hovered over you.
"I never stopped." He admitted. "I was just waitin' for you to stop actin' so hostile towards me so I could give it a shot."
You grinned brightly and he soon leaned down to place a peck on your lips. A few more pecks turned into a sloppy kiss, as your tongues swirled around one another's.
Nas placed his body between your legs as he trailed his soft lips down your jaw and on to your neck. You placed your hand on the back of his head while he created love bites all over your skin.
His left hand crept up underneath your over sized shirt, smirking against your flesh once he noticed you weren't wearing a bra.
He moved down from your neck to your chest, pulling up your shirt and sucking on one nipple while massaging the other.
You moaned lightly and bit down on your lip as you closed your eyes, enjoying how he was making you feel.
Your lips soon connected with his again. His hand found its way down to your sweatpants but he quickly stopped himself.
"Can I keep goin'?" He asked.
You nodded nervously, "yes. But I've never done this before so be gentle."
"I gotchu." Nas replied as his raspy voice sent a chill down your spine.
He helped you remove your pants along with your panties. You closed your legs, suddenly becoming self conscious about the area no one has ever seen before.
Nas gently parted them, "you don't gotta be like that with me, Y/N. You're beautiful, with a beautiful body." He told you, meaning every word, and kissed you to get you to relax.
His fingers inched closer to your wet clit. He began to rub it in slow circles causing you to hiss in ecstasy.
"That feel good, mamas?" Nas questioned as he watched your love faces.
"Y-yes." You moaned and began moving your hips slowly while Nas' finger slithered up and down your clit.
He stopped and brought his finger to his mouth. You watched, intrigued and anticipating his next move.
"This part might hurt a little bit but just keep your eyes on me. If you can't take it, then tell me to stop."
You nodded and he brought his hand back down to your pussy, slowly slipping his middle finger inside you.
You gasped at the feeling. There was only a slight pain but Nas made sure to take his time before picking up the pace.
"This wet, tight ass pussy." He spoke lowly as he added another finger and continued to pump them in and out.
"Oh my- fuck, Nas!" You shouted quietly so no one downstairs would barge in on you two.
You felt yourself about to release and soon enough, your juices gushed out all over his fingers.
"Damn." Nas said, removing his fingers and licking them.
He then took off his white t-shirt, grey sweatpants and boxers, revealing his dick that made your eyes widen at how big it was.
You wrapped your legs around him as he got on top of you and looked into your eyes. He could definitely see you were in the mood but he still sensed the nervousness.
"I'll go slow, I promise. Remember, if you want you me to stop just say so. Aight?"
"Okay." You responded. He bent down to kiss you sensually while he guided his hard manhood down your wet clit.
He slowly pushed the tip in, which made you squeal in the middle of the kiss. He continued to push it in as you scratched his back.
Surprisingly enough, you were taking it like a g. Nas was shocked himself. He pulled away from your lips and grunted lowly in your ear.
"Fuck- you good baby?" He could barely get his question out due to how good you felt.
"Mhm, keep going." You said as he finally got all of him inside you.
You dug your nails into his skin as he gave you very slow thrusts. "Shit Y/N, you so fucking tight."
He began to pick up the pace once your sultry moans made it clear that you were loving this just as much as he was.
"Nas!" You moaned out his name while his dick hit your spot.
"Wassup, baby? You like how that shit feel?" Nas quickened his thrusts.
Your eyes rolled back as you felt yourself about to cum for the second time. "I'm cumming Nas!"
"Fuck I'm 'bout to buss too." He groaned. You released first all over his shaft before he pulled out and jerked himself on to your stomach.
Nas removed himself from in between you, laying on his back to catch his breath. He soon got up, putting on his pants to quickly run out to get some toilet paper from the bathroom to clean you off.
As he walked back in, he noticed you staring at him with a look he was unable to read. "What's wrong?" He asked and sat next to you, wiping the liquid off your skin.
You smiled softly, "nothing. I just wasn't expecting my first time to be with you. I didn't even think we were gonna be friends again, let alone have sex."
Nas chuckled and threw the toilet paper in the mini garbage bin next to your desk. "Well expect the unexpected, ma."
You playfully kissed your teeth as he came to lay down next to you. "I wanna take you out though, on a date. I wanna do this shit with you the right way because I swear if you ever think about goin' five years without speakin' to me again, ima blow up this whole joint!" He pulled you closer to him and began tickling you.
You laughed hysterically and begged him to stop. "Okay Nas! I'm sorry!" You exclaimed. "It won't happen again."
"Oh I know it won't. Ima make sure of it." He kissed your forehead and you both drifted off to sleep.