K-pop Idol Imagines - Chapter 30: Chapter 30

The next morning, the whole house was eerily quiet. Jennie decided to sleep in the guest room, wanting to have some space of her own and think it all through.
Y/N, on the other hand, was not sure of herself. She didn't know what to think of her situation. She knew that she had these severe headaches before too, but she couldn't pinpoint the reason for that.
After the talk last night, it all seemed clear to her. Her cancer was coming back and this time she might not live to see the end of it.
Descending towards the kitchen, Y/N saw Jennie behind the counter, buttering the toast for the breakfast.
"Good morning, Jen, "Y/N quietly said as she sat down in the chair.
Jennie brought the plate and a glass of fresh juice in front of her, replying, "Morning."
Y/N saw Jennie sitting in front of her, not beside her, as she started munching on her toast while scrolling through her phone. Sipping her juice, Y/N cleared her throat and said, "I took a day off today."
The statement made Jennie halt in her movements as she raised her head to look at her. She gave her a stoic expression and asked, "Why? Don't you have your work to do today?"
Y/N sighed and slid her hand across the table to rest it upon Jennie's, saying, "I have, but you're my priority and certainly I am not giving you enough time. I want to spend time with you today. Just you, me, and everything you want to do."
Jennie's eyes and expressions soften a bit and she asked, "Really?"
Y/N gave her a small smile with a nod, replying, "Yeah, Jen. I love you, so much. You know that, right?"
"Of course, I do! And about the last night..." Jennie's voice trailed off as she bit her lower lip in nervousness. She wanted to say something, something very important that could change their whole life.
"What is it, Jen?"
Jennie looked into her eyes and said, "Y/N, I am scared about you, scared about us. I want you to take the test... please."
Y/N stared at her for a few moments with a grim expression as she released a heavy breath, saying, "I took the appointment for this morning."
"When is it?"
"Ten."
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Soon, it was 10 o'clock and they both were driving towards the hospital for the allotted appointment.
The whole time as Y/N drove the car, Jennie held her hand in hers, tightly, not wanting to let go. Y/N knew how nervous she felt, but she herself was more nervous about that. The thought that she might have to let go of her hand forever.
Just after a few more minutes of driving, they reached the hospital. Hands rigidly interlaced, they took the elevator to their floor in silence, not having enough courage to say something.
The elevator door opened and they both stepped out, making their way towards the doctor's office.
"Hello, Ms. L/N and Ms. Kim, "the doctor greeted both of them as they sat down in front of him.
"Dr. Jeon. How have you been?" Y/N asked, keeping her professional smile.
"I've been better. Thank you for asking. So, how may I help you today?" he asked with his polite, elderly smile.
Y/N kept her hand on the desk as she leaned forward, saying, "I want to take a Biopsy test."
Dr. Jeon's face contorted into a serious expression as he simply nodded, saying, "Come with me."
Y/N stood up to follow him to the other side of the room as Jennie watched them with worried eyes. The tense atmosphere was making her anxious and she could feel her heartbeat beat fast.
After about 15 minutes, the test was done and Dr. Jeon and Y/N exchanged some serious talk about the symptoms and situations that forced Y/N to take that test.
"Understandable. Have a great day, Ms. L/N, "he bid them goodbye.
Jennie, who didn't know what they talked about, bugged Y/N with her questions, "What did he say? What happened? Is everything okay? Do you need surgery? Are you--"
"Jen, baby, calm down, "Y/N said as she pulled the nervous girl into an embrace. She rested her chin on top of her head, rubbing her back with her hand to calm her nerves down.
"The reports will arrive the day after tomorrow. I don't know what will be the results too, "she said as Jennie pulled apart with tears in her eyes.
"I'm so sorry, love... I'm sorry, "Jennie said as her voice trembled.
Y/N cupped her cheeks and shook her head in denial as she shushed her down. "Shh, no. Don't cry. Why are you crying? I'm here with you. Completely and perfectly fine. See."
Jennie held her hands that were on her cheeks and said, "I-I know, but I can't bear it if you will leave me forever. I can't lose you... I love you so much!"
Y/N leaned forward as her lips ghosted over her forehead, whispering, "I love you too, Jen... I love you too."
Once they were in the car, Y/N revved up the engine, asking, "So, where do you wanna go? Shopping? Let's go shopping."
"No, I don't. I wanna go home, "was simply Jennie's reply as she looked out the window.
Y/N didn't argue with that. She knew how mentally exhausting it might have been for her. So, she took a turn to their home.
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"Jen!" Y/N shouted from the living room and Jennie hustled down the stairs.
"What?! What happened!?" she asked as she came into the living room to see Y/N casually lounging on the couch.
"Jen, look. Your favorite show is coming. Come, sit with me, "Y/N said as she patted the space beside her.
Jennie gritted her teeth as she clenched her fists tightly, shouting, "Have you lost your mind?! I thought something happened to you! Do you fucking know how much you scared me?!"
"Jen, I'm so--"
"No! Stop! I'm going to my room and don't you dare follow me, "Jennie said as she pointed her index finger at Y/N and turned around, reaching upstairs with thumping steps.
Y/N watched her from behind and sighed out loud, smacking her forehead, muttering, "Why are you dumb, Y/N?"
Switching off the tv, she stood up from the couch and made her way upstairs to their shared bedroom. She slowly turned the knob of the door and entered to see Jennie sleeping in, the blanket over her head.
Y/N carefully closed the door behind her as she padded towards the bed, but halted when she heard soft sounds of sniffling.
"Jen? Baby? Are you crying?" she said as she climbed on the bed and sat beside her.
"I told you not to follow me! Why are you here?" Jennie shouted from inside of the blanket, her voice came out muffled.
Y/N tugged on the blanket to see her face, which she successfully did, and saw Jennie's face, stained with tears as her eyes were red.
"Oh, Jen..." Y/N tried to reach her hand on her cheek but Jennie swatted it away, saying, "Don't touch me."
"Jen. Stop, "she firmly said at which Jennie turned around, facing away from her.
Y/N sighed, shaking her head as she lifted herself up and let herself hover above Jennie, trapping her girlfriend in between her arms. Jennie laid straight on the bed as she faced Y/N with a forbearing expression.
"What are you doing? Get down."
"Not until you listen to me, "Y/N said, at which Jennie tried to push her away but Y/N dropped down, her face just inches apart from Jennie's.
A gasp escaped from Jennie's lips as she felt every inch of Y/N's body above hers. She gazed into her eyes with parted lips as Y/N's eyes were set on hers.
"I'm sorry for scaring you, Jen. I'm really sorry, "Y/N finally said as she raised her hand to caress her cheek.
Jennie gulped visibly as Y/N could feel the electricity sparking in between them. Y/N lazily trailed down her finger from her forehead to down to her chin, holding it up as now their lips were just centimeters away.
"I love you, "Y/N whispered.
And then they both closed their eyes as they leaned in to kiss, a long-awaited kiss. The kiss started off slow and sweet with blissful touches here and there, until Jennie threw away her blanket and grabbed Y/N's nape to deepen the kiss.
Y/N again hovered herself as she conveniently kissed her girl and gently nipped on her lower lip to ask for permission. Jennie couldn't help but groan at the heavenly feeling. It's been too long since they had any physical intimacy.
Stuck in their works, they didn't have time for each other and now when they got, they were not gonna let it go. Not without releasing the pent-up desire for each other.
Y/N's hand slithered inside Jennie's sweatshirt and she caressed the smooth skin of her stomach, earning a loud gasp from her. She buried her face in the crook of her neck, kissing the pleasurable skin.
"Jen? Do you want to?"
Jennie, in response, tilted her head backward and replied, "Yes... I want you, Y/N."
And that night, they both forget the problems burdening them as they made love after a long time. Exploring and pleasuring each other as they both deserve to.
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It was that day. The day of the truth.
It's been two days since the Biopsy test and now the results were out. Dr. Jeon called them to his office to present the news in person.
"Are you ready?" Y/N asked as she looked to her side to see Jennie.
Jennie closed her eyes and took a deep breath, nodding and said, "I'm ready."
Y/N pushed the door open and entered the office to see Dr. Jeon on his desk, engrossed in his work.
"Dr. Jeon."
He looked up with a smile and gestured for them to take a seat, saying, "Ms. L/N and Ms. Kim. Hope you both have been doing well."
The girlfriends nodded and shared a glance before Y/N asked, "So, about the results..."
Dr. Jeon nodded as took some papers out of his drawer and examined them before asking, "Have you been stressing a lot, Ms. L/N?"
Y/N furrowed her eyebrows as she looked at Jennie, who said, "Probably. Her restaurant is in renovation and she hasn't been sleeping because of work."
"Hmm... I think, "Dr. Jeon said, creating suspense as he looked in between them.
"What is it, Doctor?" Y/N asked, worried.
"I think your headache is because of the stress. Your test says that you don't have cancer, Ms. L/N."
There was a whole 2 minutes of silence as they both deciphered the meaning to their brains. Jennie let out a sob as she covered her mouth in happiness.
"You're okay, Y/N! Oh my god!"
Y/N looked at her and then at Dr. Jeon, asking, "Is it-- Is it true? I don't... have cancer?"
Dr. Jeon smiled, saying, "Congratulations, Ms. L/N. You're safe and very much healthy. It was just intense stress on the work that caused you severe headaches."
Y/N didn't know how to feel all about it as they stepped out of the office and Jennie pulled her into a tight hug. She had tears in her eyes as she said, "You're okay, love! You will be here with me! I'm so happy!"
"Me too..." Y/N said as she wrapped her arms around her. She let the feeling settle in as the reality hit her and a lone tear escaped her eyes.
"I'm okay, Jen and I'm not gonna leave you. Not when God says so too, "Y/N said as she tightened her grip.
Jennie nuzzled her face in her neck, saying, "I love you, Y/N. I'm so happy that you're okay and here with me."
"Me too, Jen. I love you too, "Y/N replied, and with that said, they both descended to their car with overwhelmed hearts and happy reality.