Kurapika x Reader One-Shot Collection - Chapter 41: Chapter 41

What is a girl to do once she has a piece of forbidden fruit? I'll tell you. She goes out for some more.
I can't stop thinking about that night with Kurapika. I know it's wrong since he already has a girlfriend, but he was the one who invited me to sleep with him. So technically, I did nothing wrong.
"What a jerk! You want to stay far away from guys like him," Alluka says. She takes a sip of her boba tea.
"Alluka, that's your friend you're talking about."
She sets her cup back on the table. "Exactly...he's my friend. I'm allowed to call him out when he does something stupid. I'd do the same if Big Brother did something like that."
I roll my eyes. "No, you wouldn't. You think Killua is a saint. Guess what, Alluka? He's a guy, too."
She puts her elbows on the table and rests her face in her palms. "Anyway, now that you and Kurapika...uh...you know..." She looks to her left, right, then back at me. She brings her hand up to her face. "Had sex," she whispers.
I can't help but laugh. She's so innocent it's adorable.
"It's not a bad word, Alluka."
She blushes. "What I'm trying to ask you is...are you over him now?"
I raise my eyebrows. "Over him? Are you kidding me? I want him even more."
She shakes her head in disgust. "(Y/N), he has a girlfriend."
I shrug my shoulders. "I know. I'll wait until they break up. It's not like they are soulmates or anything."
Alluka looks off to the side, biting her lip.
I furrow my brow. "Alluka, what's wrong?"
She looks back at me with misty eyes. "(Y/N)..."
I swallow hard. "Just tell me."
"Kurapika got engaged over the weekend," says Alluka.
I straighten my posture, holding back tears. "Oh. Well...there goes that."
Alluka gets up and wraps her arms around me. "I'm so sorry, (Y/N)."
Dammit. Why did she have to hug me? Now the tears are flooding down my face. It feels like everyone in this cafe has their eyes on us.
I gently push her away. "I'm fine. It's no big deal."
"Do you want to go back home?"
"No, I know you're excited to visit the new Sanrio store at the mall. I promise...I'm fine."
Alluka and I finish shopping and just when we're about to exit the mall, she stops in her tracks.
"Oh, I almost forgot...Big Brother asked me to get him one of those big slices of chocolate cheesecakes."
"Oh. Okay. That actually sounds good."
We turn back around and walk towards the food court.
"That one suits you well. You have a perfect figure," a familiar voice says.
I turn around. I look through the glass windows of the store to our right. Wedding gowns line the racks.
"Is that Melody?" I say.
My heart skips a beat. Where there's Melody, there's...
"No! All of these are ugly. Why did you bring me to this cheap store anyway?" Neon shouts.
I squeeze Alluka's hand as my eyes dart to the blue-haired girl standing in front of the mirror. She straightens out the gorgeous wedding gown she's trying on with her left hand. I can see the rock on her ring finger from where I'm standing.
I feel my knees weaken. Alluka helps me walk to the nearest bench. My mouth is suddenly dry. I start to take short rapid breaths as I try to ease the pain in my heart.
This feels too real. When Alluka told me Kurapika was engaged, I refused to believe it. Now...as I watch Neon try on wedding gowns...I see my future with Kurapika disappear.
Alluka touches my cheek. "Let's get you home. Big Brother will have to do without his chocolate cheesecake."
I shake my head. "No...you promised him cheesecake...he's going to get some damn cheesecake!"
Later that night, I stare at nothing as Gon and Killua bicker about who knows what.
"Will the two of you just shut up?" I shout.
They stare at me with widened eyes.
"(Y/N)?" says Gon. "Is everything okay?"
I rub my temples. "Yes. I'm so sorry. I'm just...not feeling well."
Killua walks up to me. "You heard about Kurapika, didn't you?"
I nod.
Killua slumps down on the couch next to me. He crosses his arms behind his neck. "If you ask me, he's making a huge mistake. There's no way he loves her. Why else would he screw you?"
Heat rises to my cheeks. I give Alluka a death stare. "You told him?"
She hides her face.
Gon takes the other seat next to me. "If you ask me, I thought the two of you would end up together."
"Yeah, well...his heart belongs to someone else," I say.
"You know what you need to do, right?" Gon says.
"No, what?"
"You need to talk to him. Ask him why he did what he did. There's a reason why he did it, and you have the right to know."
Hmm...Gon is actually making sense. Why did Kurapika decide to cheat on Neon with me? The only problem is...I'm afraid to see him. I don't think my heart can handle it.
"It's not like I can just get up and meet him somewhere. He's a busy man," I say.
Gon moves closer to me. "I know where you can meet him. He's teaching Nen underground. It's super dangerous, but I don't mind taking you."
Killua slaps his best friend in the head. "Hey, that's supposed to be a secret, Gon."
Gon rubs his head. "It's just (Y/N). She's not gonna tell anyone."
A few nights later, Gon and Killua guide me to where Kurapika is. Gon was right. This place is not somewhere I would want to go alone.
We reach a door located at the back of an alley.
"Here we are," Gon says. "You'll be safe as long as Kurapika is around. Just call us when you're ready to come home."
"Thank you. I really appreciate the two of you."
I turn around and open the heavy metal door. It makes a loud noise as it shuts behind me.
I hear my footsteps echo throughout the walls as I walk down the dark hallway. I gasp. Kurapika's voice...it's coming from one of the rooms to my right. I peek through each door until I find him.
The door creaks as I open it. I walk straight to the back of the classroom, avoiding everyone's stares.
I hang my head once I sit down. I have no idea if Kurapika noticed me.
"You in the back...this class is full. What is your purpose? More importantly, who told you about this place?" Kurapika says.
I lift my head.
He jumps back. He proceeds with his lecture as if I didn't just interrupt him.
Once class is over, Kurapika waits for everyone to leave before walking back to where I'm sitting.
"(Y/N), what the hell are you doing here? Do you realize how dangerous this place is?"
I avoid his gaze. "Y...yes. I do. That's why Gon and Killua walked me here."
He lets out a breath of relief.
He grabs a chair and sits next to me. "Are you interested in learning Nen? If you're serious, I don't mind giving you private lessons."
I finally look at him. Those damn eyes. He compels me everytime he looks at me.
"Yes. I'd love to learn Nen from you."
He moves forward in his seat. "Clasp your hands."
I do as he says. "Like this?"
He covers my hands with his. I gasp at the sudden shock. His touch sends electricity throughout my entire body.
A look of concern crosses Kurapika's face. "Are you okay, (Y/N)? I didn't hurt you, did I?"
"No." I look down at our hands. "Well...yes."
He lets go of my hands. "I'm sorry. It's probably my Nen. I keep it activated while I'm down here."
"No, Kurapika. It's not your Nen. It's your heart. You gave it to someone else."
His mouth drops open. "Uh...you found out?"
"Do you love her?"
He takes my hands in his again. "I wouldn't ask someone to marry me if I didn't love them."
I pull my hands away from his. I touch my heart in an attempt to subside the pain. What I feel for Kurapika is not just some silly crush. I love him, and I truly feel he was meant for me.
"Then...why did you sleep with me?"
He brings his chair closer to me. I feel his warm breath against my ear. A shiver runs down my spine.
"Stay far away from me," he whispers.
I gasp.
"You didn't answer my question," I say.
He kisses my earlobe and runs his tongue down the side of my neck.
A moan escapes my lips as heat builds in between my legs. He rests his chain-covered hand on my thigh. He runs it up my skirt...slowly until he...ahh...reaches the waistband of my panties. I throw my head back. He moves to the other side of my neck, sucking the delicate skin.
He reaches my ear. "Go to the front desk. Your teacher needs to see you."
He scoots his chair back and stands up. I watch as he walks to the desk at the front of the classroom. I should leave. I'm going to call Gon and Killua right now and have them pick me up.
Except...I don't. I stand up, straighten my clothes, and follow Kurapika.
"Place your hands on the desk," he says.
I don't hesitate.
He gently tugs at my hair. "You interrupted my class today. I don't tolerate tardiness."
My broken heart still manages to pound. Fear runs through my veins as he pushes me forward on the desk. I hear the squeaky wheels of the chair as he sits down and pulls himself closer to me.
The room is suddenly quiet.
Until...
"Ahh..." I scream.
Kurapika moves the fabric of my panties to the side and touches me. The heat radiating from his skin is almost too much to bear.
But I don't care. I'll walk through fire for this man.
He rubs my center, up and down my slit.
He lifts my skirt up with his free hand. He slides a finger inside of me. The coolness from his chains against my thigh does nothing to reduce the heat in between my legs. He teases me for a few seconds before pulling his finger back out of me.
I squeeze my eyes shut. I want him to tear open my broken heart with more lies.
"Kurapika, do you love me?"
"I don't remember giving you permission to speak."
He rests his hands on either side of my waist. I feel his tongue caress the area where his fingers were seconds ago. I have nothing to grab onto. The pleasure is too intense. I reach up and grab the edge of the desk.
He doesn't give my body time to adjust to this new sensation as he licks each fold before dipping his tongue into my center. He spreads my cheeks and runs his tongue all the way up. He moves his hand down and finds my clit, massaging it in a circular motion.
I'm suddenly aware that I'm on top of an old wooden desk in front of an abandoned classroom. It just makes me realize that Kurapika can make me feel good no matter the location.
My body starts to tremble. I can feel a metal ball in between his fingers. He rubs it against my clit. He moves it down, pushing it inside of me.
His chain...his dowsing chain...oh...my...
Just when I'm about to release, he pulls it out of me. He leaves me feeling empty. I feel myself throb. It's physically painful. I need him. All of him.
I hear the sound of a belt buckle loosen. Then...without warning...he plunges into me. I scream as he thrusts in and out of me. The desk moves across the floor with each thrust.
He reaches down and kisses my neck. "Does this answer your question?"
I honestly don't know. It's not like we're tangled in between the sheets on his bed making passionate love. He's fucking me on top of a dirty desk.
I'm not complaining...I'm loving every second of it. I just wish I knew his intentions.
He brings his dowsing chain back to my clit and...
"Kurapika!"
I grip the edge of the desk again to keep from floating. I'm at the top of a rollercoaster and it's plummeting at top speed.
Kurapika thrusts into me harder as I try to recover. I feel his body stiffen before he pulls out of me. My juices mixed with his splat on the floor.
I hear him buckle his belt. I get up on my forearms. He places my panties on top of the desk. I slowly stand up. I slip them back on while he cleans our mess. I move to the side as he repositions the desk.
He throws his bag over his shoulder and smiles at me. I guess I should call Gon and Killua now.
"I'll drive you home," Kurapika says.
He holds my hand as we walk to his car. He opens the passenger side door for me. I sit down in the leather seat and wait for him to get in.
"Are you hungry? Would you like me to buy you something to eat?" he says, bringing the engine to life.
I shake my head. "I'm fine. Thank you."
He pulls out of the parking spot and we ride in silence. We reach a red light and I take a deep breath.
"Kurapika...I..."
"I know. I never answered your question."
"Right. And...why should I stay away from you?"
The light turns green and he continues to drive.
"We need to talk. Are you in a hurry to get home?"
"Not at all," I say.
We pull into the parking lot of his apartment building.
I give him a confused look. "What are we doing here? Isn't Neon home?"
He lets out a laugh. "We don't live together. She hates my apartment. We're waiting until our house is finished being built."
Is she insane? I wouldn't care if Kurapika lived in a cardboard box. I would never leave his side.
I take off my shoes as soon as we enter his apartment. He switches on the light and I immediately take in my surroundings.
His tiny apartment is very tidy. Besides the few books scattered on the living room floor, there is not one thing out of place.
"Uh...where's your bathroom?" I say.
He hangs his suit jacket up in the closet next to the front door. "Through my bedroom." He points to a door down the hallway.
I walk into his bedroom. My eyes fall on his neatly made bed...the spot where the love of my life dreams. More books are scattered on the floor.
I stare at the deep red comforter on his bed. Maybe he doesn't sleep here at all.
I proceed to walk to his bathroom. After I freshen up, I walk back to meet him in the kitchen. He hands me a can of juice.
"Please...make yourself at home."
I take the juice and walk to his small couch. He follows me.
I position myself so I'm facing him. He reaches over and tucks some loose strands of hair behind my ear. I almost forget to breathe.
I place the can of juice on top of a coaster on his coffee table. "Kurapika?"
He props his arm up on the couch, tilting his head to the side and resting it against his hand. "You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen."
I don't know if he's telling me the truth. My heart can't take anymore of this. I need answers!
"Kurapika, why did you tell me to stay away from you?"
He places his hand over mine. "Isn't it obvious? I can't keep my hands off of you. I'm about to be a married man...I don't want to be an adulterer."
You already are, but okay.
"So...you have feelings for me as well?" I say.
A soft smile forms on his face. "Yes."
I feel my jaw clench. "Why didn't you say anything?"
"To be honest, I didn't think you even liked me. You never talked to me."
I slam my fist on the couch. "That's because I was afraid. I've never felt this way about anyone before."
He hangs his head. "I'm sorry. Leorio tried to tell me...he's obviously better at reading women than me. I basically grew up without a father so...I didn't have anyone to teach me."
I touch his cheek. My heart aches for him. "I'm sorry, Kurapika."
He looks into my eyes. "I'm not looking for pity, (Y/N)."
I move closer to him. I press my forehead against his. "What now?"
He brushes my lips with his. "(Y/N), I'm sorry. We missed our opportunity. I'm getting married in a few months."
I grip his shirt. Hot tears well in my eyes. "But...there's still time. You can break off your engagement."
He wraps his arms around me. "I can't do that. I made a promise."
I cry into his shoulder. "Please...choose me."
He picks me up and takes me to his bedroom. He gently places me on his bed. He sits down in front of me, taking my face into his hands. He rubs my cheeks with his thumbs.
He kisses my forehead, each cheek, my nose, and my lips. He stops there and begins to nibble on my lower lip. I run my fingers through his thick hair. I tuck the left side of his hair behind his ear, exposing his earring.
I hear his phone vibrate in his pocket. He parts my lips with his tongue while taking his phone out of his pocket and throwing it on the floor.
He deepens our kiss, laying me on my back.
We both gasp for air when he finally breaks our kiss. He stares at me with moist eyes. When he finally blinks, a tear falls down his cheek.
I reach up and unbutton his shirt. He pulls it off. I kiss his left shoulder...his neck...his right shoulder.
He takes his time undressing me. We had sex only hours ago, but he stares at my body like it's our first time. Maybe it's because it's our first time without any lies.
Once he finishes undressing himself, he kisses the inside of my right thigh.
"Ahh..." I say, arching my back.
He moves to my left thigh. I bite my lip as he stares at my center. But...he doesn't kiss me there.
Instead, he moves to my lower abdomen, kissing his way up to my right breast. He takes it into his mouth and gently sucks it. He moves to the other side. My skin glistens with his saliva.
I feel his hardness against my thigh. I reach down and attempt to wrap my hand around it. A deep moan escapes his lips as I run my thumb around the head, moistening it with his own fluid.
I spread my legs, positioning him in front of my entrance. He kisses my lips as he presses himself inside of me.
"Mmm..." I say.
He pulls back out and in me, pleasure increasing with each thrust.
I run my hands down his back as he kisses my neck.
"Ohh...Kurapika...are we finished with the lies?"
He picks up his pace. "I have one more."
I squeeze his ass, pushing him deeper inside of me.
"Tell me," I say.
He nibbles on my earlobe. "I'm going to break off my engagement and marry you instead."
"That's my favorite lie," I say.
I lift my hips, giving him access to my sweet spot. He hits it from every direction. Right...left...left...right...then...ahh...back to the center.
I throw my head back. My body starts to float.
The sound of a continuous thud fills my ears. It won't stop...it's starting to annoy me.
"Ahem," a voice says.
Kurapika's body freezes. "Shit," he whispers in my ear.
My body descends. I look in the direction to where the voice is coming from. I see Neon's silhouette standing in the doorway.