lonely|nettspend - Chapter 29: Chapter 29
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Gunner Shepardson
11:20am
i planned to pick up yasmine at 1pm but i was nervous about this whole day because i knew it wouldn't go good when i tell her.
as i was thinking about life i realized i fucked up something good because i really like yasmine and i can tell the love she got for me was real because she stayed with me even after i did her wrong.
she didn't deserve me she deserves someone better who won't fuck other bitches.
i quickly snapped out of my thoughts from my phone ringing it was my manager but i js let it ring cause i was mad at him anyway.
i didn't even want to do this music shit anymore like it's been my dream for so long but now that i "made it" it just doesn't seem like what i thought it would be.
"we're still meeting at 1 right?" yasmine texted and i texted her back.
as i got ready i made sure i had everything including the ring.
as i drove to yasmine's house i still had this bad feeling. but what if we tried to do long distance
nah it would never work out because i would end up cheating and i don't want to hurt her anymore.
as i pulled up to the front of her house i texted her that i was outside and she came out in like 5 seconds.
"you look pretty today" i said looking her up and down "thank you" she said in a sweet tone smiling. i could tell something was off about her too today she seemed to be trying to hide it though but i could still tell.
"so where are we going since you wouldn't tell me" she asked me "you'll see" i said putting the car in drive.
as we made it to the arcade parking lot i put it the car in park and before we get out i wanted to give her the stuff.
"yasmine i know we haven't known each other for a while and i know ive fucked up alot in the past but will you promise to never forget me and the memories that we shared and promise me that no matter what we will always have love for each other" i said pulling out the ring and looking at her while she was in shock .
"yes ofc" she said with glossy eyes so i put it on her finger smiling while we just sat there and hugged each other for a minute this really was gonna be hard day for me.
"ok so you wanna go in now" i asked "yea" she said as she took my hand and we walked in together.
after we payed we decided to do go karts.
as we waited in line smelling the gas that came from the go karts we both started laughing and talking about random stuff.
finally it was our turn and we both got in separate cars and then eventually we started driving along the track.
after we're done i realized how much fun that was to the point i wasn't even that sad anymore so we decided to go inside and play more games.
once we got inside we started looking around for games to play and we saw they had basketball so we decided to go against each other.
i let her win so she was kinda rubbing it in my face "ahh i won and you losttt" she said pointing in my face while i just laughed.
i wish this moment could last forever.
after basketball we decided to go play more games so we walked around and found some zombie 2 player shooting game so we decided to play that.
"broo get the zombie" yasmine yelled at me "i am there's a lot" i said as i got attacked by 5 zombies and eventually i end up dying"omg gunner is told you to shoot themm" she said as now she was the only playing.
a few minutes later she ends up dying as well so after playing all those games we decided to go get something to eat at the restaurant they had there.
"so what are you getting" i said asking yasmine "umm probably alfredo" she said in a sweet tone and looked up at me smiling "what" i asked slightly laughing "nothing" she said smiling and i couldn't lie about how good she looked right now.
after a while the waiter came knocking me out of my trance and imagination.
after we placed our order we talked about random things and then we got on the topic of goals "when i was younger i wanted to be a model" she admitted "i could see you doing that" i said looking at her then we started to talk about modeling.
finally our food arrived and we started eating and occasionally talking but mostly quiet.
yasmine decided to get alfredo and broccoli and cheese and then i decided to get a chicken fried steak with a side of mashed potatoes.
after 20 minutes we finished most of our food and decided to take the rest home.
this day was so so good i almost forgot it was coming to an end and i had to tell her..
im just nervous.
i should've never got this attached to her if i knew it would be this hard.
"yas.." i said as were walking "yea" she said looking at me while the sun shined on her face
"im...im moving to atlanta" i said looking away from her and she looked down before opening her mouth to say something but then paused and then said "oh well.. im moving to new york" she said looking down still and i furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
"wait why" i asked curious and then she started telling me about some modeling agency but it seemed like she was excited and wanted to do it so when she was done i just hugged her and told her im leaving tonight and she hugged me really tight and we stayed like that for some time but i agreed to sometimes visit her in new york.
it was just so weird how fast i got attached to her and how i fell in love with her. i had never felt like this before. it was a new feeling.
was this love?
after a while me and yasmine stopped hugging and just talked over things and agreed to check up on each other when we can and i think that's fair since we're both gonna be busy.
it's just crazy because we've never dated but it feels like it and it's a weird feeling.
me and yasmine watched the sunset in the parking lot and it was so relaxing and peaceful as we spent our last hour together.
Yasmine Hart
11:00 am
as i woke up i decided to pack more of my bathroom so after i did that i checked my phone and the time read "11:30" so i decided to text gunner to make sure we were still meeting at 1.
after i texted gunner i decided to go pick out something to wear while i also figure out how to tell gunner im moving to new york.
after i found something to wear i decided to shower because i wanted to make sure i looked and smelt good.
after i put my clothes on i did my hair and makeup and then as i was putting on perfume gunner texted me that he was outside.
as soon as i saw the text i went outside and went to the car "you look pretty" gunner said looking me up and down and i just thanked him and his compliment made me even more nervous and then i was saddened by the thought of leaving him.
but i tried to push the thought away and enjoy today "so where are we going since you wouldn't tell me" i said trying to get him to tell me me but all he said was "you'll see" and the suspicion was killing me.
after a while we finally made to a parking lot of what seemed to be an arcade.
as i was about to get out gunner spoke up and said all the things that i needed to hear and it made me want to tear up but i didn't.
then he pulled a ring out and i could feel my eyes tear up but of course i put the ring on and it was so pretty and it came in a pandora box.
then we stayed and hugged each other for a minute and then we eventually decided to go on go karts.
we held hands while walking in the building together.
while waiting in line for the go karts we laughed and talked about random things that came to mind.
finally after a while it was our turn so we got into a kart and started driving.
after i realized how much fun that was so we decided to go inside and look for more games to play.
after a while we decided to play basketball against each other so we did.
i won and it felt good so i bragged about it a little bit to gunner "ahh i won u lostt" i said pointing in his face while he just slightly laughed .
after we decided to walk around and we found a 2 player zombie game so we decided to play together.
gunnner was making me mad because there was so many zombies and he wasn't shooting so he eventually died and it was just me playing.
but then i died on purpose cause i didn't want to play anymore.
me and gunner decided to leave and o wet at the restaurant.
once we got seated we decided on what we were going to eat.
i decided to get alfredo and broccoli while gunner ate chicken fried steak and mashed potatoes.
after we finished most of our food we decided to take the rest home.
then my mind drifted towards the thought of moving to new york and what if gunner gets mad like my mom will..
as we were walking to the car i tried to think about other things. "yas.." gunner called out making me face him "yea" i said turning my full attention onto him.
"im moving to atlanta" gunner said and that sentence made my heart drop and my mind was racing so it took me a minute to gather my words "oh well im moving to new york" i said looking down trying to hide the tears that were seconds away from coming down.
"wait why" gunner asked with curiosity in his voice and then i told him about the modeling agency and after i told him he just hugged me then he told me about how he was leaving tonight so i hugged him really tight since i knew this would be the last time but he agreed to visit sometimes.
after me and gunner talked things out for a while i knew i would miss him because i felt empty without him he made my life feel less hard.
me and gunner spent our last hour together watching the sunset in the parking lot..
11:20am
i planned to pick up yasmine at 1pm but i was nervous about this whole day because i knew it wouldn't go good when i tell her.
as i was thinking about life i realized i fucked up something good because i really like yasmine and i can tell the love she got for me was real because she stayed with me even after i did her wrong.
she didn't deserve me she deserves someone better who won't fuck other bitches.
i quickly snapped out of my thoughts from my phone ringing it was my manager but i js let it ring cause i was mad at him anyway.
i didn't even want to do this music shit anymore like it's been my dream for so long but now that i "made it" it just doesn't seem like what i thought it would be.
"we're still meeting at 1 right?" yasmine texted and i texted her back.
as i got ready i made sure i had everything including the ring.
as i drove to yasmine's house i still had this bad feeling. but what if we tried to do long distance
nah it would never work out because i would end up cheating and i don't want to hurt her anymore.
as i pulled up to the front of her house i texted her that i was outside and she came out in like 5 seconds.
"you look pretty today" i said looking her up and down "thank you" she said in a sweet tone smiling. i could tell something was off about her too today she seemed to be trying to hide it though but i could still tell.
"so where are we going since you wouldn't tell me" she asked me "you'll see" i said putting the car in drive.
as we made it to the arcade parking lot i put it the car in park and before we get out i wanted to give her the stuff.
"yasmine i know we haven't known each other for a while and i know ive fucked up alot in the past but will you promise to never forget me and the memories that we shared and promise me that no matter what we will always have love for each other" i said pulling out the ring and looking at her while she was in shock .
"yes ofc" she said with glossy eyes so i put it on her finger smiling while we just sat there and hugged each other for a minute this really was gonna be hard day for me.
"ok so you wanna go in now" i asked "yea" she said as she took my hand and we walked in together.
after we payed we decided to do go karts.
as we waited in line smelling the gas that came from the go karts we both started laughing and talking about random stuff.
finally it was our turn and we both got in separate cars and then eventually we started driving along the track.
after we're done i realized how much fun that was to the point i wasn't even that sad anymore so we decided to go inside and play more games.
once we got inside we started looking around for games to play and we saw they had basketball so we decided to go against each other.
i let her win so she was kinda rubbing it in my face "ahh i won and you losttt" she said pointing in my face while i just laughed.
i wish this moment could last forever.
after basketball we decided to go play more games so we walked around and found some zombie 2 player shooting game so we decided to play that.
"broo get the zombie" yasmine yelled at me "i am there's a lot" i said as i got attacked by 5 zombies and eventually i end up dying"omg gunner is told you to shoot themm" she said as now she was the only playing.
a few minutes later she ends up dying as well so after playing all those games we decided to go get something to eat at the restaurant they had there.
"so what are you getting" i said asking yasmine "umm probably alfredo" she said in a sweet tone and looked up at me smiling "what" i asked slightly laughing "nothing" she said smiling and i couldn't lie about how good she looked right now.
after a while the waiter came knocking me out of my trance and imagination.
after we placed our order we talked about random things and then we got on the topic of goals "when i was younger i wanted to be a model" she admitted "i could see you doing that" i said looking at her then we started to talk about modeling.
finally our food arrived and we started eating and occasionally talking but mostly quiet.
yasmine decided to get alfredo and broccoli and cheese and then i decided to get a chicken fried steak with a side of mashed potatoes.
after 20 minutes we finished most of our food and decided to take the rest home.
this day was so so good i almost forgot it was coming to an end and i had to tell her..
im just nervous.
i should've never got this attached to her if i knew it would be this hard.
"yas.." i said as were walking "yea" she said looking at me while the sun shined on her face
"im...im moving to atlanta" i said looking away from her and she looked down before opening her mouth to say something but then paused and then said "oh well.. im moving to new york" she said looking down still and i furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
"wait why" i asked curious and then she started telling me about some modeling agency but it seemed like she was excited and wanted to do it so when she was done i just hugged her and told her im leaving tonight and she hugged me really tight and we stayed like that for some time but i agreed to sometimes visit her in new york.
it was just so weird how fast i got attached to her and how i fell in love with her. i had never felt like this before. it was a new feeling.
was this love?
after a while me and yasmine stopped hugging and just talked over things and agreed to check up on each other when we can and i think that's fair since we're both gonna be busy.
it's just crazy because we've never dated but it feels like it and it's a weird feeling.
me and yasmine watched the sunset in the parking lot and it was so relaxing and peaceful as we spent our last hour together.
Yasmine Hart
11:00 am
as i woke up i decided to pack more of my bathroom so after i did that i checked my phone and the time read "11:30" so i decided to text gunner to make sure we were still meeting at 1.
after i texted gunner i decided to go pick out something to wear while i also figure out how to tell gunner im moving to new york.
after i found something to wear i decided to shower because i wanted to make sure i looked and smelt good.
after i put my clothes on i did my hair and makeup and then as i was putting on perfume gunner texted me that he was outside.
as soon as i saw the text i went outside and went to the car "you look pretty" gunner said looking me up and down and i just thanked him and his compliment made me even more nervous and then i was saddened by the thought of leaving him.
but i tried to push the thought away and enjoy today "so where are we going since you wouldn't tell me" i said trying to get him to tell me me but all he said was "you'll see" and the suspicion was killing me.
after a while we finally made to a parking lot of what seemed to be an arcade.
as i was about to get out gunner spoke up and said all the things that i needed to hear and it made me want to tear up but i didn't.
then he pulled a ring out and i could feel my eyes tear up but of course i put the ring on and it was so pretty and it came in a pandora box.
then we stayed and hugged each other for a minute and then we eventually decided to go on go karts.
we held hands while walking in the building together.
while waiting in line for the go karts we laughed and talked about random things that came to mind.
finally after a while it was our turn so we got into a kart and started driving.
after i realized how much fun that was so we decided to go inside and look for more games to play.
after a while we decided to play basketball against each other so we did.
i won and it felt good so i bragged about it a little bit to gunner "ahh i won u lostt" i said pointing in his face while he just slightly laughed .
after we decided to walk around and we found a 2 player zombie game so we decided to play together.
gunnner was making me mad because there was so many zombies and he wasn't shooting so he eventually died and it was just me playing.
but then i died on purpose cause i didn't want to play anymore.
me and gunner decided to leave and o wet at the restaurant.
once we got seated we decided on what we were going to eat.
i decided to get alfredo and broccoli while gunner ate chicken fried steak and mashed potatoes.
after we finished most of our food we decided to take the rest home.
then my mind drifted towards the thought of moving to new york and what if gunner gets mad like my mom will..
as we were walking to the car i tried to think about other things. "yas.." gunner called out making me face him "yea" i said turning my full attention onto him.
"im moving to atlanta" gunner said and that sentence made my heart drop and my mind was racing so it took me a minute to gather my words "oh well im moving to new york" i said looking down trying to hide the tears that were seconds away from coming down.
"wait why" gunner asked with curiosity in his voice and then i told him about the modeling agency and after i told him he just hugged me then he told me about how he was leaving tonight so i hugged him really tight since i knew this would be the last time but he agreed to visit sometimes.
after me and gunner talked things out for a while i knew i would miss him because i felt empty without him he made my life feel less hard.
me and gunner spent our last hour together watching the sunset in the parking lot..
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