Neighbor|Taekook - Chapter 40: Chapter 40

Time froze between them, no one was moving. Only the waves and the sun descending down upon the horizon indicated the flow of time. There were tears welling up in Taehyung's eyes.
He blinked once and they rolled like pearls in pink sunset down his statue like face. The only muscle moving inside Jungkook's body was his heart, and he felt like if it was beating any faster, he was going to die.
He couldn't breathe, he couldn't think. He finally said it, those three words...He had said them to someone before, but they never held this much meaning. Today, he meant every single syllable. He didn't think too much, he just said them, he wasn't second-guessing his feelings, he just knew. Once, he asked Taehyung about how can someone know if they're in love. This time, he didn't need the answer, he just knew.
This island, this scenery, the strange shriek of seagulls sounding almost like a whistle to his ears, those pink Cosmos flowers, it all reminded him of his home, of Busan. And the man he was looking at, he made him feel like he was at home again.
He had no idea how all of this happened. He merely wanted to ask his precious hyung to be his boyfriend, but something forced him to confess his feelings.
And now, all his being wanted nothing more than to hear those words back. His eyes were moving from Taehyung's eyes to his mouth, hoping that those stone lips would move, hoping to hear his voice. But Taehyung was frozen, he couldn't hear his voice, perhaps he overheard him in the booming of the waves crashing against the sharp rocks.
This is a place where love isn't meant to be fulfilled. The Dragon King couldn't marry his fairy. Maybe this is my story after all...and hyung will turn to stone. And me, I'll end up being forever alone...unloved.
Taehyung remained quiet, but his lips twitched briefly as if he was having an internal battle to say something.
Please...
More tears started to flow down Taehyung's cheeks.
Say something...
Jungkook realized that he's been holding his breath and felt like he was about to faint. He took one ragged breath. He forced his muscles to move and gently squeezed Taehyung's hands. They were cold.
Is this it? Is this how being rejected is like? It's not worth confessing to someone...if they don't feel the same...What was I expecting?
"You can't..."
"Wh...what?"Jungkook wasn't sure if Taehyung's voice was real or just his imagination.
"You can't love me, you are..."
"What are you talking about?"he came back to his senses.
"Someone like you...and someone like me..."
"What about it?"
"We are too different."
"No we're not..."
"It's like two different worlds..."
What? Why? Why is he talking? I wish he never said anything...
"Hyung, enough...Your words...they hurt me."
"I don't want this to end badly..."
"Enough!"
"I'm sorry,"his voice broke.
"Is that all you're going to say?! You're sorry?"
Taehyung's head dropped down, he let go off Jungkook's hands. He hid his face in his palms, his shoulders trembled as he started sobbing.
I made him cry again...am I a monster? I hurt him even with my love...Maybe I should just hurl myself down these rocks so that the sea could consume me and I never hurt anybody else. His eyes were following each frothy wave, hitting the coast, breaking apart into millions of small droplets, colored ruby red by the last rays of sunlight. A seagull went down from the sky into the water, dipping its beak briefly, then flapped its white wings, raising back up into the air, heading to the land.
It flew low and passed right above, sprinkling the cold water over them, its wings blowing air into their faces. Jungkook could've sworn that he felt the tip of its wing brush against him.
"I love you."
It was a clear ringing sound, louder than the waves. Louder than anything, it echoed in Jungkook's mind and there was this invisible tug at his soul again.
He turned his head, away from the sea, to Taehyung. His beloved Taehyung. Jungkook just gasped, shocked seeing strong resolution on his hyung's face as he was wiping away his tears.
Now it was Jungkook who wanted to cry, the tears he was holding in made his vision blurry. He needed to kiss Taehyung to make sure this was all real. He crossed the distance between them and their lips connected. Those lips were warm, real, alive. The person he loved the most, loved him back. His happiness was reaching new realms.
This is real...it's really happening...
He couldn't slow down his heartbeat, so he leaned against him for support because his head was spinning. Please let this not be a dream...
"Jungkookie...my Jungkookie, my precious boy. I love you."
Is this real life?
"Are...are you sure?"he looked up hesitantly, as if Taehyung could change his mind, as if this moment could slip away and be forever gone.
Taehyung nodded.
"I...love you more, Tae, more than anything...I've never loved anyone, anything this much. At my lowest...standing on the bridge...I had one regret, the only regret of my life...It was not telling you that I love you. Even back then...Leaving this world, leaving you, without letting you know how loved you are. If you truly knew how much I love you, you'd be crying from happiness."
"My heart hurts...I don't even know why..."
"I'm here...I'm here to heal any heartache, just let me..."
"I don't deserve to be loved...but you love me..."
"I do...so much. I don't care if you think you deserve it or not, nothing changes about the way I feel. I've tried to fight it, but the feeling persevered, that's how you know that my feelings are true, from the depth of my heart."
Taehyung couldn't say anything, he just hugged him. Jungkook could feel that his hyung's heart wasn't beating any slower. They held each other for a long while until the sun was gone...For how long have we been standing here?
"This is one of those moments I wish could last forever,"Jungkook mumbled as the first stars were coming alive on the sky.
"You are so brave...Despite everything, you were not afraid to open your heart to me. I'll remember it for the rest of my life. I'll remember this moment, I'll remember you...and the freedom I'm feeling."
"Freedom?"
"Yes, I feel free..."
"What's this?"Jungkook noticed something in Taehyung's hair, it was a small white semiplume feather. "It seems that the seagull approved,"he smiled holding the soft feather.
"This is the freedom I'm talking about,"he took the feather from Jungkook's hands and put it inside his pocket.
"I wish you could come with me to Busan,"Jungkook placed his head below Taehyung's chin.
"Here, let me show you something,"Taehyung grabbed his hand. "If you stretch out your pinky, that means 'I', then your index finger together with your thumb create 'L', then pinky with your thumb make 'Y'. If you put it all together like this, it creates an ILY, I love you sign. And then I join my hand."
"Ah, this is so cute,"Jungkook smiled and hugged him,"you are so cute, hyung."
"You smell so nice,"Taehyung nuzzled his neck.
"I used the same perfume as on our first meeting,"he grinned.
"I remember it...I was like a moth to a flame"
"It's called Love Spell..."
"Well it worked,"Taehyung laughed.
"Even back then?"
"You bewitched me."
"I wore it to out first date as well..."
"That explains everything,"he tickled his chin.
Jungkook sighed,"I've stopped counting our dates."
"Shall we have one tonight?"
"Officially our third one?" Isn't a third date a big deal? Isn't it when couples take it to the next level? "Sounds good," a raindrop hit his nose.
"Oh no, it's starting to rain,"both of them looked up at the dark, cloudy night sky,"we better go back."
The beacon in the lighthouse turned on and started spinning, illuminating the coastline. They started going down the hill, the lighthouse helping them to see the steps. There was more and more raindrops and the innocent drizzle turned into strong rain. Taehyung reached out his hand to Jungkook and they started running back to the car. The path got slippery, normally Jungkook would be annoyed, but out of nowhere he started to giggle. He looked at Taehyung running by his side, he was already drenched from head to toes. There were no lamps lining the path and the flickering of the lighthouse wasn't helping either, Taehyung tripped while he was looking sideways at giggling Jungkook.
"Ugh,"he fell down on his knees, plunging his hands into the muddy ground.
This is my chance.
"The last one at the car pays for the dinner,"Jungkook started sprinting towards the car, raindrops slamming into his face. He heard Taehyung's cursing somewhere behind him, but he didn't care. This evening he didn't have a care in the world. He found the whole situation too funny, however soon Taehyung started catching up.
"How are you this fast?" Jungkook yelled hearing Taehyung closer and closer behind him.
"I'll beat your ass, you brat! I'll make you eat the mud!"
"That's if you can catch me!"he squealed, running as fast as he could. Finally, he saw their car parked in front of him. Just a little bit. And he knew that the victory was his. He touched the wing mirror of the car and turned around smiling. He wanted to get inside, away from the rain, but it was Taehyung who had the car keys. Out of the darkness, he could see Taehyung sprinting right towards him...and he wasn't slowing down. Oh no, he's furious. Shit!
He ran around to hide behind the car,"hyung, are you mad because you lost?"
Taehyung stopped on the other side of the vehicle and tried to catch his breath. "I've been too benevolent...I think I need to teach you a lesson, because you don't know how to behave." In a blink of an eye, he shot around the car and before Jungkook could react, Taehyung had him in his hands.
He dragged Jungkook behind him and bent him over the car hood. He used one of his hands to hold both of Jungkook's wrists behind, on his bent back to prevent him from moving. He readied his other hand.
"Hyung what's-"
Taehyung slapped his butt hard.
"What are yo-"
Another slap.
"What the hell?!"
Taehyung spanked his butt in silence, ignoring Jungkook's protests. He grunted and started hitting harder. A silly joke turned into a painful experience, but for some weird twisted reason Jungkook liked it.
"Stop!"
"Is that enough?"Taehyung was breathing hard. "Enough to teach you that you should treat your hyung well?"
"What's happening to you? Is this nineteenth century?"he was angry, but his cheeks were flushed and he was glad that it was too dark to see.
"What if I twisted my ankle there? You didn't even bother looking back! I hope you'll remember this lesson."
Jungkook giggled,"you're still slower than me..."
"You had a head start!"Taehyung let him go.
"I didn't tell you to trip,"Jungkook rubbed his sore behind.
"Your face is a cheat! I was looking at you and took a tumble."
"That's how life is, hyung..."Jungkook said dramatically.
"Brat..."
"But you love me."
"I do,"Taehyung sighed.
Jungkook smiled, but then his smile froze. Taehyung was still breathing hard, most likely from exerting too much energy on spanking him. The shirt that Taehyung borrowed from him in the morning, was stuck to his chest. His hair completely wet, water falling down in little streams, his skin glistening. His pants were stuck to his legs, his thighs and-
Fuck...How am I supposed to resist? He quickly glanced at his own crotch. Oh no... His clothes were also stuck to his body. His white T-shirt looking almost see-through, and the worst part was that his sensitive nipples were reacting to the coldness of the evening. He looked back at Taehyung and he noticed that his hyung looked like he was undressing him with his eyes.
The way he bend me over...It was entirely unnecessary. The pain...why was that pain so...nice... He had to turn away.
"We'll catch a cold here,"Taehyung unlocked their Mustang.
Unfortunately they had no towels with them, they were drenched and their clothes heavily clinging to their skin. "How long will it be to our hotel?"Jungkook shivered, incredibly uncomfortable for various reasons.
Taehyung turned the heating on. "It's a bit strange that I'm actually saying this, but it's just like you said. We have a fast car, maybe we should test out how fast it can go."
"Can you drive well in rain?"
"I don't know, but I took additional, extreme weather driving course...I think that should do. Also I feel like if I'm ever going over the speed limit, it's going to be right now."
Jungkook was unsure, but Taehyung looked determined. "Well then, show your skills, hyung."
Apart from the engine and the windshield wipers, it was painfully quiet in the car. Taehyung had a serious, focused face, one hand on the steering wheel, the other on the stick shift. His thighs...Jungkook was trailing them with his eyes, he desperately wanted to touch them...I want to ride them...What? No, no way... He could've sworn, that the windows were fogging up because of him. The sound of windshield wipers was getting on his nerves. How much longer? I can't stand it... I want to rip his clothes off. The tension between them was unbearable to him.
"Don't you think it would be nice to go to a hanjeungmak?"Taehyung asked as he was speeding back to the hotel.
"Ah...that would be heaven..."he murmured, imagining the hot sauna.
"The hotel has its own spa too"
Jungkook closed his eyes as he kept imagining the warmth, but then the image of naked Taehyung in a cloud of steam popped in his mind and he was back to being flustered.
"Step on it, hyung,"he said in frustration.
Even though the drive seemed excruciatingly long, it only took them thirty minutes. "Thank God this island is so small,"Taehyung said, parking at the hotel.
They got rained on again as they ran for the hotel entrance, their shoes squelching on the paved ground. The water mixed with mud on their shoes dripped down all over the pristine lobby carpet. The receptionist behind the front desk was shooting death glares at them.
"Good evening,"Taehyung flashed her a charming smile on purpose.
Who's the brat now?!
They took the elevator up and once inside their cozy hotel room, they hastily took off their rain soaked jackets. Taehyung went to grab some towels from the bathroom and came back wearing nothing but a white bathrobe, which he didn't bother to tie in the front. He handed a towel to Jungkook, who turned away in instant. He dried his hair quickly and because he was too shy in front of Taehyung, he locked himself in the bathroom. He was finally able to take of his wet clothes, putting on the bathrobe as well.
"Hyung, for the spa, are we supposed to wear clothes?"he avoided looking directly at Taehyung, just in case his robe was still untied.
"You can't wear any clothes if you're planning to go into the baths."
"I...I think the sauna is good enough."
"It's all gender segregated, don't worry," Taehyung grinned.
That's the least of my worries...Even if there were hundreds of naked women around me, my biggest problem would be your nakedness.
They grabbed their keycards and went to the spa. Taehyung insisted on going to the baths, but he couldn't persuade Jungkook to leave his bathrobe in the changing rooms. "Is this your first time going to jjimjilbang or what?"
"No, but I only wanted to go to the sauna,"he's gone to the bathhouse many times when he was younger, but he's never been this shy.
"Just keep it on "Taehyung rolled his eyes as he stripped in front of him.
He put a small bathhouse towel on his head, folding its ends like a sheep and then lead the way into the baths.
Jungkook kept his eyes on the tiled floor, he was already blushing enough. He lifted his head to scan the area, only when they reached the baths. They were alone.
"Coming here off season definitely has its perks,"Taehyung said, testing the water with his toes.
When Taehyung submerged his whole body underneath the water, Jungkook could finally breathe. He followed his example, but still insisted on keeping his robe on.
"No one will see you...just me."
Jungkook just shrugged.
"Aigoo, shy Jungkookie is back," Taehyung  plodded through the water, closer to his dongsaeng. "I like you either way...but you never cease to surprise me. Sometimes you are so daring, then there are moments when you're a shy little bunny,"he cupped his cheeks. "I love it all,"he whispered and kissed him.
"Someone will see us,"Jungkook pushed him away, feeling hazy.
"And?"
Fuck it...
He pulled him back in and kissed him hard, he needed something to relieve the tension.
"This duality, this is exactly what I love about you."
If only you knew how far this duality reaches...
After relaxing their sore muscles from the hike in the baths, they decided to try the sauna too. Again, they were the only ones occupying the hanjeungmak. Would it be too obscene to do it here? I can't...anymore...it's only been two days, but I'm at my limit. He shivered, despite the heat. He moved to the corner, making an excuse, that it was too hot where Taehyung was sitting. He was looking at the coals made from the charred pine wood and he felt like he was one of those coals himself.
It was getting hotter and hotter in the sauna, so Taehyung wanted to leave. Jungkook on the other hand, wanted to remain. Not because he was particularly enjoying the extreme temperature, but because being in a close proximity of his hyung was driving him crazy. He thought that being boiled alive was still an easier death, than getting a heart attack because of Taehyung. "I want to wait for my bathrobe to dry."
"Fine, I'll go an make a reservation for the dinner. Meet me in the lobby at seven, I'll be waiting,"something in the tone of Taehyung's voice was different. Jungkook couldn't quite point out what it was, but it made his heart skip a beat.
"O...okay."
"Put on the shirt I bought you."
"Sure..."
Taehyung turned and walked away, putting his bathrobe back on.
I'm screwed...Damn, what do I do? I should take an ice shower or something...This is getting worse and worse.
A little bit before six o'clock, when he couldn't stand the heat anymore, he decided to head back to their room. Taehyung disappeared somewhere. Did he already get ready?
Jungkook dried his hair for the second time that evening. He put on the new shirt, a pair of his least ripped jeans, a leather belt and the only pair of shoes which were dry. When he checked the outfit in the mirror by the door, it didn't look half bad. He thought of the moment when he was looking at himself in the mirror in his old room in Busan. I haven't gotten more handsome and my cheeks still look the same. I haven't managed to grow taller either...at least my biceps are still solid...He sighed and flexed his arms. Who cares...I'm going on a date with the hottest guy...and he likes me, no he loves me, so whatever. He decided to clean their room a little bit, because it was too messy after their hectic morning.
Afterwards, he went through his suitcase and grabbed a perfume bottle, choosing the one with 'Tease' written in it. I wonder if this will work. He smirked and doused himself in the sweet smelling juice. He was staring to get nervous, he brushed his teeth and when was applying his peach lip balm, his hands began to shake. He kept thinking about how to make himself look the best for his hyung. Isn't my hair too messy? He gave up, he tried his best and he didn't have more time left anyway.
I should at least pay for the drinks if he's paying for the whole dinner. He grabbed his wallet. He looked inside to check how much cash he had left. I barely spent anything, hyung needs to stop paying for everything. Or maybe learn to run faster... He chuckled to himself and hesitantly stepped out of the room after checking himself in the mirror one last time.
He had five minutes left when he pressed the elevator button. Is he already waiting for me? His nervousness even intensified when stepped in the elevator.
Down at the lobby, he was quite unsure where to go. Then his hyung emerged from behind a large plant which was decorating the interior. There he was, the man he loved. Tall, handsome and his. He was wearing a blazer over a fitted shirt, the whole outfit was accentuating his figure.
"Good evening, Jungkook,"he said formally as if it was really just their third time meeting.
"Good evening Taehyung-ssi, I mean hyung,"he bowed his head slightly.
Taehyung looked him up and down, smiling,"you look great." He reached and straightened Jungkook's collar. The younger one flinched his touch, it was like all of his senses were heightened. Taehyung's fingers briefly made a contact with the skin of his neck and he felt like combusting.
"Thank you,"he managed to say,"you...you look amazing as always...even better, I don't know how you do it."
"Well, I don't try this hard just for anyone..."
"You dressed up because of me?"
"I know that you like your hyung looking nice. Come,"he touched his forearm, guiding him towards the restaurant. Jungkook was half expecting that Taehyung would offer his arm to him, just like men do for the ladies.
Taehyung held the door open for him. They entered a beautiful room, which looked like a wedding hall with white damask table cloths, fresh flower bouquets and polished silverware.
"Oh my fucking God,"Jungkook gasped.
"Jungkook, you might want to watch your mouth, you're in the upper class now."
Jungkook? Why does he keep calling me like that, he never does that...
"You just had to choose the fanciest place in this hotel to have our dinner at..."
"It's our third date, we should step up, don't you think?"he smirked.
The way he says my name...why does it turn me on so much? I feel like I still haven't had a chance to explore all sides of him. He's so serious and manly all of a sudden... Jungkook got chills down his spine. Other times he's playful, like a kid at heart... But the side he's showing now...it makes me suffer... Who's the king of duality now? Taehyung was simply the man of his dreams. His cologne was intoxicating and if it wasn't for all the people around, he would have his hands and lips all over him.
This isn't about wanting to have sex with him...it's something more...I want to make him mine and be his...Make our bond stronger, become one.
"Good evening,"the restaurant greeter smiled at them.
"Good evening, we have a reservation, under the name V."
"A table for two, is that correct?"
"Yes."
"Perfect, please follow me."
V? What kind of name is that?
The greeter lead them to a table at the back, while many people who were dining there were looking at them. Jungkook become more self conscious, his cheeks were getting red. Eating tteokkochi on a bench was much better than this...
A waiter was by their table right away, he lit candles for them, handed them the menu, and brought a bottle of fresh water.
Jungkook was getting lost in the complicated dish names written in the menu. He knew some of the names, but he had no idea what to choose. This certainly isn't a Korean restaurant...He shot a confused look at Tae, who was already done with choosing his meal and was observing his dongsaeng with his chin resting on his hand. "Leave that to me,"he took the menu book from him and closed it,"I'll order for you."
"Thanks."
After a while, their assigned waiter came back,"did you pick?"
"Yes, I'd like to have the shrimp carbonara and for the gentleman the chicken risotto with saffron. And the antipasti platter to share."
"Any dessert perhaps? Tonight we have cannoli and tiramisu."
Taehyung gestured to Jungkook and the waiter turned to him. "Which one would you prefer sir?"
"Th...the second one,"Jungkook stuttered.
"May I bring you our wine list sir?"the waiter turned back to Taehyung.
"If you have Barolo it's not necessary."
"I'll ask our sommelier,"the waiter collected the menus and left their table.
"Hyung, you were born to be in this society...How do you know so much about everything?"
"I simply checked their menu beforehand when I was making the reservation. And my dad loves his wine, I think something must've rubbed off on me."
"I'll pay for the drinks, okay?"
"There's no need."
"But I want to!"
"We can get some more drinks after the dinner."
All the hotel guests were dressed in the fanciest clothes. It seemd like all of them were couples, and there wasn't a single pair of men dining together, apart from them.
"We are so obvious,"Jungkook whispered.
"And I love it,"Taehyung winked at him, making him feel more flustered. His face was even more beautiful in the candle light and Jungkook was falling even more in love. The candle flame twinkled in his eyes and he was magnetized by his gaze. The feeling of love was mixing with this deep carnal urge, pulling him in. He was resisting it as much as he could, but he was almost shaking when Taehyung's eyes were leering over him. Once again, he felt like he was stripping him off with that intense look of his.
The waiter bringing their starter and two glasses was his savior,"this is from the 2010 harvest, our sommelier is very fond of it,"he showed the wine bottle to Taehyung, who approved with a nod of his head. He poured the red wine for them and placed down a basket with ciabatta bread for them to have with their starter,"bon appétit."
After tasting their wine and finishing the antipasti, their main course arrived. Both of them found the food incredibly delicious and when the waiter brought the dessert for them, they were already full.
"Hyung, this is ridiculous, we are just students...They didn't even ask for our ID cards to check if we are old enough to drink. We shouldn't be doing this," Jungkook felt guilty for ruining the smooth cocoa dusted surface of his tiramisu with his spoon.
"Life's too short."
"I was expecting to eat at a restaurant like this when I'm in my 30s, not now."
"Third dates are special, at least in my book."
"I love you,"Jungkook whispered as quietly as he could.
"I love you too,"Taehyung answered.
When Taehyung paid for everything, they decided that it was still too early to go to bed. They chose to spend some time in the Island Lounge with live piano music. There were few businessmen sitting, smoking and drinking. Taehyung also went and ordered two fingers of whisky for each of them.
"I've never tried whisky before,"Jungkook said, sitting in one of the soft leather armchairs.
"This one has a nice smooth taste. Don't drink it all at once though."
Jungkook tried the strong alcohol, it had an interesting taste, but it burned his throat. "I think I got drunk just from that one sip."
"You definitely handle alcohol better than me, so it should be me who's complaining,"Taehyung laughed and sipped from his glass as well.
"You made a drunkard out of me."
"I just introduced you to the world of drinking, that's all."
"I don't know whether I should be thanking you," Jungkook chuckled.
For the rest of the night, they were chatting, laughing, exchanging glances and flirting innocently. They were in their own world, they had eyes only for each other. Jungkook let Taehyung buy a cigar, because his hyung really wanted it after seeing couple of men near them smoking cigars. The smell of the burning cigar was too pungent, but his hyung was happy, so it made him happy as well.
Taehyung looked at his watch,"I think it's time to call it a night."
Jungkook was dreading the thought of going back to their room. The room, where they are sharing a bed. He didn't have a choice though, so he went to pay for everything and then they left. Taehyung put his hand on his waist as they were walking back and he was swooning. What the hell? How can someone make me feel this way? I'm not recognizing myself...
"Do you feel sleepy?"Taehyung asked when they returned to their room.
"No...I don't even feel drunk."
"Well, we ate a lot." Taehyung took off his blazer, rolled up the sleeves of his shirt and sat down on the armchair, sighing,"today was nice wasn't it?"
"It was amazing,"Jungkook decided to test out the candles he bought in the souvenir shop. He spread them all over the room, lit them up and turned off the main light. "They are so pretty,"he concluded, satisfied with his purchase.
"Come here,"he spread his legs out and tapped his thighs.
Jungkook walked slowly across the room and stood in front of him. Taehyung pulled him down and made him sit sideways on his lap. He wrapped his arms around and started to move as if rocking a baby. "Can you sing the song again?"
Jungkook blushed, but nodded and quietly sang the song he wrote for Taehyung.
"I love you,"Taehyung said after the last verse.
"I love you too,"there it was, that nice warm feeling inside again.
Taehyung suddenly pushed him away, making him stand up,"like this,"he turned Jungkook towards him and made him sit down again, straddling his lap.
Taehyung kissed him painfully slow. Jungkook has never received such a hot, wet kiss from him. This time, his tongue wasn't needy, he was just teasing him, playing with him.
Jungkook moaned.
Taehyung put his hands on his back, then down around his trim waist. He slowly slid his hands even lower, he grabbed his butt and lifted him, repositioning him a bit higher on his lap, their crotches touching.
As they were making out, Jungkook's hips started to move back and forth on their own.
"What are you doing?"
"N...nothing,"Jungkook stopped abruptly, too ashamed to admit that he started dry humping him.
"Keep doing it,"Taehyung's voice was breathy.
Jungkook let his hips do whatever they wanted to do, he unbuttoned a button on Taehyung's shirt and kissed his neck and exposed collarbones. He would usually be more hesitant, more passive, but this time he couldn't hold back.
"Hyung?"
"Yeah?"
"I want to give you my all."
"What do you mean?"
"I want to do it."