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Deontae
Month later
"move bighead" Tink laughed while trying to move my hands from her sides as I tickled her. She was doing just a little better but you could tell she was just trying to stay strong.
Sometimes I would catch her crying in the middle of the night when she thought I was sleep. She was hurting bad but she was trying to hide it.
"Cmon lil girl get up i'm trynna take you out" I smiled at her, showing my grills.
"Tae...I don't wanna go anywhere why can't we just lay up and watch movies" She whined as I hovered over her as she laid under me, playing with my chain.
"We been doing that the last few weeks baby just lemme take you out this one day" I sighed as I kissed her forehead.
She moved her hands to my hair and ran her fingers through it. I decided to grow my hair back out.
I been sleeping over her house since the whole incident that night. She been cooped innis room and that shit was fucking me up.
Whenever we would leave out then she would wear baggy clothes, nothing too tight like she used to wear.
"I kn-" She was cut off my knocks on the door. I knew exactly who it was too considering that he been trynna see her for the past month.
"It's king...imma be right back" I got up and walked out her room, closing the door before walking up to the front door.
I opened the door and stared at this mexican looking nigga with a bored look.
"She's not here bruh gone somewhere" I started to close the door but he put his foot in the way. I raised my eyebrow at him as I opened the door again to stare at him.
"Her fucking car is outside dude why you won't let me see her? Yall aren't together" He was getting mad and this shit was funny as hell.
I pushed him back and closed the door, locking it and walked back to her room. She was now doing her homework with Girls Need Love blasting through her speakers.
She was dressed in one of KeAndre's shirts and sweatpants. The whole situation with him was really fuckin her up mentally and physically. She think she slick but I be seeing them cuts on her wrist.
Tink
I looked through my notes as I attempted to do my british lit work. It was Friday and we had just got out of school a hour or so ago.
As I did my work my mind slipped off and I zoned out on everything and everyone around me. I felt my heart start to ache as memories of KeAndre and I flowed through my mind. I missed him so much man!
His funeral was a few weeks ago and that's when it really hit me that he was actually gone forever. This wasn't a dream this was reality and I could actually feel myself slipping into depression.
Tae was always here unless he was out in the streets doing the same shit that got Dre killed. I didn't want to lose him either..over the past weeks him and I have gotten closer and I'll be damned if we got close to for me to lose him and be all alone.
Whenever we would go out in public I would wear baggy clothes so no attention would be brought to me. I don't know what I was doin that night for those men to do that to me but I didn't want it to happen again. It killed me not knowing what I did because now all of the old shit I used to do I didn't do it anymore cause I was afraid.
I didn't know I was crying till I felt Tae pull me into his chest while wiping my tears. This crying shit was annoying as fuck I just wanted all of this to be over with. After a month I thought everything would be better but it wasn't at all.
Graduation was in 4 months and my grades was looking like shit. I wasn't failing but it defiantly wasn't good enough for me to get a full scholarship.
KeAndre had hella money saved up just incase some shit like this did happen but I still had to pay rent and everything now. I been looking at apartments though so I could move away from here. I didn't feel safe as long as I lived in these apartments with the niggas that violated me.
Lately they haven't been around or maybe I just haven't left out the apartment to see them or anyone.
"After we graduate...I plan on going to college" I sniffed as I looked up at Deontae. He only stared at me with a unreadable look on his face.
"I wanna leave Chicago..that's why I really been on my shit lately. This scholarship is what I'm depending on Tae"
"Do what makes you happy babygirl. Imma support whatever you trynna do mamas" He kissed my forehead as I sat on his lap with his arms around me.
I felt protected.
Month later
"move bighead" Tink laughed while trying to move my hands from her sides as I tickled her. She was doing just a little better but you could tell she was just trying to stay strong.
Sometimes I would catch her crying in the middle of the night when she thought I was sleep. She was hurting bad but she was trying to hide it.
"Cmon lil girl get up i'm trynna take you out" I smiled at her, showing my grills.
"Tae...I don't wanna go anywhere why can't we just lay up and watch movies" She whined as I hovered over her as she laid under me, playing with my chain.
"We been doing that the last few weeks baby just lemme take you out this one day" I sighed as I kissed her forehead.
She moved her hands to my hair and ran her fingers through it. I decided to grow my hair back out.
I been sleeping over her house since the whole incident that night. She been cooped innis room and that shit was fucking me up.
Whenever we would leave out then she would wear baggy clothes, nothing too tight like she used to wear.
"I kn-" She was cut off my knocks on the door. I knew exactly who it was too considering that he been trynna see her for the past month.
"It's king...imma be right back" I got up and walked out her room, closing the door before walking up to the front door.
I opened the door and stared at this mexican looking nigga with a bored look.
"She's not here bruh gone somewhere" I started to close the door but he put his foot in the way. I raised my eyebrow at him as I opened the door again to stare at him.
"Her fucking car is outside dude why you won't let me see her? Yall aren't together" He was getting mad and this shit was funny as hell.
I pushed him back and closed the door, locking it and walked back to her room. She was now doing her homework with Girls Need Love blasting through her speakers.
She was dressed in one of KeAndre's shirts and sweatpants. The whole situation with him was really fuckin her up mentally and physically. She think she slick but I be seeing them cuts on her wrist.
Tink
I looked through my notes as I attempted to do my british lit work. It was Friday and we had just got out of school a hour or so ago.
As I did my work my mind slipped off and I zoned out on everything and everyone around me. I felt my heart start to ache as memories of KeAndre and I flowed through my mind. I missed him so much man!
His funeral was a few weeks ago and that's when it really hit me that he was actually gone forever. This wasn't a dream this was reality and I could actually feel myself slipping into depression.
Tae was always here unless he was out in the streets doing the same shit that got Dre killed. I didn't want to lose him either..over the past weeks him and I have gotten closer and I'll be damned if we got close to for me to lose him and be all alone.
Whenever we would go out in public I would wear baggy clothes so no attention would be brought to me. I don't know what I was doin that night for those men to do that to me but I didn't want it to happen again. It killed me not knowing what I did because now all of the old shit I used to do I didn't do it anymore cause I was afraid.
I didn't know I was crying till I felt Tae pull me into his chest while wiping my tears. This crying shit was annoying as fuck I just wanted all of this to be over with. After a month I thought everything would be better but it wasn't at all.
Graduation was in 4 months and my grades was looking like shit. I wasn't failing but it defiantly wasn't good enough for me to get a full scholarship.
KeAndre had hella money saved up just incase some shit like this did happen but I still had to pay rent and everything now. I been looking at apartments though so I could move away from here. I didn't feel safe as long as I lived in these apartments with the niggas that violated me.
Lately they haven't been around or maybe I just haven't left out the apartment to see them or anyone.
"After we graduate...I plan on going to college" I sniffed as I looked up at Deontae. He only stared at me with a unreadable look on his face.
"I wanna leave Chicago..that's why I really been on my shit lately. This scholarship is what I'm depending on Tae"
"Do what makes you happy babygirl. Imma support whatever you trynna do mamas" He kissed my forehead as I sat on his lap with his arms around me.
I felt protected.
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