Peraya Delight - Chapter 4: Chapter 4

Arthit's eyes opened wide when a pair of lips smashed against his.
Arthit's heart started to beat fast when he saw the person infront of him who was sucking his lips with eyes closed tight.
Arthit closed his eyes slowly and enjoyed the kiss which had been a dream for him till this moment.
The two persons broke apart as they gasped for air. Arthit's eyes met those two dark brown eyes which were looking at him with full of nervousness and hope in it.
Arthit's eyes widened when he registered the situation in his head. He pulled the hands of the man inside to his room for whom he had shed his tears for.
Arthit locked the door and looked at the man standing infront of him who was gazing at his feet.
"What are you doing in here ,Kong?! You should be with Rin!" Arthit shouted, his hands gripping his hair backward.
"This is not right! This is not right! Why did you come here!? Why did you fucking kiss me!? You should be with Rin! Rin is the one who loves you! No! No way!"
Kongpob watched his senior walking around the room with tensed expression.
"But, you responded to my kiss P," Kongpob replied innocently making Arthit look at him as if he was out of his mind.
"After all that I said, this is what you ask me?" Arthit questioned back in disbelief.
"You are the only one who matters to me, P'Arthit," Kongpob's lips twisted up in a small smile.
Arthit looked at his junior with his round black eyes, his eyes filled with confusion of what the junior was speaking of.
"Kong, what are you talking about? You...you love Rin, right? Rin loves you too. Why did you come here then?"
Kongpob sighed and walked towards Arthit, making the elder walk backward until his back touched the wall.
Kongpob stood a few centimeters away from Arthit, his right hand on the space beside Arthit's head.
"Do you think I will kiss you if I don't love you? Do you think I will leave Rin in the park and come in search of you when I'm not in love with you?"
Arthit's eyes stared at the deep brown eyes which were filled with an emotion that Arthit never thought would be directed to him.
"You...you...you love me?" Arthit's voice broke as he asked.
Kongpob smiled widely and closed the gap between the two of them, placing his lips softly on the pink lips.
Arthit closed his eyes and moved his lips in sync. His lips sucking the bottom lip of his junior's. Kongpob tilted his head for better accession.
Arthit's mind and body started to heat up when the kiss deepened. Both of the man trying to dominate, their tongues swirling together in their mouths.
Arthit pushed Kongpob backward, making the latter fall back on the bed.
Arthit climbed over Kongpob and started kissing him hard.
"You don't have any idea how much I want to kiss you!" Arthit mumbled into Kongpob's ears.
Kongpob smiled widely before he flipped their position.
Kongpob looked into Arthit's eyes which were filled with love and longing.
"You don't know how much I love you P, you have always been my idol, my hero ever since I met you with Rin. Rin might be my best friend but you don't know why I became her best friend. It was only for being with you, spending time with you," Kongpob's eyes trailed Arthit's features, a chuckle let out form his mouth as he saw how Arthit was looking at him with his round black curious eyes.
Arthit's hand found his way to Kongpob's cheeks, he cupped Kongpob's face with his hands.
"You love me for these many years, why didn't you tell me? You could just have told me and things would not be so complicated," Arthit replied.
Kongpob chuckled.
"I was afraid you would reject me. I didn't know that you love me too, P." Kongpob said, his eyes focused on Arthit's shirt.
Arthit trailed Kongpob's eyes and his lips curled up. Arthit pulled Kongpob's face towards him and kissed him roughly.
Arthit started to unbutton the junior's shirt. Kongpob's eyes widened in realization. He tried to back off but Arthit pulled him forward and looked at his eyes as he nodded his head.
Kongpob smiled back and started to unbutton Arthit's shirt. He threw the shirt away as he kissed Arthit deeply, while the elder one's hands were roaming around Kongpob's bare skin.
Kongpob moved his head down to Arthit's collarbone and started kissing his neck, making sure that there were marks after his every single kiss.
Arthit arched his head back as pleasured moans surpassed his mouth.
Arthit gripped onto Kongpob's head as they both try to remove their pants with their legs, their mouths busy inventing each corner of their mouth.
Arthit looked at Kongpob's lust-filled eyes which he mirrored and flipped their position making Kongpob lay down beneath him.
Arthit's lips sucked onto Kongpob's now too hard nipples making the man moan in pleasure.
The longing, love and possiveness that they hid for the past years released as the two man knew both of them loved each other and now they were both in each other's arms.
"Ahhhhh....." Kongpob moaned as he felt Arthit biting his nipples.
Arthit smiled in satisfaction as he heard the junior's moans which were a melody to his ears.
Arthit kissed Kongpob's skin all the way to his waist and stared at the piece of cloth that was the only piece of fabric between the two.
Arthit gripped the waistband with his teeth and pulled down the piece of cloth making the erected member flew up freely.
Arthit didn't think twice before he took the hard member into his mouth making Kongpob's eyes wide in pleasure.
"Ahh...P," Kongpob's loud moans filled the room as Arthit started to suck his member in and out.
Arthit made his pace faster, sucking the younger's member in out in making Kongpob grip the pillow behind his head.
"P....P'Arthit, I'm going to cum!" Kongpob warned the senior but Arthit didn't stop his activity.
"P!!!"
Kongpob's eyes widened when he cumed inside Arthit's mouth,he saw the latter swallow it making him cough.
"P, I warned you!" Kongpob said while the older was still coughing.
Arthit smiled at Kongpob and kissed him making the latter's words break down in the kiss.
Both the men's hands roamed around each other's body, kissing each other with full content and love that they tried to hide for the past years.
Kongpob shifted their position and laid Arthit on the bed beneath him. Kongpob stared into Arthit's eyes trying to speak through his eyes.
Arthit smiled and nodded his head, his cheeks changing its color as the realisation hit him.
"Tell me if it hurts," Kongpob's words in Arthit's ears send a shiver down the elder's spine.
Arthit nodded his head and soon he felt Kongpob's finger inside his warm hole.
"Ahhhh...."
Arthit's moans echoed as Kongpob trusted his finger in and out of the hole, he himself could feel his member getting hard.
Kongpob soon inserted in the second finger and then the third finger making Arthit moan in pleasure when Kongpob's long fingers hit his sensitive part.
"Do me already, Kong..." Arthit said between his moans.
Kongpob looked into Arthit's eyes.
"As you wish, my love."
Kongpob took his own member in his hands and lubricated it with his own cum as none of them had any lubricant or condom with them as what was happening at the moment was not planned at all.
After Kongpob made sure his member was ready, he looked at Arthit who nodded his head, his breath heavy and sweat dripping from his forehead.
"I am going to enter, P. Tell me if it pains."
After Kongpob saw his senior nodding his head, he slowly inserted his member into the warm hole of the elder making the latter shiver with the sudden contact of hard skin inside his hole.
Arthit closed his eyes and pursed his lips together to contain the sudden flush of pain over him which soon replaced with the feeling of pleasure which made him moan the man's name who was now on top of him.
Kongpob closed his eyes in pleasure as he heard Arthit's loud moans and the elder's hand which was gripping onto his with much pressure.
Kongpob started to increase his pace, making sure that it will not hurt Arthit.
Loud moan started to produce from both the men's mouth making each of them aroused at every moment.
"Ahhhh.....faster...Kong...ahhh..." Arthit shouted through his moans as he gripped the pillow beside him as he felt intense pleasure, he felt the urge to devour the person who was fucking him now.
Kongpob, as soon as getting the order increased his pace and moans produced through his mouth and he held Arthit's waist to his, sweat dripping over all his body making him feel hot both inside and outside.
"P....I'm close...." Kongpob moaned.
"Me... too...."
Soon Arthit and Kongpob cumed together, their orgasm hot him hard making them panting heavily.
Kongpob slowly took it his member from the warm hole that he wanted to feel again against his skin and fell onto Arthit's body.
Both panting and sweating hard.
"Now, my turn!"
Before Kongpob would register what was happening he was under Arthit's body, he could see the urge to touch and love in the senior's eyes as he looked into his eyes.
"I'm all your P, make me yours..."
As soon as Kongpob's words died, Arthit took his own member which was leaking with cum as a result of their previous activity and did the same to his member that Kongpob did.
"Oh fuck!"
Kongpob moaned in pleasure when he felt Arthit's warm finger stretch his hole, sending shivers down his spine.
Arthit watched a panting Kongpob with a smirk on his face. He slowly entered two more of his fingers inside the warm hole and moving it in and out in great pace.
"P... P'Arthit...stop teasing..." Kongpob moaned as a ached his head back, his eyes closed tightly as he enjoyed the treat he was receiving.
Arthit took his fingers out and pumped his own member with the cum around it one last time before he directed it towards the warm hole that he was lusting over.
"Tell me if you are in pain, Kong."
Arthit's husky voice didn't miss to send shivers down Kongpob's full body. As soon as Kongpob nodded his head, he could feel Arthit's member slowly entering his warm hole.
"Ahhhh....."
Kongpob winced in both pain and pleasure as Arthit's member dug deep into his rectum.
"More....P...more...." Kongpob begged through his moans as Arthit slowly pumped his member in and out of the warm hole that tightens around his hard member.
"Your soo tight, Kong..." Arthit breathed as he increased his pace.
Both moaning each other's name as they continued their activity until after 10 minutes they both cumed together, one inside the warm hole and the other onto the elder's stomach.
Arthit fell onto Kongpob the next movement his orgasm hit. Both of their eyes sparkling with the pleasure and love that they get to experience.
Kongpob who had an exhausted Arthit on top of him looked at the older one with the corner of his eyes and found the latter staring at him, their breath still heavy and uneasy.
Kongpob couldn't believe that today turned out to be a wonderful day for him, but he still didn't know what he should do now.
Kongpob didn't know what was happening when the elder one ignored him completely for the past days. He still couldn't understand why he was ignoring him. He thought all his assumptions were wrong, but he was more confused when he still got those lovely letters in the name of White Rose.
Kongpob didn't know whether Arthit liked him or not, he didn't ever think that the elder would reciprocate his feelings. But when he thought about all the incidents that happened the past days and Arthit's change of behaviour the answer he got was a one that broke his heart at the same time overwhelmed with joy.
He decided to ask Arthit directly but when he saw Arthit's puffy eyes and those trembling lips that were as if he was crying for hours, he couldn't help but kiss the latter to assure him that he was there for him.
Kongpob closed his eyes and let the few drops of tears that whelmed up in his eyes to flow. He didn't know why his eyes filled with tears, whether it was of happiness or because of the sacrifice the elder one made to himself.
"Kong....."
Arthit called softly as he pushed himself up from the younger one and laid beside him, he could still feel pain in his back as the fog of desire and pleasure blown away from him.
"P'Arthit, I love you."
Kongpob's words made Arthit's head snap to his right side where he met the loving gaze of Kongpob.
Arthit stared at those brown deep eyes before realization hit him. His face turned red with embarrassment at the same time with fear of what was actually going to happen.
Arthit's eyes widened and were about to open his mouth when Kongpob pushed his finger of the elder's lips.
"I know P, I know. You have no idea how I am worried for you. But before when go into that, can we talk about us? Only us?" Kongpob's pleading gaze melted Arthit like an ice cream under a hot sunny day.
Arthit nodded his head and a small smile curved upon his lips as he tried to push his worries aside for the moment.
"You... You really love me?"
Kongpob chuckled at Arthit's question.
He turned towards Arthit but hissed when he felt a sharp pain in his bottom. Nevertheless, a smile was plastered on his face which Arthit always loved.
"After what we have done, do you have to know that answer, P?" Kongpob's question brought color to Arthit's cheeks as he let off an awkward chuckle.
"I...I didn't know about it. I thought you liked, Rin. Afterall she was with you since you both were kids." Arthit asked.
Kongpob smiled and shook his head.
"Yeah, we are friends P, best friends, but never did I see her with those eyes that I look at you with. She was never more than a sister to me. I don't know why or when, but without myself knowing I was actually being friends with her to meet you."
Kongpob looked around the room and found the blanket on the floor which he struggled to take from the floor and covered their naked bodies with it since they started to feel cold with the air conditioner at its lowest.
"When I first saw you with Rin when you came to pick her with you from class I was actually very jealous of Rin. I saw how you took care of her and was being beside her while I was alone. I didn't have any siblings and you know my parents were always out of the country in the rush of making money while I was yearning for their love and attention. And seeing my best friend having such a loving brother to take care of her I felt jealous."
Arthit nodded his head. He clearly understood it. Kongpob itself had told him how his parents were always away from him to make money. And Arthit really felt bad for the younger guy.
" I thought if I will be with Rin more and tag along with her everywhere you will soon start to show me your care for her best friend too. And at last my hopes came true. You took care of me and talked to me just like how you talked to, Rin, with full of love and care and I felt as if I was home in your presence. And soon I started to be sweet and friendly with Rin so that she will take me with her everywhere, I knew you will always tag along with her wherever she goes."
Kongpob sighed.
"Slowly, without me realising I started to fall in love with you. I don't know when I came to know this feeling but it feels more than two years, P. I...I...I was afraid that you will push me away if you know my feelings for you." Kongpob's voice was low and Arthit could clearly feel the pain in it.
"How did you know I love you, Kongpob?" Arthit asked, his eyebrows raised.
"When I found the pink letter and white rose in my locker I was actually very curious about who would do something special like this for me. But when I opened that letter and read each and every line my heart was overwhelming with emotions."
Kongpob looked at Arthit and chuckled when he saw the latter's confused expression.
"Did you think I will never recognize the handwriting of the person I love, P'Arthit?"
Arthit smiled when he heard Kongpob's words. There was this feeling of love and care that he felt knowing Kongpob observed him soo deeply.
"I'm sorry, Kongpob. I...I...I didn't want to break Rin. I was actually going to confess to you but just a day before it Rin came to me and told she want to confess her feelings for you. I knew from a long time ago that she has feelings for you, but, I had this feeling that she will never confess this to you because I know she is shy and was never confident of her feelings."
Arthit took Kongpob's hand in his and caressed it.
"But all my thoughts shattered down when she came to be one night and told that she is going to confess to you and she needs my help. You know she is not a romantic person like you, she doesn't know how to write a love letter even. She asked me to write on her behalf and give it to you. She told me to do it like a secret admirer."
Arthit sighed.
"I was the one who kept the letter in your locker. It really hurt me to see you losing from my hand. I didn't want to hurt, Rin, she is my sister after all. But, just thinking that you will soon be her's made my heart shatter into pieces. So, I decided to ignore you, I tried to forget about you, I tried to move on, but you always came infront of me. You always fill my heart, my brain, and everywhere around me. I couldn't just forget you."
Kongpob gasped when he saw tears flowing down Arthit's eyes.
"I know how much you love her P, and I know by coming to you I broke her heart. I had gone to the park before coming here, I met Rin and told her I have someone else that I love. I know she is shattered by my words, but, I can't lose you P. I love you soo much to let you go. You might think I'm selfish but I am like this, P. I want to be with you, I want to feel the love that I never got a chance to feel until I met you. You are the love of my life, P."
Kongpob's grip on Arthit's hand tightened. His eyes filled with fear as doubts of whether Arthit will leave him for his sister flashed through his mind. He could see how confused and stressed Arthit was. He knew how hard it was for Arthit.
"P'Arthit, please. Just think about us, our future. It's better to live with the person who you Love than living with bitter memories and pain of that person. I...I...I love you P and I don't want you to choose between me and Rin, I'm happy with whatever choice you make, even though if it hurts me from inside. I just want you to think about us, only us."
Arthit only stared at Kongpob's hands which were tight around his as he spoke. He could hear the pain and hope in the younger's voice which made him feel miserable.
Arthit didn't know what to do or what to say. He was confused between what was right and what was wrong. Seconds passed in silence like hours, Arthit looked up when he heard quiet sobs from the younger male.
Arthit's eyes softened when he saw tears rolling down Kongpob's face just like his, Arthit couldn't bare see the person he loves cry infront of him.
Arthit hugged Kongpob tightly to his body, their naked chest attached to each other and silent tears rolled down both of their eyes.
Arthit took a deep breath, for the first time he started to put forward his feelings than others. For at least one time he wanted to live for himself and for his own happiness ans being with Kongpob was what made him happy and feel perfect.
"I love you too, Kong. You are my life, my air, all I need is you. I will never leave you no matter what. Even if we have to walk thousand miles to overcome our problems, we will hold our hands together and overcome it. Like lovers."
Kongpob raised his head and looked Arthit who had a small smile on his lips.
"Kongpob Suttilak, will you be my boyfriend?"
Kongpob smiled widely, his heartbeat raised at the question. He quickly bends forward and captured the elder's lips.
"I will P, I will! I love you soo much!"
Arthit chucked at Kongpob's face which looked like he got the moon.
Arthit engulfed Kongpob in his arms, Kongpob's head laying on Arthit's chest, their hands on each other. The room filled with a silence that made the two couple feel at ease and made them drown in the happiness of the result of their confusion and love.
Arthit and Kongpob were totally unaware that a person was standing outside the room and was having a wide smile on the lips.
The person who wore a hoodie covering the head walked towards the elevator, jumping excitedly for the news what the person had got.
As soon as the person got inside the elevator, the latter took the hoodie hat off and screamed in joy.
"Finally, they are together! My plan is a success! They better give me treat for this!"
The girl with long hair, milky white skin, and round black eyes kept her face in her arms and started to shiver in excitement as she imagined the activities she had heard from behind the door.