PITBABE - ENGLISH - Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Because his status has changed, the boys who were previously diligent have become even more diligent. Charlie, who was previously just a junior racer with no affiliation, has now grown into a full-fledged racer on the X team.
Even though it hasn't been officially announced to the media, it can be said that it won't be long before fans can get to know the number-one team's newest driver after not introducing new members for such a long time.
Since passing the exam, there has not been a single day when Charlie has not come to practice on the field. The new rider turned on his stopwatch to put together the best laps every day, as many times as possible without asking his trainer whether he needed to work harder or not. Babe never minded driving because it was his life, and driving was the only activity (other than sex) he could do without getting bored.
However, having to get up and ride in the morning is too difficult for a racer who has been in the field like him for years.
When he told the hard-working kid to go to practice alone, he was afraid that that would upset him again (Of course, people like Pit Babe were never reconciled.) As he said, Charlie had recently started to have a habit of being spoiled and being irritable every day. He didn't know who he got that from. Sometimes it seemed to be a good thing that even if he didn't get what he wanted, he wouldn't complain but would rather sit slumped or act like his ears were drooping.
He thought that that kind of attitude is harder to calm than someone whose emotions are screaming out loud, which is why now number one racers like Pit Babe had to stand on the sidelines with an umbrella, wearing sunglasses, a white shirt, and straight jeans. Which has faded.
The pale color made Babe look more like a celebrity than a racer.
And high-heeled boots with pointed toes make the thin Alpha look even more charming. The Alpha's thin body didn't look ordinary, but overall, he looked more suited to be strolling through branded shops than standing under the hot sun next to a racing arena like this.
"Who teaches?"
Way who had just entered asked Babe who was standing with a frown. In between races before the next race day. The members came in full formation, so it wasn't just Charlie who came to practice driving a car on the field, but the others also gathered so that almost the entire team was complete, including Alan, who usually didn't show up often, he still tried hard to get his children ready in the morning.
"North," Babe answered quietly. Still guarding the gray Königsegg circle on the court with the same expression on his face. It seemed like he didn't want to stay here but he couldn't go anywhere.
"Aren't you going to teach him yourself?"
"If I taught him, we would argue with each other. It's better to let North teach."
The answer that came with a calm expression on Babe's face made Way laugh.
This teaches them that even though Charlie is the person Babe likes, he will not be free from Babe's bad temper.
Looks like Charlie might not be able to keep up with the king's driving skills. to the point that he always made Babe angry when he had to teach him.
"Just relax and let it take its course. After all, this is his first time."
"The problem is, this is not the first time. I always say when entering a corner don't let off the gas and don't be afraid of getting hit but he won't listen. He always uses full speed on straight roads, but when coming out of corners. The speed drops drastically. He still dares to complain why he can't have a good time?!"
"Hey, be nice to our new people." Way laughed when he heard Babe's long complaints. He knew that the man must be very upset. "Let him have a wonderful experience first, no need to rush."
"But he has to learn how to control the car and keep it stable. So he doesn't need to waste time holding his hands in a curved position. He is afraid of being overtaken at a corner, but look... Now it turns out he was directly overtaken. He is even stupider than before."
"Well, let's teach each other little by little. He just started driving." Way wrapped his arms around his friend's thin neck and rocked him gently, hoping to help Babe ease his tension.
He knew that when it came to car racing, Babe was always serious, but right now maybe it wasn't just racing that made his friend take him seriously. Maybe because the person sitting behind the wheel was Charlie.
"If you were in my place, would you still be able to say that? You saw him driving."
"But when he was tested, he did well. Even Alan praised him."
"Yeah, he's doing well, but he is still slow." Babe sighed and looked at Charlie's car turning near the side of the field where they were standing.
The kid seems to be deliberately slowing down around there. He wanted to slow down his car to return to Parc Ferme.
"Maybe he will improve after doing it many times."
"When I competed with him my speed was not as fast as usual. But still, he couldn't catch up."
"Um, but that's enough," Way nodded lightly. "Are you still sick?"
"My knees and wrists still hurt. And it's a very stressful time. So Annoying."
"Do you want to see a doctor?"
"I will go. Charlie said he'd take me there this Friday." Babe answered quietly, waving at Charlie as he passed them.
Even though his expression looked like someone drunk in the sunlight, he still tried to respond immediately when he saw that Charlie had opened the window and was smiling at him.
But Charlie didn't know that Babe noticed his eyes when he looked at Way, and Charlie didn't seem very friendly. It seemed like Way hugging his neck was still too much for the jealous child. And at the same time, Way felt unhappy hearing the words that came out of Babe's mouth
"Oh, that's good." But even so, Way still smiled casually, raising his hand to rub his friend's head, "Whatever the doctor says, please tell me. "
"When I have a problem, I will tell you immediately." Babe raised his head with a straight face and thumbs up to push up the sunglasses as if acting like a famous star until the tall man couldn't help but feel irritated.
"Very good," Way said with a smile while looking at his face. He paused for a moment as if he was considering something before asking further.
"Do you want to compete this Saturday? We haven't raced in a long time."
"No."
Way's smiling face turned into a frown. His brows furrowed when Babe suddenly rejected his invitation without wasting any time to think.
"Charlie has qualifiers in the afternoon, I will be busy all day."
Charlie Charlie Charlie
One word is Charlie, two words are Charlie.
"Does this mean Charlie is your son now?"
"Maybe," Babe chuckled, then he grabbed the arm holding his neck and said, "If you have free time, come along."
"Should I come and see it too?"
"If you don't want to see it, that's fine." The owner of the thin body spoke in a small voice before opening his mouth and raising his hand while scratching Way's chin like he was playing with a small puppy. "Or you could flirt with Marshall around here."
"Why would I flirt with Marshall?"
Qualifying was held in the afternoon, one day before the competition day. There will be a qualification or selection of the person with the fastest lap at 1~2 pm. The person who achieves the best qualification will receive the starting position as raw head.
The Marshall is the person who raises the flag to inform the drivers about the situation on the race track, including performing tasks such as helping drivers get out of damaged cars during the race.
"I heard Jay say that the new Marshall is an Omega. He looks cute."
"And?"
"Who knows if you might be interested, you've been single for a long time."
Babe made a mocking face while Way just shook his head with a bored expression.
"Do not bother."
"You don't care? Even though he's not as cute as me, they say he's very cute."
Will Babe know that words like that made him want to do something beyond his limits?
"No, I'm too lazy to flirt." Cara shook his head. "Having to do it every day, I'm tired."
"Oh, that's right." Babe nodded in agreement, before glancing towards the back of the field as if looking for someone. Others might not know it, but Way knows who Babe is looking for.
"Then, I'll go see Charlie first. Just now, when I passed by, I couldn't hear anything."
Not even waiting for Way to answer, Babe raised his hand and lightly patted his close friend's shoulder. Then turned around and walked straight towards Parc Ferme, while Way didn't think he had the courage. What's important enough to keep Babe by his side?
A skinny alpha under a pitch-black umbrella walked quickly from the field towards Parc Ferme which was a wide open area at the back of the field. If it was a competition day, he had to look left, and right and look until he stretched his neck until he found his target car.
However, because currently, no one came to use the field, the familiar Königlekkan could be seen with just one glance.
Charlie's car was parked in the inspection tent, while the driver was standing in the next empty tent.
Next to him is the important trainer, North. North is the only Omega on the team. He was one of the first people to join the team and was very close to Captain Alan. He is a young man with a cute face like a Japanese cartoon character. Slender body like an Omega and less than one hundred and seventy centimeters tall.
Therefore, when he had to stand with the giant child who was one hundred and ninety centimeters tall, he had to look up. His face spoke until his neck almost hurt. Plus he looks really small. But it wasn't the size that made Babe stop and stand there, instead of walking towards Charlie as expected.
The thin Alpha stood by and watched the two people flirting in the tent. With a displeased look on his face, Babe stuck his tongue to his cheek and his feet started tapping lightly on the concrete floor.
It seemed like he was starting to get annoyed. It wasn't because the stupid man was that interested.Charlie laughed heartily. Babe didn't know what the two of them were talking about, but from the looks of it North was pulling a stupid trick to fool a stupid kid like Charlie because even though he was standing a few feet away, he could see that North was secretly pinching a piece of tissue paper into the crooks of his fingers as he he raised his hand to show Charlie but the boy still had his eyes open as wide as goose eggs.
When North shook his hand, the tissue paper appeared. After all, it was to trick children. And of course, it worked. More than expected, Charlie stood up and clapped his hands with a pleasant expression.
And what made him laugh?
Laughing non-stop, no matter what North did, he laughed like crazy. He didn't know what story North told him after the miracle.
Once again, this made Charlie laugh out loud. The alpha boy laughed until he cried and had to lift his glasses to wipe away the tears before shaking his head as the hair in front of him began to grow. Then it fell on his face and annoyed him.
In Babe's eyes, he found Charlie's stubbornness out of other people very annoying, even though he shouldn't.
Believe me, there would still be things more upsetting than North suddenly pulling out the red hair tie he was wearing around his wrist.
The little Omega gently waved his hand, directing Charlie to bow. He went down and grabbed the front of the stupid boy's hair, then tied it with a sweet-colored hair tie.
That was too much.
He had stood here for a long time with his head held high and still had not thought about turning around.
See, right? When he's with me, you always complain a little with a sullen face, but when he's with other people, you smile brightly.
Normally, a puppy smile like that was something only he could see. Then why was he smiling so brightly today?
Very brave.
"SIT!!!"
He didn't know what other people would do. But for Pit Babe, the sound came faster than expected. The loud shout shocked the two of them, who seemed to be in their world.
Of course when the fool turned around he saw Babe who was standing not far away emitting a cruel aura. The young man quickly moved away from North before rushing towards Babe.
"P'Babe! Wait!"
Charlie shouted at Babe, who now turned and dragged his feet and walked away from him and the boy turned to wave at North with a shy smile, then hurriedly ran after Babe.
With an astonished face, North who saw it could only smile in amusement.
An indescribable pleasant feeling.
'Oh, you're so overreacting, do you still dare to say that you two aren't lovers?' North thought to Babe.
"P'Babe! "
Even though Babe didn't even try to run, Charlie panted after trying to catch up with him. It took a little effort to catch up as Babe walked out until he almost reached the parking zone. In general, it is an open page.
Currently, there are only a few cars parked.
Beside it, there is a small garden for spectators to sit or rest together to watch the match, separated by a high wall, between the outer zone and the field entrance which is now not much.
"I don't want to fight, P'Babe," Charlie said calmly as Babe kept turning around when the tall figure tried to grab him.
"You don't need to say anything, watermelon boy."
"Watermelon boy?" The young man raised his eyebrows, not understanding.
Why did Babe call him that? But the next second he had to cry in his heart when he saw the other person's eyes staring at his head and lips in a very displeased manner. The hair tie that North wore had threads woven into the shape of a small watermelon. The boy also wandered around a lot, so Babe called him Watermelon.
"My hair was in my face and it bothered me a little, so he helped tie it out of the way," Charlie said in a soft voice. He tried to reach out and hold Babe's hand without stopping. But the wrinkles didn't lessen. Babe grabbed his hand and refused to give up.
"Old story!!"
"Then, I will create a new story. Calm down, Phi..."
"What's calm? I can't be calm!"
"P'Babe..."
Charlie finally caught the angry man holding him with his big hand. Babe's arms were held so that he wouldn't move away again, and he was very sure that if they touched each other, his previously boring mood would become better.
"You don't have to use that soft voice!"
"I'm sorry."
Rather than argue or make any excuses, Charlie chose to apologize first while the hand slowly pulled back the rubber band, removing the watermelon hair from his hair and rubbing it gently without noticing how messy it was.
"You're Sorry about what?"
"I'm sorry for playing with P'North a lot .You didn't like it right?"
"Do you still have to ask?" Babe asked with a firm voice and expression clearly showing that he was still angry. "You know what happened, why do you have to ask so many times?"
"Crap, I'm sorry, I wasn't careful."
That's so sweet. Babe felt the heat in his heart suddenly soften, just because he heard Charlie's sweet voice and the guilty expression on his face but at the same time, it made him more annoyed every second he looked at that innocent face because he only found out today that Charlie's stupid smile is not only visible in front of him
"Don't be angry, I won't do it again."
"You think just by making your dog face I'll melt?"
"I'm here to apologize. I want you to stop being angry"
"NO"
"P'Babe...." Charlie held Babe's hand and waved it back and forth while making pleading sounds. Babe admitted that he thought he was very cute, but that didn't mean he could stop being annoyed because of his sweet attitude.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...."
"Oh, even if you say it a hundred times, it won't get rid of my annoyance."
"So, what should I do to get rid of it?"
"I don't know. Ask North."
"Oh, Phi... I told you, I'm not interested." The young man pursed his lips and made a gesture.
He wanted to pull Babe into a hug, but that was completely prevented by Babe raising his hand to press the watermelon boy's chest, and, in the end, Charlie received two more light blows.
"Stop!!! No need to hug me, you smell like a rotten watermelon!!"
"Phi, hug me..."
"You smell like omega." Babe pushed Charlie away.
"What's the smell again? You said my smell wasn't strong."
"You smell bad. You don't need to touch me." Babe pulled away after Charlie gave up trying to hug the beautiful Alpha. From the looks of it, he probably needed to keep it quieter. Otherwise, Babe definitely wouldn't let him get close to him.
"Jealous again..." Charlie said softly, with a guilty expression on his face, but I couldn't help being kind to the jealous person in front of me. "We're Jealous of each other every day"
"What am I jealous of?" Babe raised his voice at him, which was an unusual reaction for someone like Babe to admit that directly. That kind of thing is very strange.
"Ask yourself, when the practice was over, instead of walking towards me, you let me walk to you in the heat, and when I arrived, you were playing and laughing with your stupid face. You looked like you were enjoying it. And if I didn't come to you, when would you have walked to me?"
"I thought you would help me check the car, so I stood and waited there," Charlie explained calmly. At the same time, gradually move closer to the other person, relying on a distorted rhythm
He concentrated on mixing it up to his advantage.
"When I get out, I ask you to meet me here."
"When? I didn't see or hear anything."
"When I walked by P'Way was there."
"I don't understand what you are talking about. I came here on my initiative."
"Oh, I saw you waving at me. I thought you heard it."
"I waved because I saw you smiling, Buffalo."
They argued and argued until it finally ended with Charlie managing to hug Babe. This time, the older man offered no resistance. And even though he didn't return the hug and still wore a sullen face, at least not raising his fist to hit him again was considered very kind. Correct?
"Then, can't you survive?"
His mouth groaned but he stood still and let Charlie hold him like that. The young man who saw the person in his arms had calmed down and became heartened. He inhaled the scent of the angry alpha before smiling fondly when he smelled one of his favorite scents on Babe. The smell of jealousy, he could smell this scent very clearly now.
"Did you know that emotions have a smell?" Charlie said. His voice was soft and he tightened his embrace.
"I know, I always smell it."
"And now you can't smell it?"
"Oh, my nose is broken," Babe answered simply. It seemed like he was getting used to not being able to recognize himself quickly.He always said that, but Charlie thought that Babe might still be a little upset when he talked about it
"Every day I can smell the emotions getting better"
"Because you are a dog. Do you know that too?"
"I know, you call the dog every day," Charlie answered with a smile. "And I also know that this kind of smell is called the smell of a jealous person."
"Stop it, you don't have to pretend to know much," said the older man in a firm voice, but what the young man could understand was not as hard as Babe wanted him to see. Charlie only saw irritability, a little feeling of annoyance, jealousy, and joy. He could see how hard he was trying to reconcile.
"Listen, for once, I'm trying to be big-hearted. Tell me, didn't I tell you to take advantage of each other? Now I'm here, and when I'm with you, everything is yours. So what right do you have to smile stupidly at other people?" Babe complained for a long time but Charlie didn't understand him at all.
That's right, his eyes only stared at the older man's plump lips and wanted to stop the voice that was laced with annoyance but still pleasant to the ear and fragrant. Babe's sweet scent seemed to slowly fade away and stick to his body. And after this, wherever Charlie is, there will be no more brave ones. The question again is whether this puppy has an owner or not.
"Charlie!!" Babe raised his fist and lightly hit Charlie in the chest.
"Did you hear me?"
"Listening, I'm listening."
"What did I just say?"
Unable to answer the question, the young dog continued to smile. Babe gave up when he saw that Charlie wasn't listening to what he was saying at all. He couldn't help but punish him by pinching his ears once again, which caused a wailing cry.
"Sorry," Charlie said, stroking his ear.
"You've been apologizing all day." Babe rolled his eyes. Looking at him very uneasy but he didn't look serious.
"After speaking, where does your mind wander to? What do you see? "
"I wasn't thinking about anything, I just saw your face and you were talking."
"Is that true?"
"Yes, whenever you speak, I have to see your face."
Charlie is still looking for a reason to survive, even though it didn't sound like it at all to Babe. He could see clearly that Charlie was just staring at his lips until it seemed more interesting than what he was saying.
"See my face?" Babe kept his face steady. But as he spoke, he raised his head as if to let Charlie see his lips. "Did you see my face just now?"
The boy smiled when he saw Babe's reaction. Charlie's eyes remained glued to his beautiful lips as before while trying to tilt his face towards the other person.
The closer it got to Babe's lips, the more he wanted to touch it, but the seductive person came back and teased him then turned around and refused to be kissed.
"P'Babe..." Charlie made a fussy sound because he was being teased by him.
"What? What would you do?"
"Don't tease me, kiss me..."
"Is that it? You suddenly leaned in to kiss me, are you crazy?"
Babe looked away because the stupid boy kept coming closer and wanted to kiss his lips like a puppy wanting to lick its owner's lips.
"You complain a lot, and your mount asks for a kiss. Can I kiss?"
Babe held back a smile until his cheeks almost burst at Charlie's honest confession and at this moment, Babe accidentally left an opening for the pup to do whatever he wanted. The little boy placed a kiss on those full lips that were good at moaning. He gently pulled away for a moment to check the other party's reaction, and when he saw that Babe didn't say anything, he immediately started acting more confident.
Charlie placed a gentle kiss on his full lips. He wasn't pushy or aggressive like when they kissed during sex.
It was just a kiss that was meant to relieve some of the feelings that were welling up in his heart and he didn't know how to express them.
Therefore, he chose to share it with the person who was the main and only reason that made him crazy like this.
"You stubborn bastard. I get headaches with you a hundred times a day."
Babe moaned softly after Charlie kissed him as hard as he could. And now he just stood there and let the big puppy hold him and sniff his neck because Babe knew he wasn't the only one who was addicted to Charlie's scent. But lately, Charlie has also become very addicted to the smell. The other party wanted to come and kiss him so he often followed suit. He also loves to be seen and cuddled. It was as if he wanted Babe's scent to linger on him.
"Smells good," the young alpha said as he kissed his cheek. "Can I take you anywhere so I can smell you anytime?"
"Don't overdo it, Charlie."
"Seriously, I want to smell like you." He didn't say anything. Charlie hugged him tighter and moved his arms to rub against him. He also seemed to want to carry his scent onto his body.
"It's not you, you always do this," Babe complained while struggling. But he didn't resist at all.
Seriously, because while Charlie was sniffing the sweet hair of the person in his arms, Babe secretly buried his nose in Charlie's broad chest too. He smelled this fragrance and felt very comfortable. He almost forgot how angry he was just now.
"So cute," Charlie pressed his palm to Babe's cheek while praising him with an expression that looked like he wanted to tease someone else again.
"If we weren't outside..."
"Why? What would you do?"
"When you go back to your room, I won't let you go."
"Oh, we do it every day. I'm not afraid." Babe's words caused Charlie to laugh.
And what was strange was that every time the other party laughed, Babe always felt like he was always happier than this big boy.
This feeling is very good.
"Then I'll go see Alan for a while and when we're done, we'll immediately return to the room. I'll be quick."
"Yeah, hurry up. I can't stand it. My body is hot, look at my body and cheeks until they are all red.''
"You're so impatient, Phi."
"It's because of the sunlight!!!" The famous racer spoke sarcastically before laughing out loud at the giant child's embarrassment. Babe looked at his face with a smile, his slender hand rose to the thick palm supporting his cheek, then tilted his face and placed a soft kiss on the palm of his beloved young man.
"What are you doing?"
"I don't know,you guess..."
The owner of the figure simply answered before pressing a kiss on Charlie's palm three times and doing it three times. He realized that it was intentional as if Babe wanted to tell him something.
What did he want to say in three words? And what sentence would come up with such sweet eyes? What is the sentence he has in mind?
Meanwhile, Charlie talked about Saturday's qualifying matches. This time, Babe used his time to tidy up little things in the dressing room. He realized that he had forgotten the bottle of his favorite perfume, and when he got to the field, he decided to take it back. Plus, he also had to take back the old racing shirt he left behind, even though he hasn't had the chance to wear it this season.
The sound of the door opening didn't startle the owner. The figure stood facing his locker and looked back towards the door with a relaxed expression before smiling faintly when he saw that it was the newcomer he had in mind.
"You cleaned everything up?" Way asked.
"Yeah, I left a lot of things here," he answered while tidying his personal belongings in his locker. Whatever needed to be taken back, he put it in a paper bag. As for everything that was not needed, he put them neatly in the locker.
"Have you finished training outside? When you're done, do you want to go out and eat together?" There was silence before it was followed by a hug from behind. Babe, who was busy with his own business, wasn't surprised by this behavior. He and Way had been like this for a long time.
"Don't do this or Charlie will be mad at me again." Babe laughed as his hands grabbed the next item without thinking. "My old problems are still not resolved. Don't add new problems."
"Why do you care about him so much?"
"Who? Charlie?"
"Hmm," Way answered softly, resting his chin on Babe's shoulder. "Why are you afraid he will be angry? I've never seen you like this before."
"Because I'm too lazy to argue with him. Did you know that he is talkative, very annoying, and hard to please?"
"So, do you have to please him?" Way's question and gentle tone of voice made Babe stop. He began to feel that the other person's expression was strange.
The person who usually acted casually, as if he always took everything as a joke, but now became serious and gloomy to the point of making it strange.
"Is there something wrong?" Babe stopped fussing about the things in front of him and asked his close friend in a low voice.
"I feel that you are very strange this time."
"What?"
"Since Charlie came." Way answered while tightening his embrace. Did you know that right now all you have in your head is Charlie all the time."
"And don't you find it strange that you live with him ?"
Babe fell silent when he heard Way's displeased tone. No matter how good he was with other people, with Way, it was different. Way is his best friend and they have been together for a long time, so he can feel Way's feelings more than anyone else. When he thought of making him uncomfortable, Babe felt bad about himself.
"Then what do you want me to do?" The owner of the figure asked calmly.
"Do you want me to treat him like other people before?"
"Can you do that?"
Even though he already knew the answer, Babe still found it difficult to respond. Besides, he felt sad hearing that.
Of course, this is not the first time Way has asked him to stop contacting and dealing with other people. It's true, in the past he never took the time to build a relationship with anyone. And he had never had a relationship like the one he was currently in with Charlie.
There are a few people he likes and he allows them to see him often, but no matter how much he likes them, eventually, Babe will feel like he doesn't want to continue because he knows it will make Way feel bad.
Just like what he is experiencing now.
Bebe knows. And no matter how close they are, friends have no right to control their lives like this. But Way doing this is not the same as manipulating him.
He did that for him. He felt like he shouldn't be in a relationship with anyone else. Moreover, it must be acknowledged that in the past, this was influential and that was his decision all along.
But this time, he would do it differently.
"You and Charlie don't get along very well. Do you think you can stay with him forever?"
Once again, this sentence again....
For Way, there was never anyone who was right for him. He didn't know how many times he had done it until sometimes it made him feel like he wasn't suitable for anyone in this world.
"If you like him, one day you break up, won't you regret it?"
Way's words were like a ready-made move. And Way usually starts by saying Babe and his partner aren't compatible, then he makes him imagine the day he'll regret it if he gets serious with that person.
"Did you know that the more you feel it and when you have to separate, the pain will be doubled."
Why? Why does it always have to be like this?
Why ,when Babe starts to get serious with someone? He made his doubt and fear and feel guilty like this?
Wasn't this something that made him feel guilty? And Babe just wanted to be happy with someone.
And Charlie is that person.
He had never felt this good in his life, so why couldn't Way acknowledge it, it wasn't fair.
"If you want to be sad, just be sad."
After standing and arguing with the things in his head, Babe finally chose to speak up.
"But if you knew you would regret it, wouldn't running from the start be better?"
"And if you tell me to live the life I'm afraid of and make me regret it, when will I be happy?" This was the first time Babe tried to refuse Way's persuasion. but now that he found his voice, he just wanted to keep going. Can't he do that?"
Babe grabbed the arm that was around him and turned to face his friend, his face not looking good.
"I will not leave you. I just want to add another person to my life. Can I just ask for this?"
"Is it just me not enough?"
"It's not the same. You're my friend, but Charlie is.."
"Can't it just be me, Babe?"
What he wanted to say was completely swallowed when Way suddenly said something strange. Babe stood still while staring at the face of his closest friend in life, who was looking at him with strange eyes.
" What do you mean?"
"I know you know what I mean."
"What do you mean?" Babe continued to deny it, even though in his heart he felt so depressed that he wanted to run and get out of there. "Can you stop doing this?'
"Are you saying that Charlie makes you happy and I don't?" Way started to sound harsh, even though the other party had never used a voice like this before with him.
"I... who was always with you all this time, from when you had nothing to today when you have everything"
"Have I never made you happy?"
"Way..."
"Why would you choose someone new when you have everything over someone you've been with when you have nothing?" Every meaning of Way's words pierced his heart until Babe thought he had just made a serious mistake. He felt like a fool who chose to take other things in his life and throw away the good things he had. Deep in his heart, he felt that he should not have such thoughts at all. But because of Way's words and that look, he couldn't stop blaming himself for even a second.
"Do you call that happiness?" Way's eyes looked like he was in excruciating pain, while he was just as hurt as the person who approached him because he wanted a car.
"Okay, this is enough."
"Do you think he loves you, Babe? "
"I don't know, so stop asking!" In the end, Babe did the thing he least wanted to do. He screamed in front of Way, not knowing what to do. He wasn't angry at all with what he said, but because he felt so uncomfortable and made it difficult to breathe, he asked Way to stop talking.
'Please stop telling me what to do. This is my life.' Charlie's voice shouted in his heart.
"Babe, I mean it."
"You don't need to say anything, I don't know anything." Babe didn't give Way a chance to say anything else because no matter how much he didn't like what his friend did, he also had to protect his own heart. That was all he could think about at the moment. "I don't know if he loves me or why he's approaching me. All I care about is that I'm with him now and I'm happy. That's all I care about."
"Can't you just think about this and worry about your feelings?"