PITBABE - ENGLISH - Chapter 26: Chapter 26

As soon as he heard it, the previously calm person seemed to become angry again. Babe clenched his jaw, before preparing to throw a punch at Charlie but fortunately this time he was able to dodge in time and he took advantage of that moment to quickly lock his arms so that the angry person wouldn't hit him again.
"I know what you are thinking but I swear every time we have sex it's not because I want to take your senses as mine," Charlie said softly, now that they were close to each other and Babe was no longer as rampant as before. "I did it because I wanted to do it with you so badly."
"Do you think I will believe you?"
"I've had feelings for you since the first time we had sex," said the tall man in a firm voice. The serious look in Charlie's eyes made Babe feel confused and uncomfortable.
This kid is very good at manipulating people.
Whenever he said it, he could always make him believe it.
"I would be a fool to believe you," Babe gritted his teeth.
"I felt it from the first time and it got stronger every time. I know that at first, you didn't care about me at all. You're only interested in sex because you think it would be fun to have sex with a stupid kid like me."
"Yes, and if I had known you weren't a stupid boy, I would never have let you take me!" Babe said, with anger still filling his eyes. No matter how good Charlie's intentions were, in the end, it all started with a lie. Lied about everything from the first words he said to him. After this, how could he believe words of love coming out of this person's mouth? "I wish I had known from the start that you intended to deceive me. I would never have gotten involved with someone like you."
"I won't let myself cry until you come and pamper me like this. I won't change just because of your fake love."
"P'Babe..."
"Even if you said you loved me from the start, I would never give someone like you a chance."
"Because people like you can only take other people's feelings and throw them away. You say the word love so easily, but you never know how much effort I have to put in to say I love you."
"In my life, I have never thought of using the word love to anyone before but I wanted to use it with you because I thought you were the only person who loved me and was honest with me."
Tears flowed from Babe's eyes. His voice sounded nasal but every word came out clearly. It was clear enough to easily make Charlie cry along with it.
He made a mistake. He used his good intentions in such a stupid way that he had to hurt other people.
But if he didn't do this, Babe would never escape the man's ambition and he knew if he told Babe that he was from that house from day one, he would never let him near him again.
Maybe his life was destined to be like this from the start.
"I know my lie was a mistake. I have nothing to defend," said Charlie with tears streaming down his cheeks. He had made up his mind not to cry again in front of Babe, because he didn't want this person to think he was acting like he was playing the victim. But when he saw how sad his loved one was, he couldn't hold back his tears every time. "And I don't know what to say to make you believe that I love you."
"You never loved me..."
"I love you so much, P'Babe!"
Charlie doesn't know how to use beautiful words, only stupid things like love.
"If you don't believe me today, I will continue to love you until you believe me."
"Stop saying nonsensical things like that. Do you think I'll be fooled into believing it again? I'm not that stupid."
"Loving you is not difficult for me at all."
"Of course, the word love for a cheater is not difficult to say."
"You made me love racing and racing made me fall in love with you."
Lie!!
It's all lies!!
"If you say your first love is car racing, then my first love is you."
Apart from Charlie being the person who made him know the feeling called love, today was another time that person taught him that. Both love and hate, what does it feel like?
Babe approached Charlie. He grabbed the face that wasn't covered in glasses and bruises, before bringing himself closer to kiss him without giving the tall figure time to prepare. Charlie looked shocked to suddenly be pulled into a kiss like this but he certainly responded very well. They caressed each other more intimately than before. Charlie's wet clothes were removed by Babe's hands. The two alphas kissed each other as they walked towards the bed. Babe broke the kiss before pushing Charlie onto the bed and guiding herself toward him without hesitation.
The kissing game showed no signs of ending easily, their kiss was now full of chaos but couldn't be stopped at all. Their hands hurriedly removed each other's clothes. Charlie's white shirt had been torn by Babe, causing the buttons to come undone, but no one cared. On the other hand, it also made Charlie so impatient that he had to roll over and make Babe lie down in his place.
"Umh..." Soft moans escaped their throats when their mouths still hadn't left each other's mouths. The sound of saliva from the exchange of kisses echoed in his ears, making both of them excited. Charlie's hands which were undoing his belt and trouser buckles were shaking so badly that it irritated him. But in the end, it worked because the young alpha pulled him impatiently.
"Ahhh!"
A sweet moan escaped as Charlie's hot rod penetrated Babe's body all at once. His body responded well to Charlie's touch because they had started this activity before. If it weren't for all the chaos that happened just now, he would have reached heaven many times.
"Shia... Ah!" Both Alphas moaned in rhythm with Charlie's movements. The tall figure straddling the top buried his face in the crook of Babe's neck, holding onto each other's trembling bodies as they penetrated their desires with all their might. The more they argued, the more they wanted each other. It was a contradiction they had long been aware of because there was never a time when they argued that they didn't have sex afterward.
This time their sex was not accompanied by conversation or stimulating words like other times. Only faint moans and gasps of lust could be heard. They weren't caressing each other like usual, there was only wild passion. They inhaled each other's scent and threw their desires into their bodies as if the only goal they wanted to achieve right now was orgasm.
"Don't forget to breathe," Charlie whispered into Babe's ear as he realized that Babe was so tired and drunk on the taste of sex that he had forgotten to breathe, and when he heard the warning, he forced a large amount of air into his lungs.
Charlie hugged Babe, burying his face in the crook of his neck to breathe in the sweet scent he loved while his hips moved without rest. Babe's channels had been well prepared by him and the lubricant put in during their previous activities was still there. Therefore, their rhythm flowed as smoothly as usual.
But something felt strange. Suddenly, he felt like a baby twitching for a moment before being followed by sobs and that's what made Charlie stop everything to look at Babe.
"P'Babe..."
Charlie called in shock when he found Babe crying while they were having sex but he didn't tell him to stop, instead crying silently, that was what made him feel the most guilty.
"What's wrong? Does it hurt?" The tall figure said impatiently, moving to remove that part of his body and pulling the blanket over the other person. Meanwhile, Babe, who was crying, just shook his head slowly and sobbed.
It was then that Charlie realized that what made Babe cry was not physical pain, but rather mental pain so severe that the things that used to make him happy became so uncomfortable that he cried.
Babe raised his hands to cover his face and couldn't stop crying. He started it himself because he thought it would help him forget all the crazy stuff. Every time he had sex with Charlie, it was a pleasure that make his head clear and he forgot about everything but today that didn't happen at all even though Charlie put his dick inside him.
He kept thinking about all the time that had passed between him and Charlie and kept asking in his mind what was right. When Charlie hugged him, kissed him, when they had sex, when he expressed his worries, when he was jealous and quarrelsome... He protected and cared for him well not letting anything hurt him, including the tips of his fingernails. Or even when Charlie said he loved him.
Was there a moment where Charlie said it from the heart?
He couldn't stop thinking about it.
"Sorry, please don't cry. I won't do it again," Charlie apologized guiltily. A large hand reached out and gently rubbed Babe's head but after just a few touches, the other person brushed it off.
"You can go back."
"P'Babe..."
"I really can't bear to see your face. Please stay away from me."
When he said that sentence, Babe didn't see him at all. The other person kept raising his hand to cover his face as if to show that he really couldn't bear to look at it, and such an attitude hurt Charlie to the point of being unable to speak.
From what he thought, Babe was the one watching him all the time. Today, he didn't even want to see his face. From someone who always felt happy to get his touch and sleep in the same bed, now he cried because of his touch.
He did not want to leave Babe at all but because of the other person's awkward attitude, he did not dare to stay there any longer. What he did alone must have caused Babe enough pain. Therefore, seeing his face now would be intolerable for Babe.
Charlie quietly got up and put on his clothes, his eyes still staring at the person lying on the bed, unable to remove his gaze. Babe pulled the blanket over himself and turned his body, having his back facing Charlie. Not a word came out of his partner's mouth and there was no sign of doubt about what had been said. In Babe's heart, he didn't want Charlie to leave here.
"You can sleep tonight," Charlie said softly after straightening his clothes. Even though the top 4 buttons of his shirt were undone and he didn't look as neat as he should be, right now maybe that didn't matter that much. "I'll sleep with you later. You can always call me if there's anything."
There was no answer from the person he was talking to. Such a cold attitude was worthy of punishing someone like him.
"Wake up, shower, and wash your hair. Don't sleep like that."
Even though he was leaving, Charlie still found something to cry about.
"And don't forget dinner too. I'll go eat too."
"Let's eat together next time."
After the last sentence ended, there was the sound of the bedroom door closing, and a few seconds later, came the sound of the automatic door locking outside.
Charlie was gone.
"SAT..!!!!!."
After trying to hold it in, Babe finally let out a sob. He curled up under the blanket and screamed in pain. He didn't even know what he wanted right now. When Charlie was there, he was in so much pain that he couldn't bear to see his face but when the child left, he felt like his heart would break. He was afraid this would be the last time he saw Charlie walk out of his room. A part of him wanted the other person around but did not know how he could continue to be with Charlie if there was still a wound in his heart like this.
Why is love so difficult?
Babe kept asking himself that question over and over again, and the funny thing was that, if he had the chance to turn back time, on that very day, he would have still ordered Charlie to come to him.
Jeff had guessed from the start that something was up when he heard his brother's voice on the phone but he didn't expect it to be this bad. The condition of the other person standing at the door of his room, he couldn't recognize at all.
Charlie didn't say a word when he arrived. He seemed very lost and tired. His face was pale and the clothes he wore were soaked so he had to look for new clothes to change into. When he was done changing clothes he just sat there like a doll without batteries. Jeff boiled noodles for him but Charlie refused to eat them. Only sat there and smelled it. In the end, he decided to open the refrigerator and took out a can of beer. Charlie took action for the first time, namely taking a can of beer, opening the lid, and drinking it calmly.
"Are you not going to tell me?"
Jeff, who was sitting with his chin resting on the dining table said lazily while looking at his brother's face with both tiredness and pity. But Charlie still refused to say anything.
"If you don't tell me, I'll kick you out. Coming for no reason, I won't let you stay with me."
"Do you have a boyfriend now?" Hearing his threat, Charlie finally opened his mouth to speak. And that made Jeff realize that his brother's condition was really serious because Charlie's voice was hoarse.
"What does this have to do with having a boyfriend?"
"Because I won't let you stay in the room."
"I have many. Have you ever had a girlfriend?" He knew that the other party meant to tease him, "Why are you silent? So, are you telling or not?"
"You already know. Why do you want me to tell you again?"
The words "Already know" were words that had a direct meaning. Jeff didn't simply predict this would happen. But the other party knew it would happen.
As he said, Jeff was the younger brother who had been with him since childhood. They were not siblings of the same blood but in practice, he viewed other people as his younger siblings. Jeff was taken to his home shortly after him. At that time, everyone at home was quite surprised because Pa suddenly adopted an omega when he usually only cared about alpha children. This move made everyone convinced that Jeff was not just an omega.
Jeff saw the future.
It sounded strange and scary but it was truly an ability that was within him. Otherwise, the old man would never have brought an omega home. Jeff's presence provided enormous benefits in his business and every aspect of his life. He was given the position of favorite son and this was mainly because Jeff already could control his ability at such a young age. This gave him more freedom than the other children.
At age 11, Jeff began to feel that staying at home was no longer a good idea. He refused to tell him the reason and continued to say he wanted to be free. After just one day, when Jeff asked his bodyguard to help him buy snacks at a newly opened shop near his house, the boy ran outside and was hit by a car, causing him to spend almost three weeks in the hospital.
After leaving the hospital, Jeff's predictions were no longer accurate. No matter what you ask, Jeff would answer as usual. However, the results caused more damage than those random predictions. Therefore, Pa argued that the accident caused Jeff to lose his ability to predict the future and caused him to be kicked out of the house. In reality, that was what Jeff wanted.
Jeff was finally free from the man even though he still had his abilities intact.
"Here's what you have to do in case things don't get better," Jeff said casually. It didn't mean he wasn't worried about Charlie but because he had seen everything he did not feel surprised. "I think venting will help you feel better."
"Where to?"
"Psychiatrist"
"Do you know a psychiatrist?"
"Oh, I found one when I searched on Google," answered the young man with a bored expression. Charlie was very smart and intelligent otherwise, he wouldn't have been able to graduate from a foreign university but sometimes he was so clueless. It wasn't strange that Babe always called him a stupid bastard.
"But psychiatrists can't help with this problem," Charlie sighed softly before lifting the beer can and shoving it down his throat with a large spoon.
"Says who? Heartbroken people often go to a psychiatrist."
"I'm not heartbroken."
"He doesn't love you. If I don't call you heartbroken, what should I call you then?"
"He said he loved me," the young alpha argued, annoyed that Jeff had said Babe didn't love him. Seeing Charlie's childish behavior like that, Jeff felt a little relieved. At least he could still talk about it. "But right now he's angry."
"He was very angry."
"And I regret it."
"Very sorry"
Charlie pursed his lips, displeased with Jeff's flat expression. Apart from not encouraging him, he made his situation worse. Was it right or wrong to come to see this child?
"I'm not going to say, 'I told you, why didn't you listen?' because it already happened."
"You just said it, ai sat!"
"Just pretend I didn't say that," Jeff shrugged nonchalantly. Meanwhile, Charlie slammed his head on the table. Now he had a headache and felt very tired. He did not know whether it was because he was under a lot of stress or because he was exposed to rain and fell ill. Or maybe a combination of both? But right now, he felt like his head was going to explode. "Do you want to sleep? You look sick."
"I can't sleep," Charlie answered softly, still lying on his stomach. "He probably won't sleep either."
"If he doesn't sleep, won't you sleep either?"
"If Babe is like that, how can I fall asleep?"
From the beginning, it seemed like he was just talking but Charlie's voice became muffled, followed by soft sobs.
When he came, his eyes were very swollen, and he was about to cry again. Tomorrow, when he wakes up, he probably won't forget it.
"Do you love him?"
"I love him. If I didn't love him, would I be like this?"
Charlie answered without thinking at all. That's not too surprising. Because for him who had known Charlie since childhood, it was the first time he saw Charlie being loyal to someone. It's true, in the past Charlie would look after him and chase away the alphas who liked to bother him but that's different from what Charlie did with Babe. Charlie did not just try to protect Babe all the time but dared to leave everything for that person without the slightest hesitation.
The Charlie of the past was nothing like the Charlie of the present. In the past, Charlie was a quiet child. He was always shy and serious about everything. Also rarely played and had fun like other children. His only interest was two things. The first was studying, and the second was Pa's orders.
Charlie saw Pa as a benefactor who had the right to determine life and death in his own life. He never disobeyed his father's orders. Whatever it was, he would follow it like a robot. But everything changed completely when Charlie started going to the racetrack and met Babe.
Charlie smiled and could laugh so hard that he was still shocked. In the past, no matter what happened, Charlie always kept it in his heart. But now the child dared to act angry, irritated, and spoiled like a normal person. For others, this may not be a surprising change but for him who always watched Charlie's development, he has to say that this was the best change in his life.
From robot to human...
And the person who made Charlie like this was undoubtedly Babe.
"...I love Babe so much, Jeff."
Charlie said in a shaky voice as he dropped his head on the table and screamed until his broad shoulders shook pathetically. But he wouldn't tell Charlie to stop crying now. After all, this was probably the best thing anyone could do right now.
"If P'Babe doesn't forgive me, how can I survive?"
"I only found out what it was like to have my own life when I met Babe and if after this I don't have Babe..." Charlie's voice trailed off as if the speaker didn't even want to think about that kind of future which Jeff understood all too well.
"Yeah, I understand," Jeff answered simply, before reaching out and gently stroking the old man's head. It was probably the most helpful. After all, this was a problem that Charlie had to deal with himself. "Do you know now what it's like to love someone?"
"I don't want Babe to go. I still want Babe, Jeff. I can't live without him."
But this is a human weakness.
The robot's job was simply to follow direct orders. That's not honesty or commitment. It was just a command system that told it to work and move but it's different from humans. We always give something back. We need something or someone to hold onto and we give back in any way we can.
"Do you want to eat? You could starve to death!"
"Tell Babe to eat first, then I will eat."
It seemed like Charlie wanted to protect Babe long before he even saw his face and Babe gave Charlie a life he's never experienced before.