SIYAASAT - Chapter 64: Chapter 64
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                    Swadheenta
I instantly make the distance between Ayaan and me when I saw Sohani approaching us.
Ohh my god, what is she doing here?
" Hii" she greeted us as she stands in front of us, I smile nervously, Ayaan's condition is same as mine.
" Tum log akele akele party kar rahe ho," she asked smiling, I smile at her but from inside I'm feeling fear.
[ You guys are partying alone]
Ohh god if she says something then forgot about divorce and his ego will boost more that only he is in my life and he will be.
I feel a gaze on me and I turned to find Rehan staring at me. Is my fear showing on my face? Of course, it is. I move my hand on my forehead wiping if there is some sweat.
" Umm who is he?" Sohani asked wiggling her eyebrows at me, I knitted my eyebrows is she teasing me.
" Hi I'm Rehan" he forwards his hand " Swadheenta's.." he glanced at me with a smirk on his lips and I understood his intentions.
" Friend, Swadheenta's friend" I completed with a fake smile and glare at Rehan.
No need to tell the world about that relationship which is already finished.
" Ohh I'm Sohani Ayaan's girlfriend" she smiled and wrapped her arms around Ayaan's arm.
Ohhh noo.
I look towards Rehan to see his reaction he knitted his eyebrows in confusion then look at me and his expression changed and a smirk came on his lips.
He knows!
" Do whatever Swadheenta, lied how much you want but you're mine"
No, I can't let this happen I want a divorce at any cost.
I turned to look at Ayaan and Sohani, Ayaan shook his head telling me no.
"Ex-girlfriend, Sohani," I said firmly and her expression changed she remove her arm and stood straight.
" What are you saying?"
" I'm saying truth he was your boyfriend you broke up with him now he is mine and don't even think of coming between us" I took a step forward towards her.
" Swadheenta what are you saying? You said you and Ayaan were acting, right?" She asked and I glance at Rehan he is looking at the scene keenly I somehow have to make him believe Ayaan is my boyfriend.
" Acting? I think you have lost it Sohani. You left Ayaan and when Ayaan is happy with me you come back to claim him as yours, he is mine" she looked at me shocked then glanced at Ayaan.
" Swadheenta what are you..." I interrupted Ayaan in between.
" I'm saying truth Ayaan " I pulled Ayaan towards me " don't let this girl control you that whenever she wants she can come and go and you Sohani" I left Ayaan and goes towards her.
" Day after tomorrow is our engagement you can come and see what is truth" although the words are for Rehan I said looking at Sohani, tears forming in her eyes.
I'm sorry, just let Rehan go from here and I'll tell you all truth.
I turned and looked at Rehan and what made me shocked was that he also have tears in his eyes.
Does Maharaj's ego hurt that bad?
" You'll never change Ayaan," Sohani said and turn to leave I grab Ayaan's wrist before he go behind her.
Rehan look at me for a second and also left from there. Ayaan snatches his wrist from my hand and goes behind Sohani.
I shouldn't have done this but I promise I'll make everything alright.
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Morning
I come out of the washroom and picked up my phone to see if Sohani has given replied to messages and calls.
Nothing.
She blocked me.
I sigh and sat on the bed. Maybe Ayaan had told truth to Sohani last night and everything till now and if not then I'll tell Sohani everything and apologize to her.
My gaze fell on the nightstand a envelope was laying there. I picked it up. Are there Divorce papers inside?
My heart starts beating fast and I feel an unknown uneasiness. My mind is also not in the right place I want Rehan to sign the papers and don't want to but he must have signed them because his ego is more than anything.
I close my eyes and open the paper it's a printed document.
Swadheenta,
What did you think? I want you and you'll go and marry that Ayaan and I'll just sit and watch I'll not let that happen. You're mine only mine.
I feel a shiver reading this. Who sends this Rehan? But there is no sigh like Maharani. What I'm thinking is who must be beside him.
But...
The paper was snatched from my hand and I look up and found Ayaan.
" Ohh Ayaan, how's Sohani? She listened to you, right?" I asked and take in his condition, eyes red under them dark circles like he didn't sleep last night and hair messy.
" You think" he spat at me.
" Ayaan " I stand up " I know whatever I did last night wasn't right and I'm sorry " I was explaining to him when he starts chuckling and then laughing.
" Sorry" he chuckled" you're sorry. You know I have run behind her for six months and after using you to jealous her she came back to me and you made her doubt me again and now you're sorry" he glared at me from his bloodshot eyes.
" Ayaan," I said softly and raise my hand to put it on his shoulder but he jerk my hand.
" Don't touch me"
" You have any idea what you did" he steps towards me " you snatched the love of my life and you're sorry" he shouted at me.
" She is my love. I can't see her hurt and because of you she had tears in her eyes" he take another step towards me with each word he come towards me.
" You made her doubt me"
" YOU MADE HER QUESTION MY LOVE"
" Because I don't have an option" I screamed.
" I don't have any option Rehan was standing there. He is already obsessed with the fact to bring me back he already thinks that there is no one in my life besides him and he'll never give me a divorce I asked peacefully last time and he put my Bhai behind the bars on fake allegations I don't want something happened to my family that's it is the only option I had to hurt his ego show him that I can have someone other than him so he left me" I stop and took deep breaths to calm down myself.
" What do you think? You'll say you're my girlfriend and he'll back off because his ego will hurt? If he wants you then no one can stop him from having you. Forget about being girlfriend if you had married me he will still not leave you"
" He wants you in fact he loves you, you can get divorced from him but remember that damn piece of paper will not able to stop him" I feel anger listening to him.
" He loves you damnit there are a thousand girls are in line for him but he is still running behind you"
" He Didn't Love Me"
" THIS IS YOUR MISUNDERSTANDING "
" Stop it Ayaan no need to shout I know you're hurt but there is no need to announce it to neighbours," I said calmly crossing my arms against my chest.
I'm afraid my room is not sound proof what if my family members listened to everything.
" Fine Swadheenta but you have to come with me and tell everything to Sohani," he said calmly.
" Did I say no?" I raise my eyebrow and he turned but turned back grabbed my arms.
" Just remember Swadheenta agar mujhe mera pyaar nahi mila na toh me Rehan ko bhi nahi milene dunga be ready to get married to me " he growled looking straight in my eyes and I gulped.
[ If I don't get my love I will not let Rehan get his too]
What happened to my sweet, mischievous friend? The person who is standing is someone else.
" Ayaan you're hurting me" he left my arms and grabbed my wrist before dragging me with himself I heard Ma call me but Ayaan already dragged me outside.
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Sohani's home
Sohani is sitting on the couch, Ayaan is standing crossing his arms over his chest and glaring at me and I'm standing in front of Sohani trying to make her understand for the past half n hour. She is ready to come in after throwing some curses at me and I heard them because I'm at fault.
I have told all the things from starting when I met Ayaan how I asked him to help me even showed her proofs of my and Rehan's marriage.
Par devi toh manne ke liye taiyar hi nahi hai.
[She is not ready to listen]
" Sohani yar enough ab me kya bhagwan ko bhula lau ki sach batane ke liye" I shouted frustratingly.
[ I know you are angry but what do I do? Ask go to come down to rell you truth]
" I don't believe you neither I believe him" she stand up and pointed toward Ayaan.
Yaha pyaar se kaam nahi ho raha hai gusse se karna padega.
" Great won't believe him but remember one thing. There is no relationship which survives without trust and I'm such a fool that I help Ayaan in getting back to you because you don't deserve him"
" Swadheenta" I heard Ayaan warn me.
" No Ayaan it's true" I glanced at Ayaan " you know how much he loves you but you don't have this much trust in him" she looks up at me angrily.
Great my plan is working.
" She doesn't deserve you" I looked at Ayaan" and it's high time that you stop running behind him and find someone else who is worthy for you because she is clearly not" I spat and she looked shocked.
" Come Ayaan" I grab his arm and tried to drag him with me.
" What did you do Swadheenta!" He said through clenched teeth.
" Relax, now come with me she will call back"
" Why would..."
" Just come"
" Wait" I heard Sohani say.
Yesss.
She comes and stands in front of us.
" You're right Swadheenta," she said.
I'm always right. Ab jaldi se patch up kar lo.
" Ayaan mere layak hi nahi hai I deserve better" she spat at Ayaan and my mouth gets opened in shock.
" I'll myself kick you out of my house" she grabbed Ayaan's wrist and closed the door on our faces.
" Ayaan," I said and slowly look at him before he can anything I said.
" I'm sorry, I'm sorry my plan didn't work I'll go and apologize more, ok?" He didn't say anything and turned and start walking on the road.
" Ayaan I'm sorry" I go behind him but he is fast so I have to run behind him.
" Ayaan listen to me it was not my plan" he didn't turn back.
" Ayaan...." I didn't say anything after because someone placed a hand on my mouth and I felt myself going upside down.
Am I kidnapped?
I wiggled and scream trying to come out of his hold but the familiar presence I feel made me stop.
" Rehan," I said as he throw me at the seat of the car and shut the door before I can move. He comes inside from another side and starts driving without even looking at me.
He stops in front of Night club and goes out and opens my side door before I can move he again lifted me on his shoulder.
" Rehan put me down" he ignored me and move inside the club by now I start feeling dizzy.
I feel myself thrown on something soft and I instantly sat up moving my hair away from my face.
" Rehan this is kidnapping" I shouted but he didn't say anything instead he closed the door and lock it.
I gulped what does he want?
He turned towards me and remove his blazer. I look at his face to know what is running in his mind but he is looking at me emotionlessly.
He starts taking steps toward the bed by opening his shirt buttons one by one and I move back on the bed as he comes toward me.
" Re- han" I cleared my throat. Where is your confidence gone Swadheenta?
" Rehan don't do anything" my heart is beating so fast.
" Agar tumne kuch kiya na toh me tum par aisa case lagaungi ki tum sida jail jaoge" I threatened pointing at him but my words didn't affect him.
[ If you try to do something I will put case on you]
Why is everyone scaring me from morning?
He stood at the edge of the bed and my breathing stopped.
" Reha...ahhh" I sudden scream left my mouth when he pulled my ankle and I lay down on the bed it didn't take him time to climb up and hover over me.
" Rehan," I said slowly looking at his dark eyes.
"Shh," he places his hand against my mouth.
" You talk too much" he dipped his head in and whisper against my neck I feel shudder at the feeling of his lips touching my skin.
" You are the first girl who entered my life" I open my eyes with a jerk when I heard him whisper.
" There is no one before you and there will be no one after you I know you're angry because you thought there is something between me and Roma but there is nothing. I know I did wrong and I'm apologizing please forgive me and come back" I close my eyes, and my heart started to melt at his words I wanted to trust everything.
He move his head up and I open my eyes slowly and saw him gazing at me for a moment I forgot everything, every problem, every thought and just stare at his eyes.
He move my hand to his chest and slide his shirt aside and I gasped.
It's a tattoo of my name, the same as I have his.
I look up at him he moves me to his mouth and kisses my hand.
Suddenly a sound comes and blinks looking around. He move back and I sat up taking out my phone.
" Ha Bhai"
" Where are you?" Ohh, damn kahi unko pata toh nahi chal gaya.
" Kahi bhi toh nahi," I said nervously.
" Go back home Ma is worried"
I cut the call after saying yes and move to get down but a grip on my arm stops me.
" Where are you going?" He asked me.
" Home, Ma is worried," I thought he'll stop me but he let go of my wrist.
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" If he wants you then on one can stop him from having you. Forget about being girlfriend if you had married me he will still not leave you"
" He loves you"
Is Ayaan's word true?
If he doesn't have feelings for me why would he make a tattoo of my name. He can choose any girl after all he is King.
" Ohh hoo kya baat hai bade dino baat apko muskurate huye dekha" Kirti teased me sitting beside me on the couch my smile turned more bigger and I turned towards her.
[ I saw you smiling after days]
" Mujhe na kuch batana tha..." I grab her both hands and look at her with excitement.
[ I want to share something]
" Rehan"
" Rajkumari Swadheenta" my smile fell hearing the voice. I stood up and turned and my eyes widened.
" Maharani" I gasped.
                
            
        I instantly make the distance between Ayaan and me when I saw Sohani approaching us.
Ohh my god, what is she doing here?
" Hii" she greeted us as she stands in front of us, I smile nervously, Ayaan's condition is same as mine.
" Tum log akele akele party kar rahe ho," she asked smiling, I smile at her but from inside I'm feeling fear.
[ You guys are partying alone]
Ohh god if she says something then forgot about divorce and his ego will boost more that only he is in my life and he will be.
I feel a gaze on me and I turned to find Rehan staring at me. Is my fear showing on my face? Of course, it is. I move my hand on my forehead wiping if there is some sweat.
" Umm who is he?" Sohani asked wiggling her eyebrows at me, I knitted my eyebrows is she teasing me.
" Hi I'm Rehan" he forwards his hand " Swadheenta's.." he glanced at me with a smirk on his lips and I understood his intentions.
" Friend, Swadheenta's friend" I completed with a fake smile and glare at Rehan.
No need to tell the world about that relationship which is already finished.
" Ohh I'm Sohani Ayaan's girlfriend" she smiled and wrapped her arms around Ayaan's arm.
Ohhh noo.
I look towards Rehan to see his reaction he knitted his eyebrows in confusion then look at me and his expression changed and a smirk came on his lips.
He knows!
" Do whatever Swadheenta, lied how much you want but you're mine"
No, I can't let this happen I want a divorce at any cost.
I turned to look at Ayaan and Sohani, Ayaan shook his head telling me no.
"Ex-girlfriend, Sohani," I said firmly and her expression changed she remove her arm and stood straight.
" What are you saying?"
" I'm saying truth he was your boyfriend you broke up with him now he is mine and don't even think of coming between us" I took a step forward towards her.
" Swadheenta what are you saying? You said you and Ayaan were acting, right?" She asked and I glance at Rehan he is looking at the scene keenly I somehow have to make him believe Ayaan is my boyfriend.
" Acting? I think you have lost it Sohani. You left Ayaan and when Ayaan is happy with me you come back to claim him as yours, he is mine" she looked at me shocked then glanced at Ayaan.
" Swadheenta what are you..." I interrupted Ayaan in between.
" I'm saying truth Ayaan " I pulled Ayaan towards me " don't let this girl control you that whenever she wants she can come and go and you Sohani" I left Ayaan and goes towards her.
" Day after tomorrow is our engagement you can come and see what is truth" although the words are for Rehan I said looking at Sohani, tears forming in her eyes.
I'm sorry, just let Rehan go from here and I'll tell you all truth.
I turned and looked at Rehan and what made me shocked was that he also have tears in his eyes.
Does Maharaj's ego hurt that bad?
" You'll never change Ayaan," Sohani said and turn to leave I grab Ayaan's wrist before he go behind her.
Rehan look at me for a second and also left from there. Ayaan snatches his wrist from my hand and goes behind Sohani.
I shouldn't have done this but I promise I'll make everything alright.
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Morning
I come out of the washroom and picked up my phone to see if Sohani has given replied to messages and calls.
Nothing.
She blocked me.
I sigh and sat on the bed. Maybe Ayaan had told truth to Sohani last night and everything till now and if not then I'll tell Sohani everything and apologize to her.
My gaze fell on the nightstand a envelope was laying there. I picked it up. Are there Divorce papers inside?
My heart starts beating fast and I feel an unknown uneasiness. My mind is also not in the right place I want Rehan to sign the papers and don't want to but he must have signed them because his ego is more than anything.
I close my eyes and open the paper it's a printed document.
Swadheenta,
What did you think? I want you and you'll go and marry that Ayaan and I'll just sit and watch I'll not let that happen. You're mine only mine.
I feel a shiver reading this. Who sends this Rehan? But there is no sigh like Maharani. What I'm thinking is who must be beside him.
But...
The paper was snatched from my hand and I look up and found Ayaan.
" Ohh Ayaan, how's Sohani? She listened to you, right?" I asked and take in his condition, eyes red under them dark circles like he didn't sleep last night and hair messy.
" You think" he spat at me.
" Ayaan " I stand up " I know whatever I did last night wasn't right and I'm sorry " I was explaining to him when he starts chuckling and then laughing.
" Sorry" he chuckled" you're sorry. You know I have run behind her for six months and after using you to jealous her she came back to me and you made her doubt me again and now you're sorry" he glared at me from his bloodshot eyes.
" Ayaan," I said softly and raise my hand to put it on his shoulder but he jerk my hand.
" Don't touch me"
" You have any idea what you did" he steps towards me " you snatched the love of my life and you're sorry" he shouted at me.
" She is my love. I can't see her hurt and because of you she had tears in her eyes" he take another step towards me with each word he come towards me.
" You made her doubt me"
" YOU MADE HER QUESTION MY LOVE"
" Because I don't have an option" I screamed.
" I don't have any option Rehan was standing there. He is already obsessed with the fact to bring me back he already thinks that there is no one in my life besides him and he'll never give me a divorce I asked peacefully last time and he put my Bhai behind the bars on fake allegations I don't want something happened to my family that's it is the only option I had to hurt his ego show him that I can have someone other than him so he left me" I stop and took deep breaths to calm down myself.
" What do you think? You'll say you're my girlfriend and he'll back off because his ego will hurt? If he wants you then no one can stop him from having you. Forget about being girlfriend if you had married me he will still not leave you"
" He wants you in fact he loves you, you can get divorced from him but remember that damn piece of paper will not able to stop him" I feel anger listening to him.
" He loves you damnit there are a thousand girls are in line for him but he is still running behind you"
" He Didn't Love Me"
" THIS IS YOUR MISUNDERSTANDING "
" Stop it Ayaan no need to shout I know you're hurt but there is no need to announce it to neighbours," I said calmly crossing my arms against my chest.
I'm afraid my room is not sound proof what if my family members listened to everything.
" Fine Swadheenta but you have to come with me and tell everything to Sohani," he said calmly.
" Did I say no?" I raise my eyebrow and he turned but turned back grabbed my arms.
" Just remember Swadheenta agar mujhe mera pyaar nahi mila na toh me Rehan ko bhi nahi milene dunga be ready to get married to me " he growled looking straight in my eyes and I gulped.
[ If I don't get my love I will not let Rehan get his too]
What happened to my sweet, mischievous friend? The person who is standing is someone else.
" Ayaan you're hurting me" he left my arms and grabbed my wrist before dragging me with himself I heard Ma call me but Ayaan already dragged me outside.
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Sohani's home
Sohani is sitting on the couch, Ayaan is standing crossing his arms over his chest and glaring at me and I'm standing in front of Sohani trying to make her understand for the past half n hour. She is ready to come in after throwing some curses at me and I heard them because I'm at fault.
I have told all the things from starting when I met Ayaan how I asked him to help me even showed her proofs of my and Rehan's marriage.
Par devi toh manne ke liye taiyar hi nahi hai.
[She is not ready to listen]
" Sohani yar enough ab me kya bhagwan ko bhula lau ki sach batane ke liye" I shouted frustratingly.
[ I know you are angry but what do I do? Ask go to come down to rell you truth]
" I don't believe you neither I believe him" she stand up and pointed toward Ayaan.
Yaha pyaar se kaam nahi ho raha hai gusse se karna padega.
" Great won't believe him but remember one thing. There is no relationship which survives without trust and I'm such a fool that I help Ayaan in getting back to you because you don't deserve him"
" Swadheenta" I heard Ayaan warn me.
" No Ayaan it's true" I glanced at Ayaan " you know how much he loves you but you don't have this much trust in him" she looks up at me angrily.
Great my plan is working.
" She doesn't deserve you" I looked at Ayaan" and it's high time that you stop running behind him and find someone else who is worthy for you because she is clearly not" I spat and she looked shocked.
" Come Ayaan" I grab his arm and tried to drag him with me.
" What did you do Swadheenta!" He said through clenched teeth.
" Relax, now come with me she will call back"
" Why would..."
" Just come"
" Wait" I heard Sohani say.
Yesss.
She comes and stands in front of us.
" You're right Swadheenta," she said.
I'm always right. Ab jaldi se patch up kar lo.
" Ayaan mere layak hi nahi hai I deserve better" she spat at Ayaan and my mouth gets opened in shock.
" I'll myself kick you out of my house" she grabbed Ayaan's wrist and closed the door on our faces.
" Ayaan," I said and slowly look at him before he can anything I said.
" I'm sorry, I'm sorry my plan didn't work I'll go and apologize more, ok?" He didn't say anything and turned and start walking on the road.
" Ayaan I'm sorry" I go behind him but he is fast so I have to run behind him.
" Ayaan listen to me it was not my plan" he didn't turn back.
" Ayaan...." I didn't say anything after because someone placed a hand on my mouth and I felt myself going upside down.
Am I kidnapped?
I wiggled and scream trying to come out of his hold but the familiar presence I feel made me stop.
" Rehan," I said as he throw me at the seat of the car and shut the door before I can move. He comes inside from another side and starts driving without even looking at me.
He stops in front of Night club and goes out and opens my side door before I can move he again lifted me on his shoulder.
" Rehan put me down" he ignored me and move inside the club by now I start feeling dizzy.
I feel myself thrown on something soft and I instantly sat up moving my hair away from my face.
" Rehan this is kidnapping" I shouted but he didn't say anything instead he closed the door and lock it.
I gulped what does he want?
He turned towards me and remove his blazer. I look at his face to know what is running in his mind but he is looking at me emotionlessly.
He starts taking steps toward the bed by opening his shirt buttons one by one and I move back on the bed as he comes toward me.
" Re- han" I cleared my throat. Where is your confidence gone Swadheenta?
" Rehan don't do anything" my heart is beating so fast.
" Agar tumne kuch kiya na toh me tum par aisa case lagaungi ki tum sida jail jaoge" I threatened pointing at him but my words didn't affect him.
[ If you try to do something I will put case on you]
Why is everyone scaring me from morning?
He stood at the edge of the bed and my breathing stopped.
" Reha...ahhh" I sudden scream left my mouth when he pulled my ankle and I lay down on the bed it didn't take him time to climb up and hover over me.
" Rehan," I said slowly looking at his dark eyes.
"Shh," he places his hand against my mouth.
" You talk too much" he dipped his head in and whisper against my neck I feel shudder at the feeling of his lips touching my skin.
" You are the first girl who entered my life" I open my eyes with a jerk when I heard him whisper.
" There is no one before you and there will be no one after you I know you're angry because you thought there is something between me and Roma but there is nothing. I know I did wrong and I'm apologizing please forgive me and come back" I close my eyes, and my heart started to melt at his words I wanted to trust everything.
He move his head up and I open my eyes slowly and saw him gazing at me for a moment I forgot everything, every problem, every thought and just stare at his eyes.
He move my hand to his chest and slide his shirt aside and I gasped.
It's a tattoo of my name, the same as I have his.
I look up at him he moves me to his mouth and kisses my hand.
Suddenly a sound comes and blinks looking around. He move back and I sat up taking out my phone.
" Ha Bhai"
" Where are you?" Ohh, damn kahi unko pata toh nahi chal gaya.
" Kahi bhi toh nahi," I said nervously.
" Go back home Ma is worried"
I cut the call after saying yes and move to get down but a grip on my arm stops me.
" Where are you going?" He asked me.
" Home, Ma is worried," I thought he'll stop me but he let go of my wrist.
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" If he wants you then on one can stop him from having you. Forget about being girlfriend if you had married me he will still not leave you"
" He loves you"
Is Ayaan's word true?
If he doesn't have feelings for me why would he make a tattoo of my name. He can choose any girl after all he is King.
" Ohh hoo kya baat hai bade dino baat apko muskurate huye dekha" Kirti teased me sitting beside me on the couch my smile turned more bigger and I turned towards her.
[ I saw you smiling after days]
" Mujhe na kuch batana tha..." I grab her both hands and look at her with excitement.
[ I want to share something]
" Rehan"
" Rajkumari Swadheenta" my smile fell hearing the voice. I stood up and turned and my eyes widened.
" Maharani" I gasped.
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