-stray kids smut oneshots- - Chapter 23: Chapter 23

Felix blushed, because what he was about to do was exciting, but at the same time pretty stupid. He was nervous and yet the adrenaline rushing through his veins encouraged him to do it.
Glancing over to Hyunjin quickly, Felix made sure that his best friend was asleep and wouldn't notice anything. They were lying in the same bed, so there was a chance that Hyunjin would wake up, but no risk, no fun, right?
Taking a deep breath, he looked away from Hyunjin, whose back was facing him, but his breath was even. It was dark in the room, Felix couldn't see much anyway, so he closed his eyes and immediately, images of earlier filled his head.
One hand slipped into his pants, while he remembered how hot Hyunjin had looked earlier, when they had been in his pool.
Even though he had seen Hyunjin shirtless countless times, he couldn't help but blush. Felix had had the biggest crush on Hyunjin for years now, but he had never told him because he was too scared to ruin their friendship.
The blond remembered how Hyunjin had walked out of the pool, the beads of water almost making his skin glow as they fell out of his dark black hair onto his chest and made their way down his muscular upper body.
Seeing Hyunjin change into more comfortable clothes, after they came back to his room, hadn't really helped his situation at all. And now he was horny, while the reason for his growing boner, was lying directly next to him.
Shyly and without moving too much, Felix wrapped his hand around his dick, hissing as he moved it up and down slowly. He closed his eyes and sank back into the mattress, relaxing his body.
He tried to be as quiet as possible, but it was hard, when he couldn't stop thinking about the blond and he imagined what it would feel like if the hand around his dick wasn't his own. What would it feel like, if Hyunjin's beautiful hands were wrapped around him?
And what would it feel like if his long fingers were inside of him? The thought made him clench around nothing, his hand moving a bit faster.
The pleasure was building up fast and he wanted to finish as soon as possible, because he was scared Hyunjin would wake up.
It was getting very hot under the blanket, Felix wanted nothing more than to just toss it off of the bed, but then Hyunjin would definitely notice.
Carefully, Felix moved his hips up into his own hand, his eyes rolled back and his lips parted. A low moan left his throat, as he twitched.
His eyes were closed, so when he could hear and feel Hyunjin move next to him, Felix instantly froze, waiting until the sounds stopped. Then he dared to open his eyes, noticing that Hyunjin had turned around and was now facing him.
But he still seemed to be asleep. His breath was as even as before and his eyes were closed.
Felix sighed, relieved that Hyunjin was still asleep and now he wasn't moving anymore either. The blond was closer now though, they were almost touching.
The brunette almost groaned when he continued moving his hand. He would love to let out the loudest moans, to scream Hyunjin's name, but he bit his lip and only soft, muffled sounds came out.
He needed to release so bad, his erection was almost painful and the relief he felt through his own hand was way too good to stop now.
Felix started to care less and less. The pleasure was clouding his brain and right now it was more important to come, than to be as quiet as possible.
Suddenly, Felix felt Hyunjin's hand on his waist. Felix's eyes opened the tiniest bit, but it was too dark to see Hyunjin's expression. "Lixie, what are you doing?" Hyunjin's voice was sleepy and lower than usual.
Felix immediately closed his eyes and tried to relax his body as much as he could, even if he was shaking. Trying to pretend to be asleep was the only thing that could help him right now. Maybe Hyunjin would just fall asleep again.
But today, Felix wasn't that lucky. Or maybe, he was?
"I know you're not sleeping." Hyunjin whispered into Felix's ear, chuckling afterwards. "I could hear you, you know? Maybe next time you get horny at night, you should go to the bathroom."
Felix blushed heavily and then opened his eyes again. Hyunjin turned on the lamp on his bedside table and Felix covered his eyes with one hand. But not, because it was too bright, but out of embarrassment.
"Don't worry, we're best friends, right?" Hyunjin took Felix's hand, so that he could look into his eyes. The younger nodded, avoiding Hyunjin's gaze. "This shouldn't be embarrassing." He tried to calm Felix down, who still looked shocked and kind of scared.
"Can't we just forget this?" Felix whined, wanting nothing more than to go back in time and not be this stupid.
Hyunjin shook his head, his smirk fading, so that he was now smiling softly. "Let me help you, please." He cupped Felix's face, moving so close that their noses were touching.
"Really?" This felt like a dream. It had to be one.
When he nodded slowly, Hyunjin turned around to quickly get his lube from a drawer in his bedside table.
Now that they were facing each other again, lying on their sides, Hyunjin pushed down Felix's pants and boxers, until he was only wearing his shirt. Then he grabbed one of Felix's legs and positioned it over his own waist.
Now he had perfect access to his hole, while their faces were super close. "Are you sure you want this? If we start now, I might not be able to stop myself later." Hyunjin kissed Felix's cheek softly.
"Yes, I've wanted this for so long." Felix didn't even have time to be embarrassed, when Hyunjin's lubed finger slipped inside of him easily.
Closing his eyes, the brunette tried to relax, even though he was really nervous. Hyunjin's finger fucked him at a fast pace, making his breathe heavily.
"Did you really think I wouldn't notice?" Hyunjin added a second finger, making Felix groan and bury his face in Hyunjin's neck. It was a weird thought, but he felt oddly comfortable like this, so close to the older.
He whined and nodded, instead of answering verbally. A third finger slipped inside of him, stretching Felix's tight hole. He moved his hips forward, grinding himself against Hyunjin's thigh, covered by his sweatpants.
When Hyunjin noticed this, he pushed his leg forward a bit so that Felix could grind against it better. "You're so naughty. Being so dirty while I'm right here."
Hyunjin's seductive voice made Felix clinge onto his shirt. "Sorry." He mumbled, still ashamed.
"Don't be sorry, just tell me what you want me to do." Hyunjin whispered while scissoring his fingers inside of Felix.
"Make me feel good." Felix breathed out.
"I'm gonna need more than that, baby." He continued stretching Felix to not hurt him later.
"Just touch me." The brunette stumbled over his words, too distracted by the fingers hitting his prostate to form a sentence.
"You're lucky I know what you mean, Lixie."
The blanket was still covering them, but slowly it was getting too hot under there for both of them. So, quickly, Hyunjin threw it off the bed, the cold air surrounding Felix's naked lower body immediately. It made him shiver, but he couldn't care less right now.
He was about to cum, he clenched around Hyunjin's fingers, his precum spreading on Hyunjin's pants and he trembled. Hyunjin's fingers pressed right against his prostate.
But then Hyunjin pulled his fingers out with a teasing grin. "Please, I need to cum." Felix begged.
But Hyunjin didn't let him. "I want us to cum together." He got up from the bed to take his clothes off and to get a condom. "Take your shirt off." He ordered and Felix obeyed without hesitating.
"I've dreamed of this a lot." Hyunjin mumbled when he looked down at Felix's small body under himself.
"You too?" Felix asked in surprise.
"Tell me, Lixie." He started, pushing his tip in. "Did you think of me earlier?"
Just when Felix was about to reply, Hyunjin pushed himself into him completely, making him moan out his response. "Yes." Felix was breathing heavily and his dick twitched from having something bigger inside of him. "You're even bigger than I thought."
"What exactly were you thinking about?" Hyunjin groaned at Felix's comment. He was so desperate and he knew Felix was, too. But he still gave him time to adjust.
Felix blushed. "You at the pool earlier." He let his eyes wander over Hyunjin's body, even though he room was dimly lit, he could see enough for the moment.
"And that made you horny?" Hyunjin suddenly began moving. His thrusts were slow and careful, to test if Felix was ready.
"Maybe." Spreading his legs wider, Felix showed Hyunjin that he wanted more and the older immediately moved faster.
His thrusts were now fast, but deep and Felix's mind spun when he hit his sweet spot with each thrust. His high built up again, after not being able to release two times before.
"Scream my name." Hyunjin ordered, before attaching his lips to Felix's neck, kissing his skin.
"But your parents-"
Felix was cut off by Hyunjin, who bit into his skin, not hard enough to make him bleed, but hard enough to leave a bruise. "I don't care right now. Let out all those beautiful sounds." Then he pulled one of Felix's legs over his shoulder, reaching even deeper.
"Hyunjin!" Felix screamed. The pleasure was too much and he had waited for the moment to reach his high for too long. His skin burnt and he savored every single thing he felt. How he clenched around the older, how Hyunjin sucked on his skin, until it turned purple and how Hyunjin's hands touched him everywhere.
He whimpered when he released over himself, but Hyunjin didn't slow down. On the contrary, he moved faster, chasing his own high.
Something about Felix made him become sensitive. The younger felt so good around him. "Hyun- shit." Felix held onto Hyunjin's shoulders, being overstimulated was so frustrating. It hurt the slightest bit, but it also made him want to come again.
Felix's nails left red marks on Hyunjin's back and the older hissed at the painful feeling. But it also pushed him over the edge and he came into the condom.
For a moment they were silent, only their heavy breaths could be heard in Hyunjin's room. Just now they realized what they had done, it almost felt like waking up from a very vivid dream.
Just that this wasn't a dream.
Awkwardly, Hyunjin cleared his throat as he slowly pulled out of Felix. It made the younger moan, he tried to suppress the sound, but it didn't work.
His heart was beating fast, nervous what Hyunjin would say. What if he regretted this?
"We have to talk about this, Lix." Hyunjin then finally said, getting up and holding a hand out to Felix.
"What are you doing?" Felix asked, when he took Hyunjin's hand and the older dragged him to his closet. He quickly wiped the cum off of Felix's stomach, then he gave him a shirt, that reached down to his thighs. He himself put on his sweatpants.
"I need some fresh air." He answered, before opening the door to the balcony and stepping out into the cool night air.
Felix hummed, closing his eyes and leaning against the wall, once he stepped outside. Hyunjin was standing a bit farther away, looking down while thinking.
"Now that I think about it, it's even more weird what you did earlier." Hyunjin chuckled. He himself had been too needy to process the situation, but now that he could think clearly again, he realized how weird all of this actually was.
But he also realized that he had liked every second of it.
Looking down, Felix played with the fabric of the shirt. "I don't know what I was thinking, to be honest."
"Nothing, probably." Hyunjin chuckled, turning around to face the younger. "I'm not mad, by the way. I kinda liked it." He added when he saw how shy Felix looked.
Blushing, Felix looked up at Hyunjin with hopeful eyes. "You said, you've dreamed of that too. You mean it?"
Hyunjin sighed. "Yes, I've been thinking about it for a while. And you? Why so suddenly?"
"Believe me, I've liked you for years, but I was too scared to tell you." He had finally said it and he felt so much better now. He just had to wait for what Hyunjin would answer.
"I like you too." The older stepped closer, hugging Felix, who nuzzled his face into Hyunjin's neck, smiling widely.
"Can I kiss you?" He asked sweetly, as if they hadn't just had sex a few minutes ago.
Hyunjin nodded and wrapped his arms around Felix's waist. Felix hugged his neck and pulled him down, to connect their lips. He sighed softly into the kiss, moving his lips slowly to savor every second of this kiss.
While Hyunjin slipped his tongue into Felix's mouth, his hands travelled down to the younger's ass. Since he still wasn't wearing pants, he touched his bare skin. It made Felix moan quietly and Hyunjin pulled away from the kiss to laugh softly.
"More, please." Felix whispered and kissed Hyunjin again. "Can we do it again? I need you."
Hyunjin wouldn't say no, but he wanted to tease him a bit more. "Shouldn't we take a shower?"
"Then let's do it in the shower, I don't care." Felix's cheeks were burning and he felt himself getting hard again.
"Beg for it, if you really want it." Picking him up, Hyunjin quietly made his way out of his room with Felix- not before quickly grabbing another condom- until they reached the bathroom. He was praying that his parents wouldn't hear them, when he stepped in.
Immediately, Felix took off his clothes again, acting as if he wasn't shy, now that Hyunjin could see him in a better lighting. "I know I don't have to beg to get what I want." Felix kissed Hyunjin again, while the older tried to take off his pants at the same time. Because Felix was definitely right.
Still kissing, Hyunjin turned on the water in the shower, making it fall down on their warm bodies. Then he turned Felix around, so that the younger was facing the wall.
"You're so hot." Hyunjin muttered under his breath, touching Felix's ass and watching, how he disappeared inside of him.
Felix wasn't able to reply, when Hyunjin pulled out completely, before slamming back in. Now that he already knew Felix's body a bit better, he didn't have to be that careful anymore.
With each thrust, Felix's body moved forwards. If Hyunjin wouldn't be holding his waist, he would fall because of how hard the blond was moving into him.
Felix closed his eyes tightly, letting out a string of swear words because of how good he felt. "You like this, huh? How I pound into you like that. Did you dream of that too?"
"Yeah, ahh-" He didn't even try to deny it. His senses were numb and lying in the state he was in right now, wouldn't work anyway.
His hands were desperately trying to find something to hold on to, as they were constantly slipping off the wall.
Hyunjin groaned when Felix pushed his hips back to meet his thrusts. Felix's legs were shaking and he tried to hold himself up, while also moving, but he was still sensitive from his first orgasm and desperately wanted to come another time.
With one hand, Hyunjin touched the marks on Felix's neck- the ones that he could see from behind him- and then he moved it down Felix's spine, making the other shiver. "You're mine now, right?"
"I'm yours. Only yours." He didn't even hesitate one second. "Fuck me harder." Felix moaned out. "And choke me. Please." He was breathing heavily and moaning loudly when he felt Hyunjin's hand wrap around his throat to squeeze it.
"So naughty. Again. Who would've thought that someone, looking as innocent as you, would be so dirty?" He watched how Felix closed his hands in fists against the wall.
It was even harder to breathe now, but if they were in Hyunjin's bed right now, instead of in the shower, he would ask him to choke him, until he would have marks on his neck.
Felix's eyes rolled back and he squirmed around, purposely clenching around Hyunjin to make him come.
"Fuck, I'm close." Hyunjin hissed when Felix moaned loudly and pushed himself in more forcefully.
Now that Hyunjin's nails were digging into his neck as well, Felix couldn't stop himself anymore. With a last broken and tired groan, he came.
Then, Hyunjin came into the condom as well, letting go of Felix's neck to hold him up by his waist. "You tired?"
Felix nodded, but still straightened his posture to quickly wash himself. They were both too tired to talk while they cleaned themselves, but it wasn't an awkward silence, they had always been comfortable around each other without having to talk.
When they were back in Hyunjin's bed, Felix cuddled against him, breathing in his calming scent. "What are we now?" He asked quietly and clearly tired.
Hyunjin shrugged. "Let's take things slow, go on a few dates and then see where this leads." He kissed Felix's forehead softly, massaging his lower back slowly.
"Okay." It was probably a better idea to try this out first and not become boyfriends right away, so that neither of them would get hurt later.
"Sleep well, Lixie." Hyunjin whispered, but the younger was asleep already, making Hyunjin smile.