-stray kids smut oneshots- - Chapter 25: Chapter 25

A few days later, Felix still felt empty. Every kiss he shared with Minho felt wrong and he didn't feel relaxed and safe in his arms anymore.
"Lixie." Minho pulled away from the kiss to mumble his words against Felix's lips. "I love you."
Felix's heart broke at the words and he didn't kiss back this time. They were cuddling in their bed, even though it was late already and they should be asleep. But the younger just couldn't sleep with all these thoughts in his mind.
And he couldn't enjoy the feeling of Minho's soft lips moving against his own, either. It used to feel warm and he used to be excited. His heart used to beat faster and harder.
Now Felix only felt betrayed.
When Minho noticed that Felix didn't kiss back, he pulled away with a frown. Before he could say something, Felix asked, "Do you though?" His voice quivered and tears brimmed in the corner of his eyes.
He sat up with an expression, that Felix couldn't read. "Of course I do. Why would you ask that?"
Felix sighed and hid his face behind his hands. He didn't want to cry, it would make him seem vulnerable. "You really think I don't know?" His voice came out calmer than he thought it would.
For a second, panic seemed to flash over Minho's face, when Felix sat up as well. "Know what? What are you talking about?"
Rolling his eyes, Felix thought if he should really start this conversation now, but he couldn't stop the next words from flowing out of his mouth. "I know that you're with Hyunjin, when you say you're at work."
Minho's hands started shaking and he didn't dare to meet Felix's gaze. He thought about the different things he could say. Would Felix forgive him if he admitted it? Should he deny it? What if Felix called Hyunjin to ask him? Minho wasn't sure if Hyunjin would lie about this to Felix.
Felix didn't give him a chance to answer. He was absolutely sure that he was right. "Why?"
Swallowing thickly, Minho tried to take Felix's hand in his own, but the younger pulled it away. Hurt, Minho finally looked up to see silent tears streaming down Felix's cheeks.
In that moment he decided to be honest. "The first time was an accident." He paused, because it was hard to say it out loud. "And then we couldn't stop."
"You mean you couldn't stop. Hyunjin isn't cheating on someone." He scoffed and his tone was bitter. His words pierced through Minho's skin and left deep wounds.
Because he knew Felix was right. But he didn't want him to be.
"I still don't get it. We have sex too, what's the problem?" Now Felix stood up and walked around the room. Minho stayed seated on the bed, but it made him feel so small. He almost felt like a child getting scolded.
And that was when he got angry and couldn't control his words anymore. "Maybe you just can't give me what I need. Have you ever thought about that? You're too soft and you don't even want to try things that I like."
Felix seemed to be taken aback, because Minho had never once screamed at him. "You could've told me." His voice was barely above a whisper.
"We both know you wouldn't have liked it." Minho's laugh was bitter.
Only now, the information that Minho actually had had sex with someone else, started to sink in. To his surprise, it hurt less than he had expected, when he had thought about how to start this conversation.
"I'm breaking up with you." Felix said after a short while of silence. It felt right and relieving.
Minho on the other hand shot up and tried to take Felix's hands in his own again. This time he held them tightly, so tight that Felix couldn't let go.
"We can fix this, baby." He tried to convince him, but Felix's gaze didn't soften.
"No, we can't. Please leave, I need some time." Now Felix was the one, who looked down. He knew that he only felt sad because he had been Minho's boyfriend for such a long time, and he felt horrible for it. He didn't even love him anymore, Felix realized that the second Minho let go of his hands to walk to the door.
"Will you give me another chance when you had your time?" Minho's voice broke.
"No, you can go to Hyunjin. But come back tomorrow morning, we need to figure out who of us will move out."
Nodding slowly, Minho finally left, but Felix's tears stopped. Yes, he did feel empty, but somehow better as well.
Felix heard the door close and he couldn't bear the silence in the house. So he called the first person he could think of.
"Felix?" A worried voice asked.
"I broke up with him." Felix came straight to the point, closing his eyes because it still didn't feel real.
"You did?"
"Yeah"
"You want me to come over?"
"Yes, please."
Felix knew that Jisung, who was also his boss, liked him. He never kept it a secret and while Minho continued to distance himself from him, Jisung was there for him.
Jisung had been there for him, when Felix had found out Minho was cheating. Jisung had been there for him, when Felix had found out it was with Hyunjin, who had been Minho's best friend even before Felix and Minho had met. And now Jisung was there for him too.
The blond had to admit, that Jisung could always make him laugh and cheer him up, but he could also just sit somewhere, hold Felix close and listen to him talk. He managed to make Felix blush and every touch sent shivers down his spine.
But Felix would have never even dreamed of cheating on Minho. Now his heart was racing because he was singe, he didn't have a boyfriend anymore and who knew if they could hold back now.
Hyunjin was asleep, when someone knocked on his door. At first, he wanted to ignore it, but the person didn't leave, so he sighed and walked over to the door, trying not to trip because he was still half asleep.
When he opened the door, he whished, he had just stayed in bed. Minho stood there, looking somewhat angry and maybe sad? Hyunjin couldn't tell, he hadn't even turned on the light.
"What's wrong?" He asked, his voice deep and sleepy.
But instead of answering, Minho grabbed Hyunjin's messy hair, closed the door behind them and pushed him against it. Hyunjin's eyes widened and then his face scrunched up in pain. His right hand reached to the side to turn on the light.
"Minho, it hurts." He hissed. "What are you even doing here? What if Felix waked up and sees that you're gone?"
Minho scoffed. "He knows I'm here."
"What?" Hyunjin was so confused, but his muscles relaxed, when Minho let go of his hair and touched his waist. He was only wearing sweatpants because he hadn't bothered putting on a shirt.
"He knows and he broke up with me." He growled into Hyunjin's ear, pressing his body against Hyunjin's. "And do you know whose fault that is?" He didn't give Hyunjin the time to answer. "Yours."
Hyunjin's eyes widened in fear, but he also couldn't help but feel turned on from Minho being so close and his lips brushing his skin. "I didn't tell him. I swear."
"I never said that, did I?" He chuckled. "But it's your fault I even did this."
Hyunjin rolled his eyes. "We talked about that already. It is your fault."
"Felix broke up with me because you make it so hard for me to resist you." Giving Hyunjin the fault made it easier for him to process the situation.
And Hyunjin loved Minho, so he would forgive him. Surely.
And he kissed back, when Minho's lips found his own. The kiss was filled with Minho's anger, it almost hurt from how hard he pressed their lips together.
And he moaned, when Minho bit his lip, so hard that he started to bleed. He had to admit that he even loved it. It stung, but it turned him on.
"I'm supposed to hate you, but-" He was cut off, when Hyunjin captured Minho's lips again. He realized, Minho was single, he had a chance. "I can't."
"You're wrong. You shouldn't hate me." Toward the end of the sentence, he groaned because Minho's knee pressed against his crotch. The whole situation was making him dizzy with lust. "Minho." He whimpered.
Minho simply watched Hyunjin break under his touch. It was so easy to make him whine and beg and Minho didn't take his eyes off of Hyunjin's face.
Hyunjin's lower body burnt, he was aroused and wanted nothing more than to turn around and let Minho fuck him. Right here, against the door.
"It's your fault." He forced Hyunjin down onto his knees. "So you're gonna make it up to me." One of his hands was buried in Hyunjin's hair, keeping him down.
Carefully, Hyunjin looked up and nodded. He had often hoped to experience what it was like to have sex with Minho, when he was angry.
"You have to do what I say." Minho added and again, Hyunjin nodded. "Look, it can be so easy, when you're submissive."
Hyunjin looked so much smaller and more vulnerable under him, it made Minho feel powerful and as if he had control over the situation. It was exactly what he needed right now, because he didn't understand that new feeling, that he suddenly had when he looked at the man, who was supposed to be only his best friend.
"You think I will be gentle when you look at me that innocently? No, baby I won't. You're worth nothing, did I ever tell you that?"
"Oh, I'm worth nothing? Then why're you here. Why're you wasting your time?" Hyunjin didn't know if provoking him was a good idea, but he couldn't hold the words back. What Minho was saying was simply no true and didn't make sense either.
"Enough. Be quiet." Minho pulled on Hyunjin's hair, making him stand up and then they walked to Hyunjin's bedroom. Upon arriving, Minho immediately pushed him onto the bed, before turning on the light to see him properly.
"Minho, stop lying to yourself. You love me, that's why you come back every fucking time." It was fun to talk back to him like that.
Minho's expression darkened even more and he leaned over Hyunjin, to attach his lips to his neck. He sucked on the skin, watched it turn red, listened to Hyunjin moan, bit down on his neck and repeated it a bit farther down.
Soon, Hyunjin's skin was covered in red and blue bruises, he was just lying there, enjoying the sensation and not holding back any sounds coming out of his mouth.
It was the first time that Minho gave him a hickey, the first time that he felt Minho's soft lips suck at his tender skin and the first time that they could do it without having to be scared that someone would find out.
"You just can't stop moaning, baby. And I haven't even started yet." Minho's fingers touched Hyunjin's lips, before he let them slide inside, as deep as he could.
Gagging, Hyunjin eagerly wrapped his lips around the fingers tightly, letting his tongue glide around them. He knew it would convince Minho to fuck his mouth and he was right.
What felt like a second later, Minho was naked and positioned himself over Hyunjin's face. Maybe I just need to stuff your mouth." Minho mumbled more to himself as his tip touched Hyunjin's lip.
His lips were instantly coated in pre cum, and he opened his mouth wide, when he felt Minho's dick slip in.
It was so long, he struggled to breathe properly and Minho didn't even give him a second to get used to it, before pulling out and pushing himself back in.
"Oh, fuck." Minho hissed, feeling Hyunjin's tongue run along his dick and teasingly over his tip, while he thrusted into him harshly.
Now the wet sounds of Hyunjin gagging around him and his muffled groans were the only things they could hear. It filled the room and encouraged Minho to bury his dick deeper in Hyunjin's throat.
It stung and it wasn't easy to concentrate on breathing through his nose, while also pleasuring Minho, but Minho kept cursing under his breath, so he continued.
For a small moment, Minho pulled out, until only the tip was inside. "Open your pretty mouth wider."
When Hyunjin did, Minho let himself slide to the back of Hyunjin's bruised throat again. Hyunjin clenched around him and that was the last push Minho needed to cum.
Without a warning, his release ran down Hyunjin's throat, making it sting even more.
"Minho, please." Hyunjin's voice was hoarse, when Minho pulled out. He was so hard, he just wanted to rip his own pants off and make Minho fuck him.
"What, huh? You think it's your turn now? This is a punishment, baby." Minho still pushed Hyunjin's legs open and let two lubed fingers glide inside of him. "You're such a slut, you always let me in. It's so easy to fuck you."
"Only you though." Hyunjin quickly added. He whimpered and tears gathered in his eyes, when Minho scissored his fingers inside of him, to stretch his tight hole and to prep him for his dick.
Minho didn't want to make Hyunjin cry because he was hurt by his words, but out of pleasure. So he pushed his fingers in as deeply as he could.
"So good, Min."
Those words made him pull out and he got up to get a condom. But Hyunjin was unhappy, he had been so close.
"Put your hands up." Minho tied Hyunjin's hands together above his head, with a belt. Then he put on the condom and poured more lube on his dick. "Be as loud as you can, show me how good I make you feel."
So Hyunjin didn't hold back his moans, when Minho's dick stretched his hole and made him feel so full. He still wanted to annoy Minho and feel his anger, but he also wanted to be good for him.
Hyunjin felt the pleasure flooding back through his body, when Minho hit his prostate. He let himself sink further into the mattress and he couldn't help but think about what would happen after this.
What would happen when they were finished? Was Minho seriously angry? He didn't want to find out, he didn't want this to end.
"I want to have you in me forever." He said without thinking, as Minho pounded into him faster.
"You're so fucking desperate." Minho chuckled and Hyunjin knew he was right, so he only nodded and closed his eyes to make the pleasure feel even more overwhelming.
He wanted to hold onto Minho, hold him close and never let him go. But the leather around his wrists didn't let him. Hyunjin could only try to move his wrists, until he knew they were red an would be bruised tomorrow.
The material dug into his skin, almost broke through it and it hurt. It hurt so much, but it distracted him from the thoughts of his future with Minho. Would there even be one?
The pain paired with the pleasure of Minho fucking him, created a bittersweet sensation, that messed with Hyunjin's mind. He wanted more.
When Hyunjin clenched around him, Minho cursed. "So fucking tight." And he pushed Hyunjin's legs open wider, watching him lie under him and tremble from how good he felt.
It was almost too much for Hyunjin to handle. Almost.
Sighing, Hyunjin tried to push the tears back. His body hurt and his skin burnt. But he wanted to see where this led, so he bit his bruised lip, hissing when it stung because Minho had bit him too hard earlier.
"Fuck, I wanna see you better."
At first, Hyunjin was confused, then he knew what Minho meant, when he turned him around. Now his ass was up for Minho and the older didn't waste a second to push himself back in.
Hyunjin whimpered, when he tried to find a comfortable position for his arms, that were still tied together. When he couldn't find one soon, he gave up and focused back on the feeling of Minho's dick dragging along his walls.
Hyunjin's legs were shaking, when Minho looked down at them. Smirking, he spanked Hyunjin once and he was satisfied, when Hyunjin struggled against the leather of the belt again and he subconsciously clenched around Minho.
Another spank soon ended up on Hyunjin's ass, and then another one. His skin soon turned red. "God, Minho. Please. More. So good." Hyunjin mumbled and then bit the pillow underneath him. Minho could barely understand him.
Now he couldn't see Hyunjin's face anymore, but he had seen him often enough to envision his expression, as he fucked him senseless.
If he closed his eyes, he could see Hyunjin's red, swollen lips, his eyes closed and the way he clenched his jaw, as he bit down on the pillow.
His moans were muffled, but for now Minho didn't care. He was close and he knew Hyunjin was too.
"I won't let you cum anytime soon." Minho warned and Hyunjin felt his tears wet the pillow.
Shortly after, Minho came with a string of curse words leaving his mouth. He pulled out of Hyunjin extra slow to tease him and like he had hoped, Hyunjin whined.
Then he turned him around and lay down next to him, exhausted, but with no plans to stop.
"What now?" Hyunjin's voice broke and he panted heavily, tear stains on his cheeks and his eyes closing.
"If you still want to, let's take a short break and then we can continue." Minho's voice sounded a lot softer, giving Hyunjin hope that he would be able to talk to him later. About all of this.
"Yes, please. I need you so much." Hyunjin nodded eagerly. He was so hard, he felt like he could cum from just looking at Minho lying next to him, completely naked, sweating and hot.
Minho made sure to bring Hyunjin water, he cleaned him a bit and then he searched through the box under Hyunjin's bed, until he found the cock ring, that he immediately put on Hyunjin.
"You wanna torture me?" Hyunjin raised a brow, but when Minho pulled out a dildo, that happened to be Hyunjin's favorite, he quickly closed his mouth again.
"Oh, you don't want it?" When Hyunjin didn't answer, Minho chuckled. "Thought so."
"Oh fuck, it's so thick." Hyunjin had managed to calm down, but he was still needy and feeling the toy press against all the right places deep inside of him, made his body burn again.
"Is it better than me?" Minho asked, pulling it out slowly, only to force it back in.
"No! You feel better." Hyunjin quickly said, his lower body felt almost numb because he was approaching his orgasm again, just that this time he wouldn't be able to cum because of the ring.
This went on for a while, Hyunjin not being able to move, he could only lie there and receive the pleasure, that also hurt. And Minho watched, pushing the dildo in faster sometime and then slower again.
Seeing Hyunjin turn into such a mess, turned him on again and he was hard again from hearing the younger's moans and seeing him struggle not to cry.
"You're gonna tell me when it's too much, right?" Minho asked, making Hyunjin nod.
"But it's not enough, I want more. Please, I need to cum so bad. Fuck me and let me cum. I want your long dick in me." He could have said so much more, but he was cut off, when Minho pulled the toy out and slammed himself in.
The second Minho took off the belt around Hyunjin's wrists, the younger held onto him, wrapping his arms around his neck and pulling him in for a kiss.
This was the best kiss, Hyunjin had ever shared with Minho- or anyone in general. They had kissed a lot of times before and just like he always did, he poured all the love he had for Minho, into the kiss. But this was the first time, that he felt something.
This was the first time that the love didn't feel one-sided. Almost as if Minho had felt the love in the kiss this time and he tried to give it back.
"Oh, fuck." Hyunjin was sweating, his long hair was wet and his nails sank into Minho's shoulders. His whole body ached, every single muscle inside of him tensed.
It was frustrating to be this close, when he wasn't able to cum. "More! Please let me cum."
Minho was sure that Hyunjin would cum as soon as he took off the ring, but he did anyway. And he was right, when Hyunjin clenched around him hard and he released all over himself.
Tears streamed down Hyunjin's face, when Minho continued thrusting into him. "Just a bit longer." The older muttered.
But Hyunjin hadn't heard him, he couldn't think about anything at all, as he was being overstimulated. He twitched and mumbled things that he himself didn't even understand.
"Hyunjin-" Minho moaned when he came as well, releasing into the condom. "You were so good." He panted, falling down next to Hyunjin again, while trying to catch his breath.
Hyunjin's eyes were closed and Minho smiled softly, pushing a strand of his black hair out of his face. The younger's chest was rising and falling rapidly and Minho moved his hand down to feel that his heart was beating at such a fast pace as well.
Hyunjin looked so exhausted and ruined, Minho had never seen him like this. Just now that he was looking at Hyunjin like this, he realized that maybe did like him more than he thought.
Now that he wasn't worrying about Felix finding out, he had the time to actually think about what he was feeling.
His heart fluttered and suddenly the overwhelming feeling of wanting to take care of Hyunjin and to protect him forever, washed over him.
"Hold me." Hyunjin whispered. "We have the time now."
It felt so good to be in Minho's arms. He had always wanted to feel safe like this and loved. He was warm, but not because of the blanket covering their bodies, but because of how happy he was.
"I think I like you." Minho whispered into the silence. He didn't even know if Hyunjin was still awake.
When he heard a light chuckle, he was sure he wasn't asleep yet. "I love you." Hyunjin decided to confess. If he hadn't been so tired, he would have never said this, but now that the words were out of his mouth, he couldn't take them back.
"What- You mean it?" Minho sounded very confused.
"I started liking you even before you dated Felix. I was too scared to tell you and every time you cheated, I was hoping you'd break up with him and come to me." He explained, cuddling into Minho and holding him tighter.
"Oh, Hyunie. You must've felt so bad." He sighed, caressing Hyunjin's face, as he nodded.
"Let me take you on a date soon. I need time to get over this whole situation, but I'm pretty sure I have feelings for you."
Hyunjin smiled, finally he had what he had wanted for such a long time now.
"You're so pretty, Lixie." Jisung continued to praise Felix, when he came as well. Immediately, he pulled the tired man into his arms.
"I'm so confused. I don't know what I'm feeling and what I'm supposed to feel." Felix sighed. Their naked bodies were tangled under the blanket.
"You know I like you and I would love to take care of you. Especially now. But if you don't want to, this doesn't have to mean anything."
Felix didn't answer, deep in thought.
"I can continue to wait until you're ready."
But did Felix need time? Or did he want Jisung right now?
Jisung's lips against his own had felt so good, so right. With him, he could calm down and not think about anything. Jisung was soft, treated him like a princess, he always knew what Felix needed to hear to feel better.
And most importantly, Felix never wanted to be anywhere else, than Jisung's arms.
"I want to try this, Ji. I don't want to wait."
And then they kissed and it seemed as if fireworks exploded around them. And they held each other, so that no one could have pulled them apart. And they told each other how much the other meant to them.