-stray kids smut oneshots- - Chapter 26: Chapter 26

Felix sighed, when he sat down on the couch. It would take a while to process everything. He had been Minho's boyfriend for such a long time, so of course it would feel wrong to be away from him now.
But maybe it was good like this, they just weren't meant to be together forever.
Jisung sat down next to him. He was so close and still not close enough, so Felix took Jisung's hand, playing with one of the rings he was wearing.
"Where is he now?" Jisung's voice was soft and he let the fingers of his other hand glide through Felix's hair comfortingly.
"I don't know, I told him to go to Hyunjin, so maybe he did go there." Felix shrugged and then his eyes widened when he realized that he didn't care. For him, it was only important that Jisung was here with him right now.
"And will you see him again soon?" His jaw clenched, but he tried to hide his anger. Minho had hurt Felix for months and all this time he had only been able to watch, even though he tried to give Felix all the love he deserved.
Felix nodded and lay his head on Jisung's shoulder, instantly the older wrapped his arms around him protectively. "He'll come back tomorrow and we'll talk about everything. One of us has to move out. I couldn't stand living with him one more day."
"In case you decide to move out, you can live with me, until you find something else." Hope laced his words. He wanted Felix to move in with him, show him how beautiful love and a relationship could be and then he wouldn't even have to search for a new home.
Felix opened his mouth to ask where he would even sleep, but then he closed it again when he remembered that Jisung was his boss and practically rich. He probably had enough space in his house.
"And I can stay here until tomorrow, so you don't have to be alone with him." Jisung offered, his hand stroking Felix's back slowly.
Sighing, Felix nodded. "Thank you so much. And also thank you for coming here this late."
"Anything for you." He really meant it. He would do literally anything to help Felix, to comfort him, to make him feel better.
"I sometimes just wonder, why? Why're you doing all of this for me?" Nervously, he lifted his head from Jisung's shoulder to look at him. Now their faces were so close, that their lips almost touched. Neither of them moved away.
"Because I like you. I've told you that so many times." Jisung's gaze dropped down to Felix's lips, they were slightly pink because Felix tended to bite his lips when he was nervous and they looked as tempting as always.
But no matter how strong the urge to kiss him was, Jisung wouldn't take advantage of Felix's chaotic emotions and confused state. He would wait for Felix to make a move and he didn't care if it would take a minute or five years.
"Why me?" Felix leaned in, their lips brushed, but they didn't fully touch yet. Jisung held onto the man in his arms tighter, looking into his eyes.
Jisung swallowed thickly, Felix's warm breath tickled his face and his gaze was so soft, yet longing for answers. Jisung's next words came out as barely a whisper. "You're amazing, Felix. I don't understand how a person could not love you."
They both knew he meant Minho, but Felix ignored it. He didn't want to think about him right now. He only wanted to hear and feel more from Jisung. He wanted to understand the feelings inside of him, why his heart started beating faster as Jisung mentioned the word love.
"You love me?" But the answer to Felix's question remained a secret. They were merely words, hanging in the air between them, holding them together, pulling them closer. Until Felix leaned in and connected their lips.
He didn't know why he had done it, but he didn't need a reason. It felt right, that was what mattered. Nothing more and nothing less.
Nothing else, just Jisung's warm lips embracing his own, moving slowly, but surely with a purpose.
Jisung wanted to show Felix that he did love him, he hoped the younger could feel it in the kiss. It was the first time that they kissed and it felt as magical as Jisung had imagined it.
He had dreamed about this moment a lot, he had always wanted to be the one, who could make Felix laugh so beautifully, who could make his eyes light up and who could kiss him whether he was happy or sad; tired or wide awake; excited or resigned.
And now, for the first time since he had met Felix, he might actually have a chance.
Their lips moved shyly and Felix pressed his body against Jisung's, shifting around, until he ended up on top of the older, straddling his lap.
When Jisung pulled away, Felix's eyes were still closed and he didn't move, even when Jisung cupped his face and caressed his cheek, being extra careful to notice every emotion flashing over his face.
He admired Felix's beautiful freckles, long lashes, plump lips and leaned in to kiss his forehead once. Only then, Felix opened his eyes and they were glowing and sparkling, as they met Jisung's.
"Are you okay?" Jisung asked and then wanted to hit himself for such a stupid question. After all, his life had drastically changed barely an hour ago.
Surprisingly, Felix nodded, a light blush spread on his cheeks and he smiled. Then, he leaned in again, the warm feeling flooding back through his body, as their lips touched.
This time, Felix tilted his head to the side and he opened his mouth to let Jisung's tongue in. While Felix's arms now rested around Jisung's neck, Jisung let his hands wander over Felix's back, down until he let them slip under the waistband of Felix's sweatpants.
Instead of moving them further, Jisung just let them rest there, feeling how Felix's skin was hot under his cold fingertips. He also noticed the goosebumps forming on his soft skin and the way he shivered, when Jisung moved his fingers around the area a bit.
Holding back any sound, Felix let himself sink against Jisung further. He loved feeling Jisung's fingers touch him at such a sensitive spot, but he knew Jisung wouldn't do anything, if he didn't ask him to, even though he could feel him hardening under himself.
The next time, Felix pulled away, his lips were slightly swollen and he was breathing more heavily. He felt so loved, not a single movement was rushed and Jisung focused on not crossing a potential boundary. He was too good to be true.
"You can touch me." Felix giggled quietly, because of how happy he was in this moment. Then, he moved up on Jisung's lap, so that his hands automatically slipped down to Felix's ass.
"Are you sure?" When Felix sat back down again, Jisung groaned lowly. He was sitting right on his erection and he wanted nothing more than to move up against the younger.
"Yes, I am."
"Then let me distract you, princess." Jisung whispered into Felix's ear, kissing his way down to his neck and smirking when Felix couldn't hold back a moan anymore.
"Please."
Jisung didn't need to be told twice, he slipped Felix's shirt off and put it down on the couch next to him. He took the time to admire Felix's body, touching his milky skin and gliding his fingers over every part of him, while watching with wide, glowing eyes.
Again, Felix blushed. All of this felt so intimate with Jisung, he couldn't help but feel safe under his touch. He had never had sex with him, but he would trust him blind, so he just waited for what Jisung was doing.
Felix's skin burnt, as Jisung brushed his fingers over his sensitive nipples. "Jisungie-" He breathed out, holding onto his shoulders, when the older attached his lips to his neck, letting his tongue run over it, tasting him, before giving him a very visible hickey.
That way Minho would see it tomorrow and even though Jisung knew the man wasn't interested in Felix anymore, he wanted him to know he liked Felix.
Felix let his head fall back and closed his eyes, savoring every sensation, burning under his skin like fire and he opened his mouth to let out the softest, yet sexiest moans Jisung had ever heard.
"mmh, does my princess like this?" He hummed against Felix's skin.
When he wanted to answer, another high pitched moan slipped out of his throat. Jisung sucked on his skin harder, sighing against it, when Felix finally moved hips down to grind against him.
"Yes- I can't- so good." Felix breathed out. Then, he cupped Jisung's face to kiss him again, because he couldn't form a whole sentence anyway.
They couldn't get over the addictive feeling of their lips moving, without rushing anything. Paired with the heat rising in the space between them and their lower bodies touching whenever Felix moved down, they were captured by the sensations and the emotions spreading inside of them.
"Can we go to the bed, please?" Felix's voice quivered, his moves became faster with every passing second. He was so needy, he wanted Jisung so bad.
"Of course." Jisung kissed his forehead, taking Felix's hand and quickly walking to the bedroom with him.
The bright smile on Felix's face was so pretty, thought Jisung. And still, Felix seemed a little shy, trying to hide his erection, even though Jisung had just felt it against his own.
Jisung didn't even give him the chance to hide his naked upper body, he was already touching it, letting his hand rest on Felix's ass, as he was walking up the stairs behind Felix.
"I've never met someone as beautiful as you." He whispered, pushing Felix to lie down on the bed and then moving to hover over him.
"That's not tr-" He was cut off by Jisung's lips on his own.
"Don't lie." Jisung mumbled against his lips, while pulling down Felix's sweatpants. Before he took off his boxers as well, he pulled away. "Is this okay?"
Felix was so glad Jisung was making sure he was still comfortable. It only made him want this more.
He felt bubbly on the inside and he was almost shocked by what he was feeling. He hadn't been that excited to have sex in such a long time. Now that he would be doing it with Jisung, his insides churned and butterflies erupted in his stomach.
He nodded. "Please do something."
Now, Jisung was completely dressed, while Felix was completely naked.
Felix curiously watched Jisung to see what he was doing next. And his mouth opened in shock, when he saw Jisung kissing his way down his body, until his lips reached his dick.
"Aah, shit." Felix cursed, when Jisung's tongue ran over his tip.
Jisung smirked, taking the tip into his mouth, before going further down, feeling him hit the back of his throat. The taste of Felix's pre cum made Jisung moan, when he moved his head back up.
"Don't stop, it feels amazing." Felix's heartbeat was so fast, he feared that his heart might jump out of his chest, if Jisung continued making him feel this good, but he wanted to know how far they would go.
Jisung on the other hand was too concentrated on pleasuring Felix and he loved having his mouth so full. He had dreamed of this quite a lot and it was even better than anything he could have imagined.
While he was bobbing his head, he made sure to suck on his tip every once in a while and as he swirled his tongue around it, he felt Felix twitch.
The younger was too overwhelmed to speak, he could barely process that this was actually happening. He had to hold himself back from thrusting up into Jisung's mouth, he was about to cum.
Only when Jisung suddenly pulled away, he found his voice, to complain. "No, why did you stop?" He whined.
Jiusng stood up, grinning. "Because-" He paused, pulling his shirt up teasingly slow and watching Felix's eyes follow his movements. "I want to make you feel even better." His shirt fell to the ground and Felix reached out to touch his tanned skin, running his fingertips over Jisung's abs. "And I want you to cum from my dick."
Smirking, Jisung watched Felix's eyes widen and then he quickly pulled his hand back. Jisung opened his pants just as slowly and only to tease Felix, he didn't take his boxers off yet.
"Then do it, please?" He took Jisung's hand and pulled him on top of himself again.
"I have to prep you first." Jisung chuckled, Felix was definitely so ready for this and he loved to see him this excited and this happy. It was a big contrast to his usual, sad and tired self, when they were talking about Minho and that he was cheating.
After getting lube and a condom, Jisung placed a pillow under Felix's back. "Thank you." The younger smiled up at him, then his smile was quickly replaced by a frown, when one of Jisung's fingers entered him.
Out of reflex, Felix wanted to close his eyes, when he felt the short sting turn into pleasure, as a second finger was soon added. But he also wanted to continue looking at Jisung, to never forget how good he looked.
"You're doing so well, princess. Does it hurt?" Jisung dragged his fingers along Felix's walls at a fast pace because he wanted to be inside of him already. Slowly, he got impatient, but he didn't want to hurt Felix in any way.
"Barely." Felix breathed out, eyes rolling back and he held onto the bedsheets, when his legs trembled.
"Good, because I can't wait anymore." He tested if a third finger would fit and when he noticed that it did, he pulled them out completely, before putting on the condom.
"Okay, princess. Are you ready?" His tip was teasing Felix's entrance already.
"mhm, please." Was all Felix could say and then he finally felt the stretch of Jisung's dick slipping inside of him.
For a moment, Felix forgot how to breathe because of all the overwhelming feelings crashing down on him all at once. He bit down on his lip hard and closed his eyes tightly.
"Relax, baby. And breathe." Jisung whispered into his ear, kissing his cheek and giving him some time to adjust.
"Can you hold my hand please?" Felix pressed out. It felt like a stupid request, asking someone to hold his hand while having sex. But Jisung didn't laugh, he didn't make fun of him.
Instead, he smiled and nodded, intertwining his fingers with Felix's, right next to the younger's head. "Just tell me when you're ready."
Felix tried his best to relax every muscle in his body and he took deep breaths. Patiently, Jisung waited for Felix to tell him he was ready.
Because Felix seemed so focused on calming himself down, Jisung didn't want to interrupt his thoughts, so he didn't say anything.
He couldn't help but move his mouth down to one of Felix's nipples. His tongue swirled around it, while he pinched the other with his fingers.
It made Felix's back arch and he moaned, "You can move."
By now they were so desperate, when Jisung pulled out and pushed himself back in, they both weren't able to hold back the many noises they made.
"You sound so good princess." Felix's moans encouraged him to move deeper, until he hit his prostate.
He knew he had found it, when Felix threw his head back, squeezed his hand and dug his nails into his back. From that moment on, he hit his prostate each time, which led to Felix cumming instantly.
He released over himself and then started shaking and trembling. "Can you hold on a little longer?"
Felix nodded, clenching around him and moaning loudly, when his body tried to escape the unbearable amount of pleasure, after his orgasm.
Jisung ran a hand over Felix's thigh to calm him down, it was tensed, but so was the rest of Felix's body. His eyebrows were furrowed and his lips tightly pressed into a thin line.
"You're so pretty, Lixie." Jisung continued to praise Felix, when he came as well. Immediately, he pulled the tired man into his arms.
"I'm so confused. I don't know what I'm feeling and what I'm supposed to feel." Felix sighed. Their naked bodies were tangled under the blanket.
"You know I like you and I would love to take care of you. Especially now. But if you don't want to, this doesn't have to mean anything."
Felix didn't answer, deep in thought.
"I can continue to wait until you're ready."
But did Felix need time? Or did he want Jisung right now?
Jisung's lips against his own had felt so good, so right. With him, he could calm down and not think about anything. Jisung was soft, treated him like a princess, he always knew what Felix needed to hear to feel better.
And most importantly, Felix never wanted to be anywhere else, than Jisung's arms.
"I want to try this, Ji. I don't want to wait."
And then they kissed and it seemed as if fireworks exploded around them. And they held each other, so that no one could have pulled them apart. And they told each other how much the other meant to them.
Nervously, Minho looked over at Hyunjin, who nodded reassuringly when Minho opened the door to the house. "Do you think he's alone?" Hyunjin asked and Minho shrugged. He truly didn't know.
Hyunjin went in after Minho and even though he should have been nervous to be here, he felt perfectly fine. Even better than that. Waking up next to Minho was something that he wanted to experience every single day.
Especially because Minho had pulled him closer and then he had showered him with kisses. He could still feel the tingly feeling everywhere on his body, where Minho's lips had touched him earlier.
Minho didn't know if it had been a good idea to bring Hyunjin to this, but he didn't know if he could have done it alone. Probably not.
From the living room, they could hear two voices talking and laughing. Frowning, Minho walked into the room, Hyunjin appeared right behind him.
"Good morning, do you want coffee?" Felix asked, looking extremely happy.
A few minutes later, they were all sitting on the couch and Minho and Hyunjin were still confused. Why wasn't he angry anymore and why was he talking to them as if nothing had ever happened?
Then Minho saw the hickeys on Felix's neck and the way Jisung held Felix's hand in his own. The touch looked so soft and warm.
Jisung's gaze on the other hand was cold, whenever it landed on Minho. Suddenly he was glad that Hyunjin was here with him.
"So, we talked about this already." Felix started, pointing between Jisung and himself. "Hyunjin you live in a small apartment, right?"
"Yes." He quickly said, surprised that Felix had asked him a question.
"So we thought that you could move in here with Minho whenever you two are ready." He took a sip of his tea, leaning his head on Jisung's shoulder, who nodded at Felix's words.
Minho frowned. "You'd move out of here? Just like that?" He had expected this to become a big discussion.
"Yeah, I'll move in with Ji. We'll move my stuff over later, it shouldn't take long."
He was surprised that Jisung and Felix were so close. What were they? Friends? Boyfriends? How did they even know each other?
"We will help you pack your stuff then." Minho smiled carefully, still not fully believing that it was this simple.
About two hours later, Jisung put the last box into his car with Hyunjin's help.
Inside of the house, Minho carefully approached Felix in the kitchen. "I want to let you know that I'm sorry I hurt you so much. I should've told you. And I'm also sorry for what I said to you yesterday."
Felix smiled tiredly. "You did hurt me a lot and I can't just forgive you like that." He sighed and Minho looked down, avoiding his eyes. "But in the end, I suppose we both found our happiness because of that."
Minho nodded. He hadn't expected Felix to forgive him anyway. "Who is Jisung, by the way?"
"My boss. He was there for me when I found out you were cheating, months ago."
"Isn't he like super rich?" Minho's jaw dropped. "And what do you mean you found out months ago?"
"Yes he is." Felix chuckled because in the end he didn't care if Jisung was rich or not. "I knew for a long time, I just didn't know how to start the conversation."
"Are you two dating already?" Minho asked when curiosity took over his mind.
"No, not yet. We just broke up yesterday, remember?" Felix rolled his eyes, but smiled. When he turned to leave, he was stopped by Minho's voice.
"Felix? I know this didn't end the best way, but I will miss your company. And again, I am so so sorry."
Felix's back was turned to Minho, but they had been together for such a long time, Minho could tell he was smiling. "As I said, I need time to forgive you, but you can always call me if you want to talk."
Then he walked out of the kitchen and to Jisung. The older pecked his lips, before opening the door for him and Felix laughed when he got into the car.
Back in the kitchen, Hyunjin walked in. "What were you two talking about?" He wrapped his arms around Minho's neck and the older leaned back against the counter.
"Nothing." Minho said, kissing the tip of Hyunjin's nose, but the taller pouted.
"We promised to not have any secrets." He was scared that Minho would cheat again and at first, the older had been hurt, but then he realized that Hyunjin was right to be concerned and it would be the best to always tell each other the truth anyway. So he promised to always be honest.
"Right, sorry." Minho grinned. "We were talking about him and Jisung and I apologized to him."
"Very good. An apology won't heal his wounds, but at least he knows that you're truly sorry for not telling him earlier."
Hyunjin leaned in to kiss Minho softly and with so much love.
When they pulled away, Minho asked, "Do you want to move in with me soon? As soon as possible? I coudln't stand being away from you for only one day."
The younger's eyes lit up. "Yes! I was hoping you'd want me to move in."
"Of course I want that." He pressed a long kiss on Hyunjin's lips. Then his hands wandered down to Hyunjin's ass, squeezing it softly.
The touch made Hyunjin whine out of pain and he hit Minho's shoulder, as he dramatically cuddled closer to him. "Ouch, I'm still sore."
Minho smirked. "Now I admit, that is definitely my fault."