-stray kids smut oneshots- - Chapter 33: Chapter 33

Chan was standing in the school's hallway, his back leaning against the lockers. In his hands he was holding the books he would need for the first class of the day and he was just waiting for the time to pass until school would start.
Around him, people were walking around with their friends, all of them talking excitedly and he simply observed them, not having anyone to talk to right now.
Just when he was thinking that, a girl was walking past him. She hadn't even noticed Chan, so he didn't pay attention to her, but when her eyes widened, he grew curious and he followed her gaze.
The next scene looked like it was straight out of a movie. The school's most popular, richest, funniest bad boy walked around the corner, with two of his friends. All of them were wearing black clothes, as well as leather jackets and they just screamed expensive.
Changbin was walking in the middle of his two friends, Hyunjin and Jeongin and it honestly looked kind of funny because of how much smaller he was, but no one had ever dared to make fun of him, so he was walking confidently. His laughter echoed through the halls, probably because Hyunjin had said something funny.
Everyone around them stopped what they were doing for a second to admire the three boys. They were known by everyone in school and there was no one, who walked past them without looking for a second too long. And for Chan it wasn't different.
He had his eyes on Changbin, who caught Chan staring at him, walking in his direction, because Chan had no clue how it had happened, but Changbin was his best friend.
Someone way cooler and smarter than him, had wanted to be his friend. He still couldn't wrap his mind around it. At first, when Changbin had started talking to him, he had thought that he only wanted to copy off of his homework and make him do his projects because he knew that Chan didn't have friends.
When Changbin had never once asked him for the homework, he had thought that Changbin was only his friend because he was too nice and pitied him. But now he felt bad for ever thinking of him like that.
"Hi, princess." Changbin whispered so that only Chan could hear him, dragging a hand through his hair. It sounded like a joke, but Chan's knees weakened. Why did Changbin always have to tease him like that?
"I told you to not call me that." Chan said with the tiniest bit of confidence that he could muster.
This time, Changbin chuckled and oh god, that sound. It was almost as if he could still hear it, even when Changbin's expression had returned to a simple smile. "Admit it, deep down you love it."
Embarrassed, Chan looked around, but no one was paying attention to them aynmore. Everyone had returned to what they had originally been doing. In the beginning, a lot of people had wondered why Changbin was suddenly friends with the shy boy, just like Chan had. But now it was normal for them and no one cared anymore.
A few times, Changbin had had to protect Chan from girls, who thought he was "stealing" Changbin from them. Quite pathetic, if you ask Chan, because all those girls were shorter and not even half as strong as him, but they were mean. "If anyone is mean to you, don't hesitate to tell me. You're not weak just because they decide to talk shit about you." Changbin had said and those words still warmed Chan's heart when he thought back to that moment.
And that was also the first time, Changbin had hugged him. Chan would never forget that feeling. He had blushed during the hug, just like he was blushing right now, from a simple conversation.
"I promised, I'd find the perfect name for you. You don't like princess either? I'll find another one." Again, Changbin's voice sounded as if he was joking. Chan could never tell if Changbin was serious or not. "Honey?" Chan shook his head, raising a brow. Changbin sighed.
The problem was, Chan liked all of the names. Cutie, sweetie, Channie, bunny, angel, flower, princess, honey. The list would surely go on until Chan didn't reject one of the names.
Not being able to hold himself back, Changbin leaned closer to Chan, basically trapping him against the lockers and he really didn't care about all those people around them.
They were close and if Chan didn't know better, he would think Changbin was about to kiss him, but that's not what friends do and this wasn't the first time they had been in such a situation.
Changbin would constantly lean in, as if he wanted to kiss him, but then he would pull away and laugh. Chan laughed too, but somehow he always wished Changbin would accidentally lean in too far to make their lips touch for only a split second.
Chan couldn't even look into Changbin's eyes, instead his gaze landed on Changbin's lips because he couldn't look anywhere else. He was holding his books, shyly pressed against his locker and Changbin's chest almost touched his own. It was just too much.
Suddenly, Changbin moved away, but not before saying, "See you after class." With a smirk and throwing a wink at Chan.
Then he left together with Hyunjin and Jeongin, whose hands were now intertwined. They smiled at Chan, before following Changbin to their first class. The three friends appeared very intimidating, but were actually the friendliest people Chan knew (and the only ones).
In case it wasn't obvious by now, Changbin was in love with Chan. He couldn't help but catch feelings, watching him from afar and then he started talking to him and Chan was just too cute when he was shy and stuttered.
"I don't understand how he can be so oblivious." Hyunjin sighed.
"Everyone knows you like him. You literally give him so many hints, how doesn't he get it?" Jeongin added, rolling his eyes. Then he turned to Hyunjin and they both shared a knowing look. Yes, it was obvious that Changbin liked Chan, but it was just as obvious that Chan liked Changbin too.
Before walking into the classroom, Changbin turned around one more time, looking at the cute boy, who was now alone again. He really wished they had more classes together. Or actually, that probably wouldn't be good because even now, not so innocent thoughts filled his mind just from the way Chan bit his lip shyly. Yeah, maybe it was better like this.
If they continued like this, Chan would never know how much Changbin craved him and thought about him in many different ways.
But Changbin thought that Chan would never want to be his boyfriend anyway because of how different they were. So he stuck to simply teasing him because he loved seeing Chan shy.
After school, Chan and Changbin were alone in Changbin's house, lying in his bed, cuddling because Chan always claimed that Changbin's bed was more comfortable than his own and so Changbin always let him sleep there whenever he wanted.
That way, Chan was happy because he could sleep in the very expensive bed and Changbin was happy because Chan was in his arms.
Changbin's hands were wandering over Chan's body, it distracted him so much, he could barely think. His mind was only focusing on the soft strokes, that Changbin's fingers were making over his back.
Slowly, they wandered under his shirt, Changbin was always careful to see if Chan showed any signs of discomfort. When he didn't, he moved them up more confidently, his skin was so warm and smooth.
Chan blushed, hiding his face in Changbin's neck, his body almost lying on top of the younger's. His breath tickled Changbin, causing him to chuckle quietly and pull Chan even closer. While adjusting their position, his hands slipped down, until they were on Chan's lower back, where the pants started.
"Baby." Changbin whispered into Chan's ear, his lips brushing over his earlobe, before he pressed a short kiss on the skin right below his ear. He couldn't help it, when Chan lay on top of him like this.
Chan answered something, so quietly that the older couldn't understand him. "What did you say?" He asked in a teasing voice, while his fingers slipped under Chan's pants, just the tiniest bit, moving around on the sensitive skin.
It was hard for Chan to speak, he hadn't thought that this would happen today, so it was hard to process the situation. "I like that one." He stuttered while speaking a bit louder now.
Changbin smirked. "Oh, you like it when I call you baby?" Shifting their position again, Changbin turned them around so that they were still facing each other, but now both of them were lying on the side. His fingers wandered from Chan's back, to his front, still inside of his pants.
He could hear Chan's breathing hitch and he could feel goosebumps erupt on his skin when he dragged a finger over his vline slowly. They were holding eye contact and Chan didn't even know how he had managed to not look away yet.
"Baby?" Changbin said, only to see Chan blush even darker. He was enjoying this a bit too much. "Baby, you look so beautiful right now."
Changbin's fingertips pressed against his sensitive skin, sliding down even further. It confused Chan, but he had barely time to think because he liked this. He really liked this. But this wasn't supposed to happen, they were friends, what was Changbin doing?
Changbin was so far down already and Chan hadn't asked him to stop yet, automatically the older assumed that Chan liked it. Just to make sure, he asked, "Is this okay? Be honest."
Their lips were almost touching, Chan only heard Changbin's voice muffled, as if he was far away. He nodded, tearing up from arousal, when Changbin reached down further. If he continued, he would soon touch his already hardening dick.
"Say it, baby."
Squirming around, Chan tried to get away from Changbin. Not because he didn't enjoy it, he wanted nothing more than to continue whatever was happening, but he was too embarrassed that his friend would notice that he had given him a boner.
"It's okay." He said, but his actions showed the opposite. So Changbin pulled his hand out of Chan's pants, knowing that he was only shy and that he could trust his words.
When Chan was about to get up, not really having a plan where to go once he was standing, let alone what to tell Changbin, the older pulled him back down into his arms.
Chan groaned when their hips met, biting his lip to suppress other sounds from slipping past his lips. Helplessly, he was forced to stare into Changbin's eyes, while the older could surely feel his boner against his lower body and from the way he smirked, Chan knew he was right.
"You're so shy." Changbin stated the obvious, when Chan whined.
Using the opportunity to finally talk about this, Chan lowered his gaze. "What's happening, why're you-" He stopped for a moment. "-doing this?" He was careful to not move so that he didn't accidentally created friction between them.
"Doing what?" Changbin asked innocently, while moving his hands to Chan's ass, resting them there. He also shifted around a bit under him, seeing that Chan tried his best to hold his moans in.
"This." Chan pointed at Changbin, then at himself, growing frustrated. He sat up, now being in a suggestive position, sitting right on Changbin's lap. He didn't notice, but Changbin did and he smirked.
"I don't know what you mean, could you explain it?"
Chan rolled his eyes. "Why're you suddenly touching me? I'm so confused." Right after saying these words in a louder tone, he went back to his shy expression.
"Baby, I don't know if you've noticed, but you mean a lot to me." He explained in a calm voice.
"Yes, because we're friends." Chan didn't like that Changbin was playing with his heart like this. He had wanted this for so long, but Changbin couldn't be serious right now.
"You really don't get it, do you? I've never wanted to be your friend." Changbin held onto Chan's wrists because he could see that Chan wanted to get up again.
"What?" Chan was at a loss of words, was this a nightmare?
"Let me speak." Changbin quickly said. "I wanted to be more than your friend, but I had to get to know you first and find out if you liked guys. It took me so long to build up the courage to talk to you."
"What?" This seemed like the only word that he could say right now.
"Chan, I love you." If Chan didn't understand him, he had to say it like this. His heart was pounding against his ribcage and he could see that Chan was feeling just as nervous.
Chan had wanted to hear these words from Changbin for so long, but now that it had happened, it didn't feel real. "But why me? You're so perfect and I'm just-"
He was cut off when Changbin pulled him down to kiss him sweetly. Chan didn't hesitate to kiss back, savoring the warmth and love.
"Please say you love me too." Changbin mumbled against Chan's lips, not waiting for an answer and immediately kissing him again.
"I do. I love you." His words were almost swallowed by the kiss, but for now it was enough for Changbin to know that Chan loved him back.
The more time passed, the harder they kissed, so happy that they could finally show their feelings openly. They wanted to feel each other, feel everything of the other.
Their bodies were still pressed together, but their legs were positioned in a way where Chan only straddled one of Changbin's thighs and the older used this opportunity to push his leg up a bit, so that it was directly pressing against Chan's erection.
"Binnie-" Chan whimpered, clearly embarrassed.
"Shh, it's okay. You can use my thigh." He pulled Chan back in for another kiss, curious to see if he would actually grind down.
At first, Chan hesitated. He didn't understand how Changbin could be so confident and he couldn't. So he decided to try it, Changbin had said it was okay so he believed him.
He started by grinding down once, already feeling his lower body burn. He moaned quietly into the kiss, having to pull away, when he repeated the action. "Good, baby." Changbin kissed his way down to Chan's jaw, licking his skin, until he found a spot on Chan's neck, that made him wince.
He blew cold air onto the skin, teasing Chan, whose hips stuttered for a second. He did feel pleasure shooting through his body, but it was not nearly enough to make him cum. Yet he loved this new feeling.
"Baby, if you take off your pants, it'll feel better." As if he had read Chan's thoughts, Changbin pulled on the other's pants a bit.
Chan felt a bit dizzy, but he nodded, sitting up and struggling a bit to take off his pants. When he had finally managed to get them off, he neatly placed them at the end of the bed. "These too?" He pointed to his boxers, eyes moving everywhere but to Changbin's.
"If you want to."
Chan thought about it for a moment, but Changbin's voice was so calming and reassuring that he started to wonder what he was even scared of. Not leaving himself time to change his mind, he pulled his boxers down as well, before quickly climbing back on Changbin's lap.
The older had already moved his leg up to make it easier for Chan to grind against it. It felt so different, when his dick was directly on the rough material of Changbin's pants.
His mouth was directly next to Changbin's ear because the younger attached his lips back to his sweet spot, sucking on his skin to make sure everyone in school tomorrow would see that Chan was his.
"Changbin-" He moaned, having to stop for a moment because he couldn't concentrate on both sensations at the same time.
"Go on, baby." Changbin encouraged him, his hands finding Chan's ass again, pushing his hips down.
Chan had to hold onto Changbin's arms and his muscles instantly flexed under Chan's touch. When Changbin's hands didn't leave their position, Chan whined, his body getting hotter with every thrusts he did.
"Please." Chan whispered into Changbin's ear, knowing exactly what he wanted, but not daring to say it.
"Please what?" Suddenly, his voice was deeper, having an idea where this was going to lead.
Chan's teeth sank down into his bottom lip, almost piercing through the flesh. How could he say this? Didn't Changbin know what he wanted? This was so frustrating, he stopped his movements.
"If you don't tell me what you want, I can't help you." Changbin whispered, one of his fingers gliding to Chan's hole, stopping right above it.
It only proved that he in fact did know what Chan wanted and Changbin wanted it too. "You know what I mean."
"Say it." Changbin wanted Chan to be more open around him, wanted to show him that he could say anything he wanted without having to be embarrassed.
Chan let out a shaky sigh. "I want you."
"I'm here."
This was too much for Chan, he couldn't wait anymore. "In me. I want you in me, please. I need you so much. I'm so hard for you, Binnie. Please."
Satisfied with the answer, Changbin got up to get lube and a condom. "Good boy." He praised, kissing Chan's lips.
Now Chan was lying under him and he spread his legs with his hands. Chan quickly looked away, getting shy again when Changbin could openly look at him.
"Take your shirt off, too." Changbin ordered and Chan hesitantly did, seeing that Changbin took his own clothes off as well. His eyes never left Changbin's upper body, amazed how good he looked.
"Damn, Channie." Changbin let his hand glide down on Chan's chest, as soon as he was completely naked.
"Do something, please." Chan whimpered and Changbin let his hand travel down, finally letting a lubed finger slide into Chan because he was growing impatient as well.
As fast as he could, he prepped him, his fingers dragging along Chan's walls. He knew they were too short to reach his prostate, but Chan still seemed to enjoy the moment, it obviously turned him on even more. They were so close to actually doing it, Chan would need a lot of time to process this, when they were finished.
How had they even ended up here? Just a few months ago, Chan had admired Changbin from afar, not being able to decide, if he wanted Changbin or if he wanted to be him. Time had gone by so fast, now he was in his bed, under him, being touched by him.
All of those thoughts clouded his mind and he could barely focus on Changbin's fingers moving inside of him to prepare him for what they were doing. It was exciting, sure, but how could he stop all of those thoughts filling his head?
Simple, Chan couldn't, but Changbin could. "Don't think too much, baby. Just focus on this moment." He cupped Chan's face with his clean hand, waiting until he could see that Chan wasn't that deep in his thoughts anymore. "Don't worry, I'll make you forget everything anyway." He winked and Chan blushed.
He had to look away when Changbin got up to take his boxers off too or his blush would have spread on his whole body. He heard him open the condom and shortly after he felt Changbin's tip against his hole, pressing in a bit already.
"Are you ready?" Changbin asked sweetly. Chan just felt so safe with him, like if he had the intention to say no, Changbin wouldn't be mad.
But no, Chan did want this, so bad. "Yes." He hadn't even finished the word, when Changbin pushed in already and god, he was bigger than Chan would have thought.
He threw his head back and moaned freely, no longer caring about anything. Changbin was right, he didn't even have the time to overthink anything because just when he was completely inside, he began moving already.
One of Chan's hands were tightly wrapped around Changbin, but the older had a better idea. "Give me your hand."
At first, Chan was confused, but he did it anyway. When Changbin intertwined their fingers next to Chan's hand then, the older smiled and closed his eyes, relaxing.
"My Channie." Changbin whispered, leaned down to press his lips against Chan's for a hungry kiss. They didn't care that it was really messy or that it was hard to even keep their lips together because of the force with which he moved.
"So good, baby." Changbin panted against Chan's lips, having the need to praise him for simply just being there.
Finally, after such a long time of imagining to be with Chan, he was here, under him. He was fucking him like he had always wanted to and most importantly, he could show him his love.
"Changbin, more. Oh god." Chan was saying this over and over again, not even noticing it. His back arched and his eyes rolled back, his body was shaking and he clung to Changbin's hand, holding him as best as he could.
The younger hadn't been able to hit his prostate with his fingers, but now his tip definitely did it. Pleasure washed over Chan, as he came, surprisingly at the same time as Changbin.
"Oh, baby." Changbin said, as he thrusted in one more time, before releasing.
He was just about to pull out when Chan stopped him, clenching around him. "Wait, I need a moment."
Carefully, they turned around so that Changbin was leaning against the headboard and Chan was sitting on his lap, the younger still inside of him.
"Thank you." Chan was still trying to catch his breath, leaning against his friend (?) and enjoying how Changbin's fingers wandered through his hair calmly.
Changbin kissed Chan's forehead. "I've dreamed of this a lot."
"Of fucking me?" Chan asked tiredly, his eyes already closing.
"No." Changbin chuckled. "I mean, yes. But I meant holding you like this."
"We always cuddle though."
Smiling, Changbin kissed Chan's shoulder, hands massaging his lower back. "Not like this, though. It's different." Sighing, Changbin began lifting Chan off of himself. "I think we should talk, but first let's clean this mess."
When Changbin's dick slipped out of him, Chan groaned lowly, making the younger apologize immediately. "Oh, sorry, baby."
While Chan was showering, Changbin changed the bedsheets and then Chan lay down while Changbin showered. When the older was back, only in sweatpants, Chan blushed, but cuddled against the younger's naked chest anyway.
"Why're you so shy? You've seen me completely naked just minutes ago." He teased Chan, tickling his sides playfully.
"Stop!" Chan laughed out, trying to get away from Changbin, when he didn't listen.
But Changbin knew they really had to talk and he wanted to do it before falling asleep, so he just pulled Chan back against his chest. "Okay, okay. Come back."
There was silence between them for a while, then Changbin whispered, "Be my boyfriend."
Chan's eyes widened. The Seo Changbin had asked him to be his boyfriend. His life did feel like a dream ever since Changbin had started talking to him. Every day he was scared to wake up and find out that none of this had been real.
Changbin could see that Chan wanted to say something like 'but I am just me and you are you'. So he stopped him before he could even open his mouth. "And no, I'm not better than you. I love you, Channie."
At first, Chan pouted because Changbin just knew him too well. Then a grin spread on his lips. "I'd love to be your boyfriend."
Changbin pecked his lips, relieved even though it would have been weird of Chan to say no now. Butterflies erupted in the younger's stomach just from looking at Chan.
"God, everyone will know you're mine." Changbin snickered, running a finger over the many hickeys on Chan's neck.
Just like always, it was easy to fall asleep in Changbin's bed, but only today Chan realized that it wasn't because of the bed, but because of Changbin, who held him.