Summers & Starbucks - Chapter 45: Chapter 45

Kaiden
I drive up the landscaped path and my eyes widen at the sight of the house. This is definitely not his mother's house. It's beautiful, cosy yet lavish.
"My dad's new place. I'm going to be living here for now," Nathan says softly.
I haven't let go of his hand since we left my house. I park in the porch and he gets out.
"Dad's out for tonight. I'm guessing he's still with Vanessa's mom," he sighs, unlocking the large wooden door.
The house is beautiful on the inside too, tastefully decorated. His hand slips into mine again and our gazes meet, electrifying the air around us. He guides me towards the curved staircase and we walk upstairs.
My stomach is doing flips and I am sure I'm going to pass out from nerves. Shit, that would be so embarrassing. What if I suck at it?
My senses are in overdrive.
He opens the door to a room and tugs me in. A giant French window is on one side overlooking the pine trees in the backyard. It's sparse and impersonal, a king size bed sitting proudly in the middle.
Nathan pins me against the door, locking it. My breath hitches.
Our gazes meet and before I know it, he's claimed my lips in his and is kissing me like his life depends on it. I sigh in bliss, my hands around his neck.
He suddenly pulls away and I blink in confusion.
"Are you.... Is this.. okay?"
His voice fills with insecurity. He steps back and sits on the bed, letting out a deep sigh.
"I can't stop thinking about what your dad said. He's right you know? I'm... Us together, we're always going to be a target. It's going to be harder for us than just... you being with a girl."
The words make my heart break. I walk to him and stand between his legs, running my fingers through his soft hair.
"And... you're bi. It's easier for you to get your life back to normal. You wouldn't be beaten up, you would be able to gossip with your friends and nobody would hate you. You can find a girl you like more than me, in Europe. You don't have to alter your life goals for me."
He looks so vulnerable, I wrap my arms around him and he sighs again, his face pressed against my tummy.
"Nathan, that's enough. Even if I'm bisexual, I want you. And we can figure things out. I know I might sound impulsive right now but there is no way to know what the future holds okay? And I have the chance to follow my heart. Not many people get or can afford this kind of freedom."
His warm eyes meet mine and I cup his face in my hands, kissing the faded scar on his jaw.
"I am choosing you, my happiness. You're not someone I'm stuck with. And maybe some years down the line, we will realise we were foolish or not made for each other. But I know our friendship will withstand that too."
"You really have that much faith in me?"
I nod without hesitation.
"You know, love is a choice too. My Mum says that. When the fire and passion eventually loses the youthful glow, the innate choice to cherish and protect a person, is love. To continue loving someone no matter how hard things get."
"Quite a big commitment, isn't it? How do you know we're ready for that?" He asks, clasping my hands tight, like he's afraid I'm gonna disappear if he lets go.
"I don't. But I look forward to it," I smile, pecking his nose.
"I was so scared.... earlier. But I am so so thankful you stood up for me. I don't deserve you."
"Let me decide that," I smile.
He pulls me in for a kiss finally, making my knees buckle with the intensity. I straddle him, not breaking it. It's heady and lustful at the same time, his tongue sliding in. I gasp in his mouth, when his hand grabs my throat slightly and pull away, breathing hard.
"You know you have me now," I whisper, voice low and seductive. Nathan's pupils are blown.
"Touch me, kiss me, fuck me," I smile, thumb brushing over his sleek, now clenched jaw.
Nathan hums and it sends heat down to my groin. Bunching the bottom of my T-shirt, he yanks it from my body and tosses it behind. His strong fingers dig into my thighs as he picks me up and drops me on the bed, hovering over me like a predator.
My throat muscles work for a greedy gulp of air, heart banging hard. It all feels like a dream. A dream that I don't want to wake up from. I always wish to see the yearning, the burn in Nathan's eyes just for me.
"I love you, Kai baby," He whispers. "You're all mine now, yeah?"
"All yours."
He is nipping and sucking my flesh, printing rosy and severe hickies on my skin, claiming me wholly. Swiftly I unbutton his shirt, running my palm over the curves of his abs, fingertips caressing the flexing muscles as I peel off the shirt from his taut body.
"You smell so nice, Kai," He mumbles, fingers playing with my nipples.
I hum softly, swirling my tongue and marking Nathan's neck with my teeth. I tug him down, moulding our lips together, the crave and need swatting my insides, clenching my stomach.
We lazily kick our jeans off, never breaking eye contact. I wish to savour this moment a lot, inking it in my memories. I break the kiss, breathing hard, eyes already misty in desperation.
"You are so ethereal, so beautiful. Your body is perfect as it is."
I kiss his jaw as my chest tightens by his pure compliment. It feels amazing after being taunted for my awkward body for years.
"Thank you," I shyly mumble, biting on my lip.
Nathan braces his palms on my shoulders and pushes me down on the bed. My back meets the mattress, as I gaze at him. He has a shadow blanketing over his clear cut features.
The way he is gaping at my naked figure, makes goosebumps flare around my skin as I tear my eyes away, suddenly embarrassed to bear the gaze burdening me.
I gasp when he travels lower, nipping my inner thigh softly. I look down, calves taut from the sensation of his lips down there. That sight of his face between my legs is enough to push me over the edge.
I moan loudly when his tongue glides down my sensitive region, close to my entrance. I shudder, his skillful tongue teasing and prepping me, hands grabbing my ass and squeezing.
Stars explode behind my eyes as his pace picks up, going torturously fast. I buck upwards when he touches my dick, already leaking with precum.
I'm going to lose my fucking mind.
"Oh fuck yes, Nathan!" I moan, incoherent words filling the air.
His hand strokes my length slowly, my nerves going crazy in pleasure.
"I'm gonna cum if you keep that up," I stutter and he stops his movements.
I almost scream at the lack of contact. I meet his gaze as he reaches towards the nightstand and pulls out a condom and lube.
"Did you plan on bringing me here or what?" I smile, arching a brow. He winks and it's so hot that my mouth waters.
"Best to be prepared, no?"
He takes a generous amount of the clear gel on his fingers. Goosebumps rise on every inch of me as the cool feeling intensifies near my ass.
"Fuck fuck - fuck!" I moan, nails digging into his biceps as he enters a finger inside.
"Is this okay?" He whispers, kissing my stomach. I bite my lip, getting adjusted to the feeling. His long finger is probably only halfway through but I feel full.
"So good baby, you're doing perfect," He hums, beginning to move. It's slow at first. I keep my eyes on his, his beautiful face focused only on my pleasure.
Holy fucking hell, I'm overstimulated already.
I bite my swollen lips hard and grip his shoulders, pulling him into a kiss. I gasp in his mouth when another finger slides in and then another.
Wow, the sensation is so different yet it feels so right.
"Mmh, please... fuck!"
Never in a million years did I expect to have sex with a guy and now I'm almost begging this beautiful man to claim me.
He feels around, moving slowly. I gasp.
The tightness turns to pleasure very soon, the curling of his fingers making me feel things I'd only imagined I could.
"Is this okay, Kai-Pie?"
I nod, reaching down to stroke him. He hisses in pleasure, eyes shutting immediately.
"I'm gonna nut instantly so I suggest you don't do that," He grins but his voice is strained.
I blush and bring my fingers to his lips and he kisses them.
"You are just too cute and I want to eat you alive," He chuckles and I go even redder than normally possible.
Cheekily, Nathan snatches his hand back and the pleasurable rush leaves me. I pout at the missing warmth.
"I'm prepped enough, just fill me!" I groan.
"When did you become so impatient for my dick?" He smirks, ripping the wrapper with his teeth. The action is so hot my dick springs to attention. As if it wasn't already.
Fierce eyes focus on me as I curse under my breath.
"Hm, I'm impatient for you and your dick and your cheesy lines, your boyish smile and oh, your muscles. But your heart too. I'm fucking in love with you," I grin.
"I'm fucking in love with you too," He smiles, capturing me in a quick kiss.
My mind goes fuzzy when his fingers skim my sides again.
"You ready baby?"
My heartbeat speeds up as I watch him sheath himself.
"This is gonna hurt a bit, okay? Tell me when to move," he says, aligning himself.
This is happening!!!
He grabs the sheet beside my head, looking down at me. He looks regal and erotic as fuck.
"You're perfect, you know?" I smile, placing my hands on his shoulders.
He finally sinks into me and I nearly scream at the sensation.
"Fuck, you're big!" I groan, tears escaping the corners of my eyes. Nathan's one hand moves my locks away from my forehead.
"Sorry, baby it will hurt."
He pampers my face and chest with soft kisses to distract my mind from the pain as I whimper.
"I know it hurts but damn, I think my insides are ripping!"
I prop myself on my elbows, adjusting to the unfamiliar full feeling.
"You are mine, all mine, hm?" He says again huskily and my dick almost twitches on its own.
"All yours." I breathe out. "You can move now."
I am mesmerised by his wet, needing kisses on my neck, as his hips carefully start shifting. He bends down, his tongue flicking on my hardened nipple as his other hand supports himself above me.
I hum in delight when his appeasing, low moan echoes in my ear.
"Fuck, Kai!"
He cries out in ecstasy and the sound is music to my ears. His thrusts get faster and I cannot stop the unholy sounds leaving my lips.
Finally, Nathan strokes my sweet spot, pounding into it.
"Right fucking there!" I groan, nails digging into his biceps.
He meets my eyes and I pull him down, crushing my lips to his. I am perishing in the sea of pleasure, brain shut, thoughts numb. The only thing I can feel is Nathan's heated thrusts. He quickens his pace, sweaty locks covering his eyes.
The skin slapping and bed thudding against the wall sounds melt in the hot, intense air.
My thighs quiver dangerously as I wrap my legs around his taut waist to keep up with the pace.
Nathan moves his hips to reach my spot deeper, making me writhe in pleasure.
I shut my eyes, enjoying the feeling.
I finally got what I longed for. My fantasy became reality.
Nathan
I finally got what I longed so desperately. My fantasy became reality.
I watch my beautiful boyfriend under me, unblemished skin glistening, plump lips parted in pleasure.
The golden boy who always has a pout on his lips. The boy who is too kind for his own sake. The boy who shines like glitter, stars and a thousand majestic suns. The boy who always smells like strawberries and vanilla is mine.
Kaiden Pierce now belongs to Nathan Summers.
I thrust into him, moving my hips, pulling back to plunge deeper, teetering Kai on the edge of orgasm.
I feel like I'm in paradise. I don't want to leave this boy, this bed, his loving arms.
"Nathan!" Kai moans, crying out against my shoulder, his nails digging into my back.
"Shh, you are so loud baby, so fucking sexy, you look so beautiful under me. Do you want me to fuck you hard so your screams could shatter the glass windows?" I chuckle teasingly, biting his earlobe, palms clasping his hip to pin him down.
"Nate, your mouth is too dirty!" Kai whines but obeys what I demand.
He moans my name again in my ear and I almost come undone.
We both stare at each other in an exotic trance. I slow down a bit, letting him collect his erratic breaths.
Kaiden's toes curl in the sheets. His climax is approaching and so is mine, like a current zig-zagging through my body. The roaring pressure circles around my navel as Kai pulls me in for a sloppy, heated kiss.
His orgasm rips through him and he cries out, head falling back on the pillow, ecstatic tears adorn his lashes, stamina fading from his trembling body, chest racing, lips parted.
I am breathing hard. My muscles clench and my throaty groans fill the air. I bite my lower lip, feeling the swelling pressure in my shaft as I spill into the condom.
"Fuck, Kai," I whimper as he meets my eyes and I collapse on him, spent yet thoroughly rejuvenated.
I pull out and Kai sighs by the sudden emptiness inside him. I roll beside him, the adrenaline high leaving me slowly.
That just happened.
I just made love to my precious baby.
"Kaiden?" I call tentatively, staring at the ceiling.
"Yeah?" he whispers.
I turn to him and he does the same. Our eyes meet and we both giggle.
"You have quite the knack for dirty talk," He grins, pushing my hair back. I grab his jaw and kiss him softly once.
"You liked it though? I didn't go too rough, did I?"
He shakes his head, forest green eyes sparkling.
"That was one of the best experiences of my whole life," he says, voice raw and honest. "I mean, I'm so glad you are my first."
"I'm honoured to be your first, Kai, you have no idea how much."
I kiss his forehead and he hums in satisfaction. We lie tangled up under the sheets. Kai is one beautiful person inside out.
"Kai?"
"Hm?"
"Did you mean what you said? About - about us moving in?"
"I'm sure. I love you," He smiles and kisses me quickly.
He nods, a determination in his beautiful mesmerizing irises that makes a fire pool in my gut. There is no way in the universe I can even begin to describe my feelings for him.
He is still here.
Still with me, even after everything.
"I love you more."